The longer she has been here, the more she feels that she has a lot of shortcomings, and the more urgent she is to learn from others, and the most worthy of her learning at home is the old lady and Xilin Jue Luo, so as long as she has leisure, she will either follow Xilin Jue Luo, or go to the old lady to find a sense of zài.

Today's women are not as good as her previous life, she can support her own sky with her own hands, and now women are destined to rely on men, rely on their fathers and brothers at home, and marry their husbands and sons, which makes Shu Yierha very uncomfortable, although she has no big ambitions, no ambitions, she still relies on herself in her last life to eat and drink, she is not incapable, let her pin her hopes on others, she can only be a subordinate, she really feels aggrieved.

However, the current social reality is like this, Shu Yierha has no ambition to challenge the whole society, she just wants to live as comfortably as possible under the allowability of the environment, and to achieve this goal, only to understand and adapt to the current women's way of life, in the big rules to stretch their personality, in this regard, the two female elders in her family have done quite well, Shu Yierha unconsciously used the two as a template to refer to and learn, but also let her behavior get closer and closer to the current standard of lady.

Stayed in the old lady's room for most of the day, while learning the old lady's way of doing things, while cultivating the relationship between sister and brother with Jing E, while listening to the old lady and Xilin Jue Luo's family routine, I got a lot of gossip that I don't know if it is useful or not, Shu Yierha was very satisfied and returned to Haitang Courtyard, she just sat down, pothos tea, Ziyan took out a post for her, she took it and looked, it was sent by Li Siyu, saying that she wanted to invite her and Zhang Jiahairuo and the two cousins of Xilin Jueluo's family to enjoy chrysanthemums together, she handed the post to Zijuan, Zijuan looked at it, and said with a smile: " Li Gege is really interested, Gege is going to go, if Gege goes, the slaves and maids will start preparing now. ”

Shu Yierha said: "Why don't you go? It's rare to have a fair and honest reason not to go to class, so I was stupid to refuse! Didn't the kitchen make a honey cake a few days ago, you go and ask them to make some, and I will take it to Sister Li and them to taste it tomorrow." ”

Zijuan should be, seeing that Shu Yierha has no other instructions, she went to convey her order, and Shu Yierha went to the study to start writing, although she loves to play a little, she has never delayed her homework, otherwise, she will not say that she is sorry for Mr. Cheng's careful teaching, and she is sorry for Erhe's thoughts for her, she will not do anything to disappoint her family.

The next day, Shu Yierha went to Li Siyu's house to play for a long time, and the honey cake she brought won unanimous praise.

The half day in the Li family was quite pleasant on the whole, that is, her sister-in-law made people a little embarrassed, fortunately, she also showed up to say hello, and then was invited back to the room by the two stern-faced mothers-in-law, she went out with her head half down, Shu Yierha was short, just saw her gaze, the coldness in her eyes made Shu Yierha couldn't help but shudder, Hairuo asked her what was wrong, she didn't say anything at the time, but let Zijuan sue the jade behind her back, as for the follow-up, it was the Li family's family matter, and they were not good at interfering.

The weather is getting colder, and in a blink of an eye, it is Feng Yierha's first birthday, Erhe loves her children as much, even if she is a concubine, she should not be missing, her first birthday banquet is naturally held, Shu Yierha sees her, she is always uncomfortable, and always thinks of Li Siyu's sister, on the one hand, she can't get close to Feng Yierha, she has always been out of sight, on the other hand, she is worried that she will not deal with herself when she grows up, and feels that she should cultivate feelings from an early age, and the sisters are estranged in the future, her mood is more contradictory, and her attitude towards Feng Yierha is a little wavering, and there is more than enough affection。

However, Shu Yierha soon did not have to be embarrassed, because Xilin Jue Luo carried Feng Yierha to the main house, in her words, the aunt is not qualified to raise children, even if she is Feng Yierha's own mother.

Shu Yierha was originally worried that Aunt Gu had opinions, after all, her mother was separated from her mother and daughter, but who knew that Aunt Gu was very happy, the daughter of the concubine was originally inferior in identity, if she could be raised by her mother-in-law, she could be regarded as half a daughter-in-law, and her identity could also be raised by a grade, she was really good for her daughter, and she was naturally willing to let the housemother raise her daughter, not to mention, Xilin Jue Luo did not prevent her from seeing Feng Yierha, and she had nothing to be dissatisfied with.

Feng Yierha has just turned one year old, and it is not good to walk, but it is very clear, and a little recognizable, when she first moved to the wing room of the main courtyard, she always stuck to the nursing mother, and it didn't take long for her to start spinning around behind Jing E's buttocks, but Jing E's running fast, she couldn't keep up.

Sometimes the two little ones are still fighting, you push me, I'll catch you, Jing Er doesn't like to cry, he doesn't say anything when he is scratched by Feng Yierha, Feng Yierha is more squeamish, and Jing Forehead is stronger than her, she falls down when she pushes her, and then she falls down with a click, and then she will punish Jing Erha, and Feng Yierha can't see Jing E, and always clamoring to find him, Jing Forehead is too, I can't see Feng Yierha making trouble looking for her, I bullied her when I saw her, and after bullying her, I was taught a lesson by Xilin Jue Luo, and after the lesson was over, I continued to play with Feng Yierha……

After all, in the war between him and Feng Yierha, he and Feng Yierha's victory and defeat were in the number of five or five, but he was always punished alone, a younger brother of the same mother, a sister of the next mother, Shu Yierha's heart was naturally biased towards Jing E, she thought that Jing Yi suffered a loss, but people themselves did not have this consciousness, but enjoyed it, Shu Yierha was depressed, deeply felt that the generation gap between himself and the real child was too big, and the spiritual world of others was incomprehensible to her, she better flash away, and the scene of the child forgetting his sister was congested！

That's right, Shu Yierha is jealous, from the old lady to Jing Guji in the family, everyone is closer to her than Feng Yierha, but Jing Erha's kid is an exception, he likes his sister, but he likes his sister more, and when he plays with Shu Yierha, he always thinks about Feng Yierha, Shu Yierha can only see the hell in her heart, but she prides herself on being an adult, and she is really embarrassed to worry about the two little ones, so she can only sulk on the side, and secretly decide to wait for the two little ones to grow up, and be sure to give them some color to see, to let them know how much of a sin it is to ignore her when she was a child！

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