Chapter 219: My Heart Is Broken
Just when she wanted to leave, Yanzhen came.
Yan Zhen walked to Zhang Yanran slowly and laboriously with a cane in his hand, his face was wrinkled, and he walked slowly and effortlessly, without the slightest blame: "You're back?"
"Hmm. "Zhang Yanran has only been here for half an hour, and he came, someone must have informed him.
Yan Zhen pushed open the door of the ward, stood in front of the hospital bed, and looked at Yan Yiling like this, his eyes were extremely red, and his crutches were hammered on the ground: "My Yan family is really evil!!"
Yan Yiling, who heard the sound, slowly woke up, turned his head and saw Yan Zhen looking at him beside him, with the most hated thing in his eyes, and the cheapest thing was sympathy.
Although he woke up, he didn't want to say a word, as if saying more was a waste of energy.
The old man stood for a long time, wiped away a handful of tears, and finally left the ward.
Yan Zhen saw that Zhang Yanran was still standing at the door, so he invited him to sit downstairs.
"What disease does he have?" As soon as Old Man Yan sat down on the chair, he couldn't help but speak first.
Zhang Yanran sat down and remembered Ebel's phone call: "Multifunctional organs are failing, and the heart, kidneys, and lungs are rapidly failing. ”
She came back this time to discuss a treatment plan with Abel, and even if there was a slight opportunity, she would not let it go.
"Did you know that the mortality rate of multifunctional organ failure is 90%, and even if he finds a suitable organ to replace it, his body will not be able to withstand the pressure of the new organ, and he will consume his life little by little in pain. Zhang Yanran raised her head and smiled sarcastically: "And the person who killed him was his father, I really can't think of any reason why he would want to kill his own child?" It is said that tigers are poisonous and do not eat children, but I say something unpleasant, he is not even as good as a beast, how did you give birth to this kind of person?"
If it weren't for Lin Chengxuan, she wouldn't have known what happened 5 years ago.
Yan Zhen's thoughts had long been wandering, his eyes didn't know where to look, and his face was full of grief.
At this point, Zhang Yanran has no need to stay: "I still have something to do, so I'll leave first, you go back... Stay safe. ”
Her fate with the Yan family is really not shallow, but she just walked to the door of the hospital, and saw Yan Liqing coming out of it, thinking that he had already seen it.
Zhang Yanran went back to live in the glass villa next to the school, she had already asked people to go back to clean it, and the things inside should be placed as they are.
When she really stood inside, all kinds of memories in her mind kept coming to her heart, she walked through the living room, into the kitchen, and then to his study, all with a faint smile, until she went out to the balcony, she slowly squatted down, reached out and touched it lightly, the dry flowers fell, and all the flowers on the balcony died.
As long as the wind blows gently, the leaves and dried flowers will fall to the ground, and some flower pots are just a dry root.
Zhang Yanran leaned on the door frame of the balcony in despair, looked at the flowers that broke when she pinched her hand, and cried loudly.
After a long time, Zhang Yanran asked people to come up and look at this pile of dead flowers that couldn't tell what kind of flowers: "Restore them to me as they are, and tomorrow I will see exactly the same, vibrant flowers." ”
The man's face was embarrassed, and he stared at the pile of withered flowers: "Okay." ”
Zhang Yanran nodded and went up to rest, leaving a group of men in distress.
At dawn, everything was going according to plan, Zhang Yanran went downstairs and saw a group of men wearing aprons busy everywhere, they were originally called to protect her, but now they were her personal nanny, she couldn't help laughing.
If Yan Yiling knew that she was using him like this, how would she react?
"Ma'am. The man found her for the first time, so he handed her the warm milk: "Today's breakfast is Chinese, Western, and Japanese, which one do you want to eat?"
"Hmm... Chinese-style bar. Zhang Yanran thought about it, and finally decided to eat Chinese breakfast, she took the milk, and walked to the balcony while drinking, at a glance, it was really vibrant, all the flowers were in their proper position, it really seemed to be, there were only two pots, not the flower species at that time.
She remembered that every flower, grass and tree here was taken care of by him, and he must have remembered these flowers and plants as they were better than her.
Instead of substituting, it is better to replace it.
"Aze, remove all these flowers. Zhang Yanran returned to the living room, put down the cup, found a pen and paper, and wrote the names of the flowers and plants on it: "Replace them with these." ”
He can not only feed, but she can also irrigate, and give him a good life.
"Okay, ma'am, the clothes have been delivered, will this set be sent over now or at night, sir?" Aze had already ordered someone to iron the two sets of clothes and move the shelves in.
Zhang Yanran went to check, and after seeing that there was no problem: "Send it later, when will they arrive?"
"I made an appointment with them 10 minutes in advance, and I expected it to be about 30 minutes. Aze looked at his watch and estimated the time they would arrive.
"Ding Ding Ding Ding" The doorbell downstairs, again and again, hurried and constant.
Zhang Yanran shrugged: "You underestimate them too much." ”
They took off their aprons one after another, sorted out their appearance, and asked people to open the door, Zhang Yanran slowly walked to the sofa and sat down.
In a moment, there was the footsteps of a group of people, and they all came.
Lin Chengxuan, Chen Shishi, Ye An'an, Yuan Feng, Yan Wen, Yan Nuan, Zhu Si, Mu Yan, Chen Yu, Ouyang Qing.
"What's going on? Didn't you ask you to find Abel and Mu Yan?" Zhang Yanran looked like seven of the ten people were going to cry, and she held her forehead with a headache.
As soon as she said the first sentence, they looked at her with red eyes and aggrieved faces (except for the three men present).
Zhang Yanran looked at it, and it was not good: "Forget it, what about Abel?"
As soon as the second sentence came out, five out of ten looked at her with ugly expressions, including (Lin Chengxuan, Yuan Feng, Yan Wen, Yan Nuan, Zhu Si).
As soon as Zhang Yanran's words fell, Abel just came up and walked out from behind them, and saw a group of people standing: "You are all here?"
".........," the crowd looked at them with grief.
Zhang Yanran was a little embarrassed, and when she remembered what was going on, she asked, "Ahem, did you bring the equipment?"
"Brought it, called someone downstairs to install it. Abel took out a document and handed it to her: "You need to sign it before I can bring him out." ”
Zhang Yanran signed next, and Abel asked again: "Why don't you sit?"
"........." everyone was silent.
Zhang Yanran returned it to him after signing it, and looked at the group of people: "Since you are here, let's help here." ”
Everyone nodded.
"What's wrong?" Zhang Yanran noticed that their eyes were wrong, so she asked casually.
Several people stepped forward in a few steps, each telling their grievances, and then accusing her of gossiping, shedding tears and chattering while complaining, and their heads hurt from the noise.
Zhang Yanran summed it up and came up with a sentence, "She has no conscience." ”
"Alright, alright. Zhang Yanran suddenly became irritable, closed her eyes and covered her ears: "If you make any more noise, let Aze invite you out!!"
Suddenly, there was silence.
After a minute, some scattered sobs slowly bubbled up.
Zhang Yanran told them about her plans and was ready to be rescued.
Yan Yiling is stubborn, he will not change what he decides to do, and now that he decides to die, he will not change, so she wants to give him a reason and hope to live.
After listening to Zhang Yanran's clear analysis and plan, they turned down today's work to help.
As evening approached, Abel and Aze took their clothes back to the hospital to pick up Yan Yiling.
They waited on the second floor, and Zhang Yanran was in the bedroom on the third floor to meet him.
Zhu Si looked at the front of her and smiled faintly, she always understood that Zhang Yanran was the person he was waiting for, even if she was unwilling, she was reluctant to cross the rules.
Yan Yiling was wearing a black hat, his eyes were tied with white blindfolds, and he was wearing Zhang Yanran's clothes, and the 186-year-old person was bent into a wheelchair, even if it was a custom-made clothes, it was still a little loose.
Abel untied the white cloth and covered it with his hands, waiting for him to get used to the light before moving away, and then leaving, and now the whole living room was only Yan Yiling.
Yan Yiling's new feeling was extremely strong, and he was no longer as indifferent to people and things as he was in the ward, he knew that she was in this house, Yan Yiling nervously pressed the wheelchair and twisted, trying to control the wheelchair to leave here, the uneasiness in his heart gradually strengthened, he couldn't let her see his current self.
The door of the bedroom on the third floor opened, Yan Yiling fell down in a hurry, and he was about to climb out of here, but her voice sounded: "Can't you just stand and walk?"
He... I can't stand, I don't have the strength.
- Please, don't look at me, don't come here, okay?
Zhang Yanran didn't plan to go over to help him, she stood on the stairs and looked at him calmly, she was finally defeated, and gave a look, Abel immediately came out to help him sit in a wheelchair, and Yan Yiling turned her head: "Take me back to the hospital." ”
Abel shook her head: "She knows everything. ”
"You—" Yan Yiling's face changed.
Zhang Yanran tied up her ponytail, stood in the same style of clothes as him, stood in flat shoes, and said to herself: "During this time, I don't cry or make trouble, I just live as if I never met you before, everything is normal, I live well." ”
Yan Yiling's eyes narrowed, and he couldn't help but be stunned.
- yes, if only you hadn't met me.
"I want to try if I don't have you, will it hurt so much, will I cry when I think about it, will my mind be full of you, will I break down, but none of these emotions are there. Zhang Yanran's voice was not big or small, it was very pleasant, she paused deliberately, and found that he moved, so she knew in her heart: "Because I know that you are not with me and are still alive." ”
Zhang Yanran's words changed: "Until I saw you lying on the hospital bed in a hospital gown, with a body full of tubes on your body, hands full of tubes, a bare head, sunken eye sockets, a thin face with an oxygen tank, the arteries next to the Adam's apple moved slightly, and your eyes were distracted, like a person waiting for death." ”
"You shattered my last luck, I started to sleep at night, I closed my eyes and my mind was full of you, my eyes also began to break, I always shed tears for no reason, my heart also began to break, it often hurts, I suspected that I was sick, so I went to the doctor, and the results of the examination were normal, since I was not sick, then why was it so abnormal?" Zhang Yanran began to walk slowly, her little hands clenched.
"Later, I couldn't help but watch your video over and over again, and your doctor asked me if I wanted to go back and see you one last time. Zhang Yanran walked up to him, raised his face to look at him, and found that his face was pale.
"I'm sorry. Yan Yiling apologized.