Chapter Thirty-Eight: Shennong Measuring the Ruler!
[Sure enough, is the realm still too far away......]
Facing the majestic mountain range under the pressure, Yang Yun wanted to repeat his old trick and use his soul light to break free again, but no matter how he urged his soul light, he couldn't let the true yuan power in his body return. And without the support of energy, Yang Yun's current half-hung soul light alone is completely unsustainable.
The light of the soul is not omnipotent, Yang Yun has long understood this, but now when he fights against an enemy who has surpassed at least two realms of his own, Yang Yun only relies on his own light of the soul. After all, this is the only way for him to resist now, and when the weak fight against the strong, there is often only one fighting method......
Suddenly, Yang Yun found himself in a darkness, and this darkness was condensed by countless negative factors, not only physical negative states, but also various emotional negative emotions, such as fear, anger, and so on. And amazingly, from the first moment he was in this darkness, Yang Yun knew what this place was...... This is the deepest part of his heart.
"I see...... This is my inner demon space. ”
Feeling the pain and negative emotions everywhere around him, Yang Yun was unexpectedly able to think normally: "So what is my inner demon? Is it painful? Negative emotions? Or is it just an appetizer?"
Naturally, no one would answer him, and Yang Yun didn't expect anyone to answer him, and he took his own steps towards this pitch-black space.
In fact, Yang Yun himself didn't know what he was looking for, and he didn't have anything to use as a reference for him, it seemed that he was just a person in the dark to meet all kinds of negative emotions, making a journey with no end. Soon, these negative emotions began to erode his perception, completely peeling away his entire skin, revealing the torso underneath.
Advance.
It's not that he doesn't suffer from pain, in fact, the pain has already numbed his nerves, but Yang Yun still walked forward step by step, because he knew that if he didn't find his own way here and obtain the power that was enough to carry out his beliefs, then it would make no difference whether he would die here or die under the "landslide".
Advance.
The bones were also completely covered with negative emotions, and the pain of no light, no hope, and nothing rushed over me.
Advance.
The bones were also decayed, followed by blood, and boundless negative emotions squeezed Yang Yun, pestering him to keep him here forever.
The pace is slow, but there is still a lot to move forward.
The blood was evaporated, and "Yang Yun" had disappeared into this dark space, leaving only his soul.
But even so, without feet, we have to move forward.
The soul is very fragile, almost instantly overwhelmed by negative emotions, and Yang Yun found that he seemed to have no way to move on, his soul continued to dissipate and break, his emotions were worn out, his heart became a blank, and the whole person was about to be buried by this darkness......
What am I fighting for? What is my inner demon?
This is the deepest part of the heart, the space where consciousness and heart, life and soul manifest, and the damage suffered here is reflected not only in the body, but also in the soul and memory. Now Yang Yun, a large piece of his memory has been missing......
What am I afraid of? What am I afraid of?
It stands to reason that he is familiar with the plot, and entering the main god space is equivalent to opening a golden finger, so why did he choose to exchange for the so-called life heart bloodline?
…… Ah, by the way, I chose to do this because I wanted to get the luck of the supporting characters, and gradually turned myself into an indispensable figure in the Middle-earth team, so that I could survive.
However, why do I continue to strengthen the Heart of Life bloodline after the curse? After Chu Xuan's death, aside from Zhang Jie, I have become the indispensable number two person in the Zhongzhou team, at this time, shouldn't I exchange some other things to strengthen my combat effectiveness?
What did I risk my life to save Zhang Jie when death came? He obviously had nothing to do with me, and letting him die like that was the end that originally belonged to him......
In the alien, I used myself as bait to lure the demonic Zheng Zhe and let him return to the main god space with us, is it really for myself?
Even if it's for myself, why did I choose to sacrifice in Resident Evil II to let Zheng Zha and them survive? Is it really so that Zheng Zha can resurrect himself after that? At that time, it was obviously a great opportunity to snatch the personality of the protagonist, and after I survived alone, wouldn't it be better to use the Resurrection Sutra to resurrect Zheng Zha and them......
Jurassic Park, Starship Troopers, Lord of the Rings, Transformers......
What am I afraid of, and what am I afraid of?
Yang Yun kept recalling his memories, but these memories dissipated into the darkness after they had passed, and no trace could be found.
What was I thinking when the Lord God reminded me that this horror movie was Silent Hill? Could it be that Silent Hill or Ghost Street really made such a big difference to me......
Thinking of this, Yang Yun showed a wry smile: "Yes, I see, what I am most afraid of is not anything else, but the 'unknown'...... The fear of the unknown, the fear of things leaving the 'original', although I know that sooner or later there will be such a day, but this thought has existed since the first day I entered the main god space to change the plot, and eventually it grew bigger and bigger, and grew into my inner demon......"
However, even this thought was shattered and invisible in the next second, and Yang Yun's entire consciousness was only a blank blank of white paper......
It's just that I'm so unwilling, I'm so unwilling to forget all this, I forgot something, some words that actually made me feel very warm as soon as I entered the main god space, words that made me firm in my determination, words that made me stand side by side with my teammates......
“…… By the way, Zheng Zha, this is the second time you have saved my life, right?"
"Does it make a difference if it's once or twice?
"Partner...... Well, we're partners! always!"
yes, I forgot, that initial warmth...... People always have some memories that they are not willing to forget even when they die, whether it is hatred, emotion, emotion, or belief, which are things that cannot be forgotten or violated under any circumstances, and they are buried deep in the deepest part of the soul, that is...... Light of the Heart!
Suddenly, Yang Yun saw and saw the past time. The agreement with Sakura, the friendship with the partner, the desperate death in Biohazard II, and the decision in the curse. Now, all this will turn into a dream bubble, disappear like pearlescent lightning, and everything is about to become meaningless......
How can this happen? How can this happen?
What about the unknown? What about the uncertain future? After going through so much, don't you have the corresponding awareness? Isn't it that the partners can unite and move forward side by side, no matter what the future is, they can face it together?
"So, I am never confused or afraid of the future, the unknown!"
When Yang Yun shouted these words with the last bit of his remaining soul, a cloud of green light slowly rose up like a flame, but the boundless darkness could not hide this green light. I saw that the light was getting stronger and stronger, and it gradually turned into the shape of a ruler......
"Shennong measures the sky!"
At the moment when Yang Yun shouted these five words with all his might, this ruler was like a sharp sword piercing through the boundless darkness, rushing straight out of this pitch-black space, and topped the bottom of the mountain range, although the mountain range constantly wanted to disintegrate on its own, and would rather destroy itself than suppress this ruler, but everywhere the green light passed, the mountain range was actually reduced to the substance of the original four elements, dissipating into nothingness......
Landslide, break!