When Luo Xinyi was still immersed in warm memories, her father's voice pulled her back to the warm and cold courtyard.

"Xinyi, this is what will be used for tomorrow's worship. ”

Luo Xinyi looked at the stack of paper money in his father's hand and asked, "Is there anything else?"

The father was stunned: "No, I bought so much." ”

Luo Xinyi nodded and took it. Then she went into the back room and got her bag and was about to go out, and her father called her behind her back: "Xinyi, where are you going!"

Luo Xinyi's footsteps stopped, but he didn't look back: "Shop." ”

Luo Xinyi came to the other side, bought all the paper money from the two shops on the road, held the box containing the paper money, and once again went on the trembling suspension bridge, because the balance was not easy to master, the suspension bridge shook even more, but this time, Luo Xinyi was not the slightest afraid......

The next day, Luo Xinyi insisted on holding the box by herself, and walked down the rugged and steep path with difficulty to her grandmother's grave, where she knelt in front of her grandmother's tombstone and burned paper in stacks......

Grandma, you are in such a hurry, I can't wait for me to be filial to you, I can do it for you, only this is this, in the world over there, you no longer have to cut down on food and clothing for your favor, you must take good care of yourself......

Luo Xinyi kowtowed three times on the stone slab in front of the tomb, and when he raised his head, his forehead was already slightly blue......

On the morning of the second day of the death day, Luo Xinyi left home, and when she left, she refused to be sent by others, and it was her father who sent her to the other side to take the car, and the car had not yet come, and the father and daughter had nothing to say, until the moment she got in the car, Luo Xinyi heard her father whisper: "I'm sorry." ”

Luo Xinyi didn't look back, but tears welled up, she quickly got into the car, turned her face to the side, and waved her hand vaguely to her father outside the window......

Why, I have to wait until today to say I'm sorry, if, back then, I could have given me a warm hug and a big protective hand, how could I say I'm sorry today......

Coming to the city where she has lived for many years, this city called her hometown, Luo Xinyi's heart is full of amazement, here, there have been her most moving memories, but also her most unbearable memories, love and hate......

After thinking about it for a long time, she still came to her aunt's house with a gift.

The aunt who opened the door looked surprised, Luo Xinyi smiled, perhaps, the mother who loves face like that didn't tell her what happened at the end......

After greeting for a while, the aunt's eyes deepened: "Xinyi, your mother ...... her"

Luo Xinyi interrupted her with a smile: "You have to say that she has her own troubles, isn't it!"

The aunt was speechless, and then tried again: "No matter what, there are still your mother and your sister in that family." ”

Luo Xinyi's eyes became cold and sharp: "That kid has nothing to do with me. ”

The aunt was frightened by Luo Xinyi's eyes: "Xinyi, after all, ......"

Luo Xinyi suddenly leaned forward, her eyes stared at her aunt's eyes up close, and there was a cold smile on her face: "Auntie, if what happened to me happened to you, guess you, will you kill someone!"

Auntie's heart trembled, she didn't know what would happen, but back then, under the premise of her sister's happiness, she chose to ignore it, she kept thinking, maybe things won't be so bad, maybe it's just a child's crankiness......

However, today's self-deception completely collapsed under Luo Xinyi's cold eyes, she didn't dare to think down, what happened to Xinyi, perhaps, she would rather not know for the rest of her life......

Luo Xinyi looked at her aunt's miserable face, no longer looked at her directly, stood up, and put an envelope on the table: "Give this to Mom." ”

Without waiting for her aunt to react, she had already turned around and went out, and the moment she opened the door, she stopped again: "Remember to tell her that these are just for her." ”

In the envelope, there was a bank card with 50,000 yuan in it, which was half of her savings, and she could only give these, a single woman, always had to leave some money to save her life......

In the year she moved out of the house, her mother, perhaps realizing that she would never return, became pregnant again at the age of thirty-seven and gave birth to a daughter the following year. So, let that daughter take her place, as if she had never existed in her mother's life......

When something like that happened, she didn't pursue it, it was already the greatest benevolence, and no one was qualified to ask for her forgiveness......

In the world, the most painful wound is your dearest person, who should have opened the warmest and safest umbrella for you, but let the hail fall on you, the thunder and lightning split on you, and you chose to stand far away, turning a blind eye and being indifferent......

The next day, Luo Xinyi received a call from her mother, and her choked voice was full of guilt and begging: "Xinyi, let's meet!"

Luo Xinyi bit her lip, and after ten seconds of silence, she agreed: "Okay." ”

In the end, she still couldn't do it......

When Luo Xinyi came to the private room and saw a figure lying on the table, she walked over slowly, and the person raised his head and called softly and carefully: "Xinyi." ”

Luo Xinyi looked at her mother in front of her, although she was still dressed as well, but the wrinkles at the corners of her eyes still couldn't hide her age, coupled with the tears on her face at this time, she looked like a woman who couldn't resist aging at this time......

Luo Xinyi's tears were about to well-up in his eyes, but he forcibly held them back......

In those years, didn't her mother always teach her not to cry and to stay happy!

Luo Xinyi sat opposite her mother and put her hand on her lap, she didn't want her mother to hold her hand......

Mom's tears flowed down again: "Xinyi, I know, you hate me." ”

Luo Xinyi didn't speak, shouldn't she hate! She didn't believe that a woman would be completely unaware of what happened to her husband and daughter around her, but this woman chose to remain silent...... This is undoubtedly connivance and acquiescence to that beast......

A mother who gave up her daughter just to keep her own happiness, a mother who decided to stay with the beast who hurt her daughter after something like that, shouldn't she hate!

Mom looked at the deep anger and resentment in Luo Xinyi's eyes, her body was trembling, she couldn't control it anymore, and cried bitterly: "That day, I really didn't mean to, Xinyi, you believe me, I really went out that day because of something in the unit, I didn't know, he would come back at that time......"

Luo Xinyi looked at her tearful mother in front of her sadly and desperately, no matter how many tears at this time, can you wash away the dirty memories of that afternoon!

She couldn't sit down any longer, so she got up and took her bag: "You have a good life, take care of yourself." In those years, she was also a huge obstacle to her mother, and her husband actually fell in love with the daughter born to her ex-husband...... Then without her own evil obstacle, she should be able to live well, that man, will not let go of his own daughter! Mom, she should finally be able to live the happy life she wants, a real family happy and everything goes well!

Luo Xinyi rushed out of the door, and when she came to the outside of the building, she looked up at the sky, and tears finally slipped down her cheeks......

If there was no Yang Xudong, it would be impossible for her to stand in the sun today, perhaps, she is already a corrupt flower in a dark corner, or she has already disappeared and turned into dust......