46. Inside story

The voice in the room paused, only to hear Erhe say: "Come in!" Shu Yierha went in with the tea tray, Zijuan quickly put down the snacks, Shu Yierha poured a cup of tea for Erhe and the imperial doctor, bowed, and retreated, and could still hear Imperial Doctor Ye say to Erhe, "The adult's Gege is really a good blue heart", Erhe replied again, Shu Yierha couldn't hear it anymore.

Shu Yierha turned back to Jing Gule's room, and before he reached the door, he saw the old lady and Xilin Jue Luo come out together, and when he saw her, Xilin Jue Luo lowered his voice and said, "Your eldest brother is tired, let him rest for a while, and then come and talk to him later." Shu Yierha nodded, and Xilin Jue Luo supported the old lady one by one, and sent her back to the room.

Xilin Jueluo said to Shu Yierha as he walked: "The imperial doctor said that your eldest brother should pay attention to his diet, you should have more snacks, what can be used and what can't be used, explain it clearly to the people in the kitchen, let them also be careful, tell them, if your eldest brother's diet is on a business trip, I can't spare them!"

Shu Yierha nodded and said, "Don't worry, I don't need you to explain, I will do the same." ”

She was depressed in her heart, and she couldn't tell anyone what she had just heard, seeing Xilin Jue Luo's strength was happy, and a little sad, although she knew in her heart that she was hit by an arrow and poisoned, Jing Gule was able to pull back a life, it was already a blessing God's blessing, but, as long as she thought of her smart, diligent and pure-hearted brother, which one of her mobile phones to read novels was strong when she was determined to build a family? Brother of mobile phone reading network, from now on, he can no longer ride a horse and shoot arrows, he can no longer have a healthy body, and his previous ambitions can no longer be realized. She felt a wave of unwillingness from the bottom of her heart, feeling that God was too cruel to Jing Gule.

Shuyirha copied a list of the taboos listed by the imperial physician from Erkh and transcribed them on diet. Let the green vine take it to the kitchen, and tell them to strictly abide by it, after thinking about it, he copied the precautions of daily life, took it to the bamboo courtyard himself, called the two maids of Jing Gule to him, and gave them the paper. Explained the key points one by one again, and asked them to remember them, and then went to Jing Gule's bed to look at him. Seeing that he was sleeping quite peacefully, he went back to the Begonia Courtyard to rest.

After dinner, Shuyirha went to visit Jinggul again, and this time he had woken up. Shu Yierha saw that he was in good spirits. sat on the edge of the bed and chatted with him, talking about his injury, Shu Yier endured and endured, but still couldn't hold back, and complained in a low voice: "Why is my brother so stupid, no matter how important the merit is, where is the life important, why do you do such a dangerous thing......"

Jing Gule's face changed slightly. Look at the two of them in the house, and the maids are guarding outside. I couldn't hear it when I thought about it, and I also lowered my voice: "Don't say it again in the future, the matter of eating the king's Lu and being loyal to the king, for the sake of the saint's liver and brain is the due thing of a courtier, and sacrificing his life is also ......a matter of course" As he said, a subtle smile appeared on his face, "These are all said to people, in fact, I won't hide it from you, I didn't think about it in the first place, but the shape at that time, if the emperor has something three long and two short, those of us who follow him don't want to live!" I also have no choice but to think that if I block an arrow for the emperor, even if I die on the spot, I can also make a rescue merit, which is better than being disposed of because of the disadvantage of escorting......"

In fact, Jing Gule really didn't intend to be a meat shield for someone at that time, even if that person was the emperor, he didn't think about dying for him, but the person next to him unexpectedly pushed him, he didn't notice for a while and walked forward half a step, just blocked an arrow, and before he fell to the ground, he intuitively shouted "protect the emperor" , and then I saw more than a dozen arrows flying over, the person who pushed him hit three arrows in a row, he fell down, but he was not hurt again, but the person died on the spot, he was lucky to survive, and he also made a rescue merit, became a loyal minister in the emperor's heart, and earned a knighthood for his family, and let Amma be promoted, he felt that it was worth it, but there was no need to tell his sister about these things, these dark sides just knew by himself, and he was reluctant to let Shu Yierha contact.

Shu Yierha also knew that her thoughts were a little rebellious, in her heart, the emperor's life was really not as important as her brother's life, and, according to her understanding of Jing Gule, he didn't want to be such a selfless and selfless person, so she didn't understand and was a little angry that he did such a dangerous thing, but she also understood when she heard Jing Gule say that if the emperor hangs under their protection, all the people he protects will die, and they will die with crimes, and even affect their families!

I figured out the biggest question in my heart, Shu Yierha is not a taste in his heart, this is a feudal society where human life is as cheap as a dog, no one talks to you about human rights, your status is not as good as others, you have to bear the result that others are more noble than you and more important than you, their family is still a member of the ruling class, in front of the imperial power, it is also nothing, this fact is really sad and helpless.

Shu Yier was a little depressed, for fear that Jing Gule would see it, and he was busy with the excuse that he was afraid that he would be tired, so he let him rest earlier, and he got up and went out, and after walking a distance, she took a long breath, and Zijuan persuaded beside her: "Gege is worried about the uncle's body?" Didn't the imperial doctor say during the day, the uncle is fine, as long as he is recuperating, he can always recover, don't you worry too much, you are so worried, if the uncle knows, isn't it even more difficult to get over it?"

Shu Yierha shook his head and said, "You guessed wrong this time, I thought of something else, but it has nothing to do with the eldest brother." ”

Zijuan said: "I don't know what else Gege is worried about, it's better to talk to the slave maid, even if the slave can't help Gege come up with any ideas, Gege will feel better if he says it, it's better than stuffing in his heart." ”

"Forget it, I'm just not in a good mood for a while, just get up after sleeping, let's go back quickly." Shuyil Ha said. How could she tell Zijuan what she thought, she was still a young lady of everyone, and she was still being served, but Zijuan was serving people, and she was a subordinate who signed a deed of sale, and she talked to her about human rights, Shu Yierha's brain was not sick, how could she do such a thing.

It's not that Shu Yierha has double standards, but she knows that what she thinks and worries, it is difficult to find a confidant in this era, and it is difficult for someone to understand her, after all, the education she received since she was a child is different, Shu Yierha's three views have been formed decades ago, she has no concept of class in her mind, she is willing to abide by the rules and look up to the imperial power, but there is no respect and fear from the heart, she will not worship the emperor as a god, she does not agree that the emperor is the true dragon emperor, she is an outlier in this era, even if she is assimilated more, some things in her bones will not change, in this family, the only one who has a common language with her is only Jing Gule。

Zijuan these servants are different, they never thought of independence, most people are very satisfied with their current life, they don't feel that being a slave has no dignity and no status, many people let him leave the country He is not willing, talk to them about human rights, they will never understand.

Shu Yierha thought of the novels she had read before, all those who traveled through the past had to talk about equality with the maids around her, she was not so naïve, she would not despise the slaves, but she would not intersect with them equally, the existence of the class was not something that Shu Yierha could break, and the rules were not something she could change, she could only comply, she had no ability to resist, challenge the social system, she had no ambition.

After Jing Gule returned safely, the family regained peace, Shu Yierha began to attend classes normally again, Mr. Cheng has stopped teaching her cultural courses in the past half a year, not that she has finished learning, but as a woman can learn everything she has already learned, even the four books and five classics have been memorized, there is no need to study in depth, she does not have to take the imperial examination, and it is a waste to study again.

Mr. Cheng is actually quite regretful, I think she has a good memory, good understanding, if it is a man, she will be able to be named on the gold list, but it is a pity that she is a woman, he can only teach her in talent, and now he has to give her two hours of piano, chess, calligraphy and painting lessons every day.

Although Shu Yierha never wanted to be a talented woman, she never excluded learning a few more skills, Mr. Cheng taught with her heart, and she learned with her heart, but she was generally talented in this, and she learned decently, except for the piano, chess, calligraphy and painting only got a diligent evaluation.

In fact, the foundation of various skills is not difficult, for example, the piano, only seven chords, and dozens of commonly used fingerings, if you learn by heart, how can you not learn, but if you want to learn fine, it will be difficult, Shu Yierha currently belongs to the stage of playing, and she can't even talk about superb skills, but although her level is average, she remembers a lot of Chinese-style melodies, and changed them into tunes that meet the current level of appreciation, but also won Mr. Cheng's praise of "dexterity".

After practicing, rest for about a quarter of an hour, Mr. Cheng taught Shu Yierha painting, Shu Yierha does not like freehand landscapes, it just so happens that Mr. Cheng is the best at painting flowers and birds, the master and apprentice are also compatible, like Jing Gule, he likes freehand painting, and there is some talent in this, Mr. Cheng refused to teach him himself, but introduced him to another teacher, Jing Gule followed the study for two years, even when the errand did not leave, how the results Shu Yierha did not know, only heard that Mr. is very satisfied.

At the end of the morning class, Mr. Cheng went to the wing room to rest, Shu Yierha went back to the main room to accompany Xilin Jue Luo's dinner, as soon as she entered the door, she felt that Xilin Jue Luo's face was wrong, like sad and angry, the people around her saw Shu Yierha, they all looked at her with a kind of "savior is coming" eyes, Shu Yierha didn't know what was going on, so she could only ask carefully: "E-Niang, what's wrong with you?" Who made you angry, sue sù daughter, daughter help you get angry. (To be continued......) R1292