I lowered my head and smoked quietly, the blurry picture in front of me kept flashing, eating away at the last trace of strength in my heart little by little.

I think this kind of picture should be repeated every day, what I can't give to others can give, it's nothing more than what kind of purpose and reason, what can't be given is what can't be given......

The cold wind in the dark night brought a hint of coolness, which seemed to be able to penetrate into the bones, and the hands that had never trembled in the face of countless dangers began to tremble slightly.

I think it's okay to be alone, the taste of tossing and turning in the middle of the night is with me, maybe leaving you is also a kind of happiness, no one says it must be love......

The circles under my eyes were slightly sour, and I rubbed my eyes and turned my head away, I think it was because I was too naïve, and I was sad because I was too serious.

The lonely street lamp in the distance illuminates this difficult night, and the ears still seem to echo the words in the picture, as if there is a bowl of steaming instant noodles......

At this moment, I asked myself what is the true meaning of life, why do I feel heartache, why do I shed tears?

I suddenly felt that I was not even qualified to shed tears, now I am just a prodigal son who has died in the world, I don't know where tomorrow will be after today, how dare I hope for an ordinary life?

"Hey, that unobtrusive second uncle is still waiting for me, and my uneasy friends are still waiting for me to go back and leave!"

I threw away my cigarette and turned away, knowing that nothing could stop me, and today I completely buried my last retreat!

Before leaving, I couldn't help but stop and look back, how I wanted to imprint this scene in my mind, how I wanted to let time stop in this moment......

Suddenly I had an urge to rush back and knock on that door now, kill that bastard surnamed Du and hug Sixteen...... But I knew I couldn't.

I don't care what happens to beating that bastard to death, I just want to know what I'm going to do after I hug Sixteen? Stay? Or tell her I can give her a future?

Rubbing my sour nose, I drove away, knowing that time was running out for me, and if I didn't leave, I might not be able to leave......

I opened the window and threw the ceramic gun out, and by the way, I took off the human skin mask, and I felt very uncomfortable looking at the crying human skin mask.

If I could, I would like to persuade the mask not to cry, it will not look good if it is crying, and how can a man cry his nose?

In a blink of an eye, the car smoothly got on the highway, I desperately stepped on the accelerator to vent the unhappiness in my heart, looking at everything in front of me that was getting faster and more blurred, and my heart was vaguely comfortable.

I just don't know if I will ever be able to feel her tenderness again in my lifetime...... Now it seems that everything has become a luxury.

Originally, she and I were not in the same world, neither before nor now! Even if I was given a chance to get her now, would I choose?

At this moment, I suddenly thought of my second uncle, the woman he loved the most in his heart, and the refusal to start a family all these years......

In fact, some things are missed forever once they are missed, some people live in their hearts for a lifetime, and some gentleness will be engraved in their bones once they appear!

"Ahh

Desperately shouting just to spit out the breath in my chest, the lump in my chest made me a little breathless, and the depression made me feel heavier than ever!

In the invisible, there seems to be a big hand that has always been invisible, tearing off a shackle from me, so painful that people can't bear to live!

"Howl Ou! Howl! Xiong Sanming, rise up! Hahahaha!"

I laughed all the way and wiped my tears all the way, the car left Shenyang at a fast speed, I know that I can't forget everything that has been, so let it be sealed in my heart forever!

Maybe what you can't get in the world is the best, but I think the most painful thing in the world is that it was once within reach but passed by, if I was given another chance......

There is never a regret medicine in the world, and if I can have it, I am willing to do everything to change it, but I can't let go of my second uncle's kindness......

Maybe the rivers and lakes and the ordinary are two worlds, maybe life always has to face a lot of painful choices, so it may not be a good thing for me to get lost in this long dark night!

Maybe one day in the future, when I look back on my youth, I will find that the struggles and pains of youth are so piercing, but maybe I will say everything with a smile!

It was the first time I discovered that driving a fast car at the risk of life and safety could be so exciting, and for the first time, I fell in love with the taste of walking on the brink of death!

I had already stepped on the accelerator, and I was left behind by the other cars on the highway, perhaps because I wanted to get out of the way as quickly as possible......

It's a long road from Shenyang to Shandong, and I occasionally slow down to take a break, but more often than not, I'm desperately speeding and desperately trying to get back to that land full of hatred!

I left in a hurry and didn't have time to tell Su Yurong, I didn't have time to meet the talented man, but I don't regret all the decisions I made!

After refueling twice on the way, the long dark night finally subsided, and the dark sky gradually brightened, as if with a new rebirth and hope!

After getting off the highway, I checked into a nearby hotel and fell asleep as soon as I entered the door, and I didn't want to keep myself awake because the pain was really hard......

When I woke up in the afternoon, my whole body was sore, and I dragged my tired body to make a cup of instant noodles to fill my stomach.

After taking a shower and starting to be in a daze, the cigarettes were lit one after another, and I kept thinking about the next plan, I had to fool everyone if I had to do a nightmare!

I took out the human skin mask and stared at it in my hand for a long time, the empty mask seemed to attract me with a magical power, and I remembered what the eight-faced ghost had said.

He said that the real disguise without flaws is to use everything to put the mask on the face, and you can't take it off easily, otherwise you can't deceive others!

Looking at the empty mask is like seeing yourself at the moment, the empty eyes have no brilliance, no pity and hope, and no trace of emotion.

I put down my mask and turned around and went out, bought something at a nearby mall, and then went straight to a nearby internet café.

In the Internet café, I am constantly looking for people who look about my size and age, and most importantly, not too ugly!

Although men don't look at their faces to see their strength, sometimes it's always more convenient to do things with a higher appearance, after all, the public's aesthetic concept is there, and it's always right to look pleasing to the eye!

After looking for a long time, I found a young man with a similar grade on the second floor of the Internet café, who was wearing headphones and playing games intently, looking at his nose from the side!

In fact, the height of the nose bridge is the criterion for my choice, otherwise it will not look like it no matter how disguised it is!

I secretly wrote down his machine number, turned my head and went back to the bar on the first floor to buy cigarettes and water, and gave him a hundred yuan by the way.

After saying the machine number, the network manager filled the money slipperily, and I took a cigarette and a drink and went straight to the second floor.

I know that there will be a small window to prompt the Internet café to charge money, and it is estimated that the kid is also confused now, how can someone charge him with money?

In fact, my real purpose is not anything else, I just want to 'borrow' his ID card, only the real thing will not show flaws!

I want to disguise myself as him, take his ID card and become him completely! Then use a new identity and appearance to live in Shandong, and truly become a nightmare for my opponent!

I walked over and put the drink in front of him and patted him on the shoulder, and he was instantly startled!

"Hey friend, I charged the wrong money just now, and I accidentally rushed to your card. ”

"Huh?" he took off his headphones and looked at me, and I thought to myself, he wouldn't want to die and not admit it, would he?

"Just now, the network manager rushed two hundred wrong, and he asked me to come up and talk to you, or he will freeze you. ”

"Really, I didn't see it?" he immediately pretended to check the balance, and I waited patiently beside me.

"It's really two hundred, but I didn't bring that much money today!"

"It's okay, I don't have to ask you to pay me back, it's just ......"

"Who said I was going to pay you back? Who told you to rush me in the card?" he put on an unreasonable look, and a group of grass and mud horses galloped past me in an instant!

"You asked the network administrator to freeze it for me? My brother knows the boss here! Anyway, I didn't let you rush it, you can do it!"

"Damn! I'm so grumpy!" I didn't say a word, and I just flashed my pistol, and the muzzle of the black hole was aimed directly at him!

I know that no matter how much I say today, it will be in vain, and sometimes if I don't show the guy in my hand, he won't know how many eyes Ma Wang Ye has!