077Actually, I know
With such a look, how could Mu Qingqing not know that there was something in his heart?
Mu Qingqing's personality has been like a boy since he was a child, and when he grew up, he got rid of some of the habits of boys because of his family's upbringing, but he has always been arrogant, and his occasionally domineering personality is still there. But to her relatives, especially those younger than her, she is a "kind" big sister.
Just like Mo Baisu, he was bullied by Mu Qingqing a lot when he was a child, but if Mo Baisu was bullied by others, Mu Qingqing might pull poor Mo Baisu who was crying and go to someone's house to find someone's parents to explain.
A little girl, the love of calf protection is very serious.
Mu Qingqing is now the only person who can listen to Mo Baisu's heart, he feels that he is very uncomfortable, and wants to find a listener to talk to. Then, Mu Qingqing heard the name Wen Yong for the first time.
For the first time, I heard the story about the first heartbeat of this young and sunny boy.
Mo Baisu spoke very slowly, he swam in the time he spent with Wen Yong, feeling the happiness of the people he liked by his side, and he even remembered the tone and expression of Wen Yong's speech at that time. Every bit of it is the deep affection engraved in the heart. The gentleness he told was so beautiful, so beautiful that even a woman like Mu Qingqing couldn't help but be curious about her. I wonder what kind of beauty this is, and she can get a man's mind like this.
"You like her a lot?"
"yes, I like her a lot. I like it so much that even if she tells me that the person she likes is my cousin, I like it that I know that there is such a distant gap between me and my cousin, but I still can't help but muster up the courage to discuss the advantages and disadvantages with my cousin, wanting to get a chance to 'fair play'. Mo Baisu remembered the uncontrollable excitement when arguing with Li Yu that night, and his heart was sour: "I have also persuaded myself again and again, they really love each other, they love each other, but they still can't help but want to touch, want to understand, and want to see her." ”
"......" Mu Qingqing's curiosity turned to worry, and she looked at Mo Baisu worriedly.
"I used to selfishly think that her identity was embarrassing, her aunt would not let her enter the door of the Li family, and she would not marry her cousin. But the Mo family is different, the Mo family's status in City A is not high, as long as I work hard...... As long as I work hard, maybe I still have a chance to get her......"
“……”
“…… In the six months that I have been separated from her, I have missed her every day. My friends have told me that it is a very happy thing to fall in love with someone, but why...... Am I going to be so sad?"
"......" Mu Qingqing listened to Mo Baisu's confiding quietly, she understood that Li Yu's personality was domineering, but whatever he loved, he naturally would not give it to others at will, let alone his beloved woman.
"Cousin...... I miss her so much, I really miss her! I came back this time, and I didn't tell anyone secretly. The moment I arrived at the airport in City A, I was thinking that I was finally in the same city as her...... I plucked up the courage to call her, even though I knew she was with my cousin, I called her, and I asked her out for dinner, in the name of a friend. In fact...... It's just that I miss her, I want to see her. ”
"......" Mu Qingqing's hand patted Mo Baisu's shoulder, when a person is his age, he is only easy to fall deeper into his heart for the first time, but the opponent is still a cousin who is more mature and attractive than himself, so he is even more sad.
"She agreed, and you don't know how happy I was when she said yes. Mo Baisu seemed to have returned to the scene at that time, when Wen Yong promised him to come out to eat together, the joy and nervousness in his heart were like surging tides, rising day by day: "We are like friends who have been reunited for a long time to eat together." At that time, I saw Xiao Ji, who lost a lot of weight. I guess she was in a bad mood, because at that time, the rumors about her cousin's birthday party were already boiling in City A. The aunt wants to choose a suitable wife for her cousin, but Wen Zhen, as a cousin's woman, is not even known by her aunt. I think she must have had a hard time at that time...... So, I ordered a lot of dishes, all meat. I want her to eat a little more and grow a little more meat. Although she is also beautiful like that, she looks less slender when she grows more flesh. Me too...... I'm also delusional, how can I think that she can grow more meat with just such a meal?"
"Bai Su ......," Mu Qingqing called his name worriedly.
"Oh, she smiled at me that day. She smiled beautifully, beautifully. Mo Baisu recalled the gentle smile that day, and was still moved: "It's like the most brilliant morning glow, gorgeous and bright." ”
“……”
"When eating, the corners of her mouth were still stained with juice, such a smart person, I gave her a reminder but didn't realize what I meant. And then...... I wiped it for her. Mo Baisu remembered the moment of stunned Wen Yong, and remembered that in the past six months, it was the most intimate move between them, and his heart softened. In the past, when he got along with Wen Yong, he indulged in a sweet atmosphere, and this kind of intimate behavior that only couples would do to help Wen Yong wipe the corners of his mouth was the first time. At that moment, he had the illusion that the person he had been thinking about for a long time was beside him, his girlfriend.
But later, Li Yu came.
He quietly swore his sovereignty, and the gentle smile he gave him.
Maybe Wen Ji didn't even notice that her smile was very sweet.
That's the sweetness that can only be found with the person you like.
But it was the sweet wisps that turned into sharp arrows and inserted them into Mo Baisu's heart.
In fact, at that moment, he understood. What he thinks of as warmth is an illusion. What he liked was his cousin's woman, a cousin he might not surpass even if he was extremely poor all his life.
Even if Li Yu and Wen Yong can't be together, according to Li Yu's domineering and Wen Yong's stubbornness, he will not have the opportunity to hold hands with Wen Yong in this life.
In fact, from that moment, he knew.
Mo Baisu's smile was faintly desolate, and in Mu Qingqing's eyes, he had become a man's vulnerability.
The Buddha said that there are seven sufferings in the world: birth, old age, sickness, death, resentment and hatred, love and separation, and unwantedness.
Mu Qingqing felt that he couldn't let go of the most bitter thing.
She had many words of consolation brewing in her throat, but in the end they turned into a sigh that gently lingered in the deep winter air. For a long time, Mu Qingqing's voice was mixed with cold wind: "I don't know where I saw a sentence, it is very suitable for you now." ”
Mo Baisu's gaze finally fell on his cousin, who was already shivering a little.
"Time is like an arrow, you can't turn back when you shoot a bow. Mu Qingqing's line of sight gradually became more distant, and the clear young man's face in her memory was already very blurry, but she still remembered the heartbeat when she first saw him: "We work hard to move forward, and we will eventually meet a better and more suitable one." ”
“……”
"In a relationship, the two love each other is the most beautiful, the sweetest, and the best. Mu Qingqing felt Mo Baisu's gaze, and gave him a smile when he turned his eyes to meet him: "My cousin and I have made an appointment to meet this legendary Wen Ji tomorrow." ”
Mo Baisu's eyes lit up, and he looked at Mu Qingqing expectantly.
Mu Qingqing understood what he meant, but remembered that Li Yu's expression just now was a little embarrassed.
Mo Baisu softened his voice: "Cousin, I promise you, I won't think about anything, I just want to see her, okay?"
"White Su ......"
"I called her and messaged her after the last time we met, and she didn't reply to me, I was worried. ”
Mu Qingqing hesitated for a long time and nodded slowly: "Okay." ”
The sad big boy smiled.
In the inpatient department of a hospital in City A
Lin Qingxue, who was pale and still had a tourniquet wrapped around her hand, sat on the hospital bed in a silent daze. Mother Lin knew that today was the day of Li Yukai's birthday party, and she was afraid that Lin Qingxue would not be able to think about it, so she didn't dare to leave a step for a night. Even Lin Qingyu, who was originally accompanying Jiang Hui in the hospital, was urged by Lin's mother to bring a phone call, her most distressed little daughter, she couldn't make other mistakes.
The two were frightened until nine o'clock in the evening, and Lin Qingxue just silently looked at the night sky in a daze. Mother Lin saw that she was obedient, and her nervous nerves gradually relaxed. Lin Qingyu took advantage of his free time to call Jiang Hui in the corridor outside the ward, and when he left at night, Jiang Hui's parents took care of Jiang Hui in the ward, and he went to say hello, but the faces of the two old people were not good, and the mobile phone in his pocket kept ringing again, Lin Qingyu was also very embarrassed. He wanted to stay, he really wanted to stay, at least not in Jiang Hui's mood. But his mother's fear entangled his heart, thinking that Jiang Hui was fine now, and Qingxue's emotions were more important, so he still left.
The phone rang for a long time and no one answered, so Lin Qingyu dialed another one.
His eyes slid through the small glass window at the door of the ward, and he saw his mother sitting on the hospital bed, talking to Lin Qingxue.
The phone automatically hung up again, and Lin Qingyu dialed another one.
Although Lin Qingxue looked obedient, her expression was wooden and her eyes were empty, and she still hid danger. The doctor has just repeatedly explained that he must take care of the patient and not let her get too excited. But how could Lin Qingxue not be excited? What she was thinking about over and over again in her mind was her beloved Li Yu, her brother Yu whom she had liked for many years. Her eyes have followed him since she was a child, and the person she has been in contact with the most in the future after she is sensible is her brother Yu.
They are childhood sweethearts, and they are a pair in the eyes of everyone.
The golden boy and the girl are the right people.
But one day, their family went bankrupt. Her brother Yu told her that he had never meant anything to her. She didn't believe it, how could it be?
He has been going around for more than ten years, and there is her Lin Qingxue.
He couldn't have lived without her in his heart.
It can't be, it can't be.
But...... But she hadn't seen him for so long, and he hadn't come to her. Even, there is even a birthday party in the old house...... Lin Qingxue's hand holding her arm clenched violently. Where is this birthday party, it is obviously a blind date banquet in disguise. Brother Yu's mother, knowing that Brother Yu already has her, is still trying to give Brother Yu some blind date.
The old woman, who had always disliked her.
Obviously, she is the most enviable woman in City A, she has a good family background, her father's love, her brother's favor, and her brother Yu as her boyfriend. Everything about her was wonderful, but the woman didn't like her.
Lin Qingxue's mind suddenly flashed white, and she suddenly thought.
Is it because of that woman's hindrance that Brother Yu can't be with her? Because it's Brother Yu's mother.
Because she is Brother Yu's mother, Brother Yu has always been filial, because she does not allow Brother Yu to associate with herself, so Brother Yu ruthlessly rejected himself, in fact, ...... In fact, Brother Yu is reluctant to give up his own.
Lin Qingxue's hand clenching her arm loosened.
I was more sure of my thoughts.
Definitely, it must be so.
Her thoughts were finally confirmed, and her eyes, which had been staring at one place for a long time, began to sour, and she blinked, and the spirituality of her ears returned. On the hospital bed, Mrs. Lin smiled gently and whispered to her: "If you feel uncomfortable, go on a trip to relax, and your mother will give you money." ”
"Actually, Mom hasn't been out for a long time to relax, your father used to be busy, I want to go to him and I don't have time, why don't you wait for you, let's go together as a family?" Mrs. Lin is full of expectations for this family trip: "Do you want to go to China or abroad?