In the next few days, Li Yuanming didn't call Luo Xinyi, because he knew that Luo Xinyi was usually like a supple kitten, but when he was stubborn, he couldn't pull ten horses. He just drove to her downstairs every night, quietly looking at the lights on the seventeenth floor, even if every time he saw the curtains tightly, but this light at least let him know that his heart was still fine, so that he could sleep peacefully......

These days, he has figured out one thing, in fact, the saddest thing is not his parents, nor Lin Zhimeng, but himself. If he could let go of Lin Zhimeng as soon as possible, he wouldn't have hurt her so much, his so-called unbearable reluctance to Lin Zhimeng was the real ruthlessness to Xinyi......

When the heart is a little gone, he will definitely take her to pick her favorite ring in person, he knows that the heart will never step into his home again, then, he will take the heart to choose her favorite place, he will give her a really clean home, a heart that will never smell of perfume again, and a heart that only she has......

Luo Xinyi on the seventeenth floor sighed and stood up to turn off the lights, she knew that the person downstairs would never leave until her bedroom became dark......

However, there are some mistakes that can only be made once......

A few days will be grandma's death day, grandma is the last to give her warmth in those years of the only relatives, although too old to protect her, but, every time I go back, I always take out the money I usually save, go to the butcher's house two miles away with crutches, buy what she thinks is the best food, although Luo Xinyi tells grandma every time that her money is enough to spend, but grandma will always try her best to stuff the money into the most imperceptible corner of her schoolbag when she is not paying attention...... The year when she was about to go abroad, her grandmother was gone, and her grandmother who was lying on the hospital bed couldn't speak while wearing an oxygen mask, just looking at her and shedding tears......

Therefore, after going abroad, this is the only reason for her to contact her father, she can't come back, she can only ask her father to put a pillar of incense on her grandmother's grave......

On this year's death day, she should go back and take a look at her grandmother who she hasn't seen for six years......

She asked Mr. Zhang for leave, Mr. Zhang readily agreed, Luo Xinyi smiled bitterly, it seems that Mr. Zhang hasn't noticed that the ring on her hand is gone......

After packing up the simple bags, Luo Xinyi boarded the train home, and when the sound of the train starting, Luo Xinyi suddenly hoped that it would be better if, this time, it would be better to leave completely......

When Li Yuanming came downstairs to Luo Xinyi that night, he didn't see the light, he looked at his watch, it was only nine o'clock, did he sleep so early tonight!

Luo Xinyi arrived in the afternoon of the next day, and after more than ten hours of continuous train rides, plus several hours of cars traveling on the winding mountain road, when she got off the train, Luo Xinyi was already exhausted.

She got out of the car and stood on the side of the road, looking at the familiar house on the other side of the river, where she used to make a microphone with her hands every time she got out of the car, shouting loudly to the other side: "Grandma——, grandma......"

The empty river would spread her voice far away, and the little girl next door to Grandma would run up to Grandma and tell her, "My favorite sister is back." Then, Luo Xinyi could see the thin figure appear at the outermost edge of the courtyard, waving his hand and responding to her loudly: "Hey, Yiyi, Yiyi......

Luo Xinyi's tears flowed, and today, she no longer had to shout loudly to the other side, because there was no such person who would wait for her return with such joy......

Luo Xinyi walked across the suspension bridge on the river that had not changed for several years, and stepped on the ancient bluestone road, every step as if it had not been changed by time......

But when she came to the gate of her grandmother's courtyard, she saw a scene that surprised her, grandma's courtyard was actually full of people, playing cards and chatting in groups, which was very lively......

She just called her dad before she left, is it possible that so many people come to pay their respects every year on grandma's death day!

Someone had already greeted her, Luo Xinyi took a closer look, it was the eldest cousin, and it was still as exaggerated as ever that it made people feel a little fake enthusiastic tone: "Oh, our heart is finally back, you don't know, we all have been waiting so hard." ”

Luo Xinyi smiled quietly, and let her pull herself into the crowd, many people gathered around, all distant relatives who had not met for a long time, a sound of affectionate longing and enthusiastic praise, as if she was the center of the world......

A man came out of the back room and called out in surprise, "Xinyi", it was Dad. Luo Xinyi's eyes were a little wet at that moment, even though she hadn't been close for many years, she always had a bloodline that couldn't be changed......

When her father came to Luo Xinyi, she really wanted to hug him, but in the end she didn't move, she was not used to hugging her father in the way of a daughter, because she hadn't done it for too long, so long that she forgot the feeling of father's love......

Her father was also embarrassed in front of her, and they were already estranged from each other as if they were two strangers. However, no matter what, Luo Xinyi is still the daughter of the Luo family, and her achievements today are always the lintel of his Luo family. His face was lit up by a smile again: "I like it, my relatives heard that you were coming back, and they all rushed over to see you." ”

This sentence contains a kind of complacent pride, Luo Xinyi suddenly understood, she said, with everyone's such a cold temperament, how could it be so devout to worship an ordinary old man on the death day six years later, it turned out to be to come to see her, her relatives, most of them live in the county or small town, a family, it should be a great event to be able to produce a female doctor who returned from abroad, maybe it can be recorded in the family tree......

Luo Xinyi sneered in her heart, it was not that she was naturally suspicious, but that she had no trust in the group of people in front of her......

In the year when her parents divorced, they would touch her head and say a word about the poor child, but other people's tragedies are always someone else's, and they are just like watching a tragic TV series, seeing the emotion, and occasionally shedding tears, but it is never themselves who hurt......

Gradually, after the initial enthusiasm for concern passed, compassion also became numb, everyone has a busy family affair and national affairs, no one has time to care for a child, only occasionally when the eyes glide over her, they will give her a trace of pity, and most of the time, their eyes, they can't see her at all......

In her most difficult year, she has nowhere to go, even if she goes, it is just a dispensable shadow, you go, there will be a pair of bowls and chopsticks on the table, gone, the pair of bowls and chopsticks will be withdrawn, no one will have the patience to squat down, look at you with really warm eyes, and ask: "Xinyi, are you unhappy!"

However, Luo was sure that if she asked these questions honestly today, everyone who was asked, including her father, would answer with a sincere face: "I also have my own troubles." "Yes, the word bitterness is the best excuse for all apathy.

Luo Xinyi raised her eyes and saw her stepmother standing at the door of the house, looking at her with a complicated look, she hadn't seen her for many years, and her stepmother had changed from a young and beautiful woman to a slightly bloated woman. The corners of Luo Xinyi's mouth hooked up a sarcastic arc, she knew what this woman was thinking at this time, she must be thinking, how can time be so ruthless to me! Take away all the youth and beauty that I am most proud of, but turn the little girl who was the most disdainful back then into an intellectual woman in the prime of life today!

Luo Xinyi straightened her spine and walked up to her with a smile: "Aunt Zhao, I haven't seen you for a long time, you are still so beautiful." This sentence was like a gust of wind, instantly blowing away the haze on the woman's face, and she was almost flattered to hold Luo Xinyi's hand: "Xinyi, you have really grown up." ”

Luo Xinyi's face was a sincere smile that made people not suspicious: "What about Verin, why haven't I seen him! I haven't seen him for a few years, I should have grown up a lot!" Verin is her half-brother, Aunt Zhao's son. Since everyone is acting, she simply cooperates, and she has also seen things on the scene, and she will not be inferior to anyone else......

She just wants to get through her grandmother's death day smoothly tomorrow, and there is no need to cause any unnecessary trouble, not to mention, she never disdains to argue with people she doesn't care about......

When the fifteen-year-old Verin stood in front of her, she looked at the eyebrows and eyes in front of her that were somewhat similar to her own and the child's simple smile, her heart softened a little, and she patted Verin on the shoulder: "They are taller than me." ”

Aunt Zhao's voice sounded again: "Hey, what's the use of just growing tall, it's not good to study, your father said, you can't catch up with one-tenth of your year, Verin, don't learn from your sister, if you don't go to school in the future, you will follow your sister." ”

Luo Xinyi's heart sneered again, how could she forget that she has this effect in addition to being able to shine on the lintel, she is now one of the leaders of the company and has a certain right to speak, maybe she can help a child get some jobs when he graduates from college.

The eldest cousin also came over at this time: "I like it, your cousin graduated from college in July this year, and his grades are not very good, do you see if you can help get your company to work, you know, it's hard to find a job now." ”

The chill in Luo Xinyi's heart was even worse, how many people were there here for this reason......

She rolled her eyebrows and smiled: "Alas, you don't know that the current recruitment has been transparent on the Internet, and it is no longer possible to secretly follow the relationship as before." Our company is a regular large company, even if it is the immediate family members of the company's employees, they must follow the regular procedures. Speaking of this, she paused and glanced at the two women who were full of hope and apprehension, "That is to say, you have to compete by strength, and no matter how good the relationship is without strength." Others, less likely. She looked at the faces of the two women who quickly turned gray, and added with a look of embarrassment: "No way, everyone has their own difficulties, people from the outside world are watching, and now if they are found out through the back door, the leaders and relevant staff will be dismissed, and no one dares to do it." ”

The two women wilted as they spoke, but they couldn't find anything wrong, so they had to hold on to the last glimmer of hope: "When the time comes, it's really not good, see if you can find an ordinary job to go to work!"

Luo smiled and nodded, when the time comes, we will talk about it then.

It seems that the most speechless retribution in the world is to repay others in the way of others. Today, she also sent two people with "bitterness" with the word "bitterness......

After dinner, Luo Xinyi sat in the corner of the courtyard and looked at those noisy people indifferently, they were enthusiastic about her today, but this enthusiasm did not make her feel warm in the slightest......

In those darkest days, the warmth that all of them gave her together was not enough for one of the 100,000 that Yang Xudong gave her......