Hearing Chen Yanyu say this suddenly, my heart suddenly became uncomfortable.

I looked at Chen Yanyu in front of me and was speechless for a while.

I didn't expect her to agree, but I didn't expect that Chen Yanyu still let Zheng Jiayue go..

It may be that a trace of loss flashed in my eyes, Chen Yanyu caught something, she looked at me, smiled and said, "What, do you think I will keep her and not let her leave?"

I didn't expect Chen Yanyu to see through my thoughts, and I still didn't say anything after being stunned for a while.

Indeed, what she said was not wrong, I had such an idea just now... But I can't say it, it would seem bad...

Seeing that I didn't say anything, Chen Yanyu turned around, she sat down in her office chair, then looked at me again, and said slowly: "I'm really embarrassed, even if it's me, I can't embarrass her in this matter.. But.."

"You still don't want her to go, do you?"

Although I didn't understand what Chen Yanyu wanted to tell me when she called me, I heard her ask, and finally nodded and said truthfully: "Actually, I don't know myself, and I don't know what I think... But.."

"I do regret it a little, I kind of don't want her to leave me.."

Chen Yanyu looked quite satisfied with my answer, she looked at me, and said again: "Then you can tell her? She won't leave until the next day, right? You still have a day, why don't you tell her what you really think? Why don't you tell her that you don't want her to go?"

What Chen Yanyu said was really direct, I was speechless, looking at her and not knowing what to say.

Without waiting for me to speak, Chen Yanyu immediately smiled again and said, "I know, you don't want Xiaoyue to think that you are a selfish person, do you?"

I was a little out of breath at this time, and soon nodded and said: "Well, maybe, in fact, I really don't know what I do to be right, I don't want her to go, but Mr. Chen, you didn't see her parents' appearance, even if it was me, I would feel sad when I saw her parents' hopes disappointed, I don't want Zheng Jiayue to lose the opportunity for family reunion because of me.. Not to mention her father's illness.."

"I don't know what to do, what do you think I should do? If it were Mr. Chen, what would you choose? Will you let Xiaoyue stay?"

I guess I didn't expect that I was suddenly a little emotional, Chen Yanyu looked at me and didn't speak immediately.

She stared at me like this, and after a long moment she spoke again, "Sure enough, sure enough. . . You can't escape that thought."

Chen Yanyu seemed to understand my thoughts very well, I looked at her, and saw that she took a deep breath again, and then said slowly: "Actually, I have also encountered something similar to you... At that time, I also had to make a very painful choice... But no matter what, someone will get hurt... So.."

"In the end, I still chose, although I knew that it was not good, although I was still very unwilling in my heart, but... I still chose that.."

"Now I can't say if I regret it, or what I really think, but what I can tell you is... If you decide, you are responsible for your decision... That is to say.."

"If you let Xiaoyue go, no matter what you do with Xiaoyue in the future, you will be able to accept it, because everything is your own choice... If you don't have that kind of determination and belief now, I advise you to tell Xiao Yue the truth, maybe Xiao Yue's side, there will be some changes... I can feel that she still likes you very much and doesn't want to leave you... That's what I want to say to you."

It's rare for me to hear Chen Yanyu say such a lot of things, Chen Yanyu seems to be reasoning with me, as if she is persuading me to do something.

Although I don't know what Chen Yanyu said about her original choice, but looking at her appearance, it should be a very difficult choice...

The reason why Chen Yanyu said this to me must be to let me think about it carefully...

Thinking of this, I took a deep breath again, then looked at Chen Yanyu and said, "Mr. Chen, I know, you want me.."

"Don't regret your choice, do you?"

Chen Yanyu nodded and said, "I didn't say this to you as a boss, it can be said that it is the identity of a person who has come over, I believe you also know, and you know what it means to you if Zheng Jiayue leaves, so..."

"I think you're ready to take it all, after all, you're a man and you're responsible for your own decisions.."

Chen Yanyu's words were already very clear, I could only nod when I heard her say this, and said seriously: "I know Mr. Chen, well, thank you, I.. I'll think about it.."

Seeing that I was still very rational, Chen Yanyu simply smiled again, and then said: "Well, that's good, I believe that you will handle the matter between the two of you..." You remember.."

"As long as you have the right heart, you can do it."

Chen Yanyu's words made me a little stunned, and without waiting for me to speak again, Chen Yanyu waved her hand and motioned for me to go..

I didn't expect Chen Yanyu to drive me away, it seems that she really planned to say these words to me...

I didn't know what to say, so I could only look at her and nodded, but after a while, I took a deep breath and stood up, and said, "Thank you, Mr. Chen.."

Chen Yanyu just smiled softly again, didn't say anything else, but stood up again and looked out of the window.

I looked at Chen Yanyu's back, sighed after a while, and walked towards the door.

However, just as I walked to the door, I suddenly heard Chen Yanyu say again: "This year's snow is so beautiful... I don't think I've seen snow like this in a long time.."

I don't know if I'm talking to me or talking to myself, I stopped and looked at Chen Yanyu's back..

She was still looking out the window, as if she was wandering...

I don't know why, Chen Yanyu's back looks particularly lonely at this moment...

After a while, I took a deep breath and walked out of her office and closed the door gently.

After the door was closed, the depression in my heart still did not dissipate...

Because Chen Yanyu's words didn't make me feel good, but really spoke to my heart...

How should I face Zheng Jiayue? Should I just let her go? Really tell her what's in my heart, tell her I regret it, and see if she can stay?

With this in mind, I walked back to my seat.

As a result, just after taking two steps, I met Jiang Ziyun, who had just come out of the studio...

I was stunned for a moment when I saw Jiang Ziyun, and Jiang Ziyun was also slightly stunned when he saw me.

I remembered what happened on Christmas night, and I was just about to talk to him, but I found that Jiang Ziyun's expression seemed to be very solemn, he didn't look very happy, and he didn't look very good...

This made me a little concerned, thinking about the mother's situation, is it because things are not going well with Wang Hanyin?

If you think about it carefully, the only one who can influence Jiang Ziyun is Wang Hanyin, right?

Something must have happened, after all.. He went to that resort that day must have been because of Zheng Jiayue, and it was definitely different from his original plan...

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but take a deep breath again, but before I could speak, I heard Jiang Ziyun say: "Just now I saw Xiaoyue go to Mr. Chen's office... Looking at Xiaoyue's appearance, are you leaving? Let's see what she thinks.."

As a result, I didn't expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yu Qian's voice came...

"Don't go.. Stay with me.."

"Stay with me... One night.."

Although the sound was small, I could hear it clearly.

I was stunned, I never thought that Yu Qian would say this...

Do you want to stay with her all night?

Although I wanted to crook for a second, I quickly understood what she meant...

After all, it's not safe to leave her alone to stay here at night... And it's so foggy outside, it's not convenient for me to go home, and I can't hang up on the way and become a ghost or something...

So at this time, I looked at Yu Qian again, and then asked tentatively

"Is it convenient? There's only one bed."

Yu Qian immediately opened her eyes again when she heard me say this, and she seemed to be really much more awake after she vomited. She struggled to sit up again, then looked at me and said

: "Previous... Didn't you do the same?"

"So, there's nothing inconvenient about it.."

Yu Qian's words reminded me of the fact that I went to Yangtian Mountain with her, and that night, we did spend the night in the hotel bed.

Thinking of this, I didn't say anything, and finally nodded at Yu Qian...

Seeing me nodding, Yu Qian rubbed her eyes, and soon she looked at me again, and then spoke

"Let's just sleep in bed, I'm a little uncomfortable, so I'll sleep first, one and a half.."

After saying this, Yu Qian walked to the other side of the bed again, she took off her shoes, took off my coat and her own coat, put it aside, and then the whole person got into the bed...

I saw Yu Qian's move, so I thought about it again, and then walked into the bathroom on the side...

After I went in, I washed my face and looked at myself in the mirror, I actually felt that I was not like myself anymore.

Which self am I?

In the end, in my heart, what kind of thoughts do I have about Qian, and what do I think about Zheng Jiayue?

I took a deep breath at this thought, then turned off the light and walked out of the bathroom.

When I went out, the lights were still on in the house.

The rooms in this hotel are very good, at least worth the price.

I turned off the lights and soon it was pitch black...

I fumbled in the dark for a long time, and finally crawled to the side of the bed.

I don't know when it started, sleeping in the same bed with Yu Qian has become so easy...

Perhaps, this is a feeling that Lu Mao has never experienced, right?

At this time, I suddenly had such an impulse, an impulse to ask Yu Qian clearly, what was going on between her and Lu Mao, to ask her if she knew Li Laogou, and to know what she had always disliked Lu Mao and being with him again.

But this thought only swirled around in my head a few times, and then I rejected it again...

Because even if I ask, Yu Qian may not tell me, and she is estimated to be in a state of half-drinking now, so it is very likely that she will not say anything I ask, but it will make her more nervous and concerned, and there will be less chance of knowing in the future.

Thinking of this, I still sighed lightly, and then opened the corner of the quilt and gently got in...

After lying down, Yu Qian next to me was facing away from me, she didn't know if she was asleep, but it was quiet and motionless.

I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, and after a while, that feeling in my heart returned.

Obviously, she was always so close to her, but she couldn't shorten the distance by a little bit.

Obviously, many times as long as you stretch out your hand, you can touch her, but because of various reasons, you can't do so...

Perhaps, this is the so-called fate without separation... Perhaps, it is destined that Yu Qian and I can only stay in this distance.

Thinking of this, I was sad again, and finally closed my eyes, thinking that it would be better to sleep.

When I wake up from sleep, I guess everything will be fine, Yu Qian will return to normal, and her trembling heart will calm down again.

However, such a thought did not stay in his mind for long, and suddenly he felt that Yu Qian turned around again.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that she was looking at me too.

Although it was pitch black, my eyes and her eyes seemed to be intertwined in the darkness.

It was a very subtle feeling, it was a feeling, there are no good words to describe it.

Lying in bed and looking at each other with the girl you liked, or rather, the girl you once liked...

Obviously, I can't see each other's faces clearly, but I don't want to look away at all.

At this time, I couldn't help but start to guess in my heart.

What kind of thoughts does she have now?

What was she thinking at this time?

Is it the same thing as what you think? Or is it that you are not looking at yourself at all, and you are just thinking too much about it?

Such thoughts were racing in my mind, and suddenly Yu Qian moved...

Her face became clear in her field of vision.

As soon as my back stiffened, I felt it.

There was a temperature in front of him, and the face slowly leaned towards him.

Before I could come back to my senses, I felt a hand gently placed on my waist.

And in his arms, a petite body, leaned over...

My head buzzed, and my eyes turned into a white expanse...

My heart sank rapidly at this moment, I lowered my head, Yu Qian's face was hidden in the darkness, but her eyes were clearly shining brightly.

After a brief pause, her thin voice came from her arms

"Just one night.."

"Just give it to me. Such an evening ...

Her voice sounded so small, but it seemed to explode in my body, and the sound resounded in every corner of my body. This voice, down my veins, slowly rushed towards my heart...

I don't know why, I can't speak anymore.

Zheng Jiayue's smiling face flashed in front of him, but it was only a short second, and it disappeared.

What reappeared was Yu Qian's lonely figure, Yu Qian... That heartbreaking figure...

That's how I started it, and I don't know where the strength came from.

hugged her tightly in his arms...

The moment he hugged Yu Qian in his arms, a feeling that he had never felt before poured into his heart.

It seems to be the first time, the first time to hold her tight like this...

For the first time I felt her mood, and then, with her consent, hugged her tightly...

I can't describe my mood now, and I can't find a good word to describe this excited and insecure mood now...

Yes, it is very exciting to be able to lie on the bed and hug Yu Qian tightly.

At the same time, I am a little uneasy, I don't know where this uneasiness comes from, but it should be because it has something to do with Zheng Jiayue...

Because I was still thinking about Zheng Jiayue in my heart, I felt a little guilty, and I felt that I was very sorry for Zheng Jiayue for a while

..

But he couldn't control it, and hugged the person in his arms tightly.

I hugged Yu Qian tightly, completely from the bottom of my heart, and hugged Yu Qian tightly.

Maybe it's because of the kind of liking I used to like her.,Or, because all along, how much unwilling...

In short, he hugged her tightly, as if he was going to use all his strength.

And Yu Qian leaned on my arms like this, her head was tightly pressed against my chest, and there was no sound in her mouth.

The two of us just lay on the same bed, hugging each other tightly.

The two of us, like a couple, leaned on each other tightly.

Seriously, in a way, I kind of enjoy it.

Because this gave me an illusion, an illusion that I was already with Yu Qian...

A long time ago, being able to be with Yu Qian was almost one of the things I looked forward to the most... But nowadays, that feeling isn't so good...

I know that I can't be with her, even if I know that she doesn't like Lu Mao at all, even if I know that she has a good impression of me, but I still can't be with her.

Because, I already have Zheng Jiayue, I already have Zheng Jiayue, by my side...

This is an important thing and there is no way not to think about it, I have no way to betray Zheng Jiayue's liking for me, and it can also be said that for so long, my liking for Zheng Jiayue is not such an easy thing to give up...

However, my current actions are completely sorry for Zheng Jiayue, but I have no way to control myself, maybe just like Yu Qian said, only tonight, it is special, only tonight, it belongs to her, between me...

So at this time, I could only hold her tightly, there was no thought in my brain, a blank piece, and my body kept holding Yu Qian...

Yu Qian was motionless in my arms, she also hugged me tightly, I could still feel the temperature of her hand around my waist, her hand was gently on my waist, her head rested on my arms, tightly pressed against my chest.

I can't think of how I can describe my feelings at this time.

In short, there is a warm feeling in my heart, I don't know if this warmth comes from Yu Qian's body, or from the feeling in my heart.

In short, at this moment, I am snuggling up to each other like Yu Qian... Neither of us said anything more, as if the voices of the world had all disappeared...

Later, I don't know how long it took, and Yu Qian in her arms heard a thick breathing sound.

It seems that Yu Qian is asleep, she leans on my arms, breathing steadily...

This made me can't help but look at her in my arms, only to see Yu Qian's eyes tightly closed, she seems to be asleep, as if she doesn't know what the situation is now.

I just looked at Yu Qian's sleeping face quietly, looking at her, with a quiet face.

For the first time, look at her like this.

For the first time, with such a mood, such a form, looking at her.

Yu Qian slept soundly, as if no sound could wake her up.

I just watched her quietly, and after a while, my eyes couldn't help but fall on her lips.

Although it was pitch black, Yu Qian's red lips could still be seen.

That color is hard to describe, but in my mind, I still have the gentle kiss of Yu Qian some time ago...

At this time, an idea suddenly popped into my mind...

That is, if I go to kiss her.

What would it look like?

At this time, Yu Qian shouldn't reject herself, right?

At this time, she just expressed her affection to herself, she shouldn't refuse, right?

However, if he did kiss her, what would that count?

What is the kiss between me and Yu Qian?

Between friends? or. betrayed Zheng Jiayue, a kiss only for his own selfish desires?

Thinking of this, I felt a bad feeling in my heart, because Zheng Jiayue's face appeared in front of my eyes again...

I suddenly came back to my senses and realized that everything I was doing now, as long as Zheng Jiayue knew about it, it would hurt her heart very much...

This made me pass for a while, and finally sighed, hugged Yu Qian motionlessly, and slowly closed my eyes.

I can't let go of her now, so I can only do what Yu Qian said.

Just give her a night out...

Such a night can be regarded as for her, and it can be regarded as for herself..

Thinking of this, the guilt in my heart finally decreased a lot, I took a deep breath, and hugged Yu Qian in my arms a little...

At this time, the brain finally became calm, and all thoughts disappeared.

I began to enjoy it, to enjoy the illusion of this moment, of bliss.

It turns out that people are like this.

People are all and cannot be satisfied.

Those people you think you have forgotten, things that you think, have completely discarded...

When it reappears in front of your eyes, it will still be remembered, it will still be, so unforgettable...

We live in such a world that no one can escape the constraints of this world...

Those so-called insistence on self-consciousness are worthless in reality.

Later, I don't know when I fell asleep...

All in all, I slept very soundly.