Hearing this clean-up person tell me that Li Xinran checked out, I was stunned. What's going on? Not long after she checked out? Where did she go?

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but take a step into the room and continued to ask, "Ahhhh When did you get it? How long has it been?"

When the man saw me walk in, he stopped what he was doing and said, "It's been almost an hour, you can call her."

After saying that, the man continued to get busy again, obviously not going to say anything more to me... I saw that she probably didn't know anything, so I simply nodded, took a deep breath and said thank you, and then turned around and went out again.

After going out, I was a little confused, I didn't know where to go to find Li Xinran, at this time I took out my mobile phone and called her, the phone was still not turned on, and I called the unfamiliar number, but it was not turned on.

I feel that if Li Xinran left the room by herself, it shouldn't be any danger again, there must be her own reasons, maybe she went to the hospital?

Anyway, I think she must have her own plans, and she also knows that I will definitely come to her today, so I can't figure it out, in fact, she deliberately wants to avoid me or something?

I really can't figure out Li Xinran's thoughts, I originally planned to discuss it with her and ask her about Xiaokai and Lu Mao, but now it seems that this is not the case, and it is a question of whether I can find Li Xinran again.

Thinking of this, I took another deep breath and walked out of the hotel alone.

At this time, it was already completely dark outside, and I was a little confused in the night, so I finally decided to go home first.

The journey home is still relatively long, mainly because of something on my mind, so I feel a little irritable in my heart, and frankly speaking, the words that Little Bubblegum said to me today really gave me a lot of pressure, because I realized that if someone really wanted to me, I really didn't have much to deal with... It's embarrassing...

With this thought in mind, I went home, but when I walked into the door of the community and went upstairs, I suddenly found a person sitting in the hallway.

This made my brain buzz, and I instinctively remembered Yu Qianlai, and remembered how Yu Qian sat here waiting for me a long, long time ago.

But when I looked at it, I realized that this person was none other than Li Xinran...

This made me stunned for a few seconds before I came back to my senses, walked up the stairs to her side and asked, "You... Why are you here?"

Li Xinran raised her head when she heard my words, she looked at me, and after a while she stood up again, and said, "I'm waiting for you, you came back late, did you go to look for me?"

I still didn't figure it out, but when I heard Li Xinran say this, I paused, and then said: "Well, I went to the hotel to look for you, and it turned out that you had already checked out, and then you came directly to my house and waited for me after you checked out? Why won't your phone turn on?"

Li Xinran passed for a while, and then said: "It's nothing, the phone is not going to be turned on, because there will definitely be a lot of news, and it will be very annoying to see it.."

Li Xinran's words made me pause for a moment and didn't say anything more, and she looked at me at this time and said again: "I went to the hospital for a check-up during the day, and there was nothing wrong, so..."

"I'm here to say goodbye to you. ”

Hearing Li Xinran say this, my heart trembled, I didn't expect to suddenly hear the word "farewell" from her mouth...

This made me look at her and ask, a little unresponsive, "What do you mean? ?you.."

Without waiting for my words to finish, Li Xinran smiled and said, "I'm leaving, leaving Beijing, finding someone, a remote place, and starting my new life."

Li Xinran's words made me lose my voice suddenly, I stared at her for a while, and I couldn't help but ask in a low voice: "Are you planning to do this?" Intend.. I gave up.."

Li Xinran smiled and said, "Yes, it's not to give up, it's just that there seems to be no way, I thought about it for a long time yesterday and felt that things should not be successfully realized, so... It's better to leave early, as for what will happen to him, I don't care, anyway, if I go to a place where there is no one, I don't care about those things, he can send it wherever he wants, the world is so big, how can there be no place for me, it's just.."

Speaking of this, Li Xinran paused, looked at me again and said, "It's just that I promised you money, there may be no way to give it to you, I'm sorry.."

Li Xinran said this I was inexplicably very sad, I looked at her, and after a while, I waved my hand awkwardly and said, "Ah.. It's okay, money or something, it doesn't matter, it's just you.."

"I really feel sorry for you, in fact, I should say I'm sorry, if I could have been more determined to help you at that time, maybe... It's not going to be like this.."

Indeed, I can still understand Li Xinran's decision, after all, after thinking about it, she also has her own difficulties, this matter fails, then it is doomed, she will not have any chance to get those videos in Lu Mao's hands or something, which also shows that as long as she stays in the company for a day, she is destined to be the doll of Lu Mao and the goatee forever, it is better to take this opportunity to leave like this, really find a place where there is no one, and start a new life or something... This may be the best ending for her...

At this time, I looked at Li Xinran and didn't say anything else, and Li Xinran paused when he heard me say this, and then said: "Well, in fact, there is nothing, you also have your own position and suffering, it's nothing, anyway.. I know Wang Ming you are a good person, really, very good person... I'm absolutely not wrong about that."

I was a little embarrassed to be said by Li Xinran, I didn't expect her to give up like this after holding on for so long, and I couldn't accept it for a while, and I felt my conscience and said, I actually really wanted the money she promised, but now that things have become like this, I think money is really not that important, because I think Li Xinran has been hurt a lot, and the previous things don't count, if I hadn't saved her with Jiang Ziyun this time, she didn't know what she would have been tortured into, so don't force this kind of thing or anything。

Thinking of this, I looked at Li Xinran again, and then said, "Eh.. It's nothing, I'm not a good person, I just think what you're doing isn't wrong in some ways... Anyway, it's good that you can put it down, then you are going to.. Where are you going?"

Li Xinran shook his head and said, "I haven't thought about this yet, in short, I will always find a suitable place."

Li Xinran was very calm when he said this, as if he had really seen everything...

Seeing that she said this, I didn't ask any more, and after thinking about it for a while, I still asked, "By the way, you haven't eaten yet, have you?" Why don't I take you out for something to eat?"

Unexpectedly, Li Xinran thought about it after hearing my words, and suddenly said, "You can cook some food for me, just cook instant noodles for me, is it convenient?"

Unexpectedly, Li Xinran proposed to let me cook instant noodles for her again, which reminded me of the fact that I cooked instant noodles for her before.

Thinking of this, I nodded and said, "Okay, if I'm not mistaken, there is indeed something at home, then go into the house first, and I'll do it for you."

After saying that, I stepped forward, opened the door and walked in, Li Xinran followed me into the room, she looked around, and soon sat down on the sofa.

When I saw that she was ready, I moved to the side and motioned for myself to cook noodles for her first.

It's still very convenient to cook noodles, and it didn't take me more than a few minutes to get it done, and I walked out with two bowls of noodles.

Li Xinran's eyes seemed to flash at this time, I brought it to the table and motioned for her to come over and eat...

Li Xinran walked to the table and sat down, she looked at the bowl of instant noodles in front of her, a little distracted...

At this time, I had the opportunity to take a good look at her again, although I had washed my face, but there were still some scars on my face, and I could see the traces of being beaten, this is this Li Xinran, such a girl, has she suffered so much?

How much did she endure that others didn't know?

At this time, I suddenly remembered a sentence that Li Xinran seemed to say a long time ago, and I seemed to remember that she said that if the two of us failed, she seemed to have another way... Why did Li Xinran suddenly give up this time? Could it be that he really wanted to open up...

Just as I was thinking about it, I saw Li Xinran pick up the chopsticks, looked at me and said, "Then I'm welcome." After saying that, she began to eat noodles...

I looked at Li Xinran, she picked up the noodles, and as soon as she put them in her mouth, there seemed to be a tear flowing out of the corner of her eye.

This made my heart tremble a little, and when I looked at her in front of me, I couldn't make a sound at all.

——I heard Yu Qian say something like this at 9 o'clock tomorrow morning.. I was stunned...

I looked at her in front of me and felt as if something in my heart was beginning to decay.

yes, that's how it feels...

Is that how it feels?

When I expressed my affection for Qian, wasn't it just like she is now, in this situation?

When I expressed my affection for Yu Qian, I knew that she was with Lu Mao, not even me, but the whole company, so I didn't take into account her mood at all, I just felt that Lu Mao was not worthy of her, and she shouldn't be with Lu Mao.. But now that I think about it, isn't my situation the same now?

It can be said that it is the other way around... I am with Zheng Jiayue, and I also feel Yu Qian's good feelings, although I am very eager to enjoy this indescribable feeling, but I will not give up Zheng Jiayue at all...

Presumably Yu Qian was under the same pressure as me at that time.

She has also been secretly entangled in countless nights.

Thinking of this, my heart seemed to be missing a corner all of a sudden, and countless sorrows kept surging out from that gap...

I looked at Yu Qian like this, and it took a long time before I spoke

"Hmm.."

"I see... Now, there it is.."

My answer made Yu Qian raise her head and look at me again, she stared at me for a long time, and finally moved again.

I saw her break free of my hand and stumble out the door a little.

I stood in the bathroom for a while before walking out again...

After going out, Yu Qian was already lying on the bed, she was lying on her back, her eyes were tightly closed, and she seemed to be resting.

I feel that Yu Qian really drank too much today, even if she didn't drink too much, at least she was not in a good mood...

So after looking at her for a while, I still spoke

"If you want to sleep, put on the covers, I..."

"I'll go back first."

I didn't mention what happened just now, I just think that it is a good choice to leave by myself now...

As a result, I didn't expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yu Qian's voice came...

"Don't go.. Stay with me.."

"Stay with me... One night.."

Although the sound was small, I could hear it clearly.

I was stunned, I never thought that Yu Qian would say this...

Do you want to stay with her all night?

Although I wanted to crook for a second, I quickly understood what she meant...

After all, it's not safe to leave her alone to stay here at night... And it's so foggy outside, it's not convenient for me to go home, and I can't hang up on the way and become a ghost or something...

So at this time, I looked at Yu Qian again, and then asked tentatively

"Is it convenient? There's only one bed."

Yu Qian immediately opened her eyes again when she heard me say this, and she seemed to be really much more awake after she vomited. She struggled to sit up again, then looked at me and said

: "Previous... Didn't you do the same?"

"So, there's nothing inconvenient about it.."

Yu Qian's words reminded me of the fact that I went to Yangtian Mountain with her, and that night, we did spend the night in the hotel bed.

Thinking of this, I didn't say anything, and finally nodded at Yu Qian...

Seeing me nodding, Yu Qian rubbed her eyes, and soon she looked at me again, and then spoke

"Let's just sleep in bed, I'm a little uncomfortable, so I'll sleep first, one and a half.."

After saying this, Yu Qian walked to the other side of the bed again, she took off her shoes, took off my coat and her own coat, put it aside, and then the whole person got into the bed...

I saw Yu Qian's move, so I thought about it again, and then walked into the bathroom on the side...

After I went in, I washed my face and looked at myself in the mirror, I actually felt that I was not like myself anymore.

Which self am I?

In the end, in my heart, what kind of thoughts do I have about Qian, and what do I think about Zheng Jiayue?

I took a deep breath at this thought, then turned off the light and walked out of the bathroom.

When I went out, the lights were still on in the house.

The rooms in this hotel are very good, at least worth the price.

I turned off the lights and soon it was pitch black...

I fumbled in the dark for a long time, and finally crawled to the side of the bed.

I don't know when it started, sleeping in the same bed with Yu Qian has become so easy...

Perhaps, this is a feeling that Lu Mao has never experienced, right?

At this time, I suddenly had such an impulse, an impulse to ask Yu Qian clearly, what was going on between her and Lu Mao, to ask her if she knew Li Laogou, and to know what she had always disliked Lu Mao and being with him again.

But this thought only swirled around in my head a few times, and then I rejected it again...

Because even if I ask, Yu Qian may not tell me, and she is estimated to be in a state of half-drinking now, so it is very likely that she will not say anything I ask, but it will make her more nervous and concerned, and there will be less chance of knowing in the future.

Thinking of this, I still sighed lightly, and then opened the corner of the quilt and gently got in...

After lying down, Yu Qian next to me was facing away from me, she didn't know if she was asleep, but it was quiet and motionless.

I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, and after a while, that feeling in my heart returned.

Obviously, she was always so close to her, but she couldn't shorten the distance by a little bit.

Obviously, many times as long as you stretch out your hand, you can touch her, but because of various reasons, you can't do so...

Perhaps, this is the so-called fate without separation... Perhaps, it is destined that Yu Qian and I can only stay in this distance.

Thinking of this, I was sad again, and finally closed my eyes, thinking that it would be better to sleep.

When I wake up from sleep, I guess everything will be fine, Yu Qian will return to normal, and her trembling heart will calm down again.

However, such a thought did not stay in his mind for long, and suddenly he felt that Yu Qian turned around again.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that she was looking at me too.

Although it was pitch black, my eyes and her eyes seemed to be intertwined in the darkness.

It was a very subtle feeling, it was a feeling, there are no good words to describe it.

Lying in bed and looking at each other with the girl you liked, or rather, the girl you once liked...

Obviously, I can't see each other's faces clearly, but I don't want to look away at all.

At this time, I couldn't help but start to guess in my heart.

What kind of thoughts does she have now?

What was she thinking at this time?

Is it the same thing as what you think? Or is it that you are not looking at yourself at all, and you are just thinking too much about it?

Such thoughts were racing in my mind, and suddenly Yu Qian moved...

Her face became clear in her field of vision.

As soon as my back stiffened, I felt it.

There was a temperature in front of him, and the face slowly leaned towards him.

Before I could come back to my senses, I felt a hand gently placed on my waist.

And in his arms, a petite body, leaned over...

My head buzzed, and my eyes turned into a white expanse...

My heart sank rapidly at this moment, I lowered my head, Yu Qian's face was hidden in the darkness, but her eyes were clearly shining brightly.

After a brief pause, her thin voice came from her arms

"Just one night.."

"Just give it to me. Such an evening ...

Her voice sounded so small, but it seemed to explode in my body, and the sound resounded in every corner of my body. This voice, down my veins, slowly rushed towards my heart...

I don't know why, I can't speak anymore.

Zheng Jiayue's smiling face flashed in front of him, but it was only a short second, and it disappeared.

What reappeared was Yu Qian's lonely figure, Yu Qian... That heartbreaking figure...

That's how I started it, and I don't know where the strength came from.

hugged her tightly in his arms...

The moment he hugged Yu Qian in his arms, a feeling that he had never felt before poured into his heart.

It seems to be the first time, the first time to hold her tight like this...

For the first time I felt her mood, and then, with her consent, hugged her tightly...

I can't describe my mood now, and I can't find a good word to describe this excited and insecure mood now...

Yes, it is very exciting to be able to lie on the bed and hug Yu Qian tightly.

At the same time, I am a little uneasy, I don't know where this uneasiness comes from, but it should be because it has something to do with Zheng Jiayue...

Because I was still thinking about Zheng Jiayue in my heart, I felt a little guilty, and I felt that I was very sorry for Zheng Jiayue for a while

..

But he couldn't control it, and hugged the person in his arms tightly.

I hugged Yu Qian tightly, completely from the bottom of my heart, and hugged Yu Qian tightly.

Maybe it's because of the kind of liking I used to like her.,Or, because all along, how much unwilling...

In short, he hugged her tightly, as if he was going to use all his strength.

And Yu Qian leaned on my arms like this, her head was tightly pressed against my chest, and there was no sound in her mouth.

The two of us just lay on the same bed, hugging each other tightly.

The two of us, like a couple, leaned on each other tightly.

Seriously, in a way, I kind of enjoy it.

Because this gave me an illusion, an illusion that I was already with Yu Qian...

A long time ago, being able to be with Yu Qian was almost one of the things I looked forward to the most... But nowadays, that feeling isn't so good...

I know that I can't be with her, even if I know that she doesn't like Lu Mao at all, even if I know that she has a good impression of me, but I still can't be with her.

Because, I already have Zheng Jiayue, I already have Zheng Jiayue, by my side...

This is an important thing and there is no way not to think about it, I have no way to betray Zheng Jiayue's liking for me, and it can also be said that for so long, my liking for Zheng Jiayue is not such an easy thing to give up...

However, my current actions are completely sorry for Zheng Jiayue, but I have no way to control myself, maybe just like Yu Qian said, only tonight, it is special, only tonight, it belongs to her, between me...

So at this time, I could only hold her tightly, there was no thought in my brain, a blank piece, and my body kept holding Yu Qian...