Chapter 215: The feeling of heartbreak

As soon as such a picture appeared in my mind, my whole body was as if I was petrified, and I couldn't move.

Although Yu Qian didn't finish her words at this time, her expression was obviously telling me... She saw Zheng Jiayue kissing me on the cheek.

If you think about it carefully, although I didn't see Yu Qian during the game, in fact, Yu Qian has been watching from the audience, right?

Of course she saw the embarrassment I had when I lost the first game, and of course she saw the way I walked to the back of the booth alone in frustration... So according to Yu Qian, she was also going to go to the back of the booth to comfort me, but when she went, Zheng Jiayue had already gone? Kiss me in the picture?

Thinking of this, I looked at Yu Qian in front of me, she seemed to be a little embarrassed, lowered her head slightly, and her eyes were a little evasive.

Seeing her like this, I realized that there must be nothing wrong, she must have seen it, so she said it now.

At this time, I suddenly didn't know what to say to her, how should I explain it to her? tell her truthfully, was it Zheng Jiayue who kissed her suddenly? Death does not admit to mixing the past?

Just when I was silently thinking about how I was going to tell Yu Qian about this, I suddenly thought of something...

That is, in Qian's heart, what kind of existence am I?

I'm for her... Just an ordinary friend and colleague?

Or does she care about me a little bit in her heart?

If she just thinks of me as a normal friend or something, even if she sees something like this, she will only be surprised and surprised, right? It should behave at this time.. It's very abnormal..

After realizing this, I hesitated for a while, and then plucked up my courage and looked at Yu Qian and whispered

"Uhhh Is it.. Do you think I'm with Zheng Jiayue.."

"Isn't it good?"

After saying this, I looked at Yu Qian in front of me nervously, and I didn't know what kind of expression she would have next.

This is very important to me, if Yu Qian's expression becomes a little abnormal, it means that in her heart, I am still a little special, on the other hand, if Yu Qian just behaves very surprised... Then maybe I'm for her... Maybe my good opinion is for her...

Just sad unrequited love..

So at this time, my eyes looked straight at Yu Qian's face... My heart is starting to beat faster...

However, what I didn't expect was that... Yu Qian was very calm...

Her expression wasn't even surprised, she was so calm that my heart was about to break...

I just stared at her blankly for a while, and then she finally spoke...

Her tone was as calm as her face, she said

"Hmm.. I think.. You two are a good fit, so.."

"If you're with Yue... Remember to tell me, don't hide it from me."

After Yu Qian said this, she showed a shallow smile... It was as if she was looking forward to that time.

And when I heard Yu Qian say this, her face turned a little pale, and there seemed to be something in her body... It collapsed with a bang.

Is that the case?

Yu Qian's heart, is it actually like this?

In the first few seconds, I was expecting to see a trace of reluctance in her expression, even a little reluctance, but at this moment...

I don't have anything to look forward to... It can be said that the feeling of disappointed expectations..

That's how it hurts.

Although I don't want to admit it, but now it seems that Yu Qian's heart doesn't have any other feelings for me...

In this way, it has always been just me, unrequited love...

I've always had a crush on her, but she... But without noticing, he said to me that he wished I could be with another girl.

How sad and ironic... A day ago, I rejected Zheng Jiayue because of her...

And a day later, I heard these words from Yu Qian's mouth.

Is this a joke that God is playing on me? God, the old man likes to see me so distressed?

Thinking of this, my heart began to tingle a little for a while, but I still managed not to show a sad expression, nodded calmly, and squeezed out a "um" word from my mouth.

I don't have anything else to say... I don't know what else I can say...

At this time, I really had an impulse, that is, the urge to tell Yu Qian that I actually liked her...

But even if it is spoken, what can it be?

Maybe it will make some simple changes to her calm expression now?

But.. Maybe what will happen after that?

The better case, maybe Yu Qian rejected me, the bad one... Maybe I won't be able to talk to her anymore, right?

Many times after confessing, it is still relatively common for friends to not be able to do this kind of thing...

Just when I was thinking about this, Yu Qian spoke again... She seemed to see that my expression was a little frustrated, but she seemed to think that I was unhappy because of the first thing she said, so she spoke at me again

: "That.. Wang Ming.. If you can't think of it... Don't take it too seriously, I'll just buy him something when the time comes.. You."

"Don't be upset about this... That's it.."

Yu Qian's words made my heart start to tingle faintly again, and at this time I was mentally tortured, but I still smiled at her reluctantly and spoke

"Hmm.. I try my best.. I did my best.."

Seeing that I was still saying this, Yu Qian nodded at me again, and soon she moved again, and then spoke

"Alright... That.. I don't have anything else to do, so I'll go back and clean up first.. If you'll be okay in a while... Come over for dinner... I didn't do it yesterday, but today I did it, and the two of us ate it."

If it were a normal change, I would definitely be very happy and nodded in agreement, but at this time, my heart tingled for a while, so I looked at her, slowly shook my head and said

"No, I... I'm not very hungry today.. It's good to eat some of your own.. I'm not going to go.."

My words finally made Yu Qian's face leak a trace of surprise, only to see her staring at me for a while, and finally spoke

"Really? All right.. Then I'll do more.. If you're hungry at night..."

"Just go knock on my door."

Hearing Yu Qian say this, I nodded, waved my hand, and motioned for her to go back and clean up first.

And Yu Qian smiled at me again, quickly turned around and opened her door, and walked in slowly.

The moment Yu Qian's door closed, the door in my heart seemed to be locked tightly.

After a long time, I turned around, and tears inadvertently overflowed my eyes.

I can't remember how long it's been since I've cried...

I myself was a little surprised, I didn't expect to be so vulnerable...

When was the last time you cried?

Parting with your roommates, or because of exam results?

Thinking of this, I reached out and touched my tears, which existed in my body, but it was so strange...

I never thought that one day I would cry for a girl...

I never thought that one day I would cry so easily because of a girl.

I used to hear others say that emotional things are always easy to make a person heartbroken...

I always thought it was just a legend of the rivers and lakes, but now I know that it turned out to be an experience.

I quickly wiped the tears from my eyes with the back of my hand and lay down on my bed.

I can't remember when I fell asleep... Anyway, when I woke up, it wasn't dawn yet...

I thought it was still early, but when I looked at the time, I realized that it was not early, and the exhibition seemed to have started.

Realizing this, I instinctively looked out the window, and it was cloudy.

The sky outside was a little dark, gloomy and gloomy, as if it was going to rain at any moment...

Seeing this kind of weather, my heart was a little depressed, it wasn't a touch of emotion, but I didn't expect it. God is in sympathy with me...

God's grandfather isn't happy today, right? Make such oppressive weather...

In this way, I stayed by myself for a while, but I still left to pack up and prepare to go to the company.

Since today is the last day of the exhibition, it is a very important day.

And there are also performances at the exhibition..

I was still a little looking forward to it before I did it, after all, I could see Yu Qian walking the catwalk, and I could also see what show Zheng Jiayue was going to perform...

However, at this time, I didn't even have any ideas...

Maybe yesterday's events made me feel a little dead... Or maybe I've found out.

The distance between himself and Yu Qian is getting farther and farther...

After I packed up, I could feel the cold outside, so I took out a coat and put it on my body.

After I went out, I realized that I was still very sensible, and it was not only a little cloudy outside, but also a little cold.

Actually, I personally like rain, especially in an environment like Beijing.

After all, everyone is tormented by the smog and is about to call Dad... A rain will still excite many people.

But today I didn't like it a little bit because it was so depressing.

I'm a little depressed myself, and this kind of environment will only make me even more depressed.

I didn't have much energy along the way, but because I avoided the rush hour at work, there was no traffic jam on the road.

After I arrived at the company, the exhibition was still in full swing.

There are more people today than yesterday, and obviously many people are just running for the last catwalk...

I think our company is also a very large company in the industry, so this exhibition is definitely one of the best in terms of scale and formation. There is no reason why those who know how not to come.

I looked at the crowd in front of me and was a little confused.,I feel like it should be in the afternoon to start the catwalk or something.,I don't seem to have anything to do with my eggs in the morning..

As a result, just when I was thinking about this, I suddenly felt a very lewd atmosphere around me...

After feeling this breath, I turned my head, and sure enough, I saw Jiang Ziyun standing by my side again without knowing when...

At this time, Jiang Ziyun was looking at me obscenely, with eyes and expressions as if he was just obscene with me...

After seeing Jiang Ziyun, I was stunned for a moment, and then spoke

"Why did I meet you first when I came to the company?"

Jiang Ziyun laughed when he heard me say this, and immediately said

"I don't know.. Can I understand that you mean me? I tell you... I don't have the idea of a good mouthful yet. Don't stir my minds."

Hearing Jiang Ziyun say this, I looked at him a little speechless, and then asked

"Are you born so dirty? Seriously, I think it's hard enough to communicate with Zheng Jiayue normally... But if you want to communicate with you normally... I can't even think about it.."

My words made Jiang Ziyun smile again, and only then did I notice that he was wearing a very serious dress today, and he rarely came to a suit.

I was a little curious when I saw him dressed like this, and I couldn't help but ask again

"Why are you dressed like this?" You're going to go on stage during your afternoon catwalk?"

Seriously, Jiang Ziyun talks about appearance and figure, and he has almost finished a grade of one of the few male models in our company, so I won't be surprised at all that he really came to the stage to save an emergency or something, but I think it's simply a benefit for girls in other venues..

But I didn't expect Jiang Ziyun to shake his head at me and speak

"I'm not interested. And you see my head show is going to be on the catwalk, but the afternoon catwalk really has my show..."

I was slightly stunned when I heard Jiang Ziyun say this, and quickly asked curiously

"Yes, what kind of show do you have? Is it to show off your camera skills on stage?"

After all, this Jiang Ziyun is the position of a photographer, so it has something to do with it.

Unexpectedly, Jiang Ziyun immediately waved his hand when he heard me say this, and spoke

"Yarn.. How do you show your camera skills? Do you want me to go on stage and shoot at the audience? Eh? Are you looking forward to me standing on stage?"

Speaking of which, Jiang Ziyun moved his hand and made a gesture to make a little prince out...

I saw his actions and suddenly became speechless... I stared at him for a moment, then spoke

"I'm going to be bored today, don't irritate me, okay... I'm afraid I can't stand it?"

As a result, Jiang Ziyun smiled again and asked

"Are you? still bothering you about that little thing? That's nice.. Young... Enjoy the pain of dying and living... But do you want me to enlighten you again?"

Seeing Jiang Ziyun say this, I quickly shook my head and spoke

"I wanted to die right now, I feel like I'm going to die if you enlighten me again... Tell me what you're going to do in the afternoon, right? Based on my assessment of your temperament, and the fact that you must have a problem dressing so seriously, you must be meowing to do a strip "dance", right?"

As soon as the words fell, Jiang Ziyun shook his head, and he suddenly reached out and patted me on the shoulder, and then spoke

"Hehe, I know a bar with a lot of men in it... Love to jump that.. If you have a need, one day buddy will take you to have a good time.. Don't think about it when you're here today, you'll know what I'm going to do in the afternoon... Alright, I'll get busy first.. You'd better stay with the person you're supposed to be looking for."

After saying this, Jiang Ziyun turned around and walked away.

Seeing that Jiang Ziyun had also learned to hang his appetite, I suddenly understood why this group of people were so good in the company, but the last sentence he said still made me care a lot...

He said I should go to someone. Who is it?

At this time, who should I go to?

Thinking of this, I don't know why, the first figure that flashed in my mind turned out to be Zheng Jiayue...

If I think about it carefully, I usually spend the most time with Zheng Jiayue in the company, so the person I should be looking for is Zheng Jiayue, right?

This made me take a deep breath.. I remembered Yu Qianlai again..

But at this time, I remembered Yu Qian's appearance yesterday, and finally decided to go to Zheng Jiayue for a while...

At this time, I suddenly didn't want to see Yu Qian... This is the first time for me, and I don't want to see Yu Qian from the bottom of my heart.

After making up my mind, I wanted to take out my phone and call Zheng Jiayue and ask where she was. But as soon as my hand touched the phone, I decided to look around and see if I could touch her... Just take a look at the exhibition by the way.. After all, I haven't seen it well since the beginning..

Thinking of this, I took a deep breath, put down my phone and started to wander around.

There are so many people at the exhibition, and some of the booths are almost crowded...

After I walked around for half a circle, I finally found out which booth had fewer clothes and which booth had the most people... the perverts of this house!

Just when I was secretly scolding this group of people for not having discipline while walking forward, I suddenly saw Chen Yanyu standing aside...

What surprised me was that she seemed to be standing alone in a place where there were few people, and she was answering the phone in her hand.

I haven't seen Chen Yanyu in the past two days, so I was a little surprised to see her suddenly.

At this time, Chen Yanyu seemed to see me, only to see that she was stunned for a moment, although she was still on the phone, she still stretched out her hand and waved at me to signal me to come over.

Seeing Chen Yanyu waving his paws at me, I inexplicably had a bad premonition, but anyway, I was already unlucky enough, and I was not afraid of making matters worse.

I thought about it like this, and walked in front of Chen Yanyu.

When I walked to Chen Yanyu's side, I heard her say something into the phone

"Good.. Something concrete: We'll talk about it when you get back to Beijing."

Not long after saying this, Chen Yanyu hung up the phone in her hand...

Seeing Chen Yanyu put down her phone, I looked at her and spoke

"Mr. Chen.."

Hearing me say this, Chen Yanyu smiled at me rarely, she looked at me, and then asked

"How about it, I've been resting at home for the past two days.. Have you come to relax?"

Chen Yanyu's words reminded me of yesterday's incident, yesterday she didn't seem to know that I was coming to the company...

So I nodded at her and spoke

"Hmm.. Pretty good.. That one.. Nothing happened during the two days of the show, right? Is there anything that you need my help with?"

Although this woman seems to have a little bad idea about me, since she hasn't done anything bad to me yet, I still have to do my duty.

Seeing me say this, Chen Yanyu seemed to be very satisfied, she nodded at me, and then spoke

"Do you want your help?" Not really, but after the exhibition is over, you'll be busy... Now.."

"Just look forward to something else and finish the day well."

Chen Yanyu's words made me breathe a little relieved, in fact, in my current state, I am not necessarily willing to do my best to do what she makes me busy... After all, I'm half dead now...

At this point, I nodded and spoke

"There should be no problem, that.. You're all ready for the afternoon, right?"

Chen Yanyu nodded again and continued

"Ready.. Theoretically, there is no problem... That's right.. There are some things that I wanted to tell you when the show is over... But now it's okay to talk to you... That's what you're supposed to do since you've done what I've asked you to do... Then I will honor you what I promised you... Now I've got a gift for you... When the show is over... You know what it is."

I was still a little excited when I heard Chen Yanyu's words, to be honest, I was still quite curious about what she said about the gift?

Think about the benefits that Chen Yanyu gave me before, if it really wasn't a painful thing, the gifts she said should be good...

This made me quickly say "um" and continued

"Okay, that's. I'll just thank Mr. Chen in advance.."

Hearing me say this, Chen Yanyu waved her hand again, and then heard her say

"Alright, you can go around by yourself... Afternoon catwalk... If you're going to be fine, you'd better check it out.. After all.."

"Your sweetheart Yu Qian... I'm going to play this time.. When the time comes, pay attention to your image... Huh.."

After Chen Yanyu said this, she also turned around and walked away, leaving me there alone.

I didn't expect her to say such things to me, and I didn't react for a while.

After standing there for a while, I sighed again, turned around and walked towards the booth next to me.

However, I didn't go far, and suddenly I saw Zheng Jiayue's figure in the crowd...

The moment I saw Zheng Jiayue, my eyes couldn't help but light up... However, I just wanted to step forward, but I found that there was still a person standing next to Zheng Jiayue.

This made me stand still, and after looking at it, I found that the person was none other than that Xiao Kai...

At this time, Zheng Jiayue was talking and laughing with Xiao Kai, the two of them looked very happy!