Chapter 11 I feel sorry for her

An Qi looked at Shen Zhiyue's departing back in a daze, so thin and stubborn that it was distressing.

She couldn't help but have a wry smile on her lips, she had been waiting for that man silently for so many years, and she also wanted to show her heart to him, but once some words were broken, she was afraid that she would not even have the courage to be his friend.

"She's okay?" As soon as Jin Ruting came in, he saw An Qi sitting there with a solemn face, and he felt bad in his heart, he strode forward, pressed her shoulder and asked, "Is it strict?"

"Hmm. Angel didn't hide it from him, in fact, she didn't hide it for long, she took out a test sheet from the drawer and handed it to him, "This is the test result of the bottle of medicine yesterday, it contains a variety of chronic poisons, which can make people addictive, it is more difficult to quit than opium, she should have been taking it for a long time." ”

"You mean she's been taking poison?" Jin Ruting looked at Angel in disbelief, clenching the test sheet tightly in his hand, is that woman crazy?

"Although it is a poison, the pain relief effect is very good, and it will not kill people in three or five years, and her angina attack is unbearable for ordinary people, so ......"

"Is there a way to cure her?" Jin Ruting calmed down, but there was a tremor in his voice.

Angel sighed helplessly, "It's too late, she can't stop this medicine, in addition, with her current physical condition, she can't get pregnant at all, she can't bear the hard work of conceiving in October, and moreover, there are too many toxins deposited in her body, and the survival rate of the fetus is very low, even if she is pregnant, she may be born a malformed child." The pregnancy pill you took before ......"

At this point, she couldn't say any more, because the man in front of her was blue, and her eyes were complicated, so that she couldn't tell what kind of love was hidden there, she had known him for so many years, and it was the first time she had seen him who was so uncalm.

In fact, she always knew that he didn't love that woman, but she stubbornly didn't want to admit it, she never cared how much he loved Xu Qiu, but she was madly jealous of Shen Zhiyue.

Thinking of this, she couldn't help but laugh at herself, so good that she was also a woman in the new era who had stayed abroad, and she was really ashamed to be so infatuated with a married man.

When Jin Ruting returned to the car, Shen Zhiyue had already fallen asleep against the car window, and she was pale and haggard without makeup, making him feel a faint throbbing pain in his heart.

In the past, she always wore very delicate makeup, and never showed people without makeup, but now that I think about it, it is not that she cares about her appearance, but just to hide this haggard and sick appearance.

He reached out to smooth her upturned sideburns, but when he saw the obvious bruise on her jaw, his big hand stiffened in mid-air, and finally let it go.

It was his masterpiece last night, and he really didn't take it lightly, she must have been in a lot of pain at the time.

"Let's go. ”

He lightly instructed the driver to drive, leaned back in his chair and closed his eyes, but his mind flashed back to the scene of their childhood, the good times he deliberately forgot but could never forget.

He remembered that when he was a child, she was very lively and smiling, and every time he accompanied his father to the tea plantation in their hometown, she would always call him Brother Ruting sweetly, and would hold his hand and run around the mountains and play.

She wore a lovely bun and smiled so beautifully that he made a wreath and put it on her head, and she said happily that she would be his beautiful bride when she grew up.

Yiqiē is so warm and beautiful, but why did they become what they are today, why did she betray him and fall in love with someone else?

When the car turned, he suddenly felt a sinking on his shoulder, the memory came to an abrupt end, he opened his eyes, and found that she had slipped on his shoulder, she was extremely sleepy, she didn't notice this at all, she was still sleeping, maybe a little cold, she instinctively shrunk down, and her small nose wrinkled slightly.

Her coat was already a little worn, it seemed to be made the year before last, and the collar and cuffs were smoothed, and it was not warm at all to wear in such a cold weather.

In retrospect, she seems to have only a few decent clothes throughout the year, and she only wears them when she accompanies him to banquets, and she usually dresses modestly. During the New Year's holidays, even the people in the house can get two sets of new clothes, but she has nothing.

In fact, he always knew that Xu Qiuming was respectful to her on the surface, but in private, he stumbled her everywhere and treated her harshly in terms of food and clothing. But Nian is kind to him in the Xu family, as long as Xu Qiu doesn't go too far, he chooses to turn a blind eye and don't bother with her.

But today, when he saw Shen Zhiyue like this, his heart was sour.

He couldn't help but take her into his arms, and at this moment, he had to admit how afraid he was of losing this woman.

He had done something to her for three years, and even if her father was at fault, he shouldn't have vented all his grievances on her.

"Miss, it's time to drink the medicine. ”

Shen Zhiyue put down the book in his hand and silently took the decoction brought by Bi Qiao, but he didn't drink it.

She stood up, walked to the potted plant in front of the window, raised her hand and poured the bowl of black decoction into the pot without a drop, and the air suddenly filled the air with a strong and pungent smell of Chinese medicine.

"Miss......" Biqiao wanted to speak and stopped, trying to persuade her, but she also knew that it was useless, she couldn't listen to it at all.

Shen Zhiyue looked at the potted plant that had begun to turn yellow and wither, the corners of her lips twitched slightly, the four seasons fruit, the flower is as its name, it can bloom and bear fruit all year round, a plant that is very easy to feed, but in her hands, it has been raised into this appearance, the medicinal effect of this decoction is really domineering, more powerful than the painkiller she deserves.

Bi Qiao followed her gaze, and also noticed the potted plant, and couldn't help but widen her eyes, "That flower ......"

"It seems that I am still too squeamish, you go to the flower room and help me find some better flowers. ”

"You poured the medicine again?"

A black shadow suddenly flashed in front of Shen Zhiyue, she raised her head, and met Shang Jin's eyes that were as deep as a thunderbolt, his face was dark, as if he was trying his best to suppress something.

Her heart trembled slightly, but she said nonchalantly: "It's too bitter, I can't drink it." ”

"Good medicine is bitter, if you are so willful, how can you get better?" He stared at her pale little face for a moment, only to feel that she was a little haggard again, and her body was even thinner, as if a gust of wind could blow her away.

"Ye may have forgotten, I have also studied medicine for many years, and I know my physical condition very well, Ye still don't bother about me, it's useless. "It's ridiculous to say that she is willful, she is no longer a daughter, she can only survive for a long time, where is the right to be willful.