Chapter 44: The whole youth is handed over to you
"Yiyi, we've known each other for three years, and after this year, it's been four years.My feelings for you.You know.Although a lot of things have happened in this process.But my love for you has never changed.Yiyi.I love you.Love to the bones.I want to use all my strength to love you.Please don't reject me.Let me be by your side.Protect you.Yiyi.Marry me.I love you." Situ Yi took out the ring, looked at Leng Qiu, and said with a smile.
Leng Qiu looked at Situ Yi with red eyes, nodded vigorously, stretched out his hand, Situ Yi put the ring on Leng Qiu's hand, that smile, Leng Qiu will never forget it for the rest of his life, Leng Qiu looked at the ring on his finger, sighed and said: " It's a touching proposal.I'm sure you'll make it.Ring, ring.You don't belong to me.So it's so big.Okay.I've got it back to you.If there's nothing else.Can I go?By the way.I wish you a successful proposal.That's right.If you've been by Xia Youyi's side for four years.I'll be by your side for five years.I've given my whole youth to a man who doesn't love me.You say I'm doing this.Is it stupid.Or is it stupid."
"Leng Qiu, don't do this." Situ Yi said apologetically.
"I don't have anything to do, I'm just remembering my youth, I'm not going to burden you with anything, don't worry, I don't mean anything else, you don't have to feel guilty, you want to do whatever you want." Leng Qiu said with a smile.
"Leng Qiu, if I succeed, can I invite you to our engagement party?" Situ Yi looked at Leng Qiu and said.
"No, I don't want to participate, I don't want to bless you, because I'm still alone, I'm not Superman, I've just said it, what I can do is the limit, why do you have to hurt me like this." Leng Qiu asked funny.
"I want you to know that I'm happy." Situ Yi looked at Leng Qiu and said.
"You know, what do I think you are happy, it's by my side, I become your wife, I can accompany you every day, I can give you children, such a day, it's your happiness, I'm leaving you, that's what you think is happiness, it's not what I think you're happy, but Situ Yi, at this moment, I let you go, completely." Leng Qiu looked at Situ Yi and said very seriously.
"I'm sorry." Situ Yi said apologetically.
"Do you know why I'm letting you go?" Leng Qiu looked at Situ Yi and asked.
"Because I've been hurting you, because I don't love you, because I've always loved Xia Youyi, it's me, I'm going to be cold, I'm going to be uncomfortable, so you don't love me, you let go of me, it's the best choice, maybe, I'm looking for you out today, it's a mistake, I've been hurting you in my way, I've never stopped." Situ Yi looked at Leng Qiu and said apologetically.
"After I separated from you that day, I also thought that it was because you didn't love me, you hurt me, your love for Xia Youyi was too deep, so I had to leave you, I had to let go, but after I went back to my home, I kept thinking about you, even if you hurt me like that, I wanted you to go crazy, I love you in my bones, I was thinking, I don't want to forget you, I want to love you silently like this, even if it was a lifetime, I didn't care, but, that night, I didn't think so." Leng Qiu said with a smile.
"What a night." Situ Yi asked puzzled.
"The night you hugged me and cried.You told me.You love Xia Youyi very much.You can't lose Xia Youyi.When your tears fell on my neck.I suddenly felt.I should let you go.I thought.If I trapped you by my side.I tried all my means.Let you be by my side.You will slowly wither.You will slowly lose.Rather than let you be like this.It's better to let you go.Look at the man I love deeply.For another woman.Cry like a child.What reason do I have.Continue to love.Situ Yi.Don't worry.After today.I won't bother you.I will let you go.You and Xia Youyi are happyHappiness or unhappiness has nothing to do with me." Leng Qiu said with a smile.
"Cold Autumn." Situ Yi shouted.
"I remember, that lyric sings, rather than let you wither in my bad, I'd rather you make mistakes and shed tears. After Leng Qiu finished speaking, he quickly stood up and strode away.
Tears flowed like this.Situ Yi.Finally I understood.Love you.It's easy.It's easy not to love you.It's easy.It's not easy.It's not easy.It's not easy.Let you accept my love.Let you be in my love.Life is good.Now that I know.I can only let you go.This may be the only thing I can do for you.Except for this thing.There's no other way.Pain is pain.Time.Will help me after all.Pain.Time.Will help me after all.
Situ Yi looked at the ring.Leng Qiu's words were still in his ears.It's been four years.It's almost five years.Yes.Leng Qiu's whole youth is by his side.And he can't give anything.No.He gave Leng Qiu a lot of things.Those are all injuries.**Naked injuries.Leng Qiu.I'm sorry.I'm sorry to make you suffer like this.
Leng Qiu went out for a day.In the evening.I had dinner.I was going to go home.But I don't know.Why did I suddenly turn to this store.At that time.She still remembers.On her birthday.Situ Yi also prepared a cake for her.Situ Yi also said.This house is for her.Seeing that the store is open.She walked in slowly.
"Xia Youyi, this is for you, I have prepared everything for you, all of them are for you, I want you to be happy, I want this place to be your taste, you can rest assured, this place belongs to the two of us, Xia Youyi, can you accept it." Situ Yi's voice came.
Leng Qiu's footsteps stopped.What is called Xia Youyi's here.What should be Xia Youyi's taste.She didn't understand.Why should she be like this.She slowly approached.Situ Yi's voice came again:" Xia Youyi.I love you very much.Even if you say now.Let me not love you.But I can't do it.Fall in love with someone.How can I easily control it.If that's the case.We won't be so miserable.Xia Youyi.Look.It's all lavender.I made it for you myself.Actually, when I see this store.I want to give it to you.I want this place to belong to you completely.Do you like it?"
"No, this is too precious, I can't accept it, Situ Yi, your kindness, I understand it, but no, I can't ask for it." Xia Youyi refused.