Chapter 175: Why bother to find existence like this?
Yan Yiling pursed her lips and said nothing, neither dodging nor dodging, her eyes were half-squinted and she was biting his hand hard, and her expression was still a little enjoyable?
"It's hard. Zhang Yanran tasted a faint smell of blood, and only then did she realize her strength, but because of his eyes, she said casually: "Aren't you in pain?"
"Want to hear the truth?" In fact, Yan Yiling's skeletal hand was numb, and he couldn't feel the pain anymore, but he still let out a burst of numbness: "It hurts." ”
"Well deserved. Zhang Yanran bit her lip tightly, looked away with a weak heart, her eyes inadvertently swept the bite marks on his hands, the bruises were still bloodshot, and the tooth marks were deep.
Yan Yiling suddenly approached her, lowered his head and pressed against her forehead, covered the back of her head with his big palm, looked down at her at close range, his Adam's apple slid up and down, and his voice was magnetic and demagogic: "I heard that the deeper you love, the deeper you hate, is this tooth mark evidence that you hate me?"
He desperately wanted to know the answer, but he was also afraid that she would deny it, it turned out that loving someone can really be humble enough to look for evidence of love for herself in her every move, even a little, a little.
Once, he had laughed at the fools hiding in love, disdainful of love, what difference was he between him and those fools now? What if he could really keep her, what if he let go of his body? What if he prayed for once? What about longing for her to look back?
Now the picture flashing in her mind is full of her wanting to leave, and sadness gradually comes to her heart, has he missed it after all?
"Definitely. ”
"What did you say?" There was a hint of surprise in Yan Yiling's deep voice, for fear that something was wrong with his hearing, or that he couldn't believe it was coming from her mouth.
"Do you know how disappointed a father is to get rid of his daughter who has always loved him on the day his lover leaves? Do you know how desperate a father is to hand over the Zhang family to me?" Zhang Yanran seemed to sink into the atmosphere he created, closed his eyes slightly, and made a ghost: "I don't deny that I have a revenge mentality, I don't deny that the interests you mention are very attractive to me, and of course I don't deny that I have a relationship with you that has interests." ”
Yan Yiling's eyes were stained with grief, and she gradually couldn't find the focus, and lost her mind in her calm statement, sure enough, was it her own delusion?
He is the fool who is lost in her, why bother? Why bother to find existence like this? Why peel himself off and be cut off by her with a knife? She doesn't even disdain to hate, how can she still love?
Love is such a thing, it will make people become greedy, eager to have a little more and more, he has changed from wanting to have her person, to wanting to have her body and mind, until now he is constantly doubting, constantly tempting, trying to get her response.
"I'm sorry. Yan Yiling's eyes gradually became scarlet, his eyes stared at her lips without blinking, he didn't dare to look directly into her eyes, his throat seemed to be blocked, and he struggled to spit out two words, and used all his strength.
She clearly saw the sparkle in his eyes, and couldn't help but caress his resolute side face, could he also be in pain?
"I don't deny that I have you in my heart, otherwise, how could I marry you so rebelliously? Do you really think it's just because of Zhang? Yan Yiling, I..." Zhang Yanran didn't finish the rest of her words, her eyes turned dark, his hand covered her eyes, and suddenly, there was a warm and domineering breath from his lips, it was him who tossed and licked kisses deeply and shallowly, and her emotions were as uncontrollable as a flood, and her small responses were all involved in him, and she didn't even have a chance to breathe.
Then, Yan Yiling hugged her tightly, buried her head in her neck, as if she wanted to insert her into his body, she slowly reached out to wrap around his waist, but found that there was something strange on her hand, a drop of water slipped down with the movement of raising her hand, and her beautiful eyes were full of doubts.
Zhang Yanran seemed to think of something, and used all her strength to hold him, his body stiffened, and soon, he buried his head deeper, unwilling to let her see his fragile side.
She turned sideways and let him lie down, and after a while, he hugged her and fell asleep peacefully, her facial features gradually relaxed, less indifferent and aggressive, and more rarely soft.
The wetness on the hospital gown made Zhang Yanran more sure that the water on her hand was his tears, which must have fallen during the kiss, and she slowly brushed the tip of his tall nose: "Fool." ”
What reason did she have to suspect that he didn't love her? At this moment, she didn't want to think about why he left back then, and she didn't want to care about whether he had a relationship with Lei Xinyue, she just wanted to cherish him in front of her, him as her husband.
Even if she will let herself fall into a place of no return, if there is really a day, she will definitely take him to Huangquan together.
His hand around her waist tightened, and the corners of his lips lifted slightly where she couldn't see.
What about being a fool once?
The next morning, the sunlight faintly penetrated into the ward, adding a fresh breath to the ward, the two of them lay on the hospital bed and hugged each other, Yan Yiling propped up his elbows at the head of the bed, and looked at her softly, as if he was worried that he would wake up from a dream in the blink of an eye.
Zhang Yanran's eyes moved slightly, and when she opened her eyes, there was an enlarged version of her handsome face, her eyes were soft, but he held her hand, she showed a faint smile, and greeted him with a good morning kiss.
Knock knock... A knock on the door broke the warmth.
"Enter. Yan Yiling was slightly displeased, and his tone was cold.
Yuan Feng and his party opened the door and came in, he suddenly stopped the two people behind him, and his eyes rolled: "Am I coming at the wrong time?"
"You two come here. Yan Yiling raised the air conditioner and put it on Zhang Yanran's body, carefully put a pillow on the head of the bed, helped her sit up and leaned on it, and did not respond to his nonsense.
The two stepped forward and bowed slightly at the same time to show respect: "Mr. Yan." ”
"Do you know what your responsibilities are?" Yan Yiling leaned on the head of the bed casually, her fingers intentionally or unintentionally ruffled her long hair, it seemed that she was also good at having long hair?
Two male and female voices mixed with rigidity and softness sounded firmly, solemn and serious: "I know, we will definitely take care of and protect our wife, we will be Mrs. from now on, we only obey Mrs.'s orders, and we will definitely not live up to Mr. Yan's attention to us." ”
"Poof!" Zhang Yanran couldn't help laughing, the ward instantly broke the tense atmosphere, on the contrary, her pleasant laughter faintly echoed, she hadn't laughed so heartily for a long time, would they be too formal, would they be a little young... Young?
When she smiled, the people around her were overshadowed, Yan Yiling's eyes were sideways, her eyes were full of her smiling, her hand touched her little head, and her tone was quiet: "Is it so funny?"
The two people standing in front of them, their limbs were stiff, and they didn't know how to place their hands and feet, when had they ever seen such a Yan Yiling? After following him for so many years, they had never seen him so "gentle", this sight frightened them, and they could only look at Yuan Feng one after another, trying to ask for help with their eyes.
Yuan Feng looked left and right, touched his head, walked to the window and stood staring at the scenery outside, silently thinking in his heart: I can't see, I can't see, I can't see anything.
Yan Yiling's temperament has changed greatly, Yuan Feng has some understanding, especially in front of this aunt, but whenever she has a problem with a single hair, he will suffer, or as Lin Chengxuan said, stay away from Zhang Yanran, and you can live a long time.
"Well, they look like brother and sister?" Zhang Yanran tried her best to stop laughing, carefully observing the small movements of the two, and her heart was even more joyful.
Yan Yiling nodded slightly, leaned his body against her, and was light: "Dragon and phoenix fetus, do you like it?" As if asking her, how is this thing? It seems that there is still room to choose.
"Huh...?" Zhang Yanran's eyes looked at them from top to bottom, naturally taking their nervousness into her eyes, she put her hand on her chin, and made a serious thought: "It's okay, I'm not disgusted, then keep it." "As if with her promise, this thing is barely okay, so let's stay.
As everyone knows, the two of them secretly breathed a sigh of relief when Yan Yiling was not paying attention, and they happened to be seen by Zhang Yanran, which was quite interesting.
"What do you call them?" Zhang Yanran suddenly remembered that she didn't know their names, so she asked.
They immediately stood very straight, and their breath of relaxation was immediately lifted.
The man said, "Madam, my name is Awen." ”
The woman said, "Madam, my name is Ah Nuan." ”
"Warm, the meaning of the name is very good, what is your full name?" Zhang Yanran had a faint smile on the corner of her lips, and her tone was soft.
"Words are warm, words are warm. Ah Wen looked directly at Zhang Yanran, his eyes were shining seriously, as if he was reporting a very important matter: "We originally didn't have a name, but after meeting Mr. Yan, he gave us the surname, named it Nuan, fed and clothed us, and cultivated us until today, we are very grateful to Mr. Yan for his kindness to us..."
"Brother, brother, you're talking too much. Yan Nuan slowly approached him, pulled his clothes, pulled an embarrassed smile on his face, and reminded his brother without moving the corners of his mouth: "Don't say it." ”
When Yan Wen came into contact with Yan Yiling's unclear eyes, he hurriedly silenced and did not say any more.
"It's okay, I'd love to hear it. Zhang Yanran relieved the siege in time, patted Yan Yiling, and said with a light smile: "You go out first, I think, I should change my clothes." ”
Yan Wen nodded gratefully and opened the door with Yan Nuan and prepared to leave, when he left, he found that Yuan Feng was still standing in front of the window, the two of them looked at each other, without any hesitation, and directly stepped forward to carry him out of the ward, Yuan Feng exclaimed with a puzzled face: "What's wrong? What's wrong? You two let go of me quickly, I can go by myself, hey, Yan Wen, Yan Nuan, do you hear?"
After the rack went out, Yan Wen stood at the door very politely and bowed, and then slowly closed the door, only then he was completely relieved, turned his face and stared at Yuan Feng deadly, put his hand on his neck, and gnashed his teeth angrily: "You unrighteous grandson!!"
"Brother, brother, calm down. Yan Nuan hurriedly dissuaded, watching left and right: "Brother..."
Yuan Feng passed a look of great gratitude to Yan Nuan, and if he was fighting, he would definitely die, but at this time, Yan Nuan still had a conscience, and seconded the proposal: "Yes, you calm down, calm down, can you learn from your sister?" ”
"Brother, this is in front of my wife's hospital room. Yan Nuan reminded again, Yuan Feng grabbed Yan Wen's hand and nodded in agreement: "Yes, you have to see it clearly." ”
"We'll drag him away and hit him again. Yan Nuan's voice came again, Yuan Feng looked at her suddenly, couldn't believe it, closed his eyes tightly and prepared to die: "Yes, I didn't say what I said just now." ”