When Jiang Yi came to his senses, it was already the afternoon of the next day, he was lying alone in the hotel room, Yang Xudong drove him here and drove away, he couldn't hear the other man keep calling his favorite name in his mouth......

Jiang Yi looked at the unfamiliar ceiling above his head, as if he was in a different world......

When he was just assigned to a class in his first year of high school, he sometimes saw her slender and weak entering and leaving the classroom, and he would feel as if he had seen a phantom, an unreal phantom, until he saw her smile outside the classroom window one afternoon, and she had a sense of reality. Since that day, his eyes often fall on her intentionally or unintentionally, look carefully, she is very delicate, with a pair of eyes as deep as a waterhole, her pale face seems to be always shrouded in a layer of fog, she is very quiet, not as noisy as other girls, just sit quietly every day, read quietly when she is not doing homework, her compositions are often regarded as model essays, he has read her weekly notebook handed down by the Chinese teacher, such delicate words, as if people see a delicate heart......

He has been watching her silently, but she doesn't realize it, her occasional glances will only fall on Yang Xudong, Luo Xinyi has always been Yang Xudong's, and he can only watch their backs from a distance......

That day, he told Xinyi on the stone steps that he was willing to be her doctor for the rest of her life, and looking at her back as she fled in panic, he knew that there was no place for him in her heart......

On the day he filled in the college entrance examination, he saw Luo Xinyi running out of the classroom, and Yang Xudong also chased him out, everyone was shocked, no one noticed, and he also went out through the back door......

In the corner of the playground, he saw Yang Xudong hugging Luo Xinyi, and Luo Xinyi was crying, Yang Xudong kept patting her back: "Xinyi, don't cry, let's go to Beijing together, even if we can't be in the same school, I will come over to accompany you every weekend." ”

He saw Luo Xinyi nodding in his arms, stopped crying, and then raised his head and smiled at Yang Xudong, what kind of smile was that, the sunshine seemed to be dim in front of this smile, and his heart was so dim......

So he didn't go to Beijing, but went in the opposite direction, but even if she didn't want his promise, he still had to keep his promise to her, and he went to become a doctor, just so that one day, when she needed him to heal her, he could appear in front of her......

In his first year of college, he didn't know what else he could do other than study......

During the summer vacation of his freshman year, Liu Yaoyuan was clamoring for a party, but he couldn't resist it, and finally went, after all, he was a brother for more than ten years, and he couldn't never meet Xudong because he liked it......

He was very afraid to see the picture of the two of them appearing together, fortunately not, but he felt angry at the same time, because Yang Xudong brought another girl, and his hand clenched at that moment, Yang Xudong, how can you treat Xinyi like this, it is his treasure, but it is not cherished by Yang Xudong......

But Liu Yaoyuan motioned to Jiang Yi with his eyes so that he didn't swing that punch in the end, and he endured it. But he found that Yang Xudong, who was with that girl, always seemed to be absent-minded.

By the afternoon, his mood was finally a little better, and they went to sing. Suddenly saw Yang Xudong answering the phone, the karaoke was so noisy, including him, he didn't hear the mobile phone ringing, why did Yang Xudong actually hear it.

When Yang Xudong picked up the phone, his face suddenly turned pale, he kept rushing out, his girlfriend was calling him, Liu Yaoyuan was also calling him, but he didn't seem to hear anything, it was raining heavily outside, but he rushed into the rain without looking back......

No one knew the reason, but he knew very well in his heart that the call must have been made by Luo Xinyi, and only Luo Xinyi could allow Yang Xudong to ignore anything. No matter who is on Yang Xudong's left hand, as long as Luo Xinyi wants him, he will throw everything away and run away, and his most powerful right hand will always be left to the girl named Luo Xinyi......

And Luo Xinyi, the boy he looked for at the first time was always called Yang Xudong, not Jiang Yi......

But why, would she let other men be her fiancés, why can't it be me even if it's not Yang Xudong! Jiang Yi hugged her head, and her heart was broken into sand a little bit......

When the doorbell of Luo Xinyi's house rang, her heart ached, and she knew that it was Jiang Yi.

She opened the door, Jiang Yi was still the same as usual, no wrinkled clothes, no unshaved, no unkempt hair, he was still the handsome Jiang Yi. He even had a smile on his face, but when he saw his smile, Luo Xinyi couldn't help crying...... Jiang Yi's smile is soulless, and he may not even know why he is smiling......

She pulled Jiang Yi in the door, pulled it all the way to the sofa, and then sat down with him, just as she was about to pour water, Jiang Yi grabbed her: "Xinyi, don't go anywhere." ”

Luo Xinyi stopped, sat down beside Jiang Yi, and let him hold her in his arms, Jiang Yi's lips were very hot, his whole body was hot, his lips were blankly looking for her lips on her face, but he couldn't find it......

Luo Xinyi's tears flowed even more fiercely, she put her lips on his, Jiang Yi's kiss was crazy, almost devouring her, but she didn't avoid it, just obediently let him kiss to his heart's content, Luo Xinyi didn't resist in the slightest......

If this can make Jiang Yi feel better, she is willing to ......

But Jiang Yi finally stopped, he fell into her arms like a child, she felt his tears hot on her chest, she hugged Jiang Yi, and gently stroked Jiang Yi's hair with her fingers......

Jiang Yi gradually calmed down in her gentleness, and his voice came muffled: "Xinyi, if it's not Xudong, why can't it be me!"

Luo Xinyi couldn't cry: "Because you are the most distressed person in me." ”

He is the person she feels most sorry for, the one she hopes God can give happiness to the most, and he is the one who deserves the best person to give him the most complete love......

In the summer of her junior year, she promised to be Jiang Yi's girlfriend, and Jiang Yi told her that he didn't need a lot of love, just let him love her. She couldn't speak, she could only hug him tightly, she didn't know what else to say when she met such a Jiang Yi. When he went home during the summer vacation of his junior year, he resolutely refused to let her go to Yang's house again, he wanted to take her home, but Luo Xinyi refused, she was not ready to meet his parents. Eventually, he took her to the Silversea Hotel, where he knocked on the door every morning and left every evening. She was his girlfriend for two months, but he never even kissed her.

One day during the summer vacation, Jiang Yi said that he would take her to a party. But she didn't expect that Yang Xudong was also there, Jiang Yi hugged her waist and told everyone that she was his girlfriend. Luo Xinyi didn't refute, she knew how much pain Jiang Yi felt in her heart, and how much pain it would hurt to look at her and Yang Xudong.

She ate that meal very badly, Yang Xudong's eyes kept on her, and Jiang Yi's right hand kept holding her left hand, and he almost didn't eat. She finally couldn't stand it anymore and went out, and Jiang Yi also came out. He took her in his arms and told her he was sorry. Luo Xinyi gagged his mouth with her hand, and the person who should really say sorry should be her. There is no way to forget Yang Xudong, and there is no way to give Jiang Yi complete love......

Luo Xinyi also saw Yang Xudong, but when Jiang Yi leaned down to kiss her, she still didn't refuse, she didn't want to take revenge on Yang Xudong, but because she felt sorry for Jiang Yi, the boy who had stayed by her side for so many years and never even touched her lips, the boy who vowed to be a doctor to heal the wounds in her heart for her, the boy who always appeared when she was most helpless...... He just wanted to prove in front of Yang Xudong that she already belonged to him...... She couldn't refuse......

However, she still hurt him in the end, when she stayed at Yang's house all night and turned on her phone. Dozens of messages almost made the phone explode, all with the same content: Yiyuan, where are you!

She was so guilty that she was about to collapse, she almost forgot yesterday that there was still a Jiang Yi in the world, and only Yang Xudong was left in her heart......

She called him back, and his voice was the kind of ecstasy that followed despair: "Xinyi, I thought I would never see you again......"

She entered the room, looked at Yang Xudong, who was still asleep, kissed his lips, and hurried to the hotel room to see Jiang Yi, who was still the usual gentle Jiang Yi, he almost collapsed, and the whole person was already anxious and didn't know what to do, and the first reaction after seeing her was to hold her tightly in his arms, and murmured unconsciously: "I'm so afraid that you will be gone, I'm so afraid of ......"

Luo Xinyi really wanted to kill herself at that moment, what kind of pain did she bring him!

Until she entered the room, Jiang Yi was still trembling slightly while holding her body: "I made a lot of calls yesterday, I called Yang's house, you are not there, I checked your phone number everywhere, I found it, you are not there, I also called the Public Security Bureau......" His voice was trembling.

"Jiang Yi, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" The most she said to Jiang Yi seemed to be sorry, she would always be sorry to him......

It took a long time for Jiang Yi to calm down, and then he remembered to ask her, "Where did you go last night!"

Luo Xinyi didn't speak, how could she say it, when he was frantically looking for her, she was with Yang Xudong......

But her silence made Jiang Yi understand, he suddenly let go of his hand and closed his eyes: "Are you with him?"

Luo Xinyi couldn't answer, just cried......

I don't know how long she sat down, Jiang Yi patted her on the shoulder: "Go, Xinyi, you don't have to worry about me, I'm fine." ”

How could he be okay!" Luo Xinyi looked at his extremely tired face, as if as long as there was one straw left, he would fall......

But Jiang Yi pushed out the door with all her strength when she wanted to stay, and when the door closed, Luo Xinyi heard the sound of a heavy object falling to the ground, she knocked on the door, but there was no sound inside, she lay at the door and cried: "Jiang Yi, I beg you, open the door." ”

After a long time, Jiang Yi's voice came from inside the door: "You go, Xinyi, I want to stay alone." ”

She left in tears, she thought that she would never see Jiang Yi again, and that gentle boy would never want to look at her again......

However, in her most difficult moment, when she thought that the whole world had abandoned her, she walked in the corridor of the hospital, so weak that she could barely stand, she held on to the wall, thinking that she would fall down in the next moment, but an angel dressed in white appeared in front of her, Jiang Yi, who was her guardian angel......

She had done so many things to hurt him, and he himself had been wounded to the fullest, but when she was hurting for someone else, he came to her side again to take care of her, and he stubbornly gave up all opportunities to fight for a place abroad, just to take her to a place where she would not be hurt......

Therefore, she can't go to a city with him, not be with him, and no longer contact him when she returns home, and she won't marry anyone she marries him...... She wants him to forget her and be a Jiang Yi who lives for himself, she has delayed him for too long and hurt him too deeply, she can't let him only have a fatal flaw love for the rest of his life......

His love was too thick, and she couldn't give him the best love in its entirety, so she had to let him go......

Jiang Yi gradually raised his head from Luo Xinyi's arms, and he looked at her tearful eyes: "Xinyi, give me three days, okay! As long as three days, don't think about anyone else in your heart, just think about me, okay!"

Luo Xinyi stroked Jiang Yi's face and nodded heavily: "Okay, I don't want anyone, I just want you." ”