I lit a cigarette and fell into deep thought alone, for some reason the light was a little dazzling, and my heart was a little dull.

I turned off the light in my room and sat quietly on the couch thinking, thinking about what the fox was saying and what I was saying, thinking about my selfishness.

In the past, the second uncle said that there are some things that have not been experienced, but it does not mean that they will not happen, everything has a first time, which is an inevitable problem in the process of growing up.

Smoking cigarettes one after another, I can calm myself down in the dark, let my thoughts come to my heart in the dark, and the familiar night is different melancholy.

I know where I'm now, and I know there's no turning back...... There are still too many things to do, and there is still affection around you that cannot be parted.

I was determined to leave Seventeen precisely because she and I were not in the same world, and I didn't want to drag her down......

But now I and Sixteen are not like this? She used to be high above me and I couldn't reach it, but now I am destined to be not a person in the world, and it is like a trick of providence in the dark......

Although Kitsune is a person in the world, she is a woman after all, especially now that she has a child in her belly, I only think about myself, but I never think about her......

From the time I met her to the present, the cunning in her eyes has never changed, and she has never had a bad heart towards me......

Time passed slowly, I thought a lot but didn't have any clue, I could only choose to call my second uncle, and now he is the only one who can help me!

I plugged my phone into the charger and thought a lot about the time it took to turn it on, but now I can only tell the truth and there is nothing else I can do.

At this moment, I even feel like a bad gambler, unable to find the direction in the most confused time of my life, and even see no hope for tomorrow...... But I had the courage to ask for help from those closest to me!

No matter how strong a person is, there are times when he is vulnerable, and no matter how beautiful a person is, there are times when he is down! When people do not see hope, they must not hesitate to go to the people closest to them for help!

"Hey, you kid really knows how to pick time, just finished wiping your ass!" The second uncle's low and hoarse voice warmed my heart, no matter what time he was, he was the most trustworthy person in my heart!

"Second uncle, there's something I want to ask you......"

"It's okay! You shouldn't have mercy today, if you can't do it, you can tell me! I'll let Xiao Chu help you solve it!" The second uncle said indifferently, I knew that I was causing him trouble again.

"No, second uncle, I didn't want to ask this ......"

"Oh, what else can you do? Don't say you have to borrow money again, not a word!" the second uncle's tone was very resolute, but there was also a hint of ridicule.

"I want to ask a woman about having a baby...... Misu was pregnant with my child, but she said I was selfish and I didn't understand that. ”

There was silence on the other end of the phone, I knew that this problem was difficult for Su, but I couldn't find a second person to help except him......

"Are you sure you want to ask me about this?" the second uncle asked in disbelief.

"Hmm!"

"Sanming, I don't know what it means to have a baby for a woman, but I can think that it is the end of a life and the beginning of a new life. ”

The second uncle's tone became much more serious, he must know that I am at a confused intersection now, and I urgently need his help!

"I'm ready, but I don't know how to prepare...... I don't want to lose the responsibility and responsibility of a man!" I honestly dare not hide a word, compared to the face is really nothing.

"In this new life, she should need a man with responsibility and responsibility, and she needs a calm and warm home!

The second uncle's words made my face hot, and every word was said to my heart, and I didn't think about these things at all.

"I admit that I can't do this now, I admit that I can't give her this, but I don't want to run away from it...... Second uncle, you know me. ”

Maybe people will always make a lot of mistakes in their lives, maybe some things are destined to be regretted for a lifetime, but when they are really faced with a choice, there is only one chance......

"How should I choose this opportunity?" I desperately want to know the answer, because I firmly believe that the second uncle will give me an answer!

"Ten months of pregnancy, ten months is not long, not short, what can be changed is very limited, but it does not mean that there is no opportunity! Everything depends on how you can change. ”

"Second uncle, tell me, how should I change?" I am already anxious, I need his help in this choice, I need someone to tell me how to go in the future!

"I can't help you with this, but I can give you a piece of advice, or a piece of advice. The second uncle's tone suddenly became lonely, and my heart became nervous.

"I once had the opportunity to be a father, but unfortunately I couldn't take it...... It doesn't work in our world, there is no tomorrow after today, and it is taboo to have worries in your heart when doing things!"

"I know, what do you think in your heart now, second uncle? Do you regret it?"

As soon as these words came out, the second uncle was silent again, and I waited quietly for his answer, I knew that this question was very cruel to him, and I also knew that it would arouse the sadness in his heart.

"I don't regret it, I didn't have the ability to change myself at that time, but you may have the opportunity to change yourself, you only have ten months. ”

The second uncle's words invisibly showed his attitude, he did not object to me to change and try, even if he knew that he would fail, he would let me try, because this is his style!

"I know, second uncle, thank you. "I sincerely thank you, and I can't hold back the fiery emotion in my heart anymore!

"What kind of stupid thing are you talking about, who is our uncle and nephew? Although I think that Chen Lao's granddaughter is more suitable for you, I can't say anything about fate......

"As long as you agree, I'll be relieved!" I was in a much better mood, although the second uncle didn't give me a clear answer, he showed me a direction!

"Don't don't, don't do it, I don't know if I said it! Let's go home and ask your parents...... It's okay to hang up! Your sister snake asked me to have tea tonight, I'll go first!"

The second uncle's voice was relaxed and teasing, but more relaxed......

When I hung up the phone, I suddenly chuckled in my heart, and I suddenly understood who was the real threat to the second uncle...... That threat is me!

When I was not by my second uncle's side, he was fine, but once I appeared by his side, I was invisibly a threat, a threat of potential danger and trouble!

For the second uncle, I am his concern, and it is also his shackles to bind his hands and feet, and it is also a trouble in the eyes of others, and it may cause trouble and drag them down anytime and anywhere...... Because the second uncle will definitely help me, but others may not be willing!

I couldn't help but laugh when I figured this out, but I laughed and laughed and tears came down! The biggest threat to my second uncle's side turned out to be me, how embarrassed I am!

Thinking back to the time when Uncle Er and Black Snake were together on August 15, relying on each other to accompany each other, she had enough reasons to hate me, because I was constantly bringing danger to Uncle II!

"Hahaha!" I cried and cried and couldn't help laughing, I don't know whether to be happy or sad at this moment, but as long as the second uncle can relax, I will be content!

For a moment, my heart was full of mixed feelings, and my heart was like cooking a five-flavor bottle, crying and laughing, and I couldn't help but know what to do, but this made me feel embarrassed!

I hid my face and sobbed softly in the darkness, only the darkness accompanied me silently, and everything turned into tears pouring out......

At this moment, I understood the purpose of the second uncle's game to let me leave, where was he catching the ghost, he had long known that I was the biggest threat to him, and he had long known that as long as I left, I would be safe......

Before I knew it, time passed quietly, I don't know how long it took to cry dry my tears until I couldn't cry anymore, and I finished smoking cigarettes until the cigarette case was empty......

I told myself in my heart that I could definitely do it, that I would survive this dark night and that everything would pass, and that when I woke up tomorrow I would still be the fearless sex Sanming!

Stunned in the dark night, I have already figured out how to face the fox, and I have already thought about my future path...... Just because my second uncle didn't do it doesn't mean I can't do it, I can definitely do it!

Before I knew it, I couldn't resist the craving and left my room to buy cigarettes, and the hotel was very quiet in the early morning.

When I came to the hotel lobby, I suddenly saw a back, this back was extremely familiar and unfamiliar...... Seeing him leave in a hurry, my heart instantly chuckled!