Chapter Twenty-Six: The Past That I Can't Forget
Outside the window, it was snowing heavily, Li Yuanming was half leaning on the head of the bed, looking at Luo Xinyi, who was still sleeping next to him, it seemed that he really tired her last night, and he didn't let go of her until she was extremely tired and fell asleep.
Li Yuanming rubbed his forehead and smiled helplessly, he had never found out before that he had such an unrestrained time.
At this time, like a coquettish child, she buried her face in the position of his waist, as if she wanted to borrow him to block the light from the window, so that she could sleep peacefully. The snow-white shoulders were exposed, and the soft hair was half-pillowed...... He gently pulled the quilt up for her, and she moved, rubbing her face against him, like a kitten that had been alarmed in its deep sleep......
Li Yuanming looked at her quietly, with a doting smile on his face...... Last night, she finally gave herself to him with confidence...... Thinking of the previous time, she actually cried and said "I'm sorry" at the last moment he entered, Li Yuanming knew that it was not because she was not good enough, but because she couldn't accept him, and there were other men in her heart......
So after that day, he really wanted to give up for a while, when Lin Zhimeng came to him to go shopping with her, he agreed, since he met Luo Xinyi, he had rejected her many times......
He didn't expect that he would actually meet Luo Xinyi in the women's clothing department of the mall, and at that time, he was helping Lin Zhimeng carry the clothes she had just bought......
He saw her standing there, after the cold, her red pen and eyes, the whole person seemed to be weak and unable to stand, and at that moment, he almost rushed over......
But when she saw him, she was neither sad nor angry, but shouted with mockery: "Mr. Li." The feeling in his heart at that time was really mixed, and at that moment, he would rather she rush up and scold him or hit him than be so indifferent or even smile.
She turned around and went downstairs after shopping, Li Yuanming wanted to rush out and explain to her, he just noticed that her trouser legs were soaked, on such a snowy day, she was sick alone, and went out alone, but she met her boyfriend who was dating in the mall and accompanied another woman to buy clothes, how sad would she feel at this time......
But from the time she saw Luo Xinyi, Lin Zhimeng had been holding his hand tightly, and the moment he stepped out, she almost used all her strength to hold him, he turned around and saw that there was an almost begging look on her face, which was an expression that the proud Lin Zhimeng had never had...... His heart softened at that moment, Zhimeng was also the person he swore to protect, he stopped, and watched the elevator with Luo's favorite figure gradually drifting away......
That day, Zhimeng kept pestering him until ten o'clock in the evening, he couldn't sit still anymore, got up and went out, he heard Zhimeng's cry behind him, but he couldn't turn back, because he was worried that at this time, there was another person, who was crying while getting sick......
But when he came to Luo Xinyi's side, he didn't see her crying, only a stubborn smile, but that smile made him feel more distressed than tears......
Li Yuanming's hand ran through Luo Xinyi's long hair, and the feeling of wrapping around his fingers like water made him can't help but bow his head to kiss the sleeping princess......
Luo Xinyi muttered "so sleepy" in Li Yuanming's kiss, and then drilled her head into Li Yuanming's arms, but as soon as she got in, she felt as if something was wrong, and opened her eyes in a daze, and when she saw the current clothing of the two people, last night's heat suddenly dyed her face red, she immediately retreated, and buried the whole person in the quilt......
Li Yuanming looked at Luo Xinyi's current appearance, and couldn't help but smile evilly: "Do you see more clearly in the quilt!"
Luo Xinyi couldn't advance or retreat, so he was so angry that he kicked Li Yuanming with his foot, but he grabbed his foot, and his hand slipped all the way......
Luo Xinyi discovered a fact that should have been discovered a long time ago, and he couldn't fight Li Yuanming at all!
Li Yuanming enjoyed his beautiful breakfast in bed and found that he wanted to eat a real breakfast, so he hugged Luo Xinyi: "Let's get up and have breakfast!"
Luo Xinyi said angrily: "How can I have such good physical strength, I have to accompany you to do sports and cook for you!"
Li Yu laughed so loudly.
After grinding for a long time, Luo Xinyi got up, wiped her wet hair while taking a shower and walked to the living room, when her eyes fell on the glass door of the kitchen, her hand holding the towel stopped, Li Yuanming was actually giving her an omelette, he was holding the egg, a pair of chopsticks seemed to not know how to stir well, she had never seen Li Yuanming's clumsy appearance, it seemed that he was born with everything...... However, the way he looks today makes her heart more exciting than ever, it is the way a man treats a woman sincerely......
She put down the towel, walked behind him, took the bowl in his hand, Li Yuanming smiled embarrassedly: "I used to ...... Never cooked. ”
Luo Xinyi looked at him and smiled: "You looked so cute just now." ”
How could he fit this adjective! There were many words that had been used on him, wise, calm, intelligent, mature, capable...... A big man is praised for being cute, especially a man like him!
But when the word came out of her mouth, a sweet taste welled up in his heart, and in her eyes, was he a lovely person, a person whom she could love, and was willing to love!
He hugged her from behind......
Luo Xinyi quietly leaned on Li Yuanming's warm chest, and asked herself softly in her heart, can you love this person!
Approaching the Chinese New Year, Luo Xinyi has a holiday, stays at home leisurely, sleeps until he wakes up naturally every day, reads, and watches the snow......
And Li Yuanming's entertainment is getting more and more intensive, often finishing the dinner very late, Luo Xinyi still calls every day as before, telling him to drink less, that is now the words began to have sincerity, since that day, she has been thinking about whether she can also slowly try to love Li Yuanming, maybe, when the time is long enough, gradually smoothing out the sharp angle of the scars in her heart, one day, she can really fall in love with Li Yuanming......
Li Yuanming is also gradually getting used to it, there is a person who will often gently advise in his ear. He didn't go back to his place anymore, and the loneliness of the room made it difficult for him to sleep. Whenever the dinner was over, he left early, and his car always went straight to Luo's preferred direction, and when he reached her downstairs, he looked up and saw the soft light of her room, and he seemed to see the orchid-like woman waiting for him under the lamp......
Every time the door opened, Luo's smiling face appeared in front of him, he would have an indescribable warmth and peace of mind, perhaps, every man who works hard outside needs to have a person waiting for him, a lamp waiting for him, so that the boat that passes through the wind and waves will not lose its way......
That night, because he was having dinner with his old superiors who came back from Beijing, he drank very happily, and when he came out, Li Yuanming's footsteps began to sway, and he could barely stand, and when they went to the foot soaking city to wash their feet and relax, he couldn't help but vomit anymore and began to be delirious......
After vomiting, he collapsed on the sofa in the hall, and Xiao Tan shouted next to him: "Mr. Li, Mr. Li", but he just closed his eyes and kept muttering a name in his mouth: "Xinyi, Xinyi." ”
Xiao Tan struggled to hear those two words, and his memory as a long-term assistant came into play at this time, and he remembered that day in the dolphinarium, Mr. Li introduced his girlfriend, as if it was called "Luo Xinyi." ”
Xiao Tan saw that Li Yuanming had closed his eyes, and in desperation, he took out his mobile phone and began to flip through the phone number......
Luo Xinyi waited until twelve o'clock in the evening, but still didn't see Li Yuanming come back, and was about to call him, but the bell rang, it was Li Yuanming.
"Yuanming, why haven't you come back so late!" She is now used to Li Yuanming going home every night and going back to her home.
Xiao Tan paused: "That, I'm Mr. Li's assistant, Xiao Tan." He wanted to say that he had seen it last time, but as soon as he thought that he had broken into his boss's privacy last time, he stopped in time.
Luo Xinyi recalled the situation that day and reacted: "Oh, hello, what's wrong with him!" Why did his assistant call her, her heart seemed to be blocked at that moment, was something wrong!
"Mr. Li is drunk. "It's just drunk!" Luo Xinyi breathed a sigh of relief.
Xiao Tan sent Li Yuanming over according to Luo's preferred address, and saw a thin figure wrapped in a long coat from a distance, looking in the cold wind downstairs. Xiao Tan's heart suddenly had some envy for Mr. Li, if he was drunk outside, his girlfriend would never go downstairs in such a cold weather, and I was afraid that when he was carried upstairs by others, he would be scolded. Mr. Li should have found the right person this time!
When Li Yuanming was helped out of the car by Xiao Tan, he opened his eyes in a daze, saw the figure in front of him, and only called "Xinyi", and fell on her shoulder.
Li Yuanming's sudden weight on her almost made Luo Xinyi fall, she held on to the car door to stand firm again, she heard Li Yuanming keep calling her name: "Xinyi, Xinyi......"
She agreed softly, and every time she agreed, Li Yuanming shouted again, and it seemed that these two words were the two most beautiful words in the world......
Xiao Tan was stunned on the side, and it wasn't until Luo Xinyi called him for help that he reacted and hurriedly came over to support Li Yuanming, but Li Yuanming pushed his hand away and muttered childishly: "I don't want you, I want my favorite." ”
Luo Xinyi glanced at Xiao Tan a little embarrassed: "Okay, you go back first, it's getting late, thank you for sending him back." ”
Xiao Tan glanced at them and said goodbye with a smile: "Okay, I'll pick up Mr. Li tomorrow morning." ”
Luo Xinyi helped Li Yuanming into the elevator with difficulty, Li Yuanming leaned on her almost the whole person, she hugged him, and couldn't help but complain softly: "Why do you drink so much wine!"
Li Yuanming heard this, raised his head, and looked at her like a child who had made a mistake, Luo Xinyi was angry and funny, and patted him on the back: "Okay, okay, I know you're uncomfortable, I won't talk about you today." ”
Li Yuanming fell onto her shoulder again, sniffing deeply at the fragrance of the shower gel on her neck...... Actually, he vomited in the bathing center, and just now there was a cold wind blowing downstairs, and now he is much more sober than just now, but he doesn't want to leave Luo Xinyi's arms, she is so gentle......
If he could have this gentleness all the time, he would rather get drunk for a long time......
When Luo Xinyi placed Li Yuanming on the sofa, Li Yuanming was still holding her hand, and she gently patted the back of his hand: "I'll pour you some hot water and wash your face, you will feel better." ”
Li Yuanming reluctantly let go of his hand, and Luo Xinyi turned around and went into the bathroom.
When she moistened the towel in the water, and then carefully helped Li Yuanming wipe his face, she suddenly had an unusually familiar feeling, the same thing she seemed to have done for another person many years ago, and she was stunned......
In the last summer vacation of high school, when he got the college admission letter, Liu Yaoyuan suggested going out to celebrate, and because he was in a good mood, he called Luo Xinyi for the first time. And Luo Xinyi has always felt guilty that she had ruined Liu Yaoyuan's birthday, so when Liu Yaoyuan called her, she readily agreed.
Everyone looked very happy that night, because they all did well in this exam, Yang Xudong entered the school he wanted to enter the most, Luo Xinyi also went to a key university in Beijing, and even Liu Yaoyuan, who had the most unstable grades among several people, also performed well this time, and was admitted to the best university in the city with Gao Ziqi. In addition to Jiang Yi, his total score was very high, but he went to a famous medical university in the south, and when he had the opportunity, Liu Yaoyuan kept asking Jiang Yi why he didn't apply to Tsinghua University, but Jiang Yi just smiled faintly and said that everyone has their own ambitions.
Luo Xinyi fell silent when she heard Jiang Yi's words, but because she was usually silent, no one paid attention to it in such a joyful and noisy atmosphere. And the consistent indifferent smile on Jiang Yi's face also made Liu Yaoyuan lose interest in asking, anyway, he never understood Jiang Yi's thoughts. Liu Yaoyuan quickly turned his attention to Yang Xudong and asked him to toast everyone, he was the big winner of the college entrance examination, this time he was the top three in science in the city.
Yang Xudong stood up and raised his glass: "Let's have a toast together and celebrate all of us getting what we want." ”
He said the words "get what you want" very seriously, Liu Yaoyuan cheered, he did get what he wanted, he was admitted to a good university, and he could continue to be with Gao Ziqi. And Luo Xinyi and Yang Xudong also fulfilled their wish and could go to Beijing together. But...... What about Jiang Yi! Luo Xinyi couldn't bear to look at it......
Jiang Yi closed his eyes, the first to raise his neck and drank the glass of wine, he turned the glass upside down, and not a drop of wine dripped down, he smiled and said: "We all got what we wanted, my greatest wish is to be a good doctor." After speaking, he glanced at Luo Xinyi.
Luo Xinyi's heart ached, does Jiang Yi still want to be her doctor! She bit her lip and picked up her wine glass, but Yang Xudong snatched it and handed her a drink: "Xinyi, how can you drink!"
Luo Xinyi was stunned and looked at Yang Xudong, she found that there were also complex emotions in his eyes that were not easy to detect......
In the following time, everyone was in an unusually high mood, especially Yang Xudong, that day he and Liu Yaoyuan touched the cup many times, and each time they drank it all, Luo Xinyi pulled his sleeve under the table, and he didn't seem to notice it......
Jiang Yi didn't drink much, and most of the time, he just leaned back on the table, seeming tired......
Luo Xinyi felt that she seemed to have played a smashing role again in that party, but this time, no one blamed her. Except for herself......
The party ended after Yang Xudong and Liu Yaoyuan both started talking nonsense, Gao Ziqi went home at eight o'clock because her parents were too strict, and there were only four people left, two drunk and two sober......
Yang Xudong leaned on Luo Xinyi's shoulder: "Xinyi, let's go home." ”
Luo Xinyi didn't dare to look at Jiang Yi's eyes, and helped Yang Xudong to stand up and go out. And Jiang Yi also set up the drunk Liu Yaoyuan and followed them.
When they came to the door of the hotel, Luo Xinyi didn't dare to look at Jiang Yi's eyes, but said softly: "Jiang Yi, Xudong and I will go back first." ”
Jiang Yi agreed: "Okay." ”
Luo Xinyi didn't dare to look back, and helped Yang Xudong into the taxi, and the moment the car started, she couldn't help but look back, just at a glance, she saw the deep pain in Jiang Yi's eyes......
Luo Xinyi turned her head, her heart was filled with guilt, why, Jiang Yi would like her, if he liked any other girl, that person would definitely like the gentle and firm Jiang Yi, he wouldn't be so painful, why, the person he liked was her!
"Xinyi, my head hurts, it hurts like it's about to explode. Yang Xudong's moaning woke Luo Xinyi from her thoughts just now, and she looked at Yang Xudong, who was closing his eyes tightly in pain, his eyebrows already wrinkled. Luo Xinyi panicked: "Is it uncomfortable!"
Yang Xudong lay on her shoulder and nodded: "Headache." ”
Luo Xinyi stretched out her hand and gently rubbed her temples for him: "Are you better!"
Yang Xudong's voice was a little better: "Well, it's a little more comfortable." ”
Along the way, Yang Xudong leaned on Luo Xinyi's arms and asked her to rub her head for him, and his eyes kept looking at Luo Xinyi......
When she got home, Luo Xinyi put Yang Xudong on the sofa, went to the bathroom to fetch hot water, and when the towel was applied to Yang Xudong's face, her hand was suddenly caught, and Yang Xudong's eyes were bright and misty: "Xinyi, I want to kiss you." ”
Luo Xinyi was stunned, and Yang Xudong was already impatient: "Okay!"
Luo Xinyi was a little funny at that moment, Xu Dong at this time was very much like a child who wanted candy, she blinked: "Why!"
Yang Xudong was obviously hit by her answer, his face quickly collapsed, but it was obvious that he was still unwilling, and he was annoyed and angry to find a reason: "It's all you, every girlfriend of mine can't have a long relationship, and there is no first kiss yet, you have to compensate me." ”
After speaking, before she could speak, his lips pressed hard......
Yang Xudong's kiss was jerky, even savage, he only knew that he hugged Luo Xinyi tightly and crushed her lips roughly, but he couldn't find a way to plunder at a deeper level...... However, even such a kiss that made people feel a little painful made Luo Xinyi feel so sweet, and it seemed that the best happiness in the world had befallen her at this moment......
"I like it, the water is so cold. Li Yuanming's voice suddenly sounded, and the sweet picture disappeared suddenly, leaving only the reality in front of him......
She was still wiping Li Yuanming with the towel just now, but the towel was already cold, she hurriedly threw the towel into the basin, but found that the water in the basin had also become cold, she said apologetically: "I'm sorry, Yuanming, I'll go change the basin water." ”
After speaking, she hurriedly stood up and turned around, but hit the sharp angle of the coffee table, and the sharp pain made her snort, Li Yuanming stood up worriedly: "It's okay, Xinyi!"
Luo Xinyi turned around and smiled reluctantly: "It's okay." ”
When she put the basin under the faucet, she couldn't help but shed tears at the pale face in the mirror, and she still couldn't forget it! Why until now, those pictures still seem to have happened in a moment just past......
She leaned down and washed her face countless times with cold water, hoping that she could wash away all the warm and beautiful memories in her heart......