Chapter 163 I don't want to die
readx;?“ Be. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info" Shen Zhiyue bowed her head, still looking at her with a smile, "I'm still alive." ”
An Qi was inexplicably annoyed by her, and there was a hint of mockery in her tone, "Then you came back to Jiangcheng to take revenge on him?"
"If I really want to take revenge on him, why wait until now?" The smile on the corner of Shen Zhiyue's lips did not decrease, as if everything in the past had faded away, "I have already married him separately, and it has long been over, but it's a pity that it's not you who is by his side." ”
She poked Angel's pain fiercely with one sentence, why didn't she want to stick to her original intention and stay by that man's side, but even without Shen Zhiyue, she still couldn't walk into his heart.
Because his heart is dead, he lives just to take revenge, like Shen Zhiyue at the beginning, he goes to revenge like a moth to a fire, and the only person who can stop him is the woman in front of him, but she has become someone else's wife, which is undoubtedly another heavy blow to Jin Ruting, he is so paranoid, he must be on the bar with Jiang Chengfeng.
"Have you really let him go?" An Qi looked at Shen Zhiyue fixedly, hoping to see a trace of emotion on her delicate and flawless face without powder, as long as she still had a little affection for Jin Ruting, she would definitely not be able to bear him being hurt.
"I'm doing well now. ”
Shen Zhiyue said so, but her heart hurt slightly, her left hand subconsciously tightened, she couldn't deceive herself, she had been entangled with Jin Ruting for more than ten years, she gave him the best youth, loved him to humble, but was hurt so much that even her heart was broken.
The feelings she paid can't be recovered, she can only force herself to forget, time will heal her wounds, and there is not much time left, she doesn't want to be bound by those pasts anymore.
She looked up, with a hint of pleading in her eyes as clear as autumn water, "Please, help me this time." ”
"So, your body isn't healed at all, is it?"
Although Angel was asking her, she already had the answer in her heart, and from the moment she asked her to issue a certificate of medical examination, she knew that this woman was still practicing her own body as before.
Shen Zhiyue smiled bitterly, "When you told me that there was a way to cure my angina, you were actually just comforting me that there are no successful cases of heart transplantation, whether it is at home or abroad." ”
"Then ...... you now" An Qi was a little ashamed to lie to her, but she was also very puzzled, with Shen Zhiyue's situation at the time, she couldn't last long at all, but she was clearly alive and well now, and she looked no different from ordinary people, but ......
Shen Zhiyue curled the corners of her lips self-deprecatingly, "It's just that others are used as the object of training, fortunately, the operation is successful, and I can live a few more years." ”
She said calmly, but Angel was shocked, stood up suddenly, pressed her shoulder and asked, "So the medicine you took last time was not your friend's at all, but what you were taking?"
Seeing Shen Zhiyue nodding, An Qi's expression became more and more solemn, "Then does Young Marshal Jiang know?" She suddenly felt a little sympathetic to this woman, whether she was Mrs. Jin or Mrs. Jiang, she would inevitably be calculated.
"I don't want him to worry about me. Shen Zhiyue tugged at her sleeve, and her smile became more and more bitter, "He has already paid too much for me, it's really enough, Angel ......" She looked at her, with sadness and helplessness in her eyes, "In this world, I have no friends, but I have always respected you, I know that you are a doctor with great medical ethics, and it is difficult for you to make a fake certificate ...... you"
"I can help you. Angel interrupted her, "But as a doctor, I must be aware of your condition, and I hope you can cooperate with me." ”
"Good. Shen Zhiyue nodded, relieved in her heart, she didn't have much friendship with An Qi, and because of Jin Ruting's relationship, she should still hate herself, but she just trusted this woman inexplicably, if she could, she really wanted to be friends with her, or even a confidant, but a proud woman like An Qi, I am afraid that she would not disdain to have a friend like her.
Seeing her agree, Anqi was surprised, "You listen to the doctor's advice like this, but it makes me a little uncomfortable." ”
"Because I don't want to die either. Shen Zhiyue took the initiative to stretch out her arm and let her draw blood, "If you have a way to extend my life, no matter how painful it is, I am willing to try." ”
Her abnormality made An Qi more and more surprised, "Did Young Marshal Jiang change you?" She has always looked down on life and death, but she actually began to cherish her life, it must be someone or something that made her nostalgic for this world.
Shen Zhiyue didn't say anything more, just motioned for her to hurry up and draw blood, she didn't want people outside to wait too long.
After all the examinations were done, it was almost noon, and when Shen Zhiyue came out, Jiang Chengfeng was sitting on a bench in the hospital corridor reading a newspaper, and the early spring sunlight sprinkled on his fine short hair through the glass window, making his originally well-defined side face look a lot softer, giving people a very warm feeling.
Shen Zhiyue leaned against the wall and looked at him silently, yes, she wanted to live longer, she wanted to watch her Nuan Nuan grow up, she wanted to accompany this man to grow old and go on.
The longer she spent with him, the more she found that there were many beautiful things waiting for her to explore in this world, so she became greedy and began to fear death.
Xu sensed her gaze, Jiang Chengfeng raised his eyes, just collided with her line of sight, and her eyes met, her heart was like a deer colliding, and her face turned red instantly.
Jiang Chengfeng greeted him with a smile, "How is it? Aren't you tired?"
"Not tired. She shook her head, but touched her stomach and said a little aggrieved, "But I'm so hungry." ”
Jiang Chengfeng rubbed the top of her hair dotingly, took the coat handed by Hongqiao and put it on her, "Bear with it first, and I'll take you to dinner." ”
"Hmm. ”
Shen Zhiyue let him carry him out of the hospital, and the backs that were leaning on each other looked so natural and warm, as if they were a match made in heaven.
An Qi has been watching the backs of the two of them leave, and sighed silently in her heart, now, she doesn't know whether she should be glad that Shen Zhiyue is still alive, Jin Ruting still has hope, or whether she should feel sorry for that man, Yiren returned, but the affection was no longer there.
Shen Zhiyue used to love him, so much so that she could sacrifice her life for him, but now she is trying hard to live for another man.
Death, in fact, is very easy, hard to live, but very difficult, in that woman's heart, it is self-evident which of the two of them is more important. (To be continued.) )