1127 Reunion after a long absence, infinite emotion
I've said before that there is no point in hating, so I don't choose to hate you...... Since you have time, let's come out and meet, you can talk about the place. ”
Tian Fen didn't seem to want to dwell on the phone about the past.
"It's up to you to decide the place, anywhere......"
"I know your time is precious, so it's in the western restaurant near your company. ”
"Okay, I'll go over now. ”
When Xing Zhongyu arrived at the western restaurant, the waiter led him to a window position.
Only then did he know that Tian Fen had already come, and she should have called him near the company, but she didn't go directly to the company to find him.
She should have some concerns, after many years, she still hasn't changed, putting herself in his shoes.
A faint figure sat at the table, wearing an apricot-colored coat and neat short hair, and his body still looked a little thin.
At this moment, she held her cheeks with her right hand, looking at the scenery on the road outside the window, looking intoxicated.
I couldn't see her face, but with her slender neck and emaciated shoulders, if you looked at it from the side, she didn't look like a woman in her fifties at all.
When Tian Fen was in college, he was about to graduate from graduate school, and he was five years younger than him, but their meeting still performed a romantic love story.
may be more and more poignant because of the imperfect ending of the love story, Xing Zhongyu feels that his true love in this life is only given to Tian Fen.
As for his wife He Jie, he gives more affection.
Tian Fen ......, he didn't know how much courage he mustered up before he called softly.
Tian Fen turned his head as if he was distracted, and when he saw that it was him, he smiled lightly, and his voice was as light as the one on the phone, "You're here, hurry up, I don't know what you like to eat, so I'll help you order some at will." ”
The gaze lingered on his face for a moment, then he looked at the waiter, nodded slightly at the waiter, and signaled that the waiter could deliver the meal.
The face was still so clear, except for some wrinkles at the corners of the eyes, there was no change at all.
It's just that she's still so thin, as if she'll never get fat.
"I don't care. His gaze stayed on her face, as if he wanted to see back the lost twenty years.
And she was obviously aware of his gaze, lowered her eyelids, and looked at the coffee in front of her.
A long silence followed.
Xing Zhongyu always felt that he had a lot of things to say to her, but when he really met, he realized that the words he wanted to say were nothing more than to express his apologies.
If it makes no sense, why should he say it?
"How have you been doing all these years?"
Tian Fen raised her eyes slightly, and a light smile crossed her calm eyes, "Okay, I work from 9 to 5 every day, my life is very regular, and my income is quite good, I have already bought a house over there, and I just came back to do some things......"
"Did you buy a house over there? Do you plan to settle over there?"
Xing Zhongyu's heart was like being cut with a knife suddenly, and it was difficult to breathe in pain.
He had never seen Tian Fen all this time, but there had always been a hope in his heart: Tian Fen would come back sooner or later, and he would appear in front of him......
Especially after Xing Yu returned, that hope seemed to have become a reality that was about to come.
On the way here, he kept thinking, what would she have to do with me? She must have wanted to come back, to settle in Kyoto, to accompany Xingyu......
He had no idea that this would be the case......
"Well, I've been over there for more than twenty years, and I'm used to everything, so I don't plan to come back. Tian Fen nodded, quietly stirring the coffee in front of him.
"What are you used to? You were obviously born here, this is your hometown, here are your relatives, why do you want to settle abroad? Even if you don't want to go back to Lingshi, you can come to Kyoto, I can arrange everything for you, have you forgotten that people have to return to their roots......
"I understand what you said, but when I left, I just felt that there was nothing to worry about here......"
Xing Zhongyu's eyes suddenly darkened, "Speaking of which, I hurt you too deeply back then, so you feel that your motherland has nothing to be nostalgic for...... I'm a nightmare for you, right?"
Tian Fen smiled faintly, "I can't say that, it's my own choice to go abroad, just like I followed you back then, it's also my own choice, I have never blamed anyone......"
"Actually, you should have told me back then that you were pregnant, and I would definitely not let you go......"
Thinking of the lonely back when she left, Xing Zhongyu was still uncomfortable, he just couldn't bear it at the time, and felt guilty in his heart, but when he later learned that she was three months pregnant at that time, he couldn't wait to kneel in front of her and beg for her forgiveness......
"I know. But I don't want to tie you up with a child, don't you know me? I loved you at that time, and I will give you enough freedom...... I never wanted you to take on something for me, and I didn't want to be a burden to you......"
"You're wrong, the child with the belly is not a burden for me, but a responsibility, you left me so silently, it is equivalent to not giving me the opportunity to be responsible......"
"Really?" Tian Fen's voice sank, "If you were really responsible, you shouldn't have followed the family's arrangement to marry He Jie in the first place, when you told me about this, I already understood your choice, do you think I will stay by your side with peace of mind?"
At this time, his eyes were no longer as flat as before, revealing a touch of coldness.
She is not a saint, how can she not have hatred in her heart? It's just that the love for Xing Zhongyu in her heart has surpassed that hatred.
After many years, there is no point in hate.
"You're right...... It's all my fault......"
"There is no point in pursuing these now, and no one is right or wrong, as long as we are together, the relationship is really enough, I have never doubted this, so sometimes I think about it, no matter how difficult it has been for the past 20 years, the memories you have given me are still the most beautiful, and with this memory, it is enough to brighten my life......"
There was a slight smile on that bleak face, which looked so quiet and beautiful......
Tian Fen...... I have never forgotten our past either......"
"No, you should forget, you are different from me, you have a wife, you have a daughter, you have your own home, your heart should belong to them......"
"But my heart can't control ......"
Tian Fen suddenly sighed faintly, and his eyes flickered slightly.
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