"Yingying, who are you talking to?"

Hearing that Hu Xi in the ward woke up, the girl who called Yingying said, "Come in." ”

Mu Long walked in front, followed by Bian Xuedao, and Li Bing guarded the door.

Walking through the small corridor, Bian Xuedao saw Hu Xi on the hospital bed, and Hu Xi also saw Bian Xuedao, although Bian Xuedao was wearing large sunglasses on his face, Hu Xi still recognized him at a glance.

Hu Xi tilted his head sideways, trying to show a smile: "You're here." ”

Bian Xuedao took off his sunglasses and said, "I'll come to see you." ”

Looking straight at Bian Xuedao, Hu Xi's eyes showed extremely complicated emotions, and said, "I didn't expect you to come." ”

When Hu Xi said this, the girl who called Yingying widened her eyes, pointed to Bian Xuedao and said, "You are ...... You're a ......."

The girl nodded slightly, walked to the hospital bed and said, "I think I should come." ”

When Hu Xi heard this, he first smiled brightly, and then tears flowed down his face.

Turning his face to the other side of the pillow, Hu Xi choked up and said, "Yingying, you take the other eldest brother to the restaurant to eat something." ”

Bian Xuedao listened, and nodded at Mu Long.

Mu Long walked out of the ward with the girl, he did not go to the cafeteria, but stood guard at the door with Li Bing.

When the girl saw it, she didn't leave, she sat on a chair in the corridor, staring at Li Bing and Mu Long who were standing around the door of the ward.

Until now, the girl named Yingying still can't believe that the person who came to visit her sister in the hospital was Bian Xuedao.

My sister actually knew Bian Xuedao!

Bian Xuedao actually came to the hospital to visit his sister in person!!

No wonder my sister has made so much money in so many years!!

In the hospital room.

Hu Xi turned his head sideways and wept, while learning to move the chair to the head of the bed, sat down, looked at Hu Xi's side face on the hospital bed, and said nothing.

After crying for a few minutes, Hu Xi raised his hand to wipe the tears on his face, turned his head, looked at Bian Xuedao and said, "Let you see the joke." ”

Looking at Hu Xi's red eyes crying, Bian Xuedao said calmly: "If I were you, I might cry worse than you." ”

Regaining a little of his former glory, Hu Xi said softly, "Thank you for coming to see me." ”

Glancing at the three electronic devices monitoring the patient's physical signs next to the bed, Bian Xuedao said: "You went to see me when I was hospitalized, just as I was reciprocating, so you don't have to say thank you to me." ”

Listening to Bian Xuedao talk about the past, Hu Xi said leisurely: "I really want to go back to a few years ago, but unfortunately I can never go back." ”

Looking at a bottle of yellow and white calla lilies placed on the windowsill, Bian Xuedao said: "Until the end, never give up." ”

Hu Xi smiled faintly and said, "Do you know? Recently, I have been thinking every day, if people in the world knew how old they would live as soon as they were born, would they live more painfully, or would they live happier?"

Bian Xuedao said ambiguously: "Some people will be more miserable, and some people will be happier." ”

Chong Bian Xuedao wrinkled his nose, and Hu Xi said, "Slippery head." ”

Bian Xuedao said: "What I say is the truth. ”

"That's not what I thought. Hu Xi shook his head and said, "Everyone will die, everyone knows this." But if a person is born knowing how long he will live, he will allocate his time more reasonably. For example, if you have a life span of 10 years, you can just have fun. People with a life span of 20 years should not go to school, don't waste their short life in rigid classrooms, spend more time at home with their parents, or go out to travel and see the world. ”

"If you have a life span of 30 years, don't get married, and don't work hard to make money and save money to buy a car and a house. In 30 years, it is difficult to achieve a career, so it is better to do something that interests you and be the most authentic self. ”

"People with a life span of 40 years ......"

can hear that Hu Xi has really thought about this issue carefully, otherwise she would not have gone from 10 years of life to 70 years of life, and planned the life of each "life period" in an orderly manner.

After Hu Xi finished speaking, Bian Xuedao asked, "If you knew your lifespan, how would you live?"

"Me?" Hu Xi turned his head to look at the sky outside the window and said, "That would be another Hu Xi." ”

Half a day.

Hu Xi asked Bian Xuedao softly: "If you knew when you would die, how would you live?"

After a few seconds of silence, Bian Xuedao said, "It should be similar to now." ”

Hu Xi listened to it and said with a smile: "I'm really sick and confused, you live so successfully, where would you want to change your way of living." ”

Bian Xuedao didn't answer, and Zhengse asked, "What can I do for you?"

With the status of Bian Xuedao today, this sentence carries a lot of weight.

Hu Xi looked at Bian Xuedao and asked, "Really?"

Bian Xuedao nodded: "Really." ”

Hu Xi asked, "Why?"

Bian Xuedao said: "You should return the favor of helping me kill Xiang Bin." ”

"That's ......" Hu Xi thought for a while, and suddenly asked, "Do you know how to cook?"

Bian Xuedao was stunned by the question, nodded and said, "It will be a little." ”

"Will you be a little bit?" Hu Xi then asked, "Do you know how to make pot wrapped meat?"

Belch......

After thinking for more than ten seconds, Bian Xuedao said: "I have seen others do it, but I haven't practiced it." ”

Hu Xi said: "That's okay, you can help me make a pot of meat." It's been almost a month, and I'm very hungry for this dish, but there are few Chinese restaurants in Vancouver that know how to make it, and the craftsmanship and taste of the few that say they can make it are not authentic. ”

Pot-wrapped meat ......

Bian Xuedao looked at Hu Xi and asked, "You only need this?"

Hu Xi looked at the calla lily on the windowsill and said, "The way I am now, except for the appetite, everything else is a floating cloud." ”

Bian Xuedao: "......"

Looking at Bian Xuedao's eyes, Hu Xi continued: "If you think it's too simple for me to only need one dish, then I'll make another request." ”

Bian Xuedao said in a deep voice: "Say it." ”

Seeing Bian Xuedao's serious appearance, Hu Xiwan smiled: "Don't talk about it now, I'll tell you in a few days." ”

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……

At 9 a.m. the next day, the three of them came to St. Paul's Hospital again.

When he got out of the car, Li Bing was carrying a lunch box in his hand, which contained the famous Songjiang dish made by Bian Xuedao himself-pot wrapped meat.

For this box of dishes, last night I learned to learn the Tao for more than half an hour of international long-distance travel, and did a four-pot practice to master the skills and heat of crispy on the outside and tender on the inside.

This is also thanks to his culinary foundation, otherwise it would be more difficult to learn this dish.

In the ward, there were still two people, Bian Xuedao and Hu Xi, and the little girl named Yingying went out very acquaintedly.

Watching Hu Xi eat, he asked Xuedao, "Who are you the little girl who accompanies you?"

Hu Xi picked up the water cup and said, "She is my half-sister, surnamed Chen, called Chen Ying." ”

Bian Xuedao listened, nodded, and didn't say anything.

Hu Xi continued: "I have had a very bad relationship with my family since I was a child, and I am not close to Chen Ying....... When people are dying, many things will be seen, in the end, they are the blood relatives of this world, as long as they still remember family affection, what I can't take away will be left to them. ”

Bian Xuedao said: "I remember you told me that you haven't seen your father, but what about your mother?"

Sighing, Hu Xi said with red eyes: "My mother learned about me in China...... I was in a hurry, I had a heart attack, I couldn't afford to be sick, and I'm still living in the hospital. ”

Bian Xuedao said, "I'm sorry. ”

"Needless to say, I'm sorry. Hu Xi said with a smile in his eyes: "I can't say why, when I see you, I feel very stable." ”

Bian Xuedao smiled at Hu Xi.

Hu Xi continued: "I can eat the food you made for me with your own hands, and you can talk to me like this here, I have died without regrets." ”

Bian Xuedao said: "We are friends. ”

Hu Xi said: "You are taking pity on me. ”

Bian Xuedao said: "It's not that I pity you, I really treat you as a friend." ”

Hu Xi smiled and said, "Okay, friend, if you told me such a thing a year ago, I would definitely try my best to push you down on the bed and fall in love with you once." ”

Bian Xuedao: "......"

Hu Xi said: "It's a pity, at that time I thought I was an uneducated and not very serious in your eyes, no matter how I was, I couldn't touch your bed." ”

Feeling a little embarrassed about this topic, he changed the topic and said, "When I was sick and hospitalized, what did you tell me in the ward?"

Hu Xi looked at Bian Xuedao and asked, "You really don't know anything about it?"

Bian Xuedao said: "I don't know at all. ”

Hu Xi had a playful expression on his face and asked, "I really want to know?"

Bian Xuedao nodded.

Hu Xi said: "I said...... I listen to you and go into seclusion when it is most beautiful. ”

……

……

Day 3.

When Bian Xuedao came to the hospital at noon, Hu Xi was dying of pain in the hospital bed.

After the doctor finished disposing of it, he saw Bian Xuedao walking into the ward, Hu Xi stretched out his hand, weakly grabbed Bian Xuedao's arm, and said weakly: "I don't want to stay here, I want to go home, you send me home, I want to die in my own home, I want to die in my own bed." ”

Turning his head to look at Chen Ying, who was shaking her head with herself while crying, she learned and said, "Don't give up until the end." ”

Hu Xi looked straight at the ceiling and said: "In my life, I have asked for it but couldn't get it, I got it when I asked for it, I got it when I lost it, and I got it back and I lost it...... Everything I do, no matter what outsiders think, is to make myself more independent, freer, and more loved. ”

Taking a few deep breaths, Hu Xi continued: "It's a pity, after all, life is thinner than paper, and I didn't enjoy a good life at any cost, but I didn't enjoy it for a few days...... Since I was a child, my grandmother didn't like my eyebrows, saying that girls are not blessed with such eyebrows, and secretly shaved a few times while I was sleeping, and every time I messed with her, I didn't expect that she was right, I was really unlucky......"

Listening to Hu Xi's words, looking at Hu Xi's black and tall eyebrows, he said, "I think your eyebrows are very beautiful and beautiful." ”

Hu Xi hooked the corners of his mouth slightly and said, "I know you like to look at my eyebrows, and every time you meet, the first thing you see is my eyebrows." ”

Bian Xuedao admitted: "Yes, I like your eyebrows. ”

Hu Xi looked at Bian Xuedao and said, "I didn't tell you, I also like your eyebrows, I think your eyebrows are very manly...... Can I touch it?"

Chen Ying wiped her tears and went out.

Bian Xuedao leaned over in front of Hu Xi, Hu Xi raised his hand and gently stroked Bian Xuedao's eyebrows, then touched his ears, touched his cheeks, his nose, and his chin......

While touching, Hu Xi burst into tears: "Okay, I remember you." In the next life, I will be a good woman, and then I will go to you, roll the sheets with you, cook and wash clothes for you, and give you children......"

……

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Day 4.

Hu Xi's condition seems to have stabilized a little, and his spirit has improved a lot, and even his face has a luster.

Pulling Bian Xuedao up to the rooftop of the building where he usually smokes secretly, Hu Xi asked Bian Xuedao: "Do you have any regrets in your life?"

Bian Xuedao said dryly: "Yes." ”

I didn't expect Bian Xuedao to say it so happily, Hu Xi asked, "Do you also have regrets?"

Bian Xuedao said: "It is impossible for people to go well in this life, and what they miss is a regret." ”

Looking at the sky in the distance, Hu Xi said: "I have a lot of regrets in my life, one of them is you, if I can choose again, I will either choose to never know each other, or choose to stalk." ”

Bian Xuedao: "......"

Hu Xi continued: "But fortunately, you are a loving man, after these few days, there should be a corner in your memory that belongs to me, and that is enough." ”

Back to the ward.

Hu Xi took out a bottle of red nail polish from under his pillow like a trick, handed it to Bian Xuedao, and said, "Now I officially make my second request to you, help me apply nail polish to all ten of my fingernails, no, I changed my mind, and I also painted my toenails." ”

Bian Xuedao did not refuse.

For a woman whose life is measured in hours, he can't bear to refuse, and he doesn't want to refuse.

Compared to the huge price he paid to help him Hu Xi when he left his soul, what is the value of wearing nail polish?

Hu Xi is an itchy person.

When Bian Xuedao held her feet and applied her nail polish, Hu Xi laughed like a little girl the whole time.

After all 20 nails were painted, Hu Xi also laughed so hard that she naturally leaned on Bian Xuedao's shoulder and said: "Before you came, every day was a little daze was dusk, only in the past few days, I felt the passage of time, very reluctant, really reluctant, I don't want to die, I want to be by your side, even if it is a nameless and humble woman." ”

After hesitating for a few seconds, Bian Xuedao stretched out his hand and put his arm around Hu Xi's shoulders and said, "Don't give up, wait until you get through this, there are many projects that we can work together, and you will become a very successful woman." ”

"Successful woman......" Hu Xi muttered again, and suddenly said, "I'll sing you a song." ”

Bian Xuedao said: "Your current body ......"

Hu Xi raised his head and kissed Bian Xuedao lightly on the face, and said, "It's okay, I'm in good shape today." ”

Bian Xuedao said: "Okay, just a few words." ”

Clearing his throat slightly, Hu Xi sang softly:

"Why does the heart not die, this love turns to ashes first,

I hope you don't wait any longer to ask.

Let the fire dry up my tears, and burn away a few hatreds,

Please, let me be indifferent, a white cloud.

Why is the sea not dry, this love has dried up first,

I hope you don't want to hate again.

Let the sea wash away the vulgar dust, and the frenzy washes away a few hatreds,

Who wants to be a sinner in the sea of love again......"

After singing a few words, Hu Xi's breath was not enough, and after a pause of more than 10 seconds, she continued to sing:

"Don't let the wounded heart be covered with tears and kisses,

should not be close again,

Please take away the regrets of this life, and the old dreams do not have to be searched for anymore.

Don't let your heart become discouraged, because you will hurt again,

shouldn't be asked,

Hugh cried bitterly, but it can be seen that this is called fate. ”

After singing a song "Fate", Hu Xi said: "There is another song, I want you to sing it with me." ”

Bian Xuedao said, "Okay." ”

Hu Xi asked, "Do you know which song it is?"

Bian Xuedao said: "I know. ”

Hu Xi hooked Bian Xuedao's neck and said, "You don't want to be like this, the more you understand me like this, the more reluctant I am to go." ”

Neither of them said the name of the song, Hu Xi slapped a few beats on Bian Xuedao's leg with his fingers, and the two sang at the same time:

"Life ups and downs, ups and downs,

Who wants to be with you for a long time?

If the dream of a lifetime goes with time,

Who wants to stay in my dreams.

True heart false intentions,

False hearts and true intentions,

Hazy mundane ......"

After singing "Blood Like Fire", Hu Xi took Bian Xuedao's arm and said, "I still want to sing "Afterlife". ”

Bian Xuedao said: "Okay, sing together." ”

A man and a woman, sitting on a hospital bed, hummed softly to the sunset window, both tacit and sad.

"The love is shallow,

You and I know to cherish,

I have to wait in the next life,

Then embark on the beginning of each other's stories. ”

The emotional Li Bing stood at the door, and heard Bian Xuedao and Hu Xi singing "Afterlife" in the ward through the door, his nose was inexplicably sore, and he turned his head and said to Mu Long: "I'll go to the bathroom." ”

Mu Long looked at Li Bing and said calmly: "You go, I can still bear it." ”

……

……

At 4:07 a.m. on September 26, Vancouver time, Chen Ying cried and dialed Bian Xuedao's phone.

Forty minutes later, Bian Xuedao and his party rushed to St. Paul's Hospital and saw Hu Xi lying on the hospital bed and had stopped breathing.

Sitting on the chair in the ward, Chen Ying was crying breathlessly, and when she saw Bian Xuedao, the helpless little girl wiped her tears and snot and said, "I was fine yesterday, but I didn't expect it to ...... suddenly." All of a sudden......"

Bian Xuedao endured his grief and asked, "Does she have anything to say?"

Chen Ying sobbed and said, "Yes...... She seemed to know she wasn't ...... No more...... Talked to me a lot last night...... Still...... Let me pass on one thing to you......"

As she spoke, Chen Ying walked to the hospital bed, opened the drawer, and took out a small wooden box from it.

Open the wooden box, and there is a jade pendant and a lighter inside.

The jade pendant is the jade pendant that Hu Xi hung around his neck and said that he would pass it down from her generation to be an "heirloom".

As for lighters......

Chen Ying took out the lighter from the wooden box and handed it to Bian Xuedao: "She asked me to give this to you." ”

took the lighter and only glanced at it, and Bian Xuedao, who was very deep in the city, couldn't hold back anymore and cried in public.

The lighter in his hand is exactly the same as the lighter that Shen Fu gave him, and it is the lighter that Hu Xi borrowed from him for the first time.

What made Bian Xuedao cry was that he didn't know what Hu Xi used to engrave four letters on the lighter - HuXi.

walked to the bedside, stared deeply at Hu Xi's remains, and saw Hu Xi holding yesterday's bottle of red nail polish in his hand, and said in a trembling voice: "You all go out, let me stay alone with her for a while." ”