Chapter 281: Nine Deaths and One Life (The fifth update, 5000 plus more for the Golden Diamond Ticket!)
All the good things that have happened since I was a child flashed in front of me, and the beauty in front of me seems to have flashed through my life, and I think this may be a return to the light, I have heard that people will see the beauty of this generation when they are dying.
In front of my eyes is the appearance of the second uncle, his concerned and reproachful eyes every time, his voice and smile, and his warm hands......
My mind slowly calmed down, my breathing became more and more difficult, and my mind became dizzy and fell into chaos.
If it weren't for the fact that I had just hidden my face under the corpse's neck to leave a little gap, I wouldn't have survived for a little while, and I felt someone jump a few times on the ground above, but I didn't feel the oppression, and my brain gradually calmed down.
It's getting harder and harder to breathe, my nose is full of earth, goodbye to the world, goodbye to my life......
If life could have another chance, I would like to say to Sixteen that I like you......
It was as if I had entered an empty world in which there was nothing but endless darkness and coldness, and the soft earth brought with it an earthy smell.
I tried my best to breathe but couldn't feel a little bit of air, I struggled desperately to fight death alone, and for the first time I found simple breathing so difficult.
"I can't admit defeat! I can't give up! I can't give up!" I kept telling myself in my heart, struggling desperately but unable to move, and the chaos in my mind made me unable to remember anything.
Alone in the dark world, I tried my best to feed but couldn't move, and now I was almost breathing with instinct.
The body was pressed extremely heavy, and the breathing in the chest became more and more difficult, and every breath in the chest would bring tearing pain, only the pain reminded me that I was alive, only the taste of pain was still so clear.
I haven't experienced despair, I don't know that the world is so real, I haven't experienced life and death, I don't know how precious the sunny sky is, really, so precious......
Being alone in the darkness is the boundary between life and death, my body is so cold, I can't exert the slightest strength, where are the people I love? Where are my friends? Can you still think of me at this moment, can I still see you?
I left the last tears in the sinking world, and my eyes became blurry and white, as if the sky in the sun had opened its doors to me, and the dream obsession gave me a pair of wings, a pair of wings to fly to heaven.
In a trance, I felt that the sky was so blue today, so clear, and the heaviness on my body was all gone.
Everything became so easy in an instant, like flying in the vast sky, swimming on the ice blue planet, far from everything I loved.
I was so tired and cold, I seemed to see the black sea, see the tombstone by the North Sea, and see my name engraved on it.
My loved ones, please don't cry for me, I will become a star and always be with you in the sky......
"Sanming! Xiong Sanming! Wake up Xiong Sanming!"
"Wake me up! You can't sleep!"
Am I in heaven now? Why can I see Su Yurong's face? Am I dead? But why can I still see his tears so clearly?
What the hell is going on with all this?
"Wake up! You can't sleep!" Suddenly I felt my chest being pressed hard, and a breath came from my mouth, and a tearing pain came from my dull chest in an instant.
The pressure kept repeating, the wet water dripped on my face, and I couldn't tell if it was his tears or the rain, and it felt like the world was slowly turning gray.
The pain of tearing my whole body kept me from falling into a coma, and my body became extremely heavy again, and my nose, mouth, and even ears were full of dirt.
I couldn't hear the sound and couldn't see the world clearly, I could only see the gray sky in front of me, and the drops of water fell on my body little by little, as if they were beating on my heart.
The light drop of rain on my body felt so cold, and when the pain felt so clear and real, it was all a reminder that I was alive.
I looked up at the sky and tried to convince it not to cry.
"Xiong Sanming, wake up! You must be able to! Wake me up quickly!"
In the haze, someone was calling my name all the time, and I felt a puff of air in my mouth, and then it was pressed out of my chest.
When I saw the big pit dug out next to me and saw Su Yurong's bleeding hands, all this reminded me that I was still alive, and I couldn't help crying out loud anymore at this moment.
"Howl, howl, am I still alive? Su Yurong, am I still alive?"
"It's alright, it's alright! you're still alive!" he hugged me tightly and slapped me on the back, a stream of heat running down the cold rain, and I knew it was his tears that were hot.
"I'm alive, I'm alive!"
At this moment, I hugged each other tightly, I did not have the joy of escaping death, I did not have the excitement of the rest of my life, I only had the awe of life in my heart......
The gray sky is so clear, the leaves and breeze are so precious, and everything that was once within reach is back to us.
In a heavy rain, we hugged each other tightly and saw the world with our own eyes again, seeing this familiar and strange world......
I kept shivering in the rain, this nightmare took away a lot of things, took away the obsessions and dreams of the past, took away the frivolity of youth, and took away everything that was once confused.
At this moment I breathed heavily and cried hard, just to prove that I was still alive!
The heart that was once stained with fear has become strong again, as if it has been washed away by a heavy rain, and the heart is the warmth and firmness that Su Yurong gave me.
There is no obsession with revenge, there is no inner hesitation, everything seems to start over after everything I have experienced, and after touching the boundary between life and death, I have understood a lot, and I understand what is truly worthy of my preciousness, and what is truly gone.
"It's all right, it's all over. Su Yurong patted me on the back and comforted, now all the pain is not important, because I am still alive.
In the pouring rain and rustling of leaves, I sat on the ground and lit a cigarette, which became spicy and choking.
I'm just coming back to my senses now, I never dreamed that Su Yurong would find here, if it weren't for him, I'd be dead now, but how did he find here?
"How did you find me? It's incredible. ”
"Actually, I didn't leave after diving, I hid with a wheat stalk nearby, because I knew I couldn't escape. ”
"And how did you find me? How did you know I was buried here?"
"I've been pulling the boat in the water since you got on the boat, and I've been following you all the way here, and I'll come to your rescue as soon as they leave!"
Everything is understood, it was Su Yurong's calmness that saved me, if he hadn't come here with him, who would have known that I was buried alive?
I don't know what words to use to describe my heart at the moment, it's just indescribably complicated, but I know it's all happening.
"Su Yurong, I owe you once. ”
"It's just a rip-off. ”
We helped each other out in the heavy rain, walking aimlessly through the woods, unable to find our way home, but now everything was not important.
As long as I can live and go on, as long as I live I can have hope, I left this forest with everything I had, leaving only my once immature heart.
The simple and kind Xiong Sanming has died here, and there are only shackles that come out of here, and after the baptism of this heavy rain, I have no reason to be weak anymore.
In this world of deceit, I have never been as firm in my heart as I am now, as if I have gained a second life!
Su Yurong and I didn't know how long we walked, but there was a cornfield when we walked out of the woods, and some of the corn was not picked, so we broke a few and nibbled them raw.
Now it doesn't matter what it doesn't matter as long as I can live, only by living can there be hope, and only by living can I get back everything I lost!
"Xiong Sanming, you look like this...... Enough to coward. ”
"Haha, you too!"
We looked at each other and couldn't help but smile, he was wet like a soup chicken, I was covered in mud, and I felt extremely relaxed when I was washed by the heavy rain.
Maybe this is the joy of suffering, I'm going to go out to find the second uncle, this account must come back to calculate, I don't know what will happen to the second uncle in the future......
Step by step, walking through the cornfields and through the fields, eating raw corn and peanuts, walking towards the distant high-rise buildings.
As long as you can touch a road, you have the hope of being rescued, and you still have a bank card hidden in your shoes, so as long as you have money, you can live......