Chapter 122 Don't dare to think about your future
He was jealous.
Even if he is a gentle man, he is jealous.
Jealous that she appeared by the side of other men in any way.
Jealous of her time for other men to keep company.
"Small ...... You are mine, you can only be mine. ”
"Ah Yu ......" The gentle voice sounded after a long time, and the faint tune echoed in the living room where they had lived for a long time, with loneliness and helplessness and a little sadness: "I am not yours." ”
“……”
"We're not going to come together either. Her voice is Li Yu's favorite softness, and she says the facts between the two of them word by word, but it is also something that hurts Li Yu's heart: "You have your family, your career kingdom, your mother and your circle, I can't get in, and I can't get their like." ”
“……”
"I'm not going to please them because of you. Wen Yu's words were like a hammer smashed on Li Yu's heart, and when the muffled sound sounded, it cost him half of his life.
"You don't want to please them for me?" Li Yu's eyes tried his best to look at the woman beside him: "Why?"
"I'm not going to please anyone. Wen Ji chuckled, tears gathered in her eyes in an instant, her eyes were already beautiful, and now she wanted to cry or not to cry, but there was a different style: "I've been pleasing too many people in my life, I'm too tired." ”
"Even if it's for me, can't you?"
"Ah Yu. Wen Yong called his name, very intimately: "Actually, I have always asked myself, how can I get your liking?"
Li Yu also thought about this question, but he never got an answer.
"You are the most shining Li Yu in City A, the head of Li Jiahua's family, the young and promising son of the sky, and the son of countless women who miss in their dreams, I am a person who can't get on the stage and is 108,000 miles away from you, what do you like about me?"
Wen Hui's tears finally slid down his cheeks, leaving shallow traces: "I also became your lover for 20 million, and I made an agreement with you to sell myself to you for a year." ”
"What is it about a woman like me that you deserve to like?"
"Xiao Ji ......" Li Yu couldn't hold her tighter anymore: "Have you always been insecure in your heart? Do you think my feelings will change? No, it won't change, I love you." I can't tell you how much I love you. Every day I feel that my love for you is already the limit today, but tomorrow I wake up and feel more love for you. Small ...... You are my life!"
Li Yu hugged his life: "You didn't sell yourself, you can't buy my beloved woman for 20 million, it's me who persecuted, because I like you, I love you, so I force you to be my woman, I'm afraid that you won't want to, so I said I want you to be my lover." Small ...... I, I want to be with you, I want to marry you for the rest of my life. ”
"Xiao Ji ......" Li Yu took advantage of the impulse and said what was in his heart: "Let's get engaged." ”
The engagement has been brewing in Li Yu's heart for a long time, but he has always felt that there is no suitable time, and the biggest obstacle is his mother. But when he said this, Li Yu felt that he was a lot more relaxed, and his heart, which had been cold for a long time, began to heat up slowly: "Yes, let's get engaged, I will tell the world about our relationship, in this way, you are mine." ”
It was him Li Yu alone.
Then many problems can be solved.
For example, his mother's anxiety about his marriage, for example, the bees around Wen Yan.
The more I thought about it, the more I felt that this was an event that could be carried out, Li Yu thought about the engagement that belonged to the two, and his eyes began to shine: "What kind of engagement do you want, I will let people do it according to your wishes?"
This is the best solution to give them this misunderstanding, and it is also a good experience for their feelings. Li Yu thought that Wen Yong would be happy, at least Wen Yong would be happy, but he didn't expect that Wen Yong was not only unhappy, but also refused.
She said: "Ah Yu, I don't need to get engaged, and I never wanted to marry you, there is too much gap between us, and I don't want to live in other people's fingers for the rest of my life." The tears on Wen Yan's face fell even more fiercely, and his delicate little face was full of sluggishness.
Li Yu was shocked by her words and loosened the strength of his hand.
He knew that Wen Yong was a little reluctant to go back to City A with him, and he also knew that Wen Yong was his lover, and he was a little resistant in his heart. But after sharing the bed for so many days, and the lingering love for so many days, he thought that at least he had him in his gentle heart, maybe not as deep as his love, but there was his. Gentle...... I never thought about marrying him.
He is a man, Li Yu, the pride of his sky, who put down his figure and pride to confess and propose to her, but she said that she was unwilling.
"Why?" Many thoughts flashed through his mind, Li Yu narrowed his eyebrows, and there was not much emotion in his deep voice.
Wen Yan took a breath and controlled the tone of his voice: "There is too much difference between us......"
"Don't tell me what you have and don't. He was furious, and with a wave of his hand, he knocked down the ornament in the entrance, and the delicate gadget fell to the ground with a thud, shattering.
It was a turquoise and transparent porcelain, and on a sunny and gentle afternoon, Wen Yu nestled on the sofa and boasted to Li Yu about the exquisiteness of the porcelain.
It was an object that Li Yu spent a lot of money to get from the auction, which is said to be something from the Qing Dynasty, which is very storyful. The first time he saw the porcelain, he thought that Wen Yu would like it, so he took a picture.
Broken porcelain has changed from a delicate and small thing to a tool to hurt people, Li Yu chased Wen in a hurry, and only used a bath towel all over his body, and he didn't feel cold in the heating of the apartment, but his bare legs were scratched by the jumping porcelain just in the blink of an eye.
When the scarlet mouth appeared on Li Yu's leg, he didn't notice it at all.
I only felt that my heart was stabbed several times by gentle words and attitudes.
All that comes to mind is gentle words.
She never thought of marrying him.
She never wanted to be with him forever.
But obviously, they were fine before, but in this apartment, he clearly felt that her attitude and concern for him was not comparable to the past. Why has it changed, and why is it changing today?
"Is it because of Denis?"
Wen Yong still had his back to him, and after a moment shook his head slightly.
"Is it because of Jiang's mother?" Li Yu asked again: "Or is it because of my mother?"
This time, Wen Yu was stunned for a long time and did not react.
In fact, as long as you think about Li Yu, you can sort out the beginning and end of the matter. Wen Rong, who has been talking to him well, suddenly said this, must have been stimulated by some kind of tussing, Wen Zhi is relatively light, but her self-esteem is extremely heavy, and if she can say such a thing, someone must have stimulated her. And what can stimulate her, Li Yu can think of Jiang's mother, who came here yesterday.
But even so, Wen Yu said that he hadn't thought about marrying him, which still made Li Yu feel sad.
Loving someone is like this, regardless of status, as long as you love her deeply, you want to be with her.
Together forever and ever.
When Li Yu spoke again, his tone was already very affirmative: "Is it because of my mother?"
"No one, just because we can't be together. Wen Yu turned around, the arc was a little big, and when she faced Li Yu, Li Yu found that she had burst into tears. At this moment, he seemed to have forgotten that they were arguing, and his heart was full of pain and distress.
Wen Yong was already sobbing slightly, and tears couldn't stop flowing out: "It's that I'm not worthy of you, I'm just, it's just an illegitimate daughter who can't get on the stage, and I still struggled to climb into your bed eleven years ago." ”
"How many people in City A know about that incident eleven years ago, Li Yu ...... I'm not worthy of you, and I'm ...... I also...... I don't dare to think about the future with you. ”
"I'm just a ...... Ordinary women, I don't, have no background and power...... I'm even in now, relying on men to survive, I'm ...... You let me go......"
The discomfort and pain of Wen Yan were so obvious, her tears easily extinguished the anger in Li Yu's heart, and the pain in her heart finally stopped after hugging the woman into her arms, he smelled the woman's fragrance, and nourished her with the most accustomed temperature: "Xiao Ji ......"
Gentle tears fell on his skin, rolling hot.
Li Yu rubbed the person into his arms, rubbed his chin against her forehead, closed his eyes slightly, and gently called her name: "Xiao Ji." ”
The gentle sobbing gradually slowed down.
Li Yu kissed her hair, the inky black color was his familiar fragrance, and it was also his favorite fragrance, and he called Wen Yong's name for the third time: "Xiao Yu ......"
"Uh-huh......" responded slowly, with a deep nasal voice in her soft voice.
Li Yu hugged her, the question was repeatedly kneaded between her lips, and after a long time, she asked, "Do you love me?"
Wen Ji rubbed in his arms, enjoying the familiar temperature in the man's arms, she was wearing a thick winter coat, and she couldn't feel the touch of the man's skin, but the frequency of the heart beating warmly in the man's chest, Wen Ji listened very clearly.
"Small ...... Do you love me?" Li Yu asked, this question Li Yu had asked before, they also agreed to say love to each other every day, he remembered the appearance of Wen Yu whispering in his ear, and he also remembered the tone, expression and chest rise and fall when she said these three words, but now Li Yu is a little unsure, he wants to ask solemnly once, ask Wen Yu once: "As long as you tell me, everything you are worried about will not be a problem, as long as you tell me that you love me, you will be my Li Yu's wife, the only wife in this life." ”
At this point, what Li Yu wants is to affirm their feelings with gentleness.
But the woman is stubborn and tight, even if he analyzes his feelings so clearly, even if he can't dig out his heart to show her. Wen Yong was still hesitating, hesitating to say "love" to him.
"Is it really that hard to say that you love me?" After waiting for a long time, and not seeing Wen Yan's voice, Li Yu couldn't help but ask her.
Wen Yong's eyes were hazy with tears, and he didn't dare to look at him when he lowered his head: "I'm sorry ......"
This sentence of sorry shattered Li Yu's expectations.
He looked at the woman close at hand in disbelief, looking at her with red eyes, staring at her: "Can't you just say that you love me?"
Wen Yong couldn't stand the emotion in his eyes, don't turn his head and don't look at him, his soft voice was full of apologies: "I'm sorry ......"
"Hehe......" Li Yu let out a chuckle and let go of his life in his arms: "Hehe......"
Wen Ji looked at him worriedly, but withdrew his gaze even faster.
"Actually......" Li Yu seemed to understand something, and his face returned to the same indifference as before, but the increasingly red eyes vented the resentment in his heart: "Actually, you don't love me at all, if you have a trace of love for me, how can you not want to marry me?" for so long...... I'm afraid of melting you in my mouth, and I'm afraid of falling in the palm of my hand. I am devoted to you, thinking of you every day...... I...... I often tell you that I love you, I spend every minute of my time, I want to spend as much time with you as possible, but what about you?"
"I can't even say 'I love you' to me...... I can't even give up a 'I love you' on my lips ......"
After Li Yu finished speaking, he didn't give Wen Yu a chance to speak, and turned around and went back to the bedroom.
He has a tall back, broad shoulders, the top inverted triangle figure among male models, a strong and good-looking body, and the abdomen and biceps show beautiful muscles when moving in bed, extremely shallow but shapely.
The gentle gaze followed the man's back, all the way. Until the bedroom door was slammed shut, until Li Yu returned to the bedroom, she couldn't see it anymore. Tears flowed out of her heart, and they fell where she didn't pay attention.
After about a minute, Li Yu walked out of the bedroom.
When Wen Yong saw the man's figure, there was an obvious light in his eyes, but after seeing the man ignore her, the light gradually went out.
Li Yu strode to her side.
Every step is like stepping on a gentle heart.