When they arrived at school, the two of them were still at the same table without saying a word all day as if nothing had happened. The first and second periods were Chinese classes, and after class, when the teacher walked out of the classroom with the textbook, Luo Xinyi suddenly stood up and said to Yang Xudong: "You give way, I want to go out." Yang Xudong was a little strange, Luo Xinyi never went to the teacher to ask questions after class, not to mention that her Chinese grades were so good that she didn't need to ask questions at all. But Yang Xudong didn't ask anything, just stood up and made way for Luo Xinyi.

The last period was a self-study class, everyone was immersed in their homework, Yang Xudong suddenly saw Luo Xin's favorite Chinese textbook pushed in front of him, and there was a note between the spread out textbooks, what is this! Yang Xudong frowned and took it, with a sentence written on it: I want to live in school, can you accompany me home to get things!

The Chinese teacher is the head teacher, and it turned out that she went to the teacher after class to ask to live in the school. Fang Xinzhi turned her head to look at Luo Xinyi, she lowered her head and didn't look at him, she held the pen in her hand tightly, her eyelashes were like a feather fan, casting shadows on her face, and she couldn't see her eyes, but she didn't know why, but Yang Xudong knew that her eyes at this time must be the same as that night, as if full of hope but desperate at any time......

He picked up the pen, wrote down a few words, and pushed the book back.

Luo Xinyi's heart has been nervous to the extreme, she is afraid that he will refuse, he can refuse, there is no relationship between them, not even friends, although she lived in their house two days ago, but the two were together most of the time there was only silence, he watched TV, she sat carefully on the side, they silently ate at a table, this morning they went to school together, but he walked in front, and she was far behind, when they arrived at school, they didn't seem to know anyone, so, he could completely refuse her. However, she was really afraid, even if she lived in the school, she would have to go back to get her luggage, she didn't know if her mother had come back, she didn't dare to call home and ask, she was afraid of hearing the voice she hated. And she has no friends, and the people around her are people who have nothing to do with her, so she can only look for him, although he has nothing to do with her, but...... She didn't know why, she felt that the only person she could find was him......

When that note was pushed over, she didn't even close her eyes and didn't dare to look at it, she knew that he was looking at her hesitantly just now, she was afraid that he would refuse, if it was really like that, what should she do, what should she do alone!

When she opened her eyes again, her eyes were full of darkness, if he really refused, she would face it alone, anyway, she was always alone, with no one to rely on, no one to accompany her......

Her hands trembled when she saw the words on the note:

Okay, let's go last after class.

Luo Xinyi's tears fell on the note, and the handwriting written by the pen on it was fainted by the tears, Yang Xudong sat next to him, saw the wet traces on the paper, and was annoyed, and promised her that she would cry! Why does she love to cry so much!

After class, Liu Yaoyuan came to find Yang Xudong to go home together, Yang Xudong said that he had something to do today, Liu Yaoyuan and Jiang Yi left together, Jiang Yi suddenly glanced back at Luo Xinyi before leaving. Luo Xinyi sensed that someone was watching her and buried her head lower.

When everyone in the classroom was gone, Yang Xudong began to pack his schoolbag, Luo Xinyi glanced at him, and also began to pack his things.

The two of them left the school gate one after the other, got on the bus, the bus was very crowded, they were half an hour late today, just in time for many people to get off work. Luo Xinyi grabbed the high ring, she was so thin that she could barely stand, she suddenly felt that someone was standing behind her, blocking the crowd that kept hitting her with the bumps of the car, she turned her head and saw Yang Xudong standing behind her, standing straight, grasping the crossbar on the ring......

After Yang Xudong got in the car, he watched her being squeezed around, she seemed to be drowned in the flow of people at any time, why was she always like this, giving people the feeling that she would disappear at any time...... He struggled to move behind her in the carriage to shield her from the people behind her, and she looked up at him, and he saw tears in her eyes again...... He was really frustrated, what the hell would it take for her not to cry......

Luo Xinyi's home is on the second floor of an ordinary residential building, he found that Luo Xinyi's footsteps are getting heavier and heavier from entering the community, when she arrives at her door, she doesn't even dare to take out the key to open the door, he has to stand behind her and wait, when she finally inserts the key into the lock hole, he finds that her hands are shaking......

As soon as the key was inserted, the door opened, and the moment the door opened, Luo Xinyi took a step back from him, Yang Xudong did not retreat, and looked at the person who appeared in the door, a dignified-looking middle-aged man, with a kind smile on his face, but for some reason, Yang Xudong felt that he had a pair of eyes like a wolf, who was this! He turned back to look at Luo Xinyi, but Luo Xinyi lowered his head and didn't even look at the man......

"It's Xinyi's back!" The man came to Lalo affectionately, but she stood behind Yang Xudong and avoided his hand.

The man seemed to notice Yang Xudong at this time: "You are!"

"Hello, I'm Luo's favorite classmate. Yang Xudong said politely, although he didn't know what the relationship between the man in front of him and Luo Xinyi was, but judging from Luo Xinyi's reaction just now, Luo Xinyi must have been very disgusted with this person, so he turned around and blocked Luo Xinyi.

Yang Xudong felt that there was suddenly more hostility in the man's eyes, but soon, that hostility was endless: "Oh, it's my favorite classmate, come in and sit, I'm my favorite father." ”

This is Luo Xinyi's father! But why does Luo Xinyi hate him so much!

After entering the house, Luo Xinyi went to the room to clean up without saying a word, and the man was very surprised: "Xinyi, what are you doing!"

Luo Xinyi looked at him and shouted in fear: "Yang Xudong." ”

This is the first time she has called his name, Yang Xudong is a little strange, is it so terrible for his father to enter the room!

Luo Xinyi's voice was already crying: "Yang Xudong, come here." ”

Yang Xudong was already frightened by Luo Xinyi's tears, and he rushed to her with an arrow step: "What's wrong! Why are you crying again!"

The man walked out hatefully, and Luo Xinyi stopped the tears that were about to fall: "You don't go out, you stay in the room." ”

Yang Xudong felt helpless, what kind of trouble did he cause! Why is everything so weird!

He sat down on the chair in front of her desk and began to look around the room, a very girly room, purple hand-woven wind chimes hanging next to the lamp, a few swans embroidered on the light blue tulle curtains, pale yellow sheets with roses and a milky white wardrobe, beautiful decoration, why Luo Xinyi is so afraid to go home!

Luo Xinyi quickly put away the clothes and bedding to be taken away, but the bedding was too big, she couldn't tie it up for a long time, Yang Xudong stood up to her side, took the rope in her hand, and packed it in three or two clicks, Luo Xinyi looked at him blankly, is this the difference between boys and girls, they are always so strong and powerful, when he entered the door just now, the man didn't dare to act rashly when he saw Yang Xudong, she could see the cowardice and hatred in his eyes...... She looked at Yang Xudong's tall back, and suddenly felt a sense of security, is he someone she can trust!

Leaving Luo Xinyi's home, she seemed to be relieved, and Yang Xudong finally couldn't help but ask: "Why are you so afraid of your father!"

There was obvious hatred in Luo Xinyi's eyes: "He's not my father. ”

Yang Xudong looked at Luo Xinyi, she had never been like this, as if she had a sharp ice blade in her heart that could pierce people's hearts, what happened to her!

"He is my mother's current husband, since my parents divorced, my mother has been married to him for four years, since a year ago, he knocked on my door every day in the middle of the night, once, my mother was not at home, he actually locked the door, fortunately someone came to visit the door......" She couldn't go on, hatred and fear made her voice tremble and couldn't go on, those horrible scenes, one by one before her eyes, all the fear and humiliation of the year broke out at this moment, she didn't know why she told him this, but, there was only this moment in the year, only in front of him, she was willing to say all this without reservation, she didn't dare to trust anyone anymore, her father's home was not in the city, he still had his son and wife, and he had no time to care about her; she had told her aunt about it, but she only mentioned it vaguely, and her aunt reprimanded her severelyWho else can she tell that grandma is too old to hear, and mom always tries her best to show that they are a family that really loves each other in front of anyone, because she was abandoned by her father, so she tried her best to create a new perfect happiness for her father, so she couldn't tell her mother......

Yang Xudong couldn't believe the fact he heard, it was news that could only be seen on TV and newspapers, he never thought that all this would be real in life, and it happened to this girl next to him! He looked at Luo Xinyi's trembling body, subconsciously dropped the things in his hand, and hugged her, he didn't know what to say at this time, he could only hug her tightly, hoping that he could make her cold body warm and no longer tremble......

Since that day, although they still don't talk at school, there seems to be some strange tacit understanding between the two of them. Yang Xudong sometimes feels heavy, his current age is the time to play around, but he suddenly has such a secret that is unimaginable at his age, and Luo Xinyi sits next to him every day.

Luo Xinyi had hardly spoken to Yang Xudong since that day, and that night, she thought that she had told a boy the secret buried deep in her heart like this, and she regretted it a little, what would he think of her in the future! Will she look at her, she will think of what happened to her, will she feel that she is no longer as pure as other girls of her age. Every time she sat next to him, she was uneasy, so she was reluctant to talk to him and didn't want to say a word.

After she lived in school, her mother came to her and asked her to move back, saying that she had moved to school so closely, and her relatives knew what it looked like. Luo Xinyi talked back to her mother for the first time, saying that she didn't want to go back, and she would live in school. Mom was so angry that she left without looking back, saying "Then you will never go back". Mother left, Luo Xinyi sat alone on the stone steps of the campus, but did not shed a single tear, in this way, she can be regarded as relieved!

My father has a home, my mother has a family, and I am left with myself, which seems to be superfluous.

She was originally redundant, when her father was going to divorce and her mother was in a stalemate, many people persuaded her father, you have such a smart and beautiful daughter, just put up with it for her, and when her father said in front of her, he knew that she was a stumbling block now, and he should have beaten her out in the first place.

They all thought she was still young so she couldn't understand, but a child, how could she not feel her parents' disgust and dislike for her, her mother wanted her, maybe because of her mother's love, but she forced her to beg her father not to divorce again and again without self-esteem, when she forgot to play again, her mother punished her to kneel, her knees knelt on the cold floor, and her heart was also cold.

Since her parents divorced, she has become what she is now, a shadow, a shadow that will disappear at any time......

However, even if it was a shadow, the man did not let her go, the first time he saw him, he showed an extraordinary liking for her, he touched her face, she dodged, but was frightened by her mother's eyes, and that night her mother punished her to kneel, saying that she must see that man as closer than her father.

But how could that be her father! She grew up day by day, and the man's eyes stayed on her for longer and longer, she didn't dare to wear clothes that could show her youth and beauty like other girls, she tried to make herself gray, gray can blend into any background without being discovered, but even this can't work, that late night a year ago, he began to knock on her door, and kept whispering: "Xinyi, let me in, let me love you." ”

Every moment she saw him, she wanted to vomit with disgust, but mother, she still had to let her play his dear daughter in front of everyone, such a cruel maternal love!

She was finally relieved now, her mother brushed her sleeves away, and she, relieved......