Chapter 150: Regret

Winter went to spring, and half a year passed in a blink of an eye. When Shen Yuxi was at work, the doorman uncle suddenly called, saying that someone was looking for him outside. She was stunned for a long time, how could anyone be looking for her? Could it be that Fang Jidong had returned? She took off her overalls in a panic, put on her coat, and hurried out the door.

The weather has been bad lately and it has been raining for the past few days. Today's wind was very strong, and Shen Yuxi was tightly wrapped and ran out full of excitement. When I got to the door, I saw that it was Fang Jibei, who I hadn't seen for a long time.

She felt a little lost in her heart, but she still pretended to be calm and asked, "Are your injuries all healed? Why are you here again? Don't tell me what your task is." ”

Fang Jibei looked at her running over like a bird, and said with a smile: "Are you so afraid that I have a mission here?"

"Of course I'm afraid, I'm afraid that if I don't have enough brains, I'll be involved in some big case. After all, I'm also afraid of death. ”

Fang Jibei smiled, and said: "There is no task, I have a small task in the city next door, and after completing it, I have a two-day holiday, so I came to worship Yunzhi." ”

Shen Yuxi was stunned for a moment, and said softly, "Oh, that's the case." I went there once a while ago. ”

Yunzhi's cemetery is very desolate, there is no tombstone, just such a small point, it looks particularly sad. It is said that the people in her family thought that she had died a disgraceful death and thought she was ashamed, so they found a random place and buried her hastily.

"When are you going to get off work? Let's have a meal together. Fang Jibei said.

"Yes, there's still half an hour. Why don't I go and ask for a leave, you have little clothes on such a cold day, and you will freeze here. ”

"Okay, you go and ask for leave, I'll wait for you here. ”

Shen Yuxi quickly asked for leave and came out, and Fang Jibei was waiting there in a dilapidated off-road vehicle.

She got into the car and fastened her seat belt, probably the car was too worn, the glass of the car was loose and saggy, and the wind poured in from time to time, Shen Yuxi couldn't help but shrink her neck and tighten the coat on her body.

Looking at Shen Yuxi's shivering appearance, Fang Jibei was a little apologetic: "I'm sorry, I also borrowed this car, so it's not too picky." ”

"It's okay, it'll be there in a minute. It's not usually cold, but it's mostly raining for the past few days. "Fang Jibei wants to go to a restaurant to eat, but Shen Yuxi is not very willing, so he still goes to his home to make it himself, which is more hygienic and affordable. Moreover, the environment in the hotel is noisy, and it is not suitable for chatting.

When he arrived at Shen Yuxi's residence, Fang Jibei sat on the sofa and looked ahead intently. There were a few clothes hanging on the rope on the balcony, Shen Yuxi came over with a cup of hot water, and Fang Jibei asked, "Has my brother been here before?"

Shen Yuxi followed his gaze, the shirt on the rope was particularly conspicuous, and the two English letters were clearly printed on the cuffs, and she looked sarcastic now. She took a deep breath, nodded and said, "It's already last year, and he stayed here for a few days, saying that he was here on a business trip." When he left, he left a piece of clothing here, just in time, and I hung it there all the time. ”

After hearing this, Fang Jibei suddenly smiled: "Business trip? ”

"You don't believe it, do you? I'm stupid to believe his lies unconditionally. How could his company have a business here? After all, I also worked at Eastop. His business here is me, I don't understand. Maybe I subconsciously lied to myself so that I could spend more time with him. Shen Yuxi said with a wry smile.

"But I still can't convince myself that he wants to stay here and give up everything in City C for me, so how can it. He is the dragon among men, and the big city is more suitable for him to gallop freely. This is where he should be, staying here, it's too wronged for him. I had to him off and get him to leave. But he really left without hesitation, and I was very sad in my heart. Am I stupid, hypocritical, and annoying?"

"Yuxi, there is something I think is still necessary to talk to you. Fang Jibei looked at her, looking like he wanted to say something.

"Say whatever you want. Fang Jibei was spitting, Shen Yuxi felt strange.

Fang Jibei gritted his teeth and blurted out: "My brother...... He might be getting married. ”

Fang Jibei's words seemed to come from a distant world, and she heard the vague words in her ears, but the word marriage still deeply rooted in her heart. She felt a tingling pain, and she sat dumbfounded, with no special expression on her face, no sadness, despair, or loss as Francis imagined. It seemed like a century before she said slowly, "Oh, yes? Congratulations to him." ”

"Grandpa was sick a few days ago and took a turn around the ghost gate. Although his life was not in danger, his spirit was not as good as before. In order to make my grandfather happy, my brother relented and said that he wanted to get married. None of us have ever seen his girlfriend, and we don't know where it is. I just heard that it was his college classmate, but he didn't get my brother's certification. Fang Jibei stared at Shen Yuxi, she still had a dull expression, completely different from what he expected, as if she heard someone else's news.

"That's good, at least you know the basics. Oh, by the way, is he okay now?"

"The recovery is okay, there are people at home to take care of, and he can still take care of himself. ”

"That's good, let the old man take good care of his health. ”

"Why don't you ask how my brother is doing?"

Shen Yuxi rubbed his sour eyes, got up and said calmly: "I'll go cook first, you watch TV, and rest for a while." ”

Seeing that she didn't want to say more, Fang Jibei only shook his head helplessly.

The meals were prepared quickly, and they were all Shen Yuxi's best. Fang Jibei still gave her face very much and ate the food cleanly.

It was already dark, and it seemed to be raining lightly outside. The air conditioner in the house was on, and the hot air was blowing. Fang Jibei went to the balcony to make a call, and Shen Yuxi sat on the sofa watching TV.

The TV is replaying the TV series that Fang Jidong chased before, and it has reached the finale. After unremitting efforts, the male protagonist finally remembered the female protagonist, but the female protagonist had already gone away, and the male protagonist tried his best to find the female protagonist in a place they knew. The two got back together and lived happily ever after.

What a bloody and boring plot, seeing the beginning, you can guess the ending. The ending in the play is always good, but in reality it is always unsatisfactory.

Shen Yuxi turned off the TV irritably, and Fang Jibei was returning from a phone call. "I'll be gone the day after tomorrow, and I probably won't come here again," he said. ”

On the phone, Shen Yuxi only said that the road was safe, and he was silent. Fang Jibei sighed and said: "Yuxi, I think there is still room for redemption, my brother doesn't seem to be interested in getting married, I can't feel his happiness, I think he is very likely just to relax grandpa's heart." Even if you don't want to save the relationship between you, you always have to go back to see your grandfather, he will talk to you from time to time, always saying that you have suffered a lot, hoping that you can live a good life. Yuxi, go back and see grandpa, grandpa is old, maybe he will ...... one day"

"No, grandpa is blessed with a great life, and it will be fine. Shen Yuxi interrupted Fang Jibei's unspoken words.

Shen Yuxi had mixed feelings, if she and Fang Jidong hadn't reunited in K City, he would never have been here, and her life would have been like this. But he still disturbed her pool of spring water. Hearing the news that he was going to get married, her heart felt like a big hole had been broken, and she was almost out of breath in pain. She knew that there would be such a result, but why was she still so sad.

Grandpa Qi downstairs was sick and stayed in the hospital for a long time before coming out. When Shen Yuxi got off work, he could always see Grandma Qi pushing a wheelchair and taking Grandpa Qi for a walk. Yuxi often greeted them, and occasionally chatted with them for a while, Grandpa Qi's mental state was not too good, and he was probably not lightly ill.

"It's been a long time since I've seen Xiao Fang, where has he been?" Grandpa Qi seemed to be still thinking about Fang Jidong, he had promised to go to Grandpa Qi's house for dinner, but they often quarreled and quarreled, so they never made the trip.

"He's got a job to do, and he's out of town. Shen Yuxi and Fang Jidong couldn't make it clear in a few words, so she had to be vague and make up a reason.

"Did you and Xiao Fang quarrel again? He is a good boy, girls sometimes have to be soft, and the two of them live together, and it is always not good to be tense. "Grandma Qi saw it very clearly, and she could see at once that there was a problem between them.

"Grandma, you don't understand, I and him are not so easy to reconcile. ”

"Yuxi, the world is impermanent, and none of us knows which will come first, tomorrow or the accident. Just like your Grandpa Qi, he has always been in good health, but he still gets sick. We always don't know how to cherish what we have, thinking that he is there and can't run. But when you really lose it, you realize that that person doesn't belong to you anymore, and then it's too late to regret it. ”

"Grandma, Grandpa Qi will be fine. ”

Grandma Qi sighed long, looking at Grandpa Qi who had come down from the wheelchair not far away, leaning over his shoulders, watching others play chess with his hands behind his back, and her eyes were slightly red: "It can't be cured, the intestinal cancer is in the advanced stage, and the doctor said that the surgery is just a sin, and he won't live long, so he recommends that we treat conservatively." Your Grandpa Qi has to be able to carry it day by day, he can do whatever he wants, I don't want him to have regrets. ”

Shen Yuxi was a little surprised, Grandpa Qi used to look energetic and healthy. They always go hiking together, but they never thought that they would have a terminal illness.

"I didn't believe it at first, but that's the reality. Yuxi, cherish the people in front of you, if you miss it, there will be nothing. Xiao Fang is worthy of your trust, and it can be seen that you can't let go of him. Yuxi, you listen to grandma, you are right. ”

Shen Yuxi was moved by Grandma Qi's words, and she kept thinking about whether to go back. However, I can't make up my mind. Fang Jidong is about to get married, will she bother him if she rushes over? Maybe he doesn't want to see her, she was so determined at the beginning, how can it be her turn to regret it now. Francis gave her countless opportunities, which she destroyed with her own hands. Now she wants to regret it, but she has long lost all her courage.