For the first time, I politely declined Cai Jingyi's invitation, shook my head and said, "I'm really not in the mood to go for a walk." ”

"I'll take you somewhere" Cai Jingyi took my hand, she squeezed out a smile and said to me, "Let's go." ”

I saw that Cai Jingyi insisted, so I didn't refuse her again.

We got into the car together, and then Cai Jingyi actually took me to the highway. I understood right away, it seems that this place is a bit far away.

But in the end, I realized that it wasn't a bit too far.

Cai Jingyi took me on the highway for an hour and a half, and I was about to leave the province, and she finally limped and took me into a relatively remote city.

I wondered, "What are you doing here?"

"Take you somewhere. ”

Cai Jingyi whispered, and she finally took me to a local village. As soon as we got out of the car, I immediately smelled a foul smell.

It stinks a little unbearable, and the streets are full of garbage. Cai Jingyi didn't dislike it, she took me to walk down the street, which was lined with the older houses. There is a pile of plastic waste at the door of every house, and there are many elderly people and children sitting on the garbage, using their hands to separate the waste that can be recycled and what cannot be recycled.

Cai Jingyi took me up a bare hill next to me, and when I looked around, I found that the village was full of waste products, almost a waste village.

"The first time I knew about this was because of a cousin of mine, who is actually not a cousin, because he was abandoned," Cai Jingyi said softly, "My aunt gave birth to a child before, but because of the time of pregnancy, my uncle-in-law had a period of alcoholism, which led to the birth of an unhealthy child with a very low intelligence, much lower than Pan Ayue." My aunt didn't want to take care of her, so she gave her son away, and it was an old man who adopted my cousin. ”

I frowned and said, "What about after that?"

"After that, many years have passed," Cai Jingyi looked at me, and she said seriously, "My cousin has always lived here, and then my aunt's family also has money, thinking about the debt to her son, I want to come back and take him back." Of course, I don't know if it's because of retribution, she hasn't given birth to a child since then, otherwise she probably wouldn't have come. When I arrived, my cousin was sitting on top of a pile of garbage and eating black cakes, his head was very big, I really didn't joke with you, it was scary, and when he laughed, it was very weird, and the corners of his mouth could almost touch his eyes. I came with my aunt and them, and I still can't figure out what it was. After that, my cousin was taken back and had a completely different life. ”

I couldn't help but say, "Suddenly he was picked up by his biological parents, then he must be doing well, right?"

Cai Jingyi smiled bitterly: "It stands to reason that it should be like this, it should be good to suddenly change from a poor child to a rich child." My aunt sent him to a private school, but he couldn't learn anything because of his intellectual indiscretion. And he was always bullied at school, and every time he came back and said he didn't want to go to class. By the way, he would often pick up garbage and put it in the yard behind their villa, saying that he could sell it when the time came. Because of these things, my aunt was talked about by the neighbors every day, and she felt more and more ashamed, and finally adopted a child and sent my cousin back. ”

I frowned and said, "That's scum." ”

"Then I can't judge, after all, she is my aunt, and I haven't had children, I don't know what it feels like" Cai Jingyi shrugged, "After my cousin returned to this village, although my aunt didn't want him anymore, she would send some money every month to make him and the old man's life better." As a result, she got a little annoyed later, so she simply called 100,000 yuan and said that she would give it in a year. As a result, the money was known, and my cousin and the old man died that day, killed by the robbers. At that time, my cousin was stupid, and when he saw people, he said that his mother was good, and he came back with 100,000 yuan. This village is full of poor households, and 100,000 yuan is a mythical existence for them. A fool and an old man have 100,000 yuan, you can't move?"

"It's all your aunt's fault," I said subconsciously, "she kept interfering with other people's lives, disrupting the trajectory of other people's lives, and finally killing her own son." ”

Cai Jingyi turned her head to look at me, and she said gently, "Aren't you and the three of them like this?"

I was shocked and looked at Cai Jingyi stupidly.

She took my hand and whispered, "Pan Ayue is easy to be ridiculed because of his mental problems, this is his life. Han Dongkai likes to bully the weak, which is also his life. Xu Ruiping is a righteous person who likes to help his brothers, and it is still his life. The three of them are undoubtedly a point of conflict, and when they work together, friction arises. You tried your best to interfere with their lives, hoping that they would change themselves, but did they change in the end? No, you only changed Pan Ayue, making him believe that he was being bullied, and in the end he couldn't help it, and finally began to take revenge on the people who hurt him. ”

I was silent and speechless.

"The only thing that can change people is his own teaching, not God's or your persuasion. It is said that the nature of the country is easy to change and difficult to change, and they are such a character, so why should you blame yourself? If you really want to say that there is a mistake, the fault is all on me, and I arranged for Pan Ayue to work here. But I thought about it again, Pan Ayue will be bullied no matter where he is, maybe this is his life. You may feel sad and pitiful, but his fate is decided. God wants him to end himself in such a way, and you as a mortal naturally can't do it. ”

I listened to Cai Jingyi's words, and finally sighed, shook my head and said, "You have a point, I just can't accept that the original three friends suddenly went like this." Moreover, thinking that Pan Ayue still has a wife and children, it is inevitable to feel uncomfortable. ”

"That's also the life of his wife and children in the future, it has nothing to do with you" Cai Jingyi said gently, "Maybe his wife will remarry, I have seen his son, a very smart child, maybe not like Pan Ayue in the future." ”

I looked into Cai Jingyi's eyes and wondered, "You have been driving on the highway for so long and brought me here just to make my heart feel better?"

"Otherwise?" Cai Jingyi asked rhetorically.

I whispered, "I just think you're a little too good to me." I also want you to buy clothes for me, and you also want you to buy electric cars for me, I can't think about it in my heart, and you sacrifice your time to help me enlighten. Jingyi, in fact, I sometimes feel strange, why do you want to be so good to me?"

"Didn't I say that everyone has their own life" Cai Jingyi put her hand on my shoulder and said softly, "For me, you are also a part of my life." All I can do now is talk to you, and talk to you with me. Remember what I told you? Everybody has a few people on their shoulders, and you're one of them. And I am sure that I am also standing on your shoulders and enjoying your protection. ”

Cai Jingyi's words were like a spring breeze, warming my heart. I involuntarily reached out and hugged her, but she didn't resist, but let me hold it like this.

I hugged harder and harder, and muttered, "You're so good, what great good things I did in my last life to meet you in this life." ”

"How can you be sure that I'm okay again" Cai Jingyi said softly, "I let you go to transport black goods, and I let you go to watch the game hall, everything is dancing on the tip of a knife." If something goes wrong, I can blame it all the way, but you have to pay a huge price, so you think I'm good?"

I closed my eyes and said sincerely: "That's also my willingness, for you, I'm even willing to kill." If you can meet a girl like you in life, even if it is a catastrophe, what does it matter?"

"Really?" she murmured.

"Really. ”

We hugged each other for a long time, Cai Jingyi suddenly let go of me slowly, she looked into my eyes, and said gently: "Then for me, help me kill someone, okay?"