Chapter 16: It's a pity it's not you
The hands of the two people have been holding like this, Luo Xinyi's hand occasionally moves, Yang Xudong will hold it tighter, Luo Xinyi gradually stopped moving, and just held him back obediently......
In those most beautiful days, sometimes Yang Xudong held her hand like this, and the two went home together in the sunset......
Yang Xudong's fingertips gently rubbed Luo Xinyi's fingertips, which were still as soft as before, and every time he held her hand, he would feel like he wanted to care for her......
"Xudong, I'm late. A female voice rang out, shattering the memories of the two men...... Luo Xinyi quickly withdrew her hand in Yang Xudong's flash, the woman called him "Xudong", she felt a pain in her heart, this title was no longer her exclusive ......
is a woman who looks smart and elegant, Gao Ziqi's arrogance, Hu Ruibing's enchantment, Liu Yue's innocence, Zhou Tong's charm, and other beautiful girls...... The beauty of Yang Xudong's female companions always seems to be in different styles. She's still the one who stands on the sidelines and watches a romance movie......
Yang Xudong frowned, how could Yahan appear at this time!
Yahan had already seen Luo Xinyi from the moment she entered the door, who was this woman who looked so quiet, and it shouldn't be her old girlfriend, because Yang Xudong never ate back grass. So is it the latest woman he knows! How could Yang Xudong, who has always regarded work as the biggest thing, bring a woman to such an occasion, and the only person who can stand by his side at work is her Yahan. This is also the reason why she insisted on staying for so many years, since she entered the company, she has been his secretary, and now it has been three years, she tolerates him to change girlfriends, watching him date one woman after another and sleep, just because, leaving the night, she will always be the only one who can stand by his side, so, who is this woman!
Yahan walked up to Luo Xinyi and smiled at her: "Hello, I'm Yahan." ”
Luo Xinyi also stood up: "Hello, I'm Luo Xinyi." After a pause, she said again: "Yang Xudong's friend." ”
The word "friend" made Yang Xudong's face cold, but Luo Xinyi's words were not finished, she turned her head to look at Yang Xudong and smiled: "I'll go back first, Yuanming has to go home for dinner after work, I have to go." ”
Yang Xudong's hand clenched into a fist under the table, and he stood up without saying a word to make way for Luo Xinyi.
Luo Xinyi nodded goodbye to everyone, and then walked straight out of the door of the restaurant.
Yang Xudong sat down again, but his eyes were staring at the back of the departing figure, no one around dared to speak, and the undercurrent between Luo Xinyi and Yang Xudong just now was not completely unaware of it. Finally, Yahan spoke: "Let's continue the discussion, Xudong." ”
Yang Xudong suddenly became angry: "Call me Mr. Yang." ”
Yahan was stunned for a moment, lowered his head, and called out softly and quickly, "Mr. Yang." She had been quietly closing the distance between him, and when she gradually began to call him "Xudong", he didn't say anything, and she thought that he would be a little special to her......
The surroundings were silent, Yang Xudong threw down the planning book in his hand and rushed out all the way......
Luo Xinyi walked back quietly alone, in fact, she followed them around just now, she couldn't remember the way, she couldn't find the way to the station, why every place here was so similar, and finally came to the lake again, she looked at the sparkling lake, why, the lake water is not salty, it is also so like tears!
Yang Xudong went to look for it along the way he came, but he didn't see Luo Xinyi, he grabbed his hair in annoyance, he knew that if he wanted Luo Xinyi's road blindness, how could he find the way in a place where every road was similar like the lake!
When he came all the way and saw the figure standing by the lake in a daze, he breathed a sigh of relief, and he shouted as he walked: "Xinyi." ”
Xinyi, that's Yang Xudong calling her, Xinyi, Xinyi...... But today, "Xudong" and "Xinyi" are no longer ambiguous between the boy and the girl, she is already Li Yuanming's "favorite", and he is already another woman's "Xudong......
Looking at Yang Xudong's gradually walking figure, she calmed her breathing and smiled at him: "I'm sorry, I got lost, I called Yuanming just now, and he said let me wait for him by the lake to pick me up." ”
Yang Xudong's footsteps stopped, the Yuanming she repeatedly mentioned in her mouth was the man who went upstairs with her that night, the scenes of that night covered his mind again, all the tenderness in his eyes was gone, only darkness remained, she was already a woman in someone else's arms, whether it was Jiang Yi or this Yuanming, what was he still fantasizing!
He turned away and never looked back.
Luo Xinyi's tears dripped after he couldn't see his back, and it turned out that it was a lake full of tears......
After returning from the lake that day, Luo Xinyi continued to be Li Yuanming's girlfriend, perhaps because the disappointment after hope was even more desperate. When the episode in the memory happens again, only to find that the reality has changed beyond recognition, that kind of abandonment will be more complete.
Li Yuanming's affairs were also busy, and he began to have time to occasionally accompany Luo Xinyi to dinner. Luo Xinyi didn't ask him what he was up to, because no matter what he was up to, she couldn't help. And Li Yuanming didn't tell Luo Xinyi that he could handle his own work and didn't need to let her worry.
The big research project that I talked about when I met Li Yuanming for the first time was finally approved, Luo Xinyi didn't know how much Li Yuanming helped in the middle, anyway, Mr. Zhang was very kind when he saw her in the past two days, and since she and Li Yuanming were together, Mr. Zhang never said that she should "strengthen her interpersonal skills." ”
When having dinner with Li Yuanming, Luo Xinyi casually asked about the project, but Li Yuanming just smiled and said vaguely: "There are many factors in the successful approval of this project. ”
Luo Xinyi listened to his words, and couldn't help but look at him and smile: "Can it be said that I succeeded in the unspoken rules this time." ”
Li Yuanming was stunned and smiled: "Yes, it was very successful." ”
Luo Xinyi smiled and lowered her head to drink a drink, and Li Yuanming reached out and brushed her loose hair behind her shoulders. He found that she didn't eat the fireworks of the world, but she didn't bother to understand many things in this world.
That's fine, as long as she stays by her side safely, the wind and rain outside don't need her to block it.
After eating, Li Yuanming took Luo Xinyi's hand and wandered on the bustling pedestrian street, the night in late autumn was already a little cold, a gust of wind blew, she shrunk her neck, Li Yuanming pulled his coat away and held her in his arms, Luo Xinyi didn't speak, just leaned into his arms again, perhaps, every woman needs a man's arms to give you warmth when it's cold, and you can feel cold when you're alone......
Li Yuanming didn't notice Luo Xinyi's meticulous thoughts, thinking that she was still feeling cold, so he hugged her back to the car and sent her home.
When I got downstairs, I didn't need to open my mouth to meet this time, and the two of them went upstairs together. Back in the room and taking off his coat, Li Yuanming looked at Luo Xinyi's slender back and hugged her when she was about to pour water for him.
Luo's body froze, she knew what was going to happen tonight, but she didn't expect it to come so quickly.
Li Yuanming turned her around, her breathing gradually became short, Luo Xinyi was a little panicked, she wanted to push him away a little and tell him if he could slow down, but Li Yuanming didn't give her a chance. Soon, she lay down on the bed, she looked at the ceiling with wide eyes, he teased her perfectly, everything seemed so perfect, but she knew very well in her heart that there was imperfection in it, slowly, her heart became more and more sad, she suddenly couldn't control herself from crying.
She knew what that imperfection was, he wasn't Yang Xudong.
Her tears made Li Yuanming forcibly stop his movements, he wanted her very much, but he couldn't ask her when she was crying. He hugged her body and asked softly, "Did I make you uncomfortable?" ”
Luo Xinyi just shook her head and kept saying, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"
He froze, then sat up, dressed her, and went to the living room alone. Luo Xinyi was lying on the bed when he heard the sound of a lighter and he was smoking.
The two of them were silent with each other across the door, and after a long time, Luo Xinyi heard the sound of Li Yuanming opening the door, and he left.
After that day, Li Yuanming did not appear again for several days, and sometimes when he made a phone call, his tone was also light.
Luo Xinyi knew that it was an insult to a man to cry at such a time. She must be an extremely boring woman in his heart, she didn't call, just quietly waited for his decision to break up.