Chapter 22: A Happy Life
Luo Xinyi watched Jiang Yi's back fade away, and finally disappeared, and then turned around and went upstairs, when the door was closed, tears poured out again, Jiang Yi left, this time it was really out of her life...... It's not that she is reluctant, she has tried to love him, but the love given to Jiang Yi can't just be the love of a girlfriend to her boyfriend, the love of a wife to her husband, or the love of a child's mother to her father, this kind of love is far from enough to repay Jiang Yi's love for her...... And she can't give her all the love that a woman has for a man, so she can only let him go, hoping that one day he can find a woman who can give him all her love......
Jiang Yi, you must be happier than me......
Luo Xinyi sat in front of the window and quietly looked at the snow, there were many snows this winter, as if he wanted to erase all traces of the whole world......
The world outside the window has changed from white to dull black, and only under the beam of the street lamp, you can still see snowflakes like golden sand......
The phone rang, and Luo Xinyi wanted to stand up to answer it, but her legs couldn't move, so she had to rub her legs slowly......
The first bell has already sounded, Luo Xinyi was about to call back later, but the second time the bell rang again, who is so anxious! Luo Xinyi had to move to the living room step by step to get the mobile phone......
"Li Yuanming", Luo Xinyi quickly picked it up, she forgot to call him when she came back today.
"Xinyi, where are you!" Li Yuanming's tone was rare and hurried.
"At home. Luo Xinyi replied.
Li Yuanming breathed a sigh of relief, he still thought that she and Jiang Yi had left together......
"I'm coming to see you. Li Yuanming really wanted to see Luo Xinyi, and he had been wondering if he would never come back for the past three days.
Luo Xinyi was silent for a while, and then said softly: "No need, Yuanming, I'm very tired these days, I want to rest for two days, let's contact the day after tomorrow, okay!"
She couldn't follow another man, and then recalled Jiang Yi at the same time......
Li Yuanming was also silent......
The world seemed to be silent, and all I could see was the snow falling quietly outside the window......
Li Yuanming's deep voice came from the phone: "If you like it, call me when you need me." ”
Luo Xinyi's heart trembled, feeling that the whole person was even more tired, and she whispered: "Yuanming, don't be too good to me." ”
With that, she slowly closed the phone......
Don't be too good to her, she can't love her too well, she doesn't want a second Jiang Yi to appear, her next life has been promised to Jiang Yi......
Li Yuanming stood in front of the window of the office, looking at the falling snow, wondering if he was also looking at the snow at this time......
The next day, Luo Xinyi did not go to work, she put on casual clothes, a hat folded out of newspaper, water shoes on rainy days, and cleaning tools at home......
There are many ways for women to vent when they are sad, such as eating, such as shopping, such as long-distance running, such as self-abuse. It's just that over the years, she has gradually learned that she must be kind to herself, overeating will make people lose their health, shopping will make her lose her necessary savings, she will not be able to run long-distance running, 800 meters in school is enough to kill her, let alone self-abuse, she has said that she must be kind to herself. So, for her, the best way to clean up her mood is to clean up, pack up the many things that used to exist, pack them up, and send them away...... Whether it's in the room or in the heart......
But when she cleaned the whole room, she couldn't help crying, in the whole room, there was nothing left related to Jiang Yi, she couldn't believe it and went through the duffel bag this time, but there was not even a button of his, or a wild flower on the road, yes, it is the coldest and bleakest winter, how can there be gorgeous wildflowers...... And Jiang Yi has always only giving, and she doesn't necessarily have to leave anything in her life...... For three whole days, except for that kiss, he never asked for even a little more, why, she would meet such a Jiang Yi, so that she couldn't give anything to Jiang Yi......
There was nothing for him in her room, she had never done anything for him, she looked at the thousand paper cranes that had just been cleaned up, and her heart hurt even more, when she folded a thousand paper cranes for Yang Xudong in the dark night, what was Jiang Yi doing! What kind of mood was he thinking about her...... Why did she never do anything for him, even if it was to break a star......
But Jiang Yi still said to her: "That's enough, Xinyi." ”
She gave him so little and so little, compared to what he gave her, it was negligible, but Jiang Yi said that this was enough......
Jiang Yi, even if you really make a tree in the next life, I only need to be a grass to look up to you, it is enough, I will sprout beside you every spring, so that when you look down, you can see the hardest touch of green, if you can bloom, I will give you the most beautiful smiling face, all ......
On the afternoon of the third day, as soon as it was time to get off work, Li Yuanming walked out of the office, and the secretary called him: "Mr. Li, tonight's dinner ......"
Li Yuanming turned around: "I'm sorry, Xiao Tan, help me postpone the day, I have something important today." ”
After saying that, he left, Xiao Tan stood there with his mouth open, this was set last week, in the itinerary of the past few days, this dinner is the most important one, what is more important than this!
Li Yuanming hurriedly got in the car, Luo Xinyi has started to work today, and now it is time to get off work, he must see her, no matter who she is thinking about now, he will also see her.
When Li Yuanming came downstairs to Luo Xinyi's unit, she hadn't gotten off work yet, and when she went out these days, the progress of the early work fell a lot, and she didn't even have time to drink water today except for a few bites of the boxed lunch brought by her colleagues at noon. In this way, only work can cover the sad images in the mind......
When Li Yuanming entered the studio, Luo Xinyi was sitting in front of the computer and staring at the data, not noticing his arrival at all......
Li Yuanming didn't alarm her, but just sat on a chair not far from her and looked at her serious side face...... There is a saying that women who work hard are the most beautiful, Li Yuanming didn't believe it before, in the company for many years, all he saw were decent female employees, and although those women outside were enchanting, they were not his favorite dishes. When he first saw Luo Xinyi, he felt that she was very much like an orchid, with a faint fragrance, lonely beauty, not seeking to be eye-catching, just beautiful, or perhaps, she didn't notice her beauty at all...... The longer he spent with her, the more he felt that she was beautiful, and the kind of beauty that did not appear deliberately but naturally revealed when he looked back and smiled, this should be the person in the painting that the ancients often said......
When Luo Xinyi finished the last data, she raised her head and breathed a sigh of relief, and suddenly caught a glimpse of a figure in the corner of her eye, she was startled, and when she really saw that it was Li Yuanming, she smiled reassuringly: "It's you, when did you come!"
Li Yuanming came back to his senses at this time: "I just came in not long ago. ”
Luo Xinyi turned off the computer: "Okay, I can go." ”
Li Yuanming smiled and bowed: "You go and change your clothes, I'll wait for you." ”
Luo Xinyi took a deep breath in the locker room, and now Luo Xinyi is already Li Yuanming's girlfriend, and her life has reached Li Yuanming's time......