Chapter Eighty-Six: You're Alone
"You're back. Jiang Xiaoyan heard this as soon as she entered the door, and was stunned at the door for a moment, no one had said this to her for many years.
Before the age of 9, whether it was preschool or elementary school, Jiang Xiaoyan went alone, his mother was not in good health, and she did some small work at home, and every time she went home, someone would greet her, and this was the only word of greeting. Jiang Xiaoyan only subconsciously spoke to Liu Nanfeng at that time, but she didn't expect it to become the bond between the two later, but it was also the bond between her and her mother, wasn't it?
Mother?
"Why don't you come in yet? Liu Nanfeng said and took out desserts from the refrigerator, Jiang Xiaoyan lowered his head and put down his backpack casually, entered the bathroom and closed the door. When I was a child, I was always very envious of others having a father, when I was bullied, I could tell others that I had a very powerful father, and when I wanted to eat a 5-cent fritter in school, I just watched other people's fathers buy it for their children, and when it rained, there was a father holding an umbrella or driving an old-fashioned motorcycle wearing a blue raincoat and hesitating at the school gate, ah, yes, it was good to have a father.
After the age of 9, she was still silent when the Jiang family adopted her, she envied Jiang Minchun, who had parents and countless skirts, and dolls that could never get tired of playing......
"This will be your home from now on, and I will be your father from now on. This is the warmest word she has ever heard in her entire childhood, but, but why didn't anyone come to see her when she was imprisoned instead of Jiang Minchun, and in the 10 years of the Jiang family, Nan Ke had a dream?
"Jiang Xiaoyan?" Liu Nanfeng tried to call her, Jiang Xiaoyan pretended to cough twice, and immediately washed his face, his eyes were red and swollen, and he couldn't go out to see Liu Nanfeng at all.
"I, I'm going to the toilet. Jiang Xiaoyan suppressed her throat and said, Liu Nanfeng frowned, it was very wrong for her to come back today, was she bullied or remembered the past.
"Bang" Jiang Xiaoyan was not allowed to think too much, but the door was directly pushed open, and Liu Nanfeng smiled at her.
"The only place in this world where I can cry is the toilet and my arms, why should I hide in the toilet here. Liu Nanfeng stretched out his hand to her, Jiang Xiaoyan hung his head, what was the original sentence - the only place in this world to cry is the toilet and in his father's arms.
Jiang Xiaoyan hooked her lips and smiled bitterly, Dad?
Jiang Xiaoyan opened his hand and went out from his side, she didn't want him to see her like this, and she didn't need him to see her like this, for a person who didn't care about her, these things were just garbage that should be thrown into the trash, why bother!
"Jiang Xiaoyan, you are such a stupid person!" Liu Nanfeng's hand grabbed her, Jiang Xiaoyan's eyes widened, and he crashed into his arms in an instant, he, what is he doing?
"Every time I'm really sad, I secretly get up and hold back my tears, do you think it's funny? Do you really think I won't be heartbroken!" Liu Nanfeng yelled at her, Jiang Xiaoyan was stunned, and let the tear ducts give birth to tears.
Liu Nanfeng, even if I die, won't you have heartache?
Four years ago, when Liu Nanfeng married Jiang Minchun, she asked him this sentence before committing suicide, and he said to let her die, but it turned out that he would also have heartache.
"Liu Nanfeng, don't leave me again, okay?No matter what kind of capacity I am by your side, don't leave me again, okay?"
Jiang Xiaoyan didn't say the latter sentence, she didn't know in what capacity she could tell him what she wanted, she never had extravagant expectations, this time she would treat her as a child's temper, even if he left tomorrow, she wanted to tell him this sentence that was a year late, she wanted to keep him at the beginning, but please forgive her for not having the courage and not being qualified.
"I can give you the rest of my life if you want to. Liu Nanfeng said so affectionately, Jiang Xiaoyan listened to it as "lower body"!
Liu Nanfeng was wrong, and directly picked her up and put her on the bed, Jiang Xiaoyan didn't cry enough, but he interrupted him, and the resentment in his heart was kissed by him passionately and tenderly until it disappeared and dispersed. Get used to this kind of thing, and think about it very scary!
Jiang Xiaoyan has fallen a lot in the past few days with Liu Nanfeng, because he spends most of his time sleeping after * every day, all like a young couple who have just gotten married.
"It's very strange that the company said that there would be business activities for further study, and I had been to South Korea for more than ten days. Liu Nanfeng was cooking, and Jiang Xiaoyan was talking in his arms.
"It is estimated that your company is going to go bankrupt, and the performance is not good. Liu Nanfeng was ready to stir-fry, pulled her behind him, and didn't allow her to go, took her hand and put him on his eight-pack abs, grabbed her hand with his left hand and stir-fried with his right hand, Jiang Xiaoyan hugged him with both hands, and he was reluctant to let go of his left hand.
"I don't think the company's management is good, but the personnel ability is still okay, like me, how powerful!" Jiang Xiaoyan smiled to himself, Liu Nanfeng secretly thought in his heart, it was really Wang Po selling melons and boasting about herself!
"You shouldn't be surnamed Jiang, you should be surnamed Wang. After finishing speaking, Jiang Xiaoyan could think of what he was thinking.
"Your surname is Wang! Lao Wang next door!" The last word, Jiang Xiaoyan used the first sound, deliberately stretched it very long.
"Ahh
"I was wrong. Jiang Xiaoyan admitted, Liu Nanfeng didn't speak, and didn't let her down until she was ready, Jiang Xiaoyan was so frightened that he ignored him angrily after a meal. Liu Nanfeng didn't clean up the bowl, squatted in front of her, and looked directly at the bottom of her skirt.
"Sit down, don't move. Liu Nanfeng held her hips with both hands, Jiang Xiaoyan had a bad premonition, and sure enough, Liu Nanfeng was facing her and carrying her on his shoulders, afraid that she would be unbalanced, kicked away the chair and let her lean against the wall, Jiang Xiaoyan was made to tremble by him, holding his head with both hands. This is probably the hardest pose the two have ever done.
"Liu Nanfeng, I want it. After a long time, Jiang Xiaoyan finally couldn't help but turn into a ball of water, Liu Nanfeng hugged her waist and buttocks, left the wall, Jiang Xiaoyan fell back without strength, and then did it again on the sofa in such a weird posture.
"I'm tired. Jiang Xiaoyan hooked his neck, and Liu Nanfeng's eyes were still blurred.
"Can you do it well at night?" Jiang Xiaoyan tried to communicate with him, and Liu Nanfeng pursed his lips evilly.
"I've been thinking about you for more than a year, don't you miss me?" Jiang Xiaoyan knew what he meant, and what this big pervert said was that she couldn't hear it.
"But the intensity is too great, I still have more than two months in Switzerland, don't worry!" Liu Nanfeng didn't understand what she meant, she just said that she didn't want him to leave again, how could she say such a stupid thing now.
"I have the rest of my life by your side, but I'm still anxious, I just want you. Liu Nanfeng said and kissed again, Jiang Xiaoyan didn't understand his words, did he take her childish words seriously today?
"Actually, I don't want to be your lover, oh no, you said that the words that lover enjoys like this are not suitable for me, I just had a hot brain, I didn't mean to say those words, Liu Nanfeng, you are suitable for marriage at this age, even if it is not the beginning of the literature, you should be a famous lady. Jiang Xiaoyan said to herself, and Liu Nanfeng was still kissing her tightly on the neck.
"Committed suicide by cutting your wrists four years ago, you used Jian Chen to ask Gu Ju to send the necklace, you have a good grasp of Jian Chen's thoughts, and know that he will definitely tell Gu Ju to see you, and then calculate the time of blood loss before cutting your wrists, you even calculated the auspicious time for marriage, including the time when Gu Ju called Jian Chen after making the emergency call, the time when Jian Chen told me, the time when the doctor went to you, Jiang Xiaoyan, you planned this because you didn't want me to get married or didn't want me to marry Jiang Minchun?" Liu Nanfeng told the facts four years ago, Jiang Xiaoyan did not refute it, yes, she was indeed calculating, and even calculated that he would doubt it after listening to Gu Ju's words, and guessed her intentions, she didn't expect that Liu Nanfeng didn't get angry with her, and was gentler with her than ever, so that she always felt indebted later.
"Answer me. He grabbed her by the short hair and looked at him, almost dripping blood from his eyes.
"You, you said that Wen Chu was still uncertain about life and death on the hospital bed, and it was impossible to have the heart to talk about the private affairs of his children, you just hated me, there was no need to hate my sister. Jiang Xiaoyan pretended to be calm, no matter what he had to do with him at the beginning of the year, he couldn't marry Jiang Minchun, the culprit, Jiang Xiaoyan deceived him, so she apologized to him on the hospital bed at that time.
"I admit it, I hated you like this at that time, so I hated the Jiang family so much that I wanted to invade your sister's life, but the night before the wedding, you told me that you liked Huo Lingdong, and I was sure that I would tie you up for the rest of my life, you can't have a second man besides me, not to mention that when I held the ring the next day, I was already planning to announce the abandonment of the marriage with everyone. ”
Jiang Xiaoyan raised his hand to cover his teary eyes, he was a rampant bully! Why did he say that she could only have him as a man, why should he tie her up for the rest of her life, and who she liked had nothing to do with him.
Liu Nanfeng got up, lit two cigarettes, smoked straight, coughed twice from time to time, Jiang Xiaoyan had suspected Jiang Minchun's scapegoat, but her reaction made him irritable, was she sure that she wouldn't tell the truth?
"Don't leave me no matter what your identity?" extinguishing two cigarette butts in the ashtray, Liu Nanfeng pulled her out of the sofa and into his arms, and Jiang Xiaoyan didn't start.
"Then it's still an enemy, an enemy with a narrow road for a lifetime. Liu Nanfeng lowered his head and kissed her, Jiang Xiaoyan gradually responded, this is their relationship, isn't it?
"Ah~" Jiang Xiaoyan was pressed against the wall by him, Liu Nanfeng was hot and furious this night, and he lost his previous calmness and gentleness.
"Pain~" Jiang Xiaoyan was thrown on the bed again, and as before, he didn't pay much attention to it.
"In this life, you can only have one man, me, understand?" Liu Nanfeng roared before she fell asleep, Jiang Xiaoyan responded, this year of separation, if she wants to, she can find someone who loves her at any time, but even if she knows that he will not return to her, she still can't be with other men.
"Liu Nanfeng, are you the first time you are 25 years old?" Jiang Xiaoyan chuckled in his ear, if so, his first time turned out to be so hastily given to her.
"Do you think my bad skills are bothering you?" Liu Nanfeng changed his posture, Jiang Xiaoyan grabbed his arm, drunk and dreamed of death.
"If only you were a woman for me in the future. Jiang Xiaoyan lay on the side of the bed, and Liu Nanfeng turned her face and kissed it.
"As long as you want to, you will always be alone. "As long as she wants, is it okay? What about Liu Nanfeng? Are you willing to live with her for the rest of her life with nothing?