Chapter 148: Can't Let Go
Probably Shen Yuxi's performance was so bad that it could almost be said that he crossed the river and demolished the bridge. Francis was in a state of low pressure all night. His face was ugly to death, and when she talked to him, he barely responded. Even the medicine that usually takes a long time to coax her, but she didn't wait for her to speak, and took it on her own. She couldn't help but smile bitterly, she really didn't want to deal with her. She wanted to explain something to him, but she didn't know where to start.
Fang Jidong went into the bedroom after taking the medicine, Shen Yuxi watched a TV series in the living room, and waited until the bedroom was completely silent, she turned off the TV and went in.
Unexpectedly, Fang Jidong hadn't slept yet, and was leaning on the bed reading a magazine. It was an expired magazine that I don't know when, similar to the kind of magazine that the story club would have. Shen Yuxi didn't like to read it, she was just bored at the time, and the bound book she bought from a small bookstall was as thick as five centimeters. She only read a few pages, and she couldn't read it, most of the articles in it were fictional, bizarre and outrageous. What's more, the words inside were blurred, and there were many typos, and she had a hard time reading it, and felt that it was torture for her eyes. She thought she should buy a pirated book, and she wanted to find the bookseller at one point, because she was paying the price of the original copy.
This kind of bloody storybook, Fang Jidong actually read it with relish, which is really not in line with his style. Shen Yuxi lay on the bed, and he didn't react at all. Shen Yuxi let out a long breath, his heart relaxed, and he soon fell asleep.
At night, Shen Yuxi suddenly woke up, the headlights in the room had been turned off, and only one table lamp was left that still emitted a faint light. Mr. Francis was asleep leaning on the head of his bed, still holding the magazine in his hand.
Shen Yuxi carefully took out the book in his hand and put it on the cabinet. She carefully looked at Fang Jidong's face, her brows furrowed, as if she was not sleeping well.
She gently patted him on the shoulder, and Fang Jidong opened his eyes and looked at her in confusion. Shen Yuxi whispered: "Lie down and sleep, it's uncomfortable." ”
Fang Jidong reacted for a while before lying down obediently. Shen Yuxi covered the quilt for him and turned off the lamp. As soon as she lay down, Francis reached out a hand, put it on her waist, and pulled her into his arms.
Shen Yuxi thought he was pretending to be asleep, but his even breathing came from his ears. This is probably his habit, Shen Yuxi had no choice but to let him hold him, obediently snuggled in his arms, stretched out his hand to hug his waist, listening to his sonorous heartbeat, his heart was warm and steady.
She quickly fell asleep, and in the quiet of the night, Fang Jidong suddenly opened her eyes, gently stroked her hair, and sighed imperceptibly.
Shen Yuxi woke up in Fang Jidong's arms, and when she opened her eyes, she saw Fang Jidong looking at her with a smile. She hurriedly withdrew from his arms and spoke forcefully: "I didn't take the initiative, you hugged me first." ”
"Hmm. His hoarse voice, which was peculiar in the morning, hummed, and he stopped talking, did not even argue with her, but looked at her intently.
She was at a loss by him and was about to get up, but was pulled by Fang Jidong, who rolled over and fell on top of her. With her hands at her sides, she bit her lip and glared at him: "Don't mess around, I'm ......"
"How are you?" Francis looked at her with a wicked smile and waited quietly for her answer.
What can she do, what can she do to him.
"I'm going to get up, I'm going to be late for work in a minute. Shen Yuxi pushed him with both hands, but she had little strength and couldn't push him at all.
"Today is the weekend and you rest. Francis was quick to puncture her excuses.
"Well, you can do whatever you want. Shen Yuxi stretched out her hands, with a broken and broken posture, she had the posture like yesterday, and she really didn't have the face to refuse him today.
Fang Jidong sneered, lowered his head and kissed her on the lips, and said with a smile: "Why did you give up so easily?
Shen Yuxi glared at him angrily: "Are you kidding me?"
Fang Jidong turned over again, lay back on the bed, put his arms behind his head, closed his eyes and said, "Then do you want me to tease you, or are you really here?"
"What is really fake, boring. Shen Yuxi got out of bed and went to the wardrobe to pick out clothes, and was picking when he heard Fang Jidong say quietly: "Don't take that medicine anymore, it's not good for your health." ”
Shen Yuxi suddenly turned his head to look at him, and after a while, he turned around again, and said indifferently: "It doesn't matter, I don't eat it often, I don't eat it once or twice, there won't be any problem." ”
Her words made Fang Jidong very frustrated, there was a fire running around his body, he clenched his fists and continued: "You don't have to eat, I will use a condom in the future, and I won't let you get pregnant." ”
"There will be no future, I won't do such stupid things again. Shen Yuxi picked out her clothes and was about to go to the bathroom to change, when Fang Jidong stopped in front of her, his eyes exuding anger.
Fang Jidong grabbed the clothes in her hand and threw them to the ground, Shen Yuxi was also angry, and glared at him angrily: "What do you want to do?
Fang Jidong hated so much that his teeth were about to be crushed, he picked her up and threw her on the bed, he used all his strength, Shen Yuxi even felt his body bounce on the bed. She was dizzy from the fall, and before she could react, Fang Jidong was already pressed against her.
Shen Yuxi was frightened for no reason, she rarely saw Fang Jidong like this, exuding a cold air all over her body, but there was a burning anger in her eyes.
He stretched out his hand and touched her face, and said in a cold voice: "Shen Yuxi, when you need me, you are enthusiastic and whisper tactfully under me. When he didn't need me, he was as cold as ice, and he wanted to kick me away, and he was annoyed to even talk to me. Shen Yuxi, what do you think of me, a cowherd who sells herself and sex?"
Shen Yuxi smiled mockingly: "Don't look down on yourself so much, how can there be a cowherd like you." You are treated as *, and each takes what he takes. ”
Fang Jidong stiffened his neck, the green tendons on his forehead bulged, and his teeth rattled. He ripped open her pajamas, and the buttons of the pajamas crackled everywhere. Shen Yuxi screamed, his hands in front of his chest. Fang Jidong sneered and slammed her hand away, his strength was so great that Shen Yuxi couldn't move at all. Francis's warm lips kissed her neck and then her chest, and with a hint of punishment, he gnawed heavily with his teeth from time to time.
Shen Yuxi was teased by him and was painful and itchy, and screamed: "You let go of me." ”
"What if I don't let it go?" Fang Jidong stared at her coldly, without the slightest warmth in his eyes.
Shen Yuxi suddenly felt a sense of powerlessness, she turned her head sideways, tears overflowed from the corners of her eyes, and whispered: "Forget it, you can do it if you want." ”
Fang Jidong sneered, clamped her chin, forced her to turn her head, he bit her lip fiercely, and his tongue ran unscrupulously in her mouth. Shen Yuxi wanted to vomit for a moment, but she couldn't help it, otherwise Fang Jidong would probably be even more angry.
He finally succeeded, not as gentle as yesterday, and went on a rough rampage. He rarely treated her like this, this was probably the first time, Shen Yuxi felt sad and desperate, tears were left drop by drop, and he kissed dry a little bit.
She was silently shedding tears throughout the whole process, but Francis turned a blind eye and simply vented himself. She was like a doll without a soul, at his mercy. Her wrists were clenched tightly in his hands, and her legs were squeezed by him. She had lost almost all her strength, and in the end she couldn't even hold back tears.
After it was over, Fang Jidong got up mercilessly, casually threw a piece of clothing over her, ran his rough thumb across her bitten red and swollen lips, and said coldly: "Shen Yuxi, I used to spoil you so much that you hurt me unscrupulously. ”
Shen Yuxi pulled away his hand, turned over and lay on the bed, her face buried deep in the pillow, her voice was hoarse after crying for a long time: "Yes, I was spoiled by you, I don't know what to do, so why are you still here?"
"Shen Yuxi, I won't let you succeed. Fang Jidong slowly grabbed her neck, not forcefully, but Shen Yuxi felt a wave of fear coming, only to hear Fang Jidong's deep voice, as if from a whisper, so cold that she wanted to shiver. "It's better for us to hurt each other. ”
Shen Yuxi closed his eyes, reached out and pulled down the quilt, wrapping himself firmly. Francis also ignored her, and he went to the bathroom to take a shower, and the steam in the bathroom made him feel unreal. He treated Shen Yuxi like that, and he was even more uncomfortable. Seeing her crying silently, he was distressed. Shen Yuxi is really his sin, he let go of his predecessor I don't know how much, but he can't let go of her.
He always told himself that there were more good women in the world, and there would be a lot of girls waiting for him to pick when he beckoned, but why did she have to do it. In the past few years, it is not that there are no other women around her, but no one is her. Xu Wenyu said that he was stunned, and the woman he was looking for either looked like her or had a similar temperament and personality. There was a girl who had just graduated from college and went to the company for an internship, and he took a fancy to it. Because the girl is a little cunning, a little innocent, a little gentle, a little cute, like Shen Yuxi.
It only took a little bit of tricks for him to get his hands on it. But when it came to the last step, he couldn't do it. The girl sat on the bed aggrieved, her clothes half exposed, and said in a soft voice: "What did I do wrong? I know, you use me as a stand-in, and you don't look at me right." But I'm willing to be that stand-in, I'm willing to take care of you for that sister. ”
Fang Jidong took out a cigarette and lit it very irritably, and Shen Yuxi's delicate figure seemed to appear in front of him. After he finished smoking, he said coldly: "You go, work hard, don't come back in the future." ”
Fang Jidong hated himself, why couldn't he let her go so much. Even if he was with Song Qing back then, he was only sad for a while. Seeing her in K City, he couldn't let go of it even more, she could only be his in this life, and no one should be delusional.
He arranged everything in the company, and came to this small city where birds don't alone, and the circle said that he was chasing his wife for thousands of miles, and laughed at him openly and secretly. But he didn't care, as long as he could get her back to him, he wouldn't pay attention to anything. But Shen Yuxi, who obviously loves him so much, likes to say something insincere. He knew her purpose, Shen Yuxi still couldn't let go of the past, she was punishing herself. So she always wanted to chase him away. She didn't think that even if he died, he would die by her side.