The big bed is obviously in front of him, a few steps are out of reach for Yan Yiling now, his arms are holding her with all his might, and he walks to the big bed step by step, his eyes are unwavering, as if he is not holding Zhang Yanran, but the heart that loves her, holding it tightly, afraid that he will not be able to fight it back if it is broken.

Abel shook his head and sighed, "Why are you so stubborn?"

Zhu Si touched Abel and shook his head with his eyes, telling him not to speak.

Yan Yiling finally placed Zhang Yanran on the bed, her eyes lit up slightly: "Abel, please help her check first." ”

Abel spared the other side of the bed and muttered, "I wasn't allowed to touch her just now." ”

"I'm sorry, I was too nervous. Yan Yiling apologized unexpectedly and was calm.

Abel couldn't help but doubt his hearing, and recalled that he was apologizing, forgetting what to do for a while, until he heard Yan Yiling's urging, he came back to his senses, and stepped forward to check: "She's fine, she's just too tired, and she fainted from exhaustion." ”

"It's your turn. Abel didn't forget that he had just woken up and was discharged from the hospital, he hadn't even done an examination, and he was just about to start doing an ordinary examination for him, but he was blocked, Yan Yiling pointed to the living room, Abel understood, and went out with the cross box.

Yan Yiling put the air conditioner on her, leaned over and kissed her smooth forehead, and then turned around and asked: "You take good care of your wife here, and tell me as soon as she wakes up." ”

"Mr. Yan, I know. Zhu Si lowered his head, just enough to hide his loss.

As soon as the door behind her rang, Zhu Si walked to Zhang Yanran's bed, looking at Zhang Yanran's eyes full of envy, a trace of jealousy flashed in her mind, she quickly shook her head, dispelled this thought, removed her eyes, and lowered the temperature in the room a little.

"Madam, I envy you so much, really, really envy you, but I won't be jealous of you, I won't hurt you, because... You're the one he loves the most. Zhu Si sat on the side of the bed, his eyes looking out the window, not focused.

When Yan Yiling found out about her physical condition, she immediately arranged for the notarized distribution of the estate, she didn't expect that all his property decisions would belong to his wife, and when he put down the pen and signed, Zhu Si was beside him, constantly enduring patience and sourness, but wanted to smile with him.

When everyone fell asleep, she dared to release this emotion without any worries, her love could not be seen, would not be accepted, they all knew why her eyes were red and swollen the next day, but they also knew where Yan Yiling's heart was, she never dared to be delusional, but couldn't help but think about what she would do if he died?

Zhu Si clenched his hand, his voice was small to the limit, and he secretly pleaded humbly: "Madam, he really loves you, this is a love that cannot be expressed in words, and there is nothing to measure his love for you, can you be kind to him?" Only you can make him persevere, only you can let him have the belief to live, even if it is to live one more day, I can't watch him die in front of me, I really can't do it, I can't be indifferent, as long as he can live, I will silently bless you, and never cause you the slightest trouble..."

Zhu Si suddenly appeared in front of his eyes, and the scene of Yan Yiling being sent to the emergency room for rescue, his hands trembling.

"I... I beg you, I beg you..."Zhu Si's emotions gradually lost control, revealing a choked voice, she lay on the side of Zhang Yanran's bed and cried loudly, as if Zhang Yanran's "can" could delay his life: "I beg you, okay... Madam, I... I..."

The movement in the room was too big, and Yan Yiling didn't care whether Abel was still checking whether he was still checking, so he hurried back to the room, and Abel had no choice but to follow.

When they opened the door, they saw Zhu Si holding Zhang Yanran and crying silently, Yan Yiling's heart "chuckled", he walked quickly to Zhang Yanran and broke Zhu Si's hand, and put Zhang Yanran's body flat, she didn't move at all for such a big move, at this time, he began to panic.

Yan Yiling put his hand in front of her nose and found that there was still a faint heat, so he held her hand tightly and didn't let go.

Zhu Si came back to his senses at this time, realized that he was out of control, and hurriedly explained: "Mr. Yan, I'm sorry, I haven't seen my wife for too long, and now that she has come back safely, I can't help it for a while, just..."

"Get me out!" Yan Yiling was displeased, and did not deal with their mood in the slightest, and drove away directly.

When the room returned to quiet, Yan Yiling slowly lay beside her, hugging her tightly with all his might, only when the body temperature warmed up could he feel her true existence and let his heart have a place to return.

In front of his eyes is a huge wedding portrait, in which she smiles very purely, just like she was at school, and his smile is doting, the two look at each other, full of happiness.

But behind the portrait, they have forgotten how to laugh, and they have forgotten what happiness is? They finally missed it, this life is too short, he hasn't given her the best things, he hasn't taken her where she wants to go, and it's over before he has time to love her properly.

- Maomao, we got married in such a hurry that we forced you too much, so that we didn't even have a real wedding photo, maybe not, or not.

- Cat, I'm waiting for your forgiveness, forgive me for not having time to say goodbye to you back then, so I left you alone.

- Cat, I'm a liar, I thought I could protect you for a lifetime, but later, I realized that my life is a little shorter than that of a normal person.

- Maomao, I've been thinking a lot lately, if you hadn't met me, would you have been married and had children?

- Cat, breaking into my life in this life is like walking into a disaster, so in the next life, will you spare the road?

- Cats, I am a stain on their lives, someone they have always dreamed of getting rid of, and now it's time to give them back.

- Cat, may I be like an insignificant wind, coming quietly and leaving without taking a single penny.

Yan Yiling's eyelids became heavier and heavier, his vision became more and more blurred, his head was chaotic, and he gradually fell asleep, entering a very vague situation.

He had a long, long dream, he had a mango cake in his hand, she looked back and ran towards him with a smile and a happy smile, the smile was as pleasant as a bell, and there was an unsteady baby behind her, speaking indistinct babbling, and complained to Yan Yiling: "Baba, Ma Ma is not waiting for the nest, it's too bad, Ma Ma is bad Ma Ma." ”

Zhang Yanran ran into Yan Yiling's arms, made a cute grimace at the baby, and succeeded: "Your baba is mine, it's useless for you to sue!"

"Ma Ma is a big villain, a big villain!!" The baby stared at his round eyes, his eyes were red, and his small mouth was flattened, and he cried.

Yan Yiling put the cake aside, walked to the baby, and picked it up: "Good, don't cry." ”

"Baa... Ba, are you numb?" the baby asked aggrievedly as he lay on Yan Yiling's shoulder.

Yan Yiling involuntarily looked at Zhang Yanran, and found that she was looking at him with a smile on her face, he patted the baby's back and nodded slightly.

Then there was a burst of her success and the baby's shouting, one big and one small, very cute.

"Look, he's mine. ”

"Ma Ma is a bad guy. ”

"Even if you say the badass, he's mine alone. ”

"Ma Ma is a bad guy. ”

"I can kiss him. Hugs, a loud kiss on the face "Uh-huh!"

"Ma Ma, you're a big villain, I don't want you anymore!" The baby struggled down and ran to Zhang Yanran to hammer her, suddenly her feet floated, and the baby's back collar was held in Yan Yiling's hand, shaking her head.

The girl's laughter was in stark contrast to the baby's crying, his heart seemed to be filled with them, a burst of warmth crossed his heart, immersed in it, and he didn't want to wake up again, there was someone he loved, there was his child!

In this dream, from beginning to end, Yan Yiling did not say a word, although he was immersed, his consciousness was extremely clear.

After he woke up, he asked Zhang Yanran a question.

"I've heard that people who have passed away don't talk about their dreams, right?"

Zhang Yanran remembered that she had heard her father say such a thing, and her mother had never said anything about it, so she nodded: "Maybe so." ”

"Heh, so that's the case......" Yan Yiling turned his back to her, buttoned up the dress one by one, and where she couldn't see it, there was a flood of bitterness, seeping into her heart and lungs, and there was reluctance under her eyes.

Suddenly, his waist tightened, his body was a little tight, his heartbeat was almost unable to keep up with the rhythm, her face leaned against his stiff back, and Bai Hao's hands wrapped around his waist.

Yan Yiling closed his eyes slightly, and said warmly: "I'm sorry, I was unintentional just now." Maybe his question inadvertently stabbed her, did she think of Yang Qingqin?

Through the floor-to-ceiling windows, you can see that the street lamps and store lights have been lit outside, so that the city that has been in darkness for a few days has a breath.

Yan Yiling saw his life lighter than anyone else's, but at the moment when she hugged him, he was suddenly very afraid of death, and he was afraid that he would never see her again.

Cat, do you know that one of your actions will make me move crooked thoughts?

Yan Yiling hasn't touched her since she was poisoned, and now her active hug, separated by a cloth behind her, makes him feel like he wants her immediately.

Zhang Yanran turned from behind Yan Yiling to his face, stepped on his feet, grabbed his tie, and made him bow his head, her red lips accurately fell on his thin lips, and tasted it.

"Very good, no smell of flowers and grass. Zhang Yanran tilted her head slightly to show a smile, there was a glimmer in her eyes, not mixed with anything, like a naughty girl.

When she smiled, all the scenery was eclipsed, and when she smiled, his heart shook slightly, and when she smiled, she could lead his emotions away.

Yan Yiling hooked her lips and held her head down at the same time, so that she had no way to escape, this kiss was more intense than any time, and she wanted to insert her into her body, never, never separated.

Yan Yiling hugged her tightly, and her voice was a little hoarse: "You are like a bottle of poison, I know I can't touch it, but I can't control it and fall deeper and deeper." ”

Cat, I don't want others to have a smile like yours, but I'm not qualified.

Zhang Yanran obediently rested in his arms and smiled lightly: "Since you are addicted, don't quit." ”

"If you don't quit, you won't quit until you die. "He couldn't quit her.