Ten minutes later, I was honestly sitting on the small bench, feeling like I was back in an elementary school classroom, straightening up and not moving.

Kitsune helped me wipe my body little by little with a warm towel, which was a feeling I had not felt in a long time, and she was the only woman willing to help me bathe and wash my hair.

"Look at yourself, every time you scar yourself, you break your appearance at such a young age!"

"This is also a broken phase, the face is fine!"

"Every wound is your experience, and you can imagine the pain you've experienced...... It must have hurt a lot, right?"

"It's okay, I'm a man! Men are not afraid of pain!" I patted my chest, men are standing up to the sky to meet the storm!

"Come less! Talk, don't move. Kitsune knocked me on the head, and I sat down honestly.

"Can I smoke a cigarette?"

"Wait, I'll get it for you!"

Kitsune picked up a cigarette and put it in her mouth to light it, then turned her hand and stuffed the cigarette into my mouth, the familiar green moore, the familiar lip gloss taste!

"This tastes so good!" I said with emotion, in fact, it was not the smell of cigarettes that made me obsessed, it was her smell that made me nostalgic!

"Don't move, it'll be right away!"

Kitsune carefully helped me clean the wound on my back, and wiped it very carefully little by little, and I trusted her completely and unconditionally.

After cleaning the wound, the whole body was wiped clean, and the fox Meizi brought me a set of home clothes, and it turned out to be a red panda style!

It's just a little darker, and after wearing it, both of us turned into fluffy red pandas, which really feels like home!

"Go out and lie on the sofa and don't move, I'll get you water and wash your hair!"

"Hmm!"

I lay on the sofa to empty my head, and the fox took a basin of water to help me wash my hair, and my nails scratched my scalp to bring a very comfortable feeling!

Before I knew it, the night was dark, and the warmth made people feel tired, here I don't need to care about time or do things, everything is the most peaceful!

It's a feeling I've never had in any woman's life, and I don't need any pretense because we've been together for the longest time, and we know each other very well.

In the dead of night, lying on the soft and warm bed, Kitsune gently turned off the lights, and only one floor lamp emitted a faint light.

The whole bedroom is extremely warm, and the dappled light renders the room extremely beautiful, I don't know if the floor lamp is too beautiful, or if I am already fascinated at the moment......

Embracing each other and falling asleep, I could feel Kitsuneko's caution, and I could feel her gentle breathing......

"I'm fine, you relax. ”

"I'm so relaxed!" Fox looked at me slyly, her hair smelled of shampoo, very fragrant!

"But I'm not relaxed at all when you do this......"

"Check your homework and see if you've done your homework lately!"

"Ahh

It didn't take me a few minutes to disarm and surrender, and I didn't move, not because I didn't want to move, but because I couldn't! The wound on my back reminded me to be honest all the time......

A deep night's sleep is extremely sweet, the warm smell is intoxicating, and I wake up early in the morning.

Push open the window to see the Erhai Lake outside, the view is extremely empty and wide, the surrounding peaks are not high, one after another around the Erhai Lake.

Light a cigarette and take a deep breath, the morning sun is so beautiful, after a night's rest, the spirit is much better, and more importantly, the whole body is relaxed!

Kitsune cooked and prepared breakfast with a few simple omelettes and a few slices of ham, plus a glass of milk.

This feeling is really like home, warm and intoxicating, comfortable so that people can forget everything, I really want to live here forever!

"How much does the house cost here?" do you like to live here?" I asked casually, I'm still a bit of a wife after so long.

"It was fine for the first few days, but it was not convenient to have anything around and there was no authentic Sichuan hot pot. ”

As soon as I heard this, I knew in my heart that she was making hot pot! She is a native of Sichuan, and naturally likes to eat things from her hometown.

"At noon, let's go to the city to look for it, isn't it easy to eat hot pot?"

"Okay! you go outside and sit on a deck chair in a moment, it feels good!"

"Where?"

"Follow me!"

After eating and drinking, the fox took me up to the small balcony on the second floor, and there was a deck chair on the open-air balcony, and the sun shone on my body warmly.

At this time, the sun was still in the east, and half of the balcony was in the shade, with some flowers and plants next to it, and an ashtray on the small table.

Sitting on a deck chair and looking at the Erhai Lake in the distance, you can smell the smell of water in the wind, and the sky is bright and clean overhead...... It's such a feeling!

"Little shackles, why are you here alone this time?

Fox Meizi asked casually, in fact, she was aware of it when I came here alone, but she didn't ask yesterday.

"It's not much, it's just that I don't want to continue to mess around, I want to find a place to live in peace. ”

At this moment, in the face of the blue sky and white clouds, I am even more firm in my beliefs, and it is right to quit the rivers and lakes and choose a peaceful life!

"Wash your hands and exit the rivers and lakes?" she looked at me in surprise, and I nodded.

"The rivers and lakes are intriguing and intriguing, and I want to rest and rest when I am tired. ”

"It's good to rest for a while, you can't be too tight, just like the spring pressure is too strong, you have to be released, otherwise it will be crushed!"

"That's right, the body is the capital of the revolution, this time relax in Erhai Lake!"

"I'll take you to Xishuangbanna tomorrow! I heard that it's good there, and there's nothing else here except Erhai Lake. ”

"Yes!"

I didn't hesitate to agree, because I knew that since she opened her mouth, she must have had this idea, and it was not a temporary decision.

Understanding the world is a compulsory course for a person in society, and there is no school without teachers to teach people, so he can only rely on himself to slowly explore in society.

In fact, many things that cannot be learned from books do not mean that they are not valuable!

It is impossible for people to experience everything in this life, and it is very important to learn to draw inferences from one case and one to another, and learn to integrate them!

"I really hope you get better soon, I want to go elephant riding in Thailand and I want to go to Pattaya to visit the night market!"

"I'm afraid we won't be able to get out of the country, and even if we do, it's a black household......" I said helplessly, and the fox nodded thoughtfully.

In fact, people like us who have been in the rivers and lakes have not been clean for a long time, and we have gained some and gone to some at the same time, and there are gains and losses, which can be regarded as the golden mean.

"It's okay if you can't go out, I can rent a car to take you around the country, we want to play Yunnan again!"

"Okay, go anywhere, as long as you're there!" I looked at her with a smile, and she immediately gave me a look that you know.

Last time I went to Wuzhen with Fox Meizi and left a lot of good memories, this time I hope to have a good trip in Yunnan!

If I have the chance, I would like to go to the Potala Palace in Tibet and see the closest thing to holiness!

"Are you going to get back to work after you've rested? What about the fat man and the dumb man? And the stupid soldier?"

"Let's talk about it later, Shenyang has our back road, but now the world is big everywhere is our back road!"

"As long as no one knows us, I don't want to go to the casino anymore because I don't feel like there's any fun in gambling. ”

"Gambling money is for money, if it's not for money, then no one gambles, but gambling is really getting thinner and thinner!"

"What's new in your gambling boat, do you win or lose in the end?"

"Of course I won! The process is too complicated, you listen to me slowly!"

"Good!"

Now I have a lot of time to squander, enough time to tell Kitsune, all the stories and all the thrilling......

In the future, when I am old, I can tell these stories to my children, to those children and grandchildren around my knees, so that they can know what the rivers and lakes were like......

Time keeps moving forward, the times are constantly developing, and one day we will all be eliminated, and all the old rivers and lakes are destined to be drowned in the dust of history.

But the most important thing in this life is to experience, if you have not endured pain and suffering, how can you get the state of mind and understanding?