Chapter 65: Their Love
Shen Yuxi was in a bad mood, and he was not in the mood for an hour of yoga practice. Francis had not yet returned, she had washed up briefly, and was thinking of going to bed, but she had entered Francis's study by mistake.
In the small cabinet next to the bookcase, the paintings are still there, but the sketch of Song Qing is gone. Shen Yuxi smiled helplessly, Fang Jidong was probably afraid that she would find out and secretly hid it. Or she threw it away, of course, if it was the latter, she would be in a better mood. Shen Yuxi flipped through those paintings a few times with lack of interest, they were all seen by her before, and there was no difference. When she was about to close the cabinet, her fingers unconsciously knocked on the cabinet, and the sound was a little strange. She knocked again, and it seemed that one piece was empty. She reached out and touched it, as if she had touched a bulge, and pressed it gently, only to hear a click, and there was a dark compartment inside, and there was a very modern box in the dark compartment, and the box needed to be opened with a password.
Shen Yuxi took out the box and sat on the carpet with his arms in his arms. Tilting his head and thinking for a while, he tried Francis's birthday, but it wasn't. She felt that maybe she was being amorous, but she couldn't help but try her birthday, she let out a long sigh, feeling a little lost, it turned out that it wasn't her birthday.
She suddenly remembered that when Su Zhi talked about Song Qing, she said that Song Qing and Fang Jidong's birthdays were only two days apart, and they usually celebrated birthdays together, and Su Zhi had also attended their birthday parties. Shen Yuxi trembled her fingers and pressed Song Qing's birthday, how unwilling she was to hear the sound of the password lock opening, but after all, she heard a clear click, and the loss could no longer describe her mood at the moment, as if a big hole had been broken in her heart, empty, and it hurt badly.
She thought about it and thought about it, but she wasn't sure if she wanted to open the box, there must be Dingxi in the box that she didn't want to see, and it was Fang Jidong's personal belongings, so she shouldn't open it. However, curiosity kills the cat, and she eventually opens up.
The painting, which she thought she might lose, lay quietly in the box, tied with the same red rope. Shen Yuxi took out the painting and put it on the carpet, she was too lazy to appreciate it anymore. There is a thick photo album below, open the album, most of them are photos of Song Qing and Fang Jidong, the two of them were still very young at that time, their faces were green, hugging each other and smiling.
Fang Jidong really likes Song Qing very much, when he really loves someone, his eyes can't deceive people. In every photo, Fang Jidong looked at Song Qing very intently, and his love was so strong that he couldn't dissolve. She was all too familiar with such a look, and Francis always looked at her like this.
There are a lot of photos, some with ten fingers clasped, some kissing, and some hugging. There are also a few photos that make her almost heartbroken, the photos were taken on the bed, messy sheets, fragrant expressions, half-naked bodies, and large scales. There is also a line at the back of the photo, "Commemoration of the first time." "It's the handwriting of Francis.
Shen Yuxi threw those photos far away to commemorate your sister. It's a shame that something great should be commemorated in remembrance. She hated herself for seeing such a photo, and even more hated herself for opening the box. She was silent for a long time, and silently picked up the photo back, it was a memorial of others, where was her turn to slander. She didn't want to look at it anymore, and stuffed it into the album haphazardly.
But what is the photo, the huge diamond ring really stabbed her eyes, lying in a gorgeous velvet box with Song Qing's initials engraved on it. This should be the engagement ring that Su Zhi said in her mouth that she has never seen the light of day.
Shen Yuxi sat there like a sculpture, and she felt like she would cry. However, his eyes were dry, and not a single tear fell. She could still smile at the corners of her mouth, laughing at her for not being smart enough. If she had been smarter, she shouldn't have opened the box. Why bother? Why put yourself in such an unbearable situation. And now, she can only tell herself over and over again that it's all in the past, it's all in the past. Fang Jidong loves her now, he has nothing to do with Song Qing, Song Qing betrayed their feelings, and he is as proud as Fang Jidong, he will no longer have anything to do with Song Qing.
If any emotional matter in this world can be solved by self-comfort, then there is no crazy man and woman.
She couldn't comfort herself in the end, and she blamed herself for why she had to open the box, knowing that it was not something that could make her happy. And she can't question Fang Jidong, even if she does, it's nothing more than that kind of answer, it's already a thing of the past. Is it any use to let her cry with him like a resentful woman? It will only appear that she does not know the general situation, and it will hurt their current feelings.
When Fang Jidong went home, the room was dark, and he turned on the light, if he hadn't seen Shen Yuxi's bag and mobile phone on the sofa, he would have thought that Shen Yuxi and Su Zhi were crazy outside and hadn't come back yet.
Fang Jidong picked up Shen Yuxi's mobile phone and entered the bedroom, and the lights were not turned on in the bedroom, and through the light outside, he could vaguely see the bulging ball on the bed. Fang Jidong turned on the light, walked over, leaned over and kissed Shen Yuxi's forehead, pinched her cheek, and said with a smile: "Don't pretend to be asleep, your eyelashes keep shaking." What's going on today? You slept so early and didn't wait for me to come back, did Su Zhi pull you to mess around?"
Shen Yuxi slapped away the messy hand on her face, didn't open her eyes, and said sullenly: "Go away, it's annoying." ”
Fang Jidong thought she was coquettish, and went to kiss her with a smile, but he didn't expect Shen Yuxi to sit up suddenly, frowning and not looking good, and roared: "I said you are annoyed, can you make people quiet?"
Fang Jidong was a little stunned, he didn't know why she suddenly lost her temper, he immediately softened his throat and coaxed: "What's the matter? Who provoked you? You tell me, I'll give you anger." It can't be an awkward mess with Su Zhi, right?"
Shen Yuxi glared at Fang Jidong, wanted to speak and stopped, and finally only eased his tone and said: "No, I'm so tired, I'm sleepy, don't you bother me?" After speaking, he wrapped himself in the quilt again and lay down with his back to Fang Jidong.
Fang Jidong was stunned for a moment and said, "Okay, you can sleep first, I still have some things to do." ”
Fang Jidong closed the bedroom door, walked to the balcony, and dialed Su Zhi's phone.
"What happened to you today, why does Yuxi look unhappy?"
Su Zhi was sitting on the sofa applying a mask, and when she heard Fang Jidong ask, she sat up and thought for a long time before she said, "No, I haven't encountered anything." ”
"Then she ......"
Su Zhi interrupted: "Hey, big brother, maybe I'm too tired to go shopping with me today, get some sleep, and you'll be fine tomorrow." ”
"It's better that way, and besides, you're not allowed to go shopping with her in the future. With that, he hung up the phone.
Shen Yuxi was trapped in a strange circle, and sometimes felt that Fang Jidong had no love for Song Qing, otherwise how could he keep those old things, and even the password of the box was used for Song Qing's birthday. If Fang Jidong has no feelings for Song Qing at all, it is really difficult for her to convince herself to believe it. Isn't it hard for a man to forget his first love? He can't be nostalgic at all, after all, he loved so deeply.
She sometimes felt that Fang Jidong loved her, he doted on her too much, and looked at her with strong love, but she was very sad, because he had also looked at Song Qing with such eyes. She couldn't control herself from thinking about Francis's past, as if she had obsessive-compulsive disorder. She used their past to delay her heart again and again, and the more she thought about it, the more painful she became.
Shen Yuxi's state was really bad, and his mood was almost completely hung on his face. Fang Jidong noticed that her attitude towards him had become cold, and he didn't know if he had done anything wrong, but she didn't say it, he didn't dare to ask, Shen Yuxi had always been sensitive, and he asked too much, for fear of hurting her.
After breakfast that day, Shen Yuxi was carrying a bag and was about to go out without even saying a word, Fang Jidong really couldn't hold back, and before she went out, he grabbed Shen Yuxi's arm and said, "Let's talk." ”
Shen Yuxi lowered his head and didn't speak, and after a while, he whispered, "I have to go to work, otherwise I'll be late." ”
Shen Yuxi's evasive attitude made him feel powerless, "Yuxi, you've been unhappy lately, I can see that I can't ignore it, I don't know what makes you so sad, I'm sorry I can't guess what you're thinking." ”
Shen Yuxi looked up at Fang Jidong's sincere appearance, and replied reluctantly: "Maybe it's the reason why I came to the eldest aunt, you know, girls are always unhappy for a few days." ”
Fang Jidong knew that she was perfunctory, "Lie, there is still half a month before your menstrual period." ”
Shen Yuxi suddenly smiled: "How do you know so clearly? I don't even remember." ”
Fang Jidong touched her hair and said, "I'm sorry, it's my fault." ”
Shen Yuxi rolled his eyes: "What are you apologizing inexplicably, it's really speechless, I may have been too tired from work recently, a little upset, you always think so much." You hurry up and get the drive, you're really going to be late for work. ”
"Is it really just because of work?" asked Francis, skeptically.
"What else can it be because? You have always been dissatisfied with the marketing department recently, there are too many plans that have been called back by you, Jiang Nan is talking in your ears every day, we are all tired to death. Shen Yuxi said as if it were true or false.
"It's not that you treat me coldly every day and ignore me, I'm upset that I find a lot of fault with you. ”
"So, it's all my fault?"
"No, it's my fault. It's my little belly and chicken intestines, fake public and private, you don't want to be like me. Fang Jidong said with a grin.
"Comrade Fang Jidong, please don't ramble here, I'm really going to be late. ”
Shen Yuxi seemed to have returned to her previous appearance, because she really couldn't see Fang Jidong's humble appearance in front of her, and he didn't do anything wrong. At least in the days I was with her, I didn't do anything to be sorry for her, and I didn't get entangled with Song Qing, she was angry and sad, and she really had nothing to do to make up for it, but she was always not too happy in her heart, but time will dilute everything.