"Grandpa. I looked at my grandfather with doubts in my eyes.

"I know what you're going to say, one day you'll know, have a good rest for a few days, and then leave. Grandpa patted me lightly with his hand, the wrinkles on his face seemed to be a lot more, and it seemed to be different from when I left, much older, but the strange thing was that my parents' faces had not changed at all, "Child, your anger is too heavy, it's good to rest and rest, remember, believe in yourself." Grandpa seemed to be coaxing the child to sleep, and his tone was very calm, as if he was not surprised at all.

Compared to my grandfather's calmness, my heart was turbulent.

I wanted to ask, but I was stopped by my grandfather, I don't know why, this dream is too weird and weird, but in my grandfather's arms, everything seems to be unimportant, I am very, very relaxed, like really back to my childhood.

Grandpa took a big smoking gun: "Let's da, da" and smoked, and then blew it on my face, choking my tears.

Then he slapped the smoke in the air with both hands, then stood up and ran around the mountains chasing the black goats at home......

There was no more killing, no intrigues, no more heartache when I parted with my brother, and at this moment, my heart became very, very calm, as if nothing had happened, as if I had never left here, and everything was no longer about me.

For me, who was already living that bloody life, I suddenly felt that this seemed to be the paradise I had been pursuing.

"Grandpa, when will I be able to come back, it's the kind of real return. "I didn't look up, I just knew I wanted to stay here forever, but it was just a dream, I wanted to come back forever, forever.

Now I can see it, Mom and Dad, it's just that I imagined it in this dream, they are all what I expected, and what I remember, but obviously, grandpa is not, I don't know why I feel so, but, I'm absolutely sure, grandpa is definitely not my dream.

"Come back when you want, when you want, as long as you feel like you can come back, that's fine. Grandpa spoke slowly, his big old hands caressing my young face like a warm breeze.

The afterglow of the setting sun was like a layer of golden mist, and the grandparents in front of the house were shrouded, like wax figures.

Everything in the mountains is shrouded in the setting sun, like a beautiful painting.

"Alright, let's go and walk around, nothing has changed here. After saying that, Grandpa stood up and went into the house with his hands behind his back, and Daddy went in with him.

I looked around and everything was too real, there were colorful flowers everywhere, birds chirping endlessly, and fish swimming in the creek.

I walked to a place where the terrain was flat and the water was slow, and poked my head to the side, and a young face appeared in the pool, and the eyes were so clear and beautiful, I squatted down and reached out to touch it, and as soon as my fingers touched the surface of the water, there were circles of ripples on the surface of the water, and the young face disappeared, and in a daze, it seemed to be replaced by a terrifying face that devoured blood.

It seemed to be smiling at me.

I sighed, which one was me? was it the immature and cute little boy, or the murderous man with a blood-soaked face?

I shook my head and looked at the already calm water again, a pair of clear, star-like eyes staring at me, with a smile as warm as the sun.

This time, I didn't dare to touch it with my hands, I just stared at him quietly, and then smiled, laughed very happily, and the little tiger teeth were reflected on the water, which was very cute.

It took me a moment to look away, for I knew that I would never see this warm, beautiful little boy anymore except here, he was dead and no longer existed, did he?

In the flowers on the side, a few bowl-sized butterflies were dancing, quiet and beautiful, and I walked over unconsciously, chasing the dancing butterflies, and for a while, chasing the little hare in the mountains and running all over the mountain, and holding a bouquet of wild flowers for a while......

The whole mountain stream is full of heartfelt, happy, and immature laughter.

It wasn't until after a long time, when I was tired of playing, that I collapsed on the green grass, and unconsciously, tears flowed out, and the sky slowly darkened.

"It's time to eat!" I wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, "It's coming!" and hurried back, even though I knew it was just a dream, I still cherished it very much.

In my grandfather's mud house, there were oil lamps, and the three of them looked at me with smiles on their faces, and slowly a table of delicious food I loved, I made it next to my grandfather and my father, smiling silly, and then tears kept flowing.

It wasn't long before laughter continued to come from this little mud house, just as it had been many, many years ago......

During this time, I have been here, and even my father and mother have been "left" here, as if I have returned to the past, and I have not thought about anything else, as if I have never left here for a single step, as if it were heaven.

"Xiao Xuan, you should leave, if you don't leave, you will never leave. "Grandpa touched my head and took a puff of smoke.

"Grandpa, I don't want to leave, I really don't want to. "To be honest, I really can't bear it.

"You see, it's all just illusory. "Grandpa" took two puffs of his big cigarette gun, "You know, your real parents are still at home waiting for you to come back, distinguish the pros and cons, you are not old enough to enjoy comfort." ”

Grandpa smiled and looked at me seriously: "Go, I know the reason why you don't dare to come back, that's because you are not strong enough, and when you are strong enough one day, then you will have nothing to fear, and when that day comes, it will be the time for our family to reunite, child, we will wait for you." ”

As he spoke, Grandpa disappeared directly, without warning, and everything around him slowly became illusory, and the original flowers and trees all became white, until finally they turned completely white.

"Grandpa! grandpa!" I yelled, but to no avail.

"Ahh

"Ah Xuan! Ah Xuan, you're awake!" A surprised voice came, Cheng Xiaoyu lay on the edge of the bed, awakened by the scream I had just made, and quickly raised his head, his face was haggard, his eyes were dark, and he seemed to have stayed up all night.

Seeing that I woke up, he pounced on me at once, hugged me tightly, and this time it involved my muzzle, I bared my teeth and endured, not saying a word, just fluting, my hand open, but I didn't know where to put it.

Cheng Xiaoyu buried his whole face on my shoulder, and after a while, I felt a burst of warmth and humidity, accompanied by bursts of sobbing, Cheng Xiaoyu finally cried, and the grievances of so many days were finally released when I woke up.

I hesitated, slowly put my hand on Cheng Xiaoyu's back, and patted it gently: "Don't cry, let's not cry, good." ”

At this time, Cheng Xiaoyu also let go of me, and the grievances on his face instantly turned into happiness, "I'm sorry, I thought you couldn't wake up, I'm really scared, so I'm so happy, I didn't hurt you." ”

"Nope. I smiled lightly, stretched out my hand to wipe Cheng Xiaoyu's tears, looking at her tired and haggard, and suddenly I felt very sorry for this girl.

"Don't worry, you can't die, I will always protect you. I don't know how to say this, especially resolute, "Forever!"

"Poof. Hearing my words, Cheng Xiaoyu burst into tears and laughed, if it was before, she would definitely have quarreled with me, but this time she didn't, but instead stretched out her slender jade hand, and then her little finger was slightly bent, making a hook-shaped, like a fairy-like little face with a serious face, "Come, pull the hook!"

"Okay!" Seeing her serious appearance, I also stretched out my little finger and hooked it with Cheng Xiaoyu's little finger, Cheng Xiaoyu's eyes were big and dark, and the eyes were shining, very moving, looking at me directly, red lips lightly opened, and a sweet voice came out, "Hook and hang, don't change for a hundred years, whoever changes is a puppy!"

As he spoke, he shook my hand, and this time, he pulled the muzzle of the gun on my body again: "Hiss......" I took a breath of cold air.