Chapter 85 Silent Night Thoughts

"But ......" Jiang Lan blushed, not knowing what to tell her mother.

She is only seventeen years old, maybe in her mother's opinion, girls at this age can already marry and have children, but in her social circle, all the ladies of the same age are still studying, if it weren't for her falling in love with Jin Ruting, who is many years older than her, worried that he can't wait for him to finish his studies and marry another woman, she wouldn't be so anxious to marry herself.

Although they had already married in the church, she was not ready for the matter of men and women, so she was grateful to Jin Ruting for giving her time to adjust.

In the past few nights, they are all hugging each other and sleeping, his arms are very warm, and he is also very gentle to her, just like a big brother who is considerate and tolerant of her everywhere, she thinks it is very good now, they have a lifetime of time to get acquainted with each other, they can love each other until they are white, why rush to that moment?

"But what?"

Mrs. Jiang is not as optimistic as her, her daughter is young after all, and she fell in love with that man at first sight, so naturally she looks at how good she is, but she looks left and right, and everything is not pleasing to the eye.

In fact, it's no wonder that she is so picky, who let that man be married, how noble her daughter's identity is, and her appearance and conduct are also extremely outstanding, when she first arrived, the people who came to propose marriage were about to break through the threshold of their Jiang family, and now she actually made a continuation for someone, where would she be happy.

"Lan'er, my mother told you, your brother is unlucky, he went early, and those concubines are staring at your father's position, your stomach can fight for some gas, give Jin Ruting a son as soon as possible, while your uncle still has a little real power in his hands, we have to ......"

"Mother!" Before Mrs. Jiang finished speaking, she was interrupted by Jiang Lan, she pouted and said dissatisfiedly, "I am not a tool for giving birth to children, Brother Ruting said." I hope that I will continue to study, do what I want to do, and pass on the lineage, and I will not be in a hurry for a while. I'm still young anyway. ”

"You stupid girl. "Mrs. Jiang really hates that iron is not made of steel," my mother asked you to give him a child early, not for your good, with a son by your side, your position in the Jin family is solid." You see that his concubine and his divorced wife before, one was spoiled to the sky, and the other was trampled into mud, isn't it because the concubine gave birth to a daughter for him, but his wife has never come out?"

Mrs. Jiang was there to speak, but Jiang Lan didn't think so, "Brother Ruting and his dead cousin are the orders of his parents, he has no feelings for her, and it doesn't matter if she has children or not." And hasn't that concubine been sent out of the mansion now? There is no threat to me, besides, with your father and mother, as well as your uncle and grandfather, Brother Ruting will not dare to bully me, mother, don't worry about people here, I will take care of myself. ”

What she said, Mrs. Jiang was angry and funny, this girl was too heavily influenced by that new style of thinking. What kind of free love is advocated, for the sake of love, he is so hot-headed, he doesn't care about anything, and he can't listen to her at all. The mind is still too simple, maybe it is not a bad thing to let her hit a wall and suffer some losses, at least it can give her a long memory.

She simply stopped dwelling on this topic, and the mother and daughter talked about something else. Seeing that it was getting late, she coaxed her to go to bed earlier and rest.

On this side, after Weng Xu and the two finished playing chess, Jin Ruting left the study and was led by the Jiang family's subordinates to the bedroom specially prepared for him to rest.

Their rule here is that the newlyweds should stay at his wife's maiden house for a few days when they return to the door in three dynasties, but they can't sleep in the same room, so at this time, after sending away the girl who served him to wash, he was left alone in the huge bedroom.

It was in the dead of night that he was able to let himself tear off the thick disguise and think about the person who had passed away unscrupulously.

Pushing open the bedroom window, he looked up at the moon in the sky that was obscured by dark clouds, and his brows were deeply locked, and there was a deep sadness in his heart.

The cool breeze of autumn, and the fragrant fragrance of osmanthus in the air came to his nose, reminding him that it was autumn night soon, and this festival of family reunion made him extremely sad and guilty.

He remembered that on August 15 last year, Zhiyue was forced by him to go to Xu Qiu's courtyard to admire the moon with them.

She was thinly dressed, leaning against a golden laurel tree with a pale face, the cold wind blew the broken hair on her forehead, she was obviously shivering with cold, but she just looked at him numbly talking and laughing with Xu Qiu's mother and daughter, her eyes were calm like a pool of stagnant water.

Xu Qiu poured her a glass of osmanthus wine, but she somehow knocked it over, and a full glass of wine was spilled on the new clothes Xu Qiu had just made, and he slapped her hard without asking the reason, so that the corners of her lips overflowed with blood.

Xu Qiu interceded for her, but he was angered by her stubborn attitude and refused to admit her mistake, so he forced her to kneel in the courtyard for a night, and then she suffered from the wind and cold and was sick for more than a month.

Looking back now, he really wanted to waste his hands, obviously he loved her miserably, but he just blocked that breath, and he had to make her soft and bow her head, so that he could feel comfortable.

In fact, to put it bluntly, he is not confident at all, he is afraid that she will not love him, so he will use such strong means to break her wings, so that she will never be able to escape from his control.

In this tug-of-war of love wrestling, he lost from the beginning, completely lost, and even lost the qualification to love her.

His hand subconsciously touched the position of his abdomen, and the wound there was a faint pain, it was the pain she gave him, he was unwilling to take medicine, he was unwilling to let it heal, and even when it scabbed, he forcibly tore it again, allowing the blood to flow.

He wanted to keep it forever, as if only then could he feel as if she had really existed in his life.

In this life, he has no other pursuits, and revenge is the only reason why he is willing to live.

Once she could sacrifice anything in order to take revenge on Du Ruhai, then he could do it, to hell with any morality, conscience, and bottom line, the Du family and the Xu family have already got the end they deserve, especially the Xu family, if they dare to tease and deceive him like this, they should have the courage to bear the consequences.

Of course, he will not forget that the Jiang family is the initiator of the destruction of their Jin family.

Didn't Jiang Haotian want to have abundant financial resources to supply his army? He gave him that every decay started from within, and he wanted the Jiang family to rot and mold from the bones, leaving a stench for 10,000 years. (To be continued.) )

PS: The collection is crazy, and sure enough, there are still many girls who have abandoned the joy of our family ::>_