(26) Revealing true feelings

At the end of August, Xiaoxiao did not report to school, and did not go to school on September 1. The classmates wondered, and the teacher wondered, the seat that belonged to the small one emitted a dazzling divine light. She stayed at home, seeing no glare or movement.

If he was an old man in the province, he would also wonder: What school would she enter if she would not enter a century-old famous school? What school would she enter? It would be a great shame for him, because he had always refused, dissuaded, and expelled students, and no one had ever received an admission letter, and he would leave without entering the door.

In fact, Xiaoxiao has been to Provincial Dragon Middle School and walked a few times before the exam, which is to motivate himself to work hard, that's all. Everyone sharpened their heads and couldn't squeeze in, but she was a child's play! A precedent was broken! This was the first time since the school was opened, and there was no one before or even since!

The lack of American congressmen can be filled, but the small vacancies are not progressive, the rule of a century-old famous school: it is better to be short than excessive. Looking through the autumn water from the window can't change the fact that it can't be progressive.

Only a few people know about Xiaoxiao's going abroad, and Wu's mother, who goes in and out every day, is also in her hometown. Wen Zhu lamented the Yu family's secret work, and even suspected that Yu Datou was born as an agent. If the Yu family is the CIA, then Wenzhu is the Secret Bureau, because Dong Mei only learned about it after Xiaoxiao went abroad, and the rumors were not leaked, which can be regarded as a credit for secrecy.

On the eve of going abroad, Xiaoxiao asked Wenzhu to go to the Champs Bar, and Wenzhu went to Xiaoxiao's house when there was no tutor.

The Champs Bar is located in the most prosperous prime area of Dragon City, a paradise for the rich at night when the neon lights are bustling and busy. Why did you choose the name of Champs, the owner of the novel once studied in France and spent some time in the Champs-Elysées. The style inside is according to Paris, romantic and warm, decadent and lazy, of course, dissolved with Chinese elements.

Chinese are not flattering, but they are a bit foreign-worshipping, and always think that imported things are better than domestic products, such as wine. In fact, as long as it is food, it always has to be imported, and no one can make a mistake about it, and if you don't eat it from your mouth, you won't be able to taste delicious anyway. Why do you still choose imported, nine times out of ten it is psychological and show off.

Xiaoxiao chose the old location "Seine", and privately called it "near the water", but a little farther away from the water. If the water is full to the seventeenth floor, and a few different red flowers float, Wenzhu thinks it is relevant.

This location is near the window, open the curtains to overlook the brightly lit pedestrian street below, you can also overlook the scenery, the clear night sky looks up at the moon, thousands of miles together. If Chang'e doesn't cover the Toad Palace, it is so round that people miss reunion, then there is a different taste in my heart. The eighteenth floor is not the highest place, so there should be no problem with a low view of the rooms.

Wen Zhu sat on the opposite side of the small one, the music was slowly wafting, and the wall was full of enthusiastic and unrestrained oil paintings.

Wen Zhu glanced around, there were not too many people, and the time was a little early. There were three men and one woman at the "Louis XVI" table, foreigners flirting with Orientals, with eyes bluer than sapphires and hairs longer than beards. Women wear less, and miniskirts can't be shorter, which is inversely proportional to shame. The figure is many, bumpy and convex, throwing flattering eyes and "giggling", laughing so that the chest organ trembles, and the chest organ also trembles with laughter in the eyes of foreigners.

There are two lovers on the table of "Napoleon", muttering love words constantly, and from time to time there are radio waves coming out between the eyes, and passers-by can feel a strong magnetic field and retreat to avoid burns. There are a little more people at the bar, either a horse boy or an orphan girl, who is going to have a drink with a smile?

Xiaoxiao asked for a glass of "angel", Wenzhu drank red wine, added some ice ballast, and was no longer so astringent. It's as if the moonlight outside the window seeps in, dissolves into the wine-colored light, and is just rightly balanced.

Today, Xiaoxiao didn't find a foreigner to practice speaking, took a sip of wine, and said to Wen Zhu: "Brother Wen, I'm going to set off in two days, do you have anything to say to me? Maybe your words will affect my life." ”

"I'm not a wizard, I'm not Harry Potter, and my fate is always in your own hands. I usually say what I need to say. I will not exaggerate and cry out tragically: Shoot, I'll see you off! ”

"If you don't say something, maybe you won't have a chance. Do you know why I worked so hard after that?"

"Before going abroad, leave a perfect back for others. ”

"Actually, that's just a part of the neglect, in fact, I want to forget, forget what? I can only forget my struggle with you through hard work, and I can't do anything else. In terms of test scores, I did well.

"Brother Wen, I'm your student—yes—but I'm also a girl, a girl who can conceive spring! Many things about you have been told to me by Wen Hui, and I have been obsessed with you unconsciously.

"I fell in love with my tutor, you are sunny, youthful, humorous, focused, passionate, righteous, conscience in the chest, responsibility on your shoulders, never give up, low-key forward.

"You look like Harlem, I look like Yi Nengjing, I always fantasize about holding your hand one day. The truth is that I am wishful thinking, the princess is the most romantic, and the prince has to look at each other.

"You said that now is a great time to grow and study, and some things have moved backwards. What if something can't be moved away now and has to be faced?

"Brother Wen, I'm not as reserved and introverted as you, gentle and elegant, I have to say it publicly, otherwise I will suffocate people to death if I hold it in my heart until I go abroad.

"I tell you frankly, I like you, I love you, I like to love with me: I want to have you. It may not be as good as the legendary love that makes people die and live, but I have my rights.

"I call you a free male god, in fact, I also call you a free boy, God is used to worship, boys are used to love, I worship that loving you is not against the rules of nature.

"Your swimming style is so handsome, your chest muscles are so strong, your voice is so magnetic, your smile is so charming, I can't help myself! But sometimes I feel like you're far away from me, sometimes you feel like you're so close to me, and you make me unpredictable.

"I know you have Sister Mei in your heart, she is so good, and she is so loyal to you. If you didn't have her childhood sweetheart, maybe I wouldn't have gone abroad, I know I can't compete with her. Going abroad is not to hide from reality, but reality to avoid me.

"How can I bear to let my beloved give her someone else to have, and I can only watch, you know how painful it is, like an insomniac, sleepless, it is better to shoot yourself.

"You are my first love, I don't want to share it with her, I just want to have it alone. First love is selfish, beautiful, fragrant, you are a gift from God, but unfortunately you are not my lover. Because you've never looked at me with your heart, maybe you've always thought of me as your student, a naughty middle school student.

"And in your eyes, Sister Mei can have the status of a woman. Needless to say, there is no chance to share, and of course the fragrance of love cannot be shared with others. I must choose to leave silently, and unless you force me to stay for you, there will be light in my sky. I know that if I say it, it will be useless, and if I don't say it, it won't show my courage, and if you don't reject me personally, how can I die?"

Wen Zhu looked at the wine glass in his hand in a daze, a small half glass of red wine, with ice ballast floating on it, at first the ice ballast was still sharp on the water, and then it was basically flattened, and then it melted. The wine has risen a little, but the color has faded ambiguously. At the muzzle of time, everything will fade, so faint that there is no trace of it.

Looking through the upper edge of the wine glass, Wenzhu saw Xiaoxiao's shoulders swaying due to emotional excitement. Wen Zhu didn't interrupt her, she listened quietly, let her thoughts volatilize like alcohol, and let her hazy feelings flow freely like the water of the Yangtze River. The volcano still has a time when it is finished, let alone people.

Wen Zhu listened expressionlessly, but there were waves in his heart. The melancholy entanglement in my heart was finally found, and I also like Xiaoxiao, but it was just covered up for the teacher-student relationship. It's like when the snow melts, everything is revealed.

Although I like Xiaoxiao, there are still a lot of gaps with the love that Xiaoxiao said, at least it's not the same thing. Like is the only way to love, love is not necessarily the final end of liking, and the relationship between love and like is even more confusing. Who knows what will happen in the future.

Xiaoxiao was now a moth, looking for a torch, and pounced without any worries, Wenzhu was not prepared at all. If he was a red maple leaf, then it would be a misunderstanding for her to pounce.

"This wine is so good, it is from Bordeaux, France, how many years has it been produced?" Wen Zhu looked at the wine glass and replied, and there were a little ripples in the wine glass.

"Brother Wen, look into my eyes and say your tormented heart. ”

"I don't have to look into your eyes to know your heart. As soon as we turn around, we are two worlds. Wen Zhu forced himself to say something against his will, a long pain is better than a short pain, and entanglement will only deepen the pain between the two.

Love is a well, that is for Dong Mei. Whether others have a share or not, Wen Zhu is confused in his heart for a while, and he can't be the master.

"I can't go into your world?"

"No, I can't. My world is only open to Dong Mei. Wen Zhu replied even more, like a closed door that couldn't find a crack. Wen Zhu's calf twitched for some reason, and he took a sip of half a glass of wine.

Puppy love is a cloud in the sky, and after a gust of wind, nothing will be left. Puppy love is mud underground, and after the wind and rain, it is muddy. Years later, it's still hard to look back.

"Are you telling the truth?"

"If you are on guarantee. "Wen Zhu don't overdo it, I don't want people to see the slightest sign. Lying is also a kind of torture, and if you get used to it, you will become accustomed to it.

"You can't make me happy! Little coquettish.

"Of course I want you to be happy every day. Farewell is a little sad, depressed, you still have to talk about some troublesome words. I hurt people unreasonably, I won't coax people, now let you see through me, how hypocritical and impersonal I am. Only those who are far away from me will have a good life. ”

"It's the happiest time to be with you. ”

"Don't look back, look forward, the best times should be ahead. ”

"I had the results in mind before today's future. It takes courage to hit a wall, it takes courage to refuse, and we are all back to being our true selves. If you really promise me, I will be sad. Now I have no reason to be sad, but I want to congratulate you and Sister Mei, who have lovers and finally become married.

"Brother Wen, isn't my test cruel? In fact, what I said was sincere, and the emotions that flowed from the bottom of my heart. From the bottom of my heart I want you to promise me, but from a personal point of view, you are never allowed to do so. Man is a complex contradiction, a combination of animal nature and human nature, and I have experienced it today, and human nature has finally defeated animal nature. "There are five flavors on the little face, and the wine in the glass is just one taste.

After listening to the little intriguing words, Wen Zhu didn't know whether he was happy or moved, and sat motionless. The melancholy in my heart has long since vanished. It was as if Xiaoxiao was not a table away from him, but a whole Pacific Ocean, so far away that it was not implicated. The schools of fish in the ocean swam around, as if they were his loss, floating around, occasionally refracting to the surface of the water, and finally settling on the bottom of the sea.

When Wen Zhu was thoughtful, Xiao Xiao took out a piece of paper from his bag and pushed it over, and Wen Zhu looked at it: the admission letter of Provincial Dragon Middle School.

"Without you, I wouldn't be where I am today. You can keep this letter for me. Little smiled and groaned.

This acceptance letter is a piece of waste paper for Xiaoxiao, and she has proven herself. She reached the height that Wenzhu couldn't reach, and jumped over, continuing his dream. This is the paper of his revenge, the paper of her flight,

If Wenzhu still wants to be a tutor in the future, then it is the best pass. Under its aura, everyone wants to be his student. It is ultimately a piece of paper, erased from the handwriting, and nothing else. Wenzhu is happy to keep it for her, because the dream of many years ago finally has a foothold, and the student success teacher will also reap great joy.