I was at my bedside until the evening, and Xiaolan finally woke up slowly.

"Xiaolan, you finally woke up, are you okay, is there anything you feel uncomfortable with, otherwise I'll help you find a doctor." ”

Seeing that her eyes were slowly opening, I began to warm up to her.

Just like last time, I still felt that I needed to ask the doctor to come and check Xiaolan's body first.

"No need Zhang Luo. ”

But this time Xiaolan didn't have the same rich expression as last time, she kept her head down, so that people couldn't see the expression on her face at all.

After listening to my question, she was silent for a long time before she shook her head, and looked up at me as if she had taken a lot of effort, but the beautiful and radiant eyes that had been in the past were now a pool of stagnant water, and my care could no longer be shocked.

Xiaolan's hands also trembled all the time, and as her words popped out word by word, the expression on her face became more and more pale, and her body kept shaking.

But this time she was very strong, and whenever I thought she was going to fall unbearably, she was able to survive and get through this hurdle.

"I only want to ask you, is it really impossible to save the child?"

"I'm sorry Xiaolan, it's too late when I came. ”

I wanted to step forward and hold Xiaolan, but Xiaolan dodged and avoided my hand directly.

I had to clench my fists in the void and slowly withdraw my hand so that I wouldn't be so embarrassed.

In Xiaolan's questioning gaze, I still lowered my head spinelessly after all, I couldn't deceive this girl, and I didn't have the courage to face her repeated questioning.

"It's okay, it's not your fault, it's my useless mother who failed to protect the child. ”

Xiaolan was silent for a long time, and her knuckles, which had been pinched to a little white, were also pinched and released, loosened and pinched.

I thought she was going to cry and blame me like she had done before, but she suddenly sighed deeply, hugged herself with both hands, and began to blame herself helplessly.

"Don't cry, you're still very weak, and if you cry too much, it's not good for your eyes. ”

Although I was a little shocked by Xiaolan's whole psychological change, I still didn't ask a word, just hugged her into my arms and gently patted her back to comfort her.

The doctor just said that judging from Xiaolan's current physical condition, there shouldn't be too many mood swings for the time being.

The only thing I can do now is to try my best to calm her emotions and not let this miscarriage leave too many sequelae for Xiaolan.

"You've done a great job, you're a very strong mother, but the child is too young to come into the world to see it. ”

"Well, I'm not crying, Zhang Luo, we'll have children in the future, right?"

Xiaolan raised her hand to wipe the tears from her face, and reluctantly squeezed out a smile at me, but I felt that such a smile looked more ugly than crying.

Her hands grabbed the hem of my dress and squeezed it tightly in her hands before she looked up at me with those eyes that were still teary.

"Hmm. ”

I don't know why, it's obviously Xiaolan who is looking at me so tearfully in front of me now, but I seem to see Xiaohui's cheeks, and I see the night she was forced to leave me.

I shook my head, drained all those superfluous thoughts, pulled out a very forced smile at Xiaolan, and then hummed softly.

I only hope that Xiaohui will not blame me if she knows about this in the future, after all, I am doing all this to appease the current Xiaolan.

"Zhang Luo, you are so good!"

The smile on Xiaolan's face was much more real than before, and she reached out and wrapped her arms around my waist, making the dependent gesture she had always liked.

I don't know if it's because of a weak heart or what, being held so tightly by Xiaolan, I actually felt that my body was slowly stiffening.

I coughed lightly twice unnaturally, and then I saw Xiaolan looking up at me, and began to make a pitiful request.

"I'm hungry, why don't you go out and buy me something to eat, I want to drink pumpkin porridge, and it's better to have two meat buns and a plate of side dishes to eat." ”

"I'm going to ask the nurse on duty, and if she agrees, I'll buy you everything you want to eat. ”

I nodded, in this situation, it was undoubtedly the best way for me and Xiaolan to be separated temporarily.

I don't know what kind of attitude I should use to face Xiaolan, so I might as well go out at her request and buy something to please her.

"Alright then, you've got to get back quickly, I'm so hungry, my stomach is growling. ”

Xiaolan nodded obediently and showed me a sweet smile again, now she looks like she has never experienced these things, and she is still the cute look of Lotte when we first met.

"I will, just wait here in peace. ”

I reached out and rubbed the top of her hair, Xiaolan is really still a little girl, emotions come and go quickly, and she won't always blame herself in this dead loop.

I just felt a little relieved, and after striding out of the door, I heard that Xiaolan, who was still inside, could no longer suppress the sadness in her heart, and began to cry loudly.

"Woo woo ”

"Alas. ”

I couldn't help but sigh deeply, no one can say for sure about fate, I just hope that time can heal Xiaolan's grief and make her stop grieving for these things.

After asking the nurse on duty, I strode to the outside of the hospital, where there was no such thing as steamed buns, so I had to go outside to buy them.

Just as I was queuing up to buy buns for Xiaolan, my mobile phone rang suddenly.

I took it out of my pocket and looked at it, only to realize that the call was from Xiaohui.

Thinking of what I just said to Xiaolan in the hospital, I couldn't help but feel a sense of guilt for Xiaohui, but I couldn't let Xiaohui wait too long, so I hesitated for a moment and picked up the phone.

"Hey. ”

"Arlo, when are you coming back, I miss you so much!"

Xiaohui's voice on the other end of the phone sounded particularly cheerful, and the long tail tone was full of attachment to me.

Thinking of my little girl, blushing and whispering on the other end of the phone that she missed me, my heartbeat instantly accelerated a lot, and the whole person was a little inexplicably excited.

"In two days, a colleague is injured and I'll have to take care of her here. ”

But when I thought of Xiaolan who was still lying on the hospital bed waiting for me, I couldn't help but sigh deeply, and I could only casually make up a reason to appease Xiaohui.

"Do you need me to come and help, I'm a girl, and I'm more careful than you, so I'm sure I'll be able to take care of it more thoroughly. ”

Xiaohui on the other end of the phone was silent for a while, and began to ask my opinion softly.

"No need, Xiaohui, my colleague is a boy, I'll be jealous if you take care of him. ”

I could feel that Xiaohui really wanted to come and be with me, but I still rejected her proposal immediately.

"Well, well, since you've said so, I won't come, but you need to come back soon, I really miss you. ”

Although Xiaohui's tone was still a little regretful, she still nodded obediently in agreement with what I said.