"Alas......" a faint sigh fell in my heart and swirled on my lips. Rou Dai's eyes fell off lightly, and she didn't dare to look at Yu Kun's eyes for a while. Knowing his lover's intentions, the contradiction in his heart was particularly strong, and he couldn't tell whether he should be happy or sad for a while.

Yukun, why, why don't you want to be my final decision-maker, to help a heart that is entangled by these thousands of threads of love and obligations, but can never really be broken, to make a final freeze? Why, why do you have to be so affectionate and don't help me make that final decision, make a thorough decision......

The arm that was protecting his waist left gently, Yu Kun raised his hand and put his hand on Rou Dai's slender shoulder, and raised his eyes to look at the gradually rising rain outside the window: "Your Majesty still remembers the days when I was outside the palace when I was a child." On that day, the day before I learned that the former king had died and His Majesty was about to return to the imperial palace, it was also such a night and such rain. ”

The lips are closed, and Yu Kunwu is self-conscious. The jade white moon is reflected on his jade white handsome face with clear lines, like a white jade god carved and cast by heaven and earth.

Rou Dai's heart moved, and she wanted to speak, and Yu Kun's voice gently resounded again at this time.

"Minister, I will never forget the days when I was with Your Majesty outside the palace, those eight years......"

The backlog of heart was like a flood that had opened the floodgates, and Rou Dai's eyes were moist, and in an instant she retreated from all the stalemate above and below Zhou, and at this moment it seemed that she had escaped the shackles of the king again......

"Yu Kun, Yu Kun ......" his voice was like a mosquito and fly, dripping with tears filled his beautiful eyes, raising his arms and sleeves and leaning into his lover's arms, his slender shoulders stirred up a slight and trembling whirlpool in the night, "I won't forget, I won't forget, I will never forget, I won't forget, I won't forget when I die......"

Yukun, from the moment I have a memory, there is already a you in my memory. Since then, you and I have long been one, and we will always be like this for the rest of our lives......

Streamers overlap, fate changes, through those dripping down mottled tears, Yukun seems to see the two children who were together in his childhood again, flying the spring swallow kite in the spring, boating to the lotus pond and picking lotus seeds in summer, running in the fragrant fruit forest in autumn and playing, and looking forward to the heavy snow in the winter to lay traps to catch birds......

At that time, the two were just children, simple and ignorant, innocent and pure; it is true that they are not yet the birth and fall of a pair of beautiful people, but they are also a golden boy and a jade girl.

Thinking of it from afar through the torrent of years, I found that each other at this time was so dirty that I couldn't even dance the hem of the light gauze clothes......

The memories were like a tide, Rou Dai's heart ached, and Xu Yin murmured: "Daddy died because of me, and I died because of me......"

"But Your Majesty saved me. Yukun's thoughts were pulled back from the sky, and his jaw interrupted him.

Listening to the comforting words, it made Rou Dai's heart hurt more and more. He raised his soft eyes, and there was a trance in them: "I can only save you, but I can't even save anyone except you, and my father can't save me." The words are still sluggish, just like Youlan.

Yu Kun hurriedly interrupted again: "It's not your ...... to blame."

"Why don't you blame me, if it weren't for me, if it weren't for my father......"

"I don't blame the first king. ”

“......”

The night is cold and dewy, and the frost shadow washes this silent earth. After a long silence, the hearts of both of them couldn't help but darken.

Memories are really the most torturous thing......

I don't know how long it took, Rou Dai raised her hand and hugged Yukun's shoulder, with an irrepressible fear in her tone: "Do you know, dear, I was so scared, I saw that I was going to lose you, I was going to lose you, I was going to lose ...... forever"

"Fool, don't think about it. Knowing that the king once again fell into the net that he could not escape, Yu Kun raised his eyebrows and shook his head, held Rou Dai's slender wrist, and pressed the cool silk palm on his cheek, "Aren't I still by your side, I'm real, you see, you can touch me and feel me." His eyes froze, "It's been thirteen years, are you still afraid?"

"I'm afraid. Rou Dai caress her lover's smooth and handsome cheeks affectionately, and her other hand is raised to cover the center of his eyebrows, "I will be afraid of too many teenagers, and I will always be afraid...... All the time. "This face, even if the king looks at it, he will miss it.

"No, Your Majesty, it's gone, it's all gone, it's all gone. As soon as his voice sank, Yukun sighed, "Since you have saved me, then, no one can hurt me anymore." ”

The flood of memories is cut by the shadow of the moon, and the blurred river is flooded with the blue waves of the tide. Rou Dai held her lover's cheek with both hands and looked at it quietly for a long time, and gently let go: "At that time, I didn't know where I got the courage, the first time, the first time I showed the momentum and majesty of the King of Dongliao in front of people...... It's my instinct to catch you, and I'm glad I have that instinct, otherwise I'd regret it for the rest of my life, and maybe I wouldn't have lived to be the present. There was another pain in my heart, which was difficult to soothe, "Losing you is tantamount to making me lose my breath...... It was since then that I learned the majesty and cruelty of a king. Otherwise, I will never be able to protect the person I want to protect. "And a pair of narrow eyes with sideburns, but there is a soft gentleness that is enough to catalyze a season of cold winter ice.

Distant memories broke through, and Yukun made a spit: "I remember that at that time, His Majesty had not officially ascended the throne. He glanced at Rou Dai and suddenly made a joke, "I see, it's because I...... Am I guilty of a great sin, and I am worthy of heaven......

"No, don't talk nonsense......" A wisp of orchid pointed to her lover's lips, and Rou Daiyan was emotional, and then forgetful, "If you have to suffer the judgment of heaven and earth, then the person who deserves to suffer is me, not you." ”

Obviously, this joke did not have the desired effect, and the heavy topic became more and more out of control with this introduction.

The moonlight was hidden by the floating clouds, and the already unknown vision lost the last sporadic halo. In the eternal silence and deep darkness, Yu Kun relaxed the crook of his arm, and called out to Rou Dai, who was crying in his arms: "Your Majesty, we ...... It's time to go back to the palace. ”

The two were rubbed against each other's faces by the wind's fluttering hair, and they felt itchy and numb. The deep sourness complements the bleakness of the night.

Assumptions are broken, and life is pulled back to reality. Rou Dai didn't rush to get up, but slowly stabilized her voice in Yu Kun's arms, and when she raised her head again, it was the Eastern Liao monarch who seemed to be unable to break him through any wind and rain: "Okay, go back to the palace." He walked forward with a pair of jade feet like this.

The light and shadow of a bean left out of nowhere hit the wooden lattice window, and then it was divided into small pieces of a grid and projected on the ground. Rou Dai stepped on it step by step, as if she was stepping on a snow-white gardenia in full bloom.

The autumn insects chirped, and the sound was even colder, and Yukun kept up with it without slowing down.

The wind rises again, the streamer does not stop, and the river of memories is finally the past that can only flow when you dream back...... till death, and there will be no rest.