Chapter 64: Yan Yongnong's conscience is disturbed

When she pushed open her mother's room, she saw a terrible scene: her lower body fell to the ground on her side, her upper body was hanging in the air, and a cloth belt was hanging from her neck, which was torn from a sheet, and the other end of the cloth was tied to the bed frame.

Yan Bianxi rushed forward, quickly lifted his mother's body to relax the belt, and inserted one hand into the cloth belt around his mother's neck.

Yan Bianxi hugged her mother and cried, she was not crying for her grievances, she was crying for the loss of her mother, she saw that her mother did not move, and thought she was hanged. The pain of losing a mother is far more intense than the pain of losing a school.

Yan Bianzhao has always cared about his sister, and when he saw her running down the mountain, he was very uneasy, so he turned around to say hello to his father and then followed his sister down, one step slower than his sister. When I heard my sister's cry, my heart jumped, and when I came in, I understood what had happened.

He hurriedly carried his mother to the bed and touched her heart, it was hot, and he felt a slight beat in her veins.

"Old sister, don't cry, Mom is still angry. Let's hurry up and save her, you pinch her among people, do artificial respiration. I'm going to press on her chest and beat her heartbeat. Yan Bianzhao said.

The two siblings really pulled their mom back from the ghost gate. I am glad to see my mother come to life, and my heart is open.

"Mom, how did you think of taking this road! Are you willing to leave me, what will I do if you die?" he cried sadly.

"You shouldn't save me, I'm a burden, and I will drag you down one day by one day. Xixi, I know that you are the one who suffers the most, and you can only get out if I die. Wang Huilan said weakly.

"Mom, I want you to live well. I figured it out, I can't learn it. I can't do without you without studying, I won't leave you, I will accompany you and serve you well from now on. Xixi wiped away her tears.

"Cub, I'm a wasted person, useless, chaining you to my side is doing evil, I did evil in my previous life and did all the evil in the next life. It's not a pity for me to die, and it's a pity to ruin your future alive. ”

"Mom, I don't blame you, this is my destiny, I admit it. I also have the same understanding that reading does not necessarily have to go to school to read to be famous, and there are many self-taught people in ancient and modern China and abroad. At home, I won't give up reading. Yan Bianxi said.

Yan Yongnong finally achieved his goal, and the play of divination in the temple was carefully arranged by him.

He found the monk in advance and told the monk about his actual situation, and the monk was very sympathetic to him. However, sympathy is sympathy, and they are reluctant to help him deceive.

After all, this is an evil thing to kill one life and raise one life, he said that the purpose of becoming a monk is to practice, accumulate goodness, and do virtuous deeds, and the Bodhisattva will not rely on him if he does not do authentic things.

Yan Yongnong told the monk: "My son is studying and my daughter is left behind by iron nails into the oak tree, and I just do this through the motions. It's just because my daughter is stubborn, I pressed her hard for fear that she wouldn't figure it out and hurt her life. Fooling her like this made her succumb to fate, and perhaps hurt a little less. You have done me this favor and actually blessed my daughter, you are doing good deeds and accumulating merits. ”

The monk felt that it was a reason, and when he saw that Yan Yongnong had brought soybeans, rice, vegetables and other items, he agreed softly. After all, I ate other people's soft mouths and took other people's soft hands.

Today's monks say that they see through the red dust, but they are not ordinary people, and they have selfish intentions, how can they be completely beyond the world?

The confession is a tool for the monk to mix rice and eat, and he has lost it in his hands for many years, he wants to throw a positive one, and if he wants to throw a negative one, he will have a negative one. Don't even have this amount of effort and still want to cheat incense money?

Yan Yongnong deceived his daughter with such a ghost thing, and felt a little guilty. Especially when I saw my daughter's heartbroken appearance later, I felt more and more uncomfortable.

There is also a woman who has followed him for more than ten years to end her life to reduce everyone's burden, which makes him even more distressed. When I thought of going out and leaving their sick mother and weak daughter at home for many years, my heart ached.

Yan Yongnong sat on the stone pier of the venue, and Yan Bianzhao came over and said, "Dad, this arrangement is too cruel to my sister, I can't stand it." ”

"This is the arrangement of fate, who can stand it?"

"Dad, I have an idea, I wonder if you can adopt it?"

"And a whole bunch of reasons why you don't study? You don't read unless the sky falls. ”

"If we don't go to the first middle school in southern Hunan, we will go to the county to study, and if we come back to study, the tuition will be free, and we will eat by ourselves, and we don't need to ----- living expenses."

"If you don't read such a good school and read it back, you are reluctant to give it to me. ”

"When you go to junior high school, you insist on pulling my old sister from a key middle school to my ordinary middle school, but it's a pity that you won't see it when you study!"

This fully illustrates that the effect of going to a key middle school is different from that of a regular middle school. ”

"The point is that we can both read it. ”

"It's okay for a family to have a read, and I'd rather raise a phoenix than a nest of chickens. Without further ado, you are single-mindedly ready for school. ”

Yan Yongnong's heart has been aching, and he can't bear to leave their mother and daughter. If there was a begging stick for them, and let them beg for a living, his guilt would be lightened a little.

One day, he heard the news that the village primary school was short of a teacher. It would be great if my daughter could be this teacher! Although she is not reading, she also deals with books. Although it is not very expensive, it is enough for them to buy rice to eat. He had to help his daughter with this errand.

Go to the village chief, as long as the village chief nods, things are expected. But the family is now destitute, the pigs are sold to cure the woman's diseases, the chickens and ducks are sold to collect medicine for her, and a cow is shared with others, and the widow has a few rations left upstairs. I really didn't have anything to give to the village chief.

What is the way? There was no official in the cuffs, so Yan Yongnong had no choice but to take a white mouth and beg the village chief.

When he arrived at the door of the village chief, Yan Yongnong was embarrassed to go in.

"Ouch, isn't this Lao Yan, which gust of wind blew you here? Hurry up, hurry up and come in and sit. the kid, it's a guest, it's tea!" the village chief saw Yan Yongnong greet him warmly.

Yan Yongnong came in and didn't say a word for a long time. Or did the village chief ask, "What are you looking for me?"

"Exactly, village chief, I have nothing to do but go to the Three Treasures Palace, and there is indeed something I ask you to pull into, but I am embarrassed to speak empty-footed and white-handed. Yan Yongnong said hesitantly.

"You're just looking down on me, I'm a money-loving man, and you want you to buy me with ninety-seven-nine-eight things? What's the matter? As long as I can help, I'll do my best. The village chief said it very cheerfully.

"Village chief, you know that the illness of (my wife) in my house has dragged my family into poverty. There is a debt of more than 3,000 yuan outside, school is about to start, I can't afford to study with two children, and there is a paralyzed person to serve. I'm going to take a break from Xixi's books, it's much lighter to read one less, and it's also convenient to be my daughter's mother. ”

"Leave Xixi's book behind, she is a piece of reading material! Isn't it a pity?" the village chief interrupted Yan Yongnong.

"I can't do it, it's not that I can't do it. The debts owed outside have to be repaid, the books need money to read, and the family needs to eat, and it is difficult to rely on my hands alone. This debt has weighed me down so much that I can't straighten my waist, and how much money can I earn just by doing carpentry at home? I am going to follow Yan Bianzhao into the city and look for something to do in the city. ”

"You mean to be out with your son all year round?" asked the village chief.

"Well, I'm not familiar with the place I came to the city, and I don't have a place to put my feet, so I can't take a paralyzed person with me. I had to leave her at home, but how could I live at home with a paralyzed person? ”

"What about the fields at home? Xixi doesn't have a hoe to handle the height, but she can handle the work in the field?"

"That's why I'm coming to you, I don't know the ups and downs of this outing, and it's a question mark whether I can feed my family. I heard that there is a shortage of teachers in the village primary school, so I asked you to help her teach. She didn't want to be able to do the work in the fields, she should be able to do this teaching. If she has a fixed income, the life of the mother and son will be guaranteed, at least the money to buy rice, and she will not starve to death. ”

Hearing this, the village chief deserted in his heart, and since he saw Xixi that time, he didn't know how much he liked her. She is small and exquisite, her face is like a white face, and she is smart and clever.

He thought of his son Wang Xueli, who could find such a daughter-in-law for him in the future, and he would wake up laughing when he fell asleep.

He had told his own woman what he thought, and she also said that he was daydreaming. said that people have ready-made sons-in-law, and verbally raised Yan Bianzhao as a son, but in fact they were raising a son-in-law. At this time, it seems that his dream is about to come true.

He was wishing to stay at home, and the phoenix broke its wings and couldn't fly. She had read enough books that her son would not be able to climb any further.

Now it is just right, the two children are matched in appearance, and I like to be beautiful and my son is also born to pomp; I have read more books, but my family affairs are ten thousand times stronger than her family, and I can be regarded as a good match.

Wang Xueli is now a soldier and has the hope of eating national food, and Yan Bianxi is also half public and half peasant when he becomes a private teacher, so it is even more half a catty to eight taels.

The village chief hopes that Yan Bianzhao will read it out, and it is best to read it to a foreign country. At that time, it is impossible for him to come back and marry a peasant as his wife, and no one will call him "Chen Shimei", because they are brother and sister to the outside world.

That's good, this daughter-in-law is stable.

Just as he was thinking about it, Yan Yongnong asked, "Village Chief, what do you mean?"

The village chief came back to his senses: "Ah, ah, good, good, it should be, she is more than enough for a junior high school student to teach a primary school." Most of the teachers in the school have graduated from junior high school, and they are all 'parallel goods', how many of them are really talented and learned? This matter is on me, you can rest assured, if Xixi can't teach unless he takes off the hat of my village chief. ”

With the guarantee of the village chief, Yan Yongnong felt much more at ease, and his worries were alleviated a lot.