Chapter 92 Question him
That night, Shen Zhiyue sat on the bed, patted the baby in her arms with one hand, and patiently coaxed her to sleep.
After the child fell asleep, she sat there and stared at the flickering candle flame, Qin Bing's words today still sounded in her ears, making her heart ache unbearably, and her eyes were red and swollen from crying,
Although she had long suspected that Nalan Xinyue did not die of natural causes, but man-made, she did not expect that the person who killed her in the end was herself.
From the moment Jiang Chengfeng told her that he liked her, her heart was extremely entangled, she had thought that when the child was born, she would leave this world quietly, so she tried very hard to cure Nalan Xinyue, but God actually played such a big joke with her.
The more uncomfortable thing in the world than death should be to live with guilt and resentment from relatives, she doesn't know how such a self will face the Nalan family in the future.
Since she woke up after the operation, she disappeared Zhaojia Yunwei and Nalan Yuan, Jiang Chengfeng told her that they took Nalan Xinyue's ashes back to the capital for burial, so that she didn't have to worry, and when she was well, she could go back to the capital to visit them.
But she knew in her heart that Mrs. Nalan actually didn't want to see her, even though they were long-lost relatives, but after all, it couldn't offset the pain of a mother losing her daughter, but I was afraid that in this life, the knot in Mrs. Nalan's heart would not be able to open.
After a soft squeak, she felt someone walk in, but she didn't look up, she knew that it was Jiang Chengfeng who had returned from going out, and the smell on his body was too familiar to her.
Recently, he has always been very busy, going out early in the morning and returning in the evening, and coming back even later today, but no matter how late it is, he will come to her room every day to see her, eat and chat with her, sometimes she has already fallen asleep, but he just sits on the edge of the bed and looks at her quietly, many times she can feel his slightly cool thin lips gently kiss her forehead. Without any aggressive lust, it was as if he was simply saying goodnight to her.
It's not that she can't feel his affection for her, it's just that his love is too pure and beautiful, and she can't afford it at all.
Jiang Chengfeng walked over slowly. Glancing at the little guy who was already asleep in her arms, she lowered her voice and asked, "Listen to the next person, you didn't eat anything for dinner, but where is it uncomfortable?"
"I'm fine, I just don't have much appetite. Shen Zhiyue carefully placed the child on the bed. He covered her with a quilt again, but still kept his head down and did not look at him.
When she spoke, her voice was very nasal, obviously crying, Jiang Chengfeng's face changed, he reached out and gently picked up her chin, and sure enough, he saw that her eyes were red, and there were still tears on her face that had not dried.
"What's going on?" he asked in a deep voice, his handsome eyebrows slightly furled.
The two have been together for a long time, and he knows that she is a very strong girl and will not cry lightly. Apparently it was something that had happened that made her so sad.
Shen Zhiyue pushed his hand away with some resistance, she wiped the tears from her face, got up and walked towards the outer room.
Jiang Chengfeng glanced at the little baby who fell asleep on the bed again, and followed out, only to see Shen Zhiyue with his back to him and added some aromatherapy tablets to the red sandalwood burner on the desk, and a faint strange fragrance instantly lingered in the room.
His eyebrows were twisted deeper, she has always only liked the natural fragrance of flowers, plants, melons and fruits, and she usually doesn't smoke incense, but today it is very abnormal. And this fragrance made him inexplicably familiar, and after thinking about it, he suddenly remembered that this was Xinyue's favorite incense before her death.
At this time. Shen Zhiyue turned around and looked at him with complicated eyes.
"Satsuki ......"
As soon as he opened his mouth, he heard her ask very bluntly, "Brother Jiang, have you ever loved your cousin?"
Jiang Chengfeng was slightly stunned, he didn't expect her to ask him this question suddenly, but he didn't know how to answer her for a while.
If Xinyue is still alive. He would not hesitate to explain a qiē to her, but now, Xin Yue is gone, and she has transplanted Xin Yue's heart, she must be extremely guilty, no matter how he explains, she will only feel that she is sorry for Xin Yue, and she will feel that she robbed Xin Yue of a qiē that originally belonged to Xin Yue.
couldn't wait for his answer for a long time, Shen Zhiyue already knew in his heart, the whole person seemed to be drained, leaned on the desk weakly, and muttered in his mouth: "It turns out that she really became my stand-in, how ridiculous, Brother Jiang, how can I make you think about it for so many years, how do you want me to respond to your feelings?"
"None of you are a stand-in for anyone. Jiang Chengfeng stepped forward, pressed her shoulder, and said word by word, "Xinyue has someone she loves, and that person still loves her, just because of ......."
"Because of the family's opposition. Shen Zhiyue followed his words and said.
"You know?"
Jiang Chengfeng looked at her in astonishment, but soon remembered that Qin Bing had said that such an operation as heart change was not only unheard of in China, but also only mentioned in books abroad, and there were no successful examples at all.
What kind of sequelae will a person who has undergone such an operation will have in the future, no one knows, maybe Xinyue's heart will retain some memories of her life, and it will affect Zhiyue unconsciously It is not necessarily, if this is the case, then it is not surprising that Zhiyue will know about her past with Fu Rong.
And he only learned later that Qin Bing was actually using Zhiyue as a real person, not so much that she was a medical genius, but that she was a medical madman, who could be crazy enough to use living people for research, fortunately, the operation was quite successful, otherwise he would definitely have to take her to Zhiyue for the funeral!
Shen Zhiyue turned her head, avoiding his deep eyes that made her want to sink for it.
Her hand subconsciously touched the position of her heart, it really hurt, she knew that it was Nalan Xinyue's heart crying, and she could feel the deepest feelings that the woman hid in her heart.
Maybe she liked her childhood sweetheart at first, but that kind of liking is actually a kind of dependence, to be precise.
When girls of the same age have their first period, but she doesn't come, she realizes that she is congenitally deficient, she begins to be afraid, begins to be afraid of other people's strange eyes, and is even more afraid of losing what she originally had, so she desperately wants to catch the man who promised to love and care for her for the rest of her life.
But when the man couldn't resist the pressure of her parents and gave up on her, she was completely disheartened, she married Jiang Chengfeng like a soulless walking corpse, and became his nominal wife, but gradually fell in love with this man who gave her hope when she was desperate.
PS:I changed the content of the previous chapter.,I feel like this chapter can't be connected, please take a look at the content of the previous chapter again.,Because it seems that the readers of Yunqi and QQ reading can't see the content related to the work and the author has something to say.,So I had to say it in the text.,But Yunqi and QQ reading are the content of the first upload of the article.,The modified content can't be updated synchronously.,The inconvenience caused to the sisters to read the text.,I'm sorry for a certain month.,Try not to make big changes in the future.。 (To be continued.) )