Chapter 179: If Life Is Only as First Seen
Gone?
It's gone!
Lin Qing was stunned for a moment, it didn't end sooner, it didn't end later, but it ended at this time!
What did Lin Chu say to him? What happened next? Did she escape? What happened to the entire research institute in the end? What happened to those half-human, half-demon human dragons, what was the end?
It's all a mystery, but there's no answer!
Lin Qing was so anxious that he turned around, but the whole bedroom was quiet, and there was no movement anymore......
When Lin first saw it, it was really gone.
Lin Qing took a deep breath and calmed himself down.
The clue is not completely broken, the diary is still there!
Lin Qing hurriedly ran to the table and looked at the notebook on the table.
This notebook has always been here, it has not been moved, what Lin Qing saw before was in an illusion, and he saw Lin Chujian flipping it.
In fact, this notebook, which is still covered with a layer of dust at this time, has never been moved.
Lin Qing looked at it and started from the beginning.
It is exactly the same as in the illusion, the only difference is that many times, a page is full, but only a sentence is repeated.
"Are you there?"
In the short few hours that Lin Qing has experienced, Lin Chujian has experienced a few months or even a year, and the time on both sides is not synchronized, and for many days, Lin Chujian spent time alone in this bedroom, and did not wait for Lin Qing.
Just like at the beginning, Lin Qing was just a blink of an eye, but Lin Chujian said that the last time she met Lin Qing was five days ago.
In these days when Lin Qing was away, Lin Chujian wrote words like "Are you there" and "Are you still there" in his diary, asking Lin Qing, looking forward to Lin Qing's answer.
At the end, more than ten pages are full of the sentence "You are still not there".
Lin Qing looked at the date, half a month!
From the time he asked Lin Chu where his home was, to the day when Lin Chu finally saw Mr. An's murder plot, there was a gap of half a month and fifteen days.
In the past fifteen days, Lin Chujian has been worried, frightened every day, the only hope is to return to his bedroom at night, full of anticipation to write "are you still there", and then look at the brush blankly, hoping that the pen can move on its own, as usual, write the word "I am".
However, the expectation again and again is exchanged for hope again and again.
Lin Qing couldn't help but imagine how worried and scared Lin Chujian was during that time, and how much he hoped that he could appear......
It's a pity that I didn't show up......
For a while, Lin Qing's heart ached.
Turning another page, this is the last time Lin Chujian saw Lin Qing and wrote down.
"Thank you for being with me for so long......"
"Thank you for teaching me to dance......"
"It's a pity I never had a chance to dance again......"
Then there is the following sentence, the one that Lin Qing didn't finish.
"I want to say ...... to you"
"The address of the little girl's house, Linhe Lane, Jinling, Jiangnan, the Lin family's mansion. β
"Are you gone?"
"Aren't you there?"
"It's gone......"
Obviously, at this time, Lin Chujian also felt that Lin Qing had disappeared, and she didn't know when Lin Qing would appear next.
And she, the next day, is about to "go up", and she is about to encounter Mr. An's poisonous hands......
So she took advantage of this last opportunity to continue writing this diary.
She didn't take it either, and stayed here all the time.
I only hope that if one day, Lin Qing appears again, he can still see the words behind her.
This day has finally come, but after a hundred years......
"I don't know what it's like, like the feeling of being alone?"
"When I saw Chen Gongzi, my heart was beating so fast, he looked at me like a star in the sky looking at me. β
"I thought this was what I liked, just like the script I read when I was a child, and the drama I watched when I was studying abroad, I thought I liked Chen Gongzi. β
"But until that day, I met you. β
"Although I can't see you or hear you, I can touch you and feel your warmth. β
"You taught me to dance, and you wrote letters to me......"
"I don't know when, I found out that when I dreamed, it was not Chen Gongzi who dreamed, but you. β
"You are still hazy in my dreams, and I can't see clearly. β
"It seems to be a far, far away distance between us, so far that every time I run and run, and finally catch up with you, it is dawn, and I wake up......"
"Later, when I saw Chen Gongzi again, my heart would still beat fast and my face would be red, but I knew that it was not like. β
"It was an ordinary girl, the admiration of a big man who was high up and had a god like jade. β
"I look up to him, but I like you. β
"I haven't seen you, I've never heard your voice, but I like you. β
"I'm ashamed, if I didn't live tomorrow, I wouldn't have said such a thing, I am the eldest lady of the Lin family, how can I say such shameless words!"
"But I don't regret it, I want to be like those princesses in Western dramas, take the initiative to speak my heart and let you hear. β
"I like you. β
"You taught me to dance for the first time, but I also told myself that after the Shenlong plan was successful, I would dance with Chen Gongzi at the celebration banquet. β
"Now I know that the Shenlong project has been successful, I don't know if there will be a celebration banquet, I can't participate in it, I can't learn to dance is useless. β
"But I don't regret that I learned, because, I jumped with you. β
"I'm dancing with you. β
"This time with you is the happiest time for me. β
"I even thought about it if ...... If the Shenlong Project has not been successful, it would be great that I have been able to meet you like this. β
"It's a pity, it's over, it's all over. β
Writing this, the handwriting suddenly became messy, as if Lin Chujian was shocked by something, his hands couldn't be controlled, and he trembled.
But she still wrote the following words as quickly as she could.
"The door is ringing, they're slamming it, it's those dragonmen!"
"They were calling my name, and they found out I was eavesdropping......"
"They're coming for me, and I don't know how many times this door can block it. β
"I have to run, I'm going to jump into the underground river outside the little gate, that's the only possible way to survive. β
"In the end, if I can not die, if you can still see, remember, I will wait for you. β
"I will wait for you at the Lin family in Jinling, Jiangnan. β
"The little girl lives in the boudoir and waits for the son's ......"
This is the end of the diary.
Lin Chujian didn't finish the last word, and the situation at that time couldn't allow her to write for a moment.
But Lin Qing understood.
"The little girl lives in the boudoir, waiting for her son to come to the door to propose. β
Lin Qing's whole body trembled, holding the diary, his heart throbbed, and he couldn't help himself.
Lin Chujian finally jumped into the underground river, and he didn't know whether he was alive or dead.
The underground river is deep underground, and the torrent is surging, and even if a cultivator falls into it, he may not be able to survive.
Ordinary people, with little life......
Lin Chujian...... Did you survive in the end?
If she survives, will she really be waiting for her at the Lin family?
This kind of ...... Just a hundred years waited?
"Smack!"
A tear rolled down from Lin Qing's eyes and dripped on the cover of the diary.
This is the first time Lin Qing has cried.
For a girl from a hundred years ago, cry.
Lin Qing carefully wiped the diary clean and put it away.
Although the process of getting to know Lin Chujian, in his opinion, was only a few hours, but for Lin Chujian, it was indeed the most difficult, magical, and sweet time in her life.
"Jiangnan, Jinling, Linhe Lane, Lin Family. β
"I'll go to you, even if you're not there, even if you're old. β
"At least I won't let you wait in vain!"
Lin Qing promised in his heart, then turned around and looked at the door of the bedroom.
Now, he needs to figure out what the final outcome of the Shenlong Project will be.
Lin Qing reached out and grabbed the handle of the bedroom door.
This time, it is no longer a penetration, but a firm grip, no illusion, no illusion.
He held it!
Lin Qing pushed open the door, and this underground research institute finally completely unveiled the mystery and appeared in front of Lin Qing's eyes.
The dragon plan that mankind blasphemed the creator a hundred years ago will finally see the light of day.
Lin Qing took a deep breath, stepped out, walked out of Lin Chujian's bedroom, and walked to the place where she was full of enthusiasm and served the country in the simplest and most naΓ―ve way a hundred years ago.