Chapter Seventy-One: The Confusion of the Moon Heart
Chapter Seventy-One: The Confusion of the Moon Heart
After Yuexin was dismissed, her parents hated Yan Yongnong and his family to death like they hated the Japanese.
Her mother vomited so hard that she lay in bed for several days without eating or drinking, and her tears never dried.
Although her father said that he took someone to beat Yan Yongnong's house to pieces, he still couldn't understand the hatred in his heart. As soon as he mentioned it, he gritted his teeth and scolded, and when he saw the people who dragged the wooden ridge, they all went in and scolded. Yan Yongnong is not three inches tall, and there is a lot of momentum to make Yan Yongnong notorious.
Fortunately, Yan Yongnong has Wang Huilan, otherwise he would really have to be single. Whose daughter ran away as if she had escaped the plague when she visited him?
Yuexin is a faint and unattentive look, there is a Yan Yongnong who doesn't feel much, he doesn't feel less without him, he doesn't feel bored when he sees him, and he doesn't want to see him. She devoted herself to being her tailor as her master tailor.
Time is like a sword, the sun and the moon are like a shuttle, and two years have passed quickly. Girls of the same age as her around Yuexin are becoming rarer, and the best friends who are compatible with her are gone one by one.
She had the feeling of being alone, and loneliness made her feel like a home, longing for a man to love, and longing for the joy of family with children around her knees.
She found that few men her age were free. She was so married to the earliest girl who had not married in the end, she was really a little worried, worried that a good man would pick up someone else, and it would be her turn to pick out someone else's unwanted foothold.
Year after year, she entered the ranks of big girls, and then became an old girl (a rural girl is an old girl before she reaches twenty-seven or eighteen), and no one comes to the door even if she is not in demand.
Although it has been decades since the old society to the new society, the feudal mentality in people's minds is still deep-rooted, and it is unfair to women.
For example, if a man changes one woman after another, no one will investigate his chastity, and there will still be a daughter who wants to marry him. People will look down on him and say that he has the ability to do things.
Replacing a woman is the opposite, stipulating that women are from the beginning, and women who are divorced and divorced are a pile of rotten shit. A pro-head cub would rather find a defective unopened original item than a second-hand item with a good picture of gold.
This chastity is more important than a woman's life, and a broken woman carries a green hat with her to the man who will be her husband.
A chastity like Yuexin is still there, and men don't dare to ask for it, because her divorce is in an uproar, and it is known from far and near, on the surface, people pity her and sympathize with her and stand on her side, but in fact, in the eyes of people, she is a little shorter.
Those hypocritical men would rather have a woman who is in fact lost and is still nominally a daughter of their own daughter, rather than an innocent woman like her with a reputation, regardless of whether she is innocent.
Yuexin doesn't understand people's thoughts and concepts, how can she understand it? In front of her, people are afraid to talk about marriage and marriage, and she is in a bad situation of closing her ears and listening.
Because of her good craftsmanship and the piles of clothes she had to make, she didn't have time to listen to other people's gossip, let alone join the gossip crowd.
Yuexin is very distressed, there are people who want shit, only tatters and no one wants them. Why are you being treated like garbage?
She reflected on herself again and again, was it because of her poor appearance?
In front of the dressing mirror, she carefully examined herself: the white and red winter melon face, the big shining eyes under the willow eyebrows, the garlic nose, the cherry mouth with red lips and white teeth, this face is not even willing to put down the mirror when she sees it herself. and that well-proportioned figure that is neither fat nor thin
Standing in front of a person is like a magnet that attracts people's eyes.
Is she stupid? Even though she only graduated from elementary school, eight out of ten girls in the village have never entered the school, she can be regarded as a female talent. Stepping out of the school to learn tailoring, a master with seven or eight apprentices, some people have to recognize the size for several days, to measure the guests
I had to study for several weeks, and after three years of study, I couldn't pinch a piece of clothing.
As long as Yuexin stands next to the master and watches, it will be the same when he sees the same. Two years later, he became a master, and now he is very popular in Fangyuantuan.
Is it because of his undignified conduct, words and deeds are wrong?
Her mother was a little daughter-in-law from the old society, what kind of hardships and what kind of oppression she had suffered?
What three from the four virtues, what daughter by her mother ripe slippery.
She used all these on Yuexin, and there was only one thing she didn't let Yuexin do, and that was to wrap her feet.
Poor Yuexin can't speak loudly at a young age, and she can't smile with her teeth bared. Walk upright, sit and sleep
Be ashamed of your delays.
You can't go where there are men, you can't go to lively places, you can't do games, you can't watch movies.
Anyway, her mother is constantly correcting her words and deeds, and she is constantly standardizing.
When she was a little older, she was tired of listening to it and said to her mother: "It's rotten, I cover my ears and listen to my neck." ”
When she took her hand away, her mother read it as usual, and inevitably added a few more words: "What I say is serious, don't listen to it, when you cross the iron threshold, you will be disgusted by your mother-in-law." People scold you for having a grandmother and not a grandmother to teach. ”
Her mother's tireless nagging was better than scolding, and Yuexin walked impartially along the ink line of her mother's bullet like a saw.
She was puzzled, and her distress troubled her, and the sleepy insect was noisy that it could not enter her head in the middle of the night, and she tossed and turned in bed, waiting for the rooster to crow and wait for the dawn.
Once, an overheard conversation gave her an answer.
Sister-in-law Li: "Sister Yuexin, more than twenty, right?"
Wang's mother: Yes, Jiachennian, the same year as my big hair, I remember that my big hair just went to the ground, Xi Xiaoyu (midwife) was still cutting the umbilical cord, her mother had an accident, sent someone to urge Xi Xiaoyu, and made Xi Xiaoyu so busy that she didn't have time to pee.
Sister-in-law Li: Born and grown on the same soil, their fates are different. Your big hair is dead, and your son has done a good job of walking and jumping. What about the heart of the moon? There is not yet one nest in Anju. She wants to be good-looking, talented, and has a good family education, and it is difficult to find one in a hundred miles, that is, people are not obedient!
Wang Ma: You have a sharp mouth (can speak) and have a lot of acquaintances, so help her find a suitable person!
Sister-in-law Li: What you said lightly, how many villages in the radius don't know the details of her? At that time, the two families had a falling out for the retreat, but they didn't beat gongs and drums and set off firecrackers to publicize it. She is a person who is not wanted by the Yan family, and her reputation is not good, which Han Ba cub knows that it is a green hat and has to be deducted on his head, where can he not drink sake if he has money, he has to drink this turbid wine?
Wang's mother: It's a pity that what a good girl was given away alive. -----
After hearing this, Yuexin suddenly realized that the responsibility was not on herself, she was a victim and a victim. What follows the rules, what three follows and four virtues, what ladies are all bullshit.
She wants to fight back, vent and retaliate, the way to fight back is to curse, she picked up the board and knife and learned to scold the countryside like scolding melons and vegetables.
first scolded the bullshit feudal thoughts, then scolded those stinky men with eyes and beads, and even scolded Yan Yongnong and his family who lost their conscience, scolded his ancestors for eighteen generations, and scolded his great-grandson Modi.
After scolding for a while, she stopped scolding, she realized that her throat was hoarse, and what effect did it do if the board was broken?
The feudal tumor will not be scolded by her and die, and the stinky man will not be scolded by her and become obedient, especially Yan Yongnong eloped with the wild woman a few years ago and has not heard from him so far. Her swearing words didn't stick to him, they didn't make him itch, and if he really felt it, he would snort a few times at most.