Chapter 54: Interpretation

When he was about to get off work, Assistant Chen suddenly sent a message: Mr. Fang has an appointment in the evening, so go home later.

Shen Yu was so angry that he refused to send her a message in person?

After getting off work, Shen Yuxi wanted to go home and cook a meal and coax someone. In such a situation now, Fang Jidong will not go home for dinner, and she is too lazy to toss.

While eating, Su Zhi looked at Shen Yuxi, who asked her out in front of her, but she didn't move her chopsticks, frowning and sighing from time to time. She ate about the same, put down the chopsticks in her hand, wiped her mouth with a tissue, and then picked up the cup on the table, took a sip of water, and asked, "What's wrong?

Shen Yuxi nodded in annoyance, and picked up the chopsticks on the table in a bad mood to pick up the dishes in front of him. Probably even Cai had to bully her, she pinched it a few times, and all failed. She gave up angrily and threw the chopsticks back on the table.

"What the hell is going on? Is it because of the news?"

"No, he has already explained the news to me, it is not his fault. ”

"What's the reason for that? My brother too, don't you usually let you? Could it be that you made some unforgivable mistake?"

"I don't know if I'm wrong, yesterday he thought I was pregnant......" Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Su Zhi.

"Are you pregnant?" Su Zhi's face was surprised and incredible, and even a little joyful, "So am I going to be a little aunt? God, dear, you are so powerful." ”

Her voice was so loud that it attracted the sideways glances of the guests who were eating.

Shen Yuxi was helpless: "You be quiet, can you listen to me first." ”

Su Zhi laughed a few times and said, "I'm so excited, you go on." Shen Yuxi was about to say, but she added: "God, my brother is too powerful." ”

"On our way to the hospital for a check-up, we had a disagreement about whether to give birth if we were pregnant, and then we had a bit of a ...... A little not too pleasant. ”

"What do you mean? Is it that my brother doesn't want to have this child? He's too much, I have to tell grandpa, how can he treat you like this, and the child? As he spoke, he angrily took out his mobile phone and asked to dial.

Shen Yuxi hurriedly pressed her and explained: "It's not like that, it's because I don't want to give birth." ”

Su Zhi was suddenly stunned, slowly withdrew her hand, and muttered, "Why......? Why are you?"

"First of all, I wasn't pregnant, he thought I was. Then, without knowing if I was pregnant, I expressed my desire not to have children. So, he was very angry. I don't know why he's so angry, he didn't come home yesterday, and he won't pay attention to me today. You say, is it my fault?" Shen Yuxi asked Su Zhi very sincerely, looking at her expectantly.

"I can't say it either, the belly is yours, of course you have to respect your wishes. However, you don't want to have a baby with my brother, he is not comfortable. Doesn't it mean that if a woman is willing to bear a child for a man, it means that she loves him?"

"Do you want to have a child if you love him? It's not that I don't want to have children, it's just that I never thought about it, and I wasn't ready for it, and I was really scared in my heart. ”

"Big brother, he is not unkind, he usually spoils you so much, if you talk to him well, he will definitely understand you. ”

"I wanted to tell him at night, but he temporarily said that there was something wrong at night, and he clearly did it on purpose, deliberately avoiding me, and didn't want to pay attention to me anymore. Shen Yuxi felt wronged, she didn't feel that she had made a mistake, and having a child was originally wishful thinking.

"It's a matter of the two of you, and I don't know what to say. ”

After the two of them finished eating, they went to the mall again. By the time Shen Yuxi got home, it was already past ten o'clock.

When I opened the door and entered the room, there was no light in the room, and it was quiet. Shen Yuxi felt a sense of loss in his heart, and Fang Jidong had not returned home yet.

She turned on the light in the living room, turned around and saw a person sitting on the couch, almost startled, almost forgetting to breathe. When she saw that the person was Fang Jidong, she exhaled deeply, and said in a somewhat unsmooth voice: "Why don't you turn on the lights when you come back? ”

Fang Jidong half-leaned on the sofa and raised his eyes to look at her, "Where did you go crazy? ”

His tone was too yin and yang, and although Shen Yuxi was a little unhappy, he still patiently explained: "I ate and went shopping with Su Zhi, I thought you would come back very late." ”

Fang Jidong closed his eyes and didn't speak, Shen Yuxi poured a glass of water, walked over and asked, "Are you drinking?"

He remained in his original posture, not opening his eyes or speaking. Shen Yuxi thought he was asleep for a while, she put the water cup on the coffee table and reached out to untie his tie. He suddenly opened his eyes and irritated her hand: "Don't move me." ”

Shen Yuxi was helpless: "You usually watch three watches in the middle of the night, and you always come back in the early morning, and I haven't said anything." I'll be back this time later, why do you have an opinion?"

Fang Jidong sat up straight, his eyes staring at Shen Yuxi, and he could see that she only had hair in her heart.

"Yes, I have an opinion, a big opinion. ”

"You're not at home, I'm scared to be alone in such a big room, so I don't want to come back. ”

I left her alone at home last night, and I don't know if I secretly shed tears. Fang Jidong was a little soft-hearted, but he still hardened his heart and went upstairs.

Shen Yuxi pinched his sore eyes and followed. As soon as she entered the bedroom, she saw Fang Jidong go to the bathroom. She stood in the doorway and waited, thinking about how to explain it to him in a moment.

It was a long time before Francis came out of the bathroom, dressed in a bathrobe, his hair dripping wet.

He didn't look at her, but sat past her on the bed, picked up the book on the bedside table, and read it.

Shen Yuxi closed his eyes and told himself not to be discouraged and to be patient.

She went to the bathroom to get a clean towel and walked over to him to wipe his hair. He dodged impatiently, Shen Yuxi didn't hold back, and pushed his head: "Can you cooperate a little, the water in your hair is dripping onto the bed." ”

Fang Jidong gave up struggling, and Shen Yuxi slowly spoke while wiping his hair: "I know, you are not angry at all because I am late, you are still angry with me about the child's affairs." You don't think I want to have children with you, do you?"

Francis did not speak, but acquiesced to what she said.

"I don't want to have children, it has nothing to do with you, it's my own problem. Having a baby is a big deal, and I never thought about it. A child is not a toy, and if you don't like it, you can give it away or even throw it away. But a child is a life, and he must be responsible when he is born. ”

"You obviously like children, even Fang Cheng you are gentle and patient. He finally ignored her.

"Because Fang Cheng is someone else's child, he doesn't belong to me, so I don't have to put too much responsibility, and I won't have pressure, so I will get along very happily. But if it were my own, it wouldn't be so easy, I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to pay the responsibility, I didn't have the confidence and the ability to raise a child. ”

Fang Jidong raised his head to look at her and held her hand: "Fool, it's not that you want to raise it alone, it's not that there is me, and my family is with us." ”

Shen Yuxi shook his head: "No, that's different." My own children always have to pay more attention than others, and I can't give birth to a child, so I will leave it to others and turn a blind eye to it. ”

"And, you know, I grew up alone......"

"Are you afraid that our children will have what you experienced as a child in the future?" interrupted Francis, "I will not allow such a thing to happen. ”

"Hey. Shen Yuxi sighed: "I'll always be a little shadowy, this is my problem." So, can you give me some time? ”

"It's that I didn't think about your mood and only cared about whether I was happy or not. It's my fault that I didn't make you feel safe enough. ”

"Are you still angry with me?" looked pitiful, she actually knew his weakness best.

"What do you say?" asked Fang Jidong with a smile.

"Then will you leave me alone at home in the future, and then go to spend all day drinking by yourself?"

Sure enough, this girl will repay her, how can she let him go.

"Yesterday, it wasn't because you were angry. If you could be softer and explain to me sooner, would I be like that?"

"So you ran away from home, leaving me alone in the empty room. She sniffed and seemed to be crying.

"I didn't, I was really in a bad mood yesterday, and I was afraid that coming back to quarrel with you would only make you sad, so I didn't dare to come back. ”

"Who knows, is there some beautiful girl out there who has taken away your soul?" Shen Yuxi's words made him feel sour.

Fang Jidong really laughed: "All the girls outside are not as good as you together, you are the one who seduced my three souls and seven souls." ”

Shen Yuxi was stunned by him, he originally wanted to ask him about not returning last night, Xingshi asked for the guilt, but forget it, there was nothing wrong with each other, but they had different ideas and different opinions.