Chapter 129: What is this fear?

Chen Yu's appearance is the best proof, this kind of love made her almost suffocated, without any signs, no phone calls, text messages, but her whereabouts were clear.

The corners of Zhang Yanran's mouth hooked up a wry smile, slowly sat in the back seat, and made room for Chen Shishi, she was willing to suffer this kind of care for more than 20 years, and even felt happy from the heart back then, until now she found that this was a kind of irony, but also a kind of distrust.

Chen Shishi leaned on Zhang Yanran, she didn't miss the smile, and her heart couldn't help but be pantothenic, too heavy love will make people lose their respite.

"All the time, I envy you. Zhang Yanran's drunken words came out of her mouth and fell on Chen Shishi's heart, tightening her hand and conveying a trace of warmth to her.

Although Chen Shishi's family was poor, fortunately, her family was harmonious and united, but now her life is gradually getting better, her parents are healthy, she has taken over to support the elderly, her life is ordinary but warm, but Zhang Yanran even has this hope become a luxury.

Chen Shishi said: "Don't envy, what's mine is yours." ”

Although Chen Yu was driving in front, he had been paying attention to the situation in the back seat, and as soon as he turned his eyes to look ahead, he heard Zhang Yanran's faint statement: "I used to be sad about one thing for a long, long time, but now I won't." ”

She gradually understood that her sadness has nothing to do with others, sooner or later it will be dark, the earth will still turn, time will sneak away when she is sad, the rain that should fall, the sunshine that should come out, will be as usual, and the current state of mind is finally different from the past, even if she doesn't want to admit it, she can't change the powerlessness of some people and things.

"Mr. Chen, please turn around and go back to my house!" Chen Shishi took out a tissue and wiped away the silent tears on her face.

Chen Yu shook his head and said, "I can't be the master, you still have to tell Mu Yan, if he agrees, I will send you there." ”

Zhang Yanran stretched out her hand to hinder Chen Shishi, and cast a reassuring look at her: "It's dark, it's time to go back." ”

How could Chen Shishi not understand what Zhang Yanran meant, she was telling Chen Shishi that escaping is not the root of the problem, she belongs there, she can't escape, she is reluctant, and she can't.

At three o'clock in the morning, Mu Yan was still waiting for Zhang Yanran to come back in the living room, he leaned on the sofa and fell asleep, and when he heard the movement, he opened his eyes, and saw Chen Shishi and Chen Yu walking in with the drunk Zhang Yanran, his eyebrows frowned slightly, and he was very dissatisfied.

"Why did you drink like this?" Mu Yan still couldn't bear to step forward to help her, but she avoided him, and his face instantly darkened.

The people in the house didn't dare to say much, who didn't know that Mu Yan didn't like Zhang Yanran to reject him the most? Tonight, he avoided him in front of so many subordinates, and everyone didn't dare to stare at him, only looked straight ahead.

Zhang Yanran propped up the wall with her hands, looked at him in a daze, knew that she was in trouble, and hurriedly remedied: "The injury on your body is not healed, I can go upstairs by myself, I don't need your help, you are injured, you are injured." ”

Mu Yan's face was better, and they also breathed a sigh of relief, Chen Shishi hurriedly stepped forward to help her walk towards the stairs: "Brother Mu, I'm here to take care of Xiao Ran tonight, I'm afraid she needs someone to take care of her in the middle of the night." ”

"It's okay, let's go!" Mu Yan nodded, the girl will be much more careful in taking care of her, and he can rest assured.

Chen Shishi said: "Brother Mu, you rest early, everyone also rest early, good night!"

Chen Shishi couldn't help but sweat for Zhang Yanran, but fortunately she was able to come back by herself, opened the door and put her on the big bed, shook her hand and muttered: "I didn't expect such a thin person to be quite drunk and heavy!"

"Don't say I'm heavy, I'm light, okay?" Zhang Yanran turned over and pulled Chen Shishi, at this moment, she didn't look like a drunk person at all.

But such immature words, what else could they be if they weren't drunk? Chen Shishi could only reluctantly echo her: "Yes, yes, you are the lightest, you are the lightest person in the world, you can let it go now, right?"

"Where are you going?" asked the drunk Zhang Yanran, who was extremely pestering, pulling her tightly and trying to open her eyes that she wanted to close.

Chen Shishi held her forehead, stood on the side of the bed with her waist propped up, looked at her funny, and before she could say a word, she saw her holding her stomach and wanting to vomit, she went to get the trash can as fast as she could, but she was still a step late, she was not on the expensive carpet, and she vomited uncontrollably.

Chen Shishi glanced at the trash can in his hand, sighed and said to the trash can: "What is the use of you?"

She bypassed the dirt that Zhang Yanran vomited and patted her back, and the disgusting smell dispersed, it seems that this room can't sleep tonight.

"Let's go to another room, let's let Auntie clean up tomorrow, can you get up?" Chen Shishi asked, and when he didn't hear a sound, he immediately turned around and found that she had fallen asleep on the edge of the bed.

Chen Shishi could only helplessly call the bodyguard at the door to help carry Zhang Yanran to the guest room, and after a lot of tidying up, she helped Zhang Yanran wipe her body and put on clean clothes.

Not long after Chen Shishi sat down on the sofa, he fell asleep, and when he woke up, it was already afternoon, and Zhang Yanran who was lying on the bed was gone, on the contrary, she lay on the bed and changed into a set of comfortable pajamas.

Zhang Yanran's room has been restored to its original state, a faint fragrance of flowers replaced the smell, Chen Shishi took out a set of her clothes in the wardrobe to change into, and saw two mobile phones on the table, one is hers and the other is Zhang Yanran, Zhang Yanran should not have gone to work today, she picked up her mobile phone and prepared to go downstairs to find Zhang Yanran.

She unlocked her mobile phone while going downstairs, and the screen was full of push news from the chain cooperation between YF Group and Zhang's Group, she found a particularly eye-catching news cup title, click on it to see, it was Yan Yiling's photo of Zhang Yanran in the partial room, although it was extremely blurry, but she could vaguely see who it was, and she accelerated the pace of going downstairs.

Sure enough, Zhang Yanran stood in the center of the living room, Mu Yan sat on the sofa, and the bodyguards with him were withdrawn to the door, only Chen Yu and Ouyang Qing were there, they were both familiar people, but they were also a little strange, their eyes were in strong contrast to Zhang Yanran's persecution, and her calmness, the morning report on the coffee table, which could only show that they saw it.

"You go out first, I have something to ask her alone. Mu Yan said in a deep voice, although he had undergone repair surgery on his face, he still saw a faint mark, and with his current expression, it was almost similar to Zhang Runhui's appearance when he drove Zhang Yanran away that day.

Chen Shishi thought about it or don't defend her first, so as not to add fuel to the fire, she followed Chen Yu and them out of the villa, looked at the scenery, basking in the scorching sun, the ground was like being rolled by boiling water, Chen Shishi was irritable, so he unconsciously walked back and forth at the door.

Ouyang Qing covered her eyes: "Okay, don't go, I see that I was stunned by you before I suffered from heat stroke." ”

Chen Shishi stopped and leaned on the door instead, trying to hear their conversation, and the whole person twisted around and fell into the eyes of others, which was a little funny.

Mu Yan looked at her standing there, and his anger didn't come out: "Is this your guarantee?"

"We're playing a game and I'm losing, it's just a punishment in the game. Zhang Yanran took it in three or two sentences, and regarded it as an explanation, she didn't want to elaborate, because she was worried that he would be very angry, of course, she was angry now.

Mu Yan sneered and said, "This is just the punishment of the game?"

Zhang Yanran suddenly raised her eyes and looked at him in disbelief, this sentence came out of his mouth, it was more hurtful than the rumors from the outside world, more hurtful than the comments on the Internet, how could he say that?

"You say, isn't it?" Mu Yan asked, he didn't have any good impression of the Yan family, and he summed everything about the Zhang family to the Yan family, they were the executioners who destroyed this family.

Zhang Yanran faced his questioning and responded wordlessly, in front of him, she had also become a woman who sold herself to gain benefits, obviously what he said was the truth, but for some reason it was so harsh, which made her heart tingle.

The man in front of her was disappointed in her again and again, and had such thoughts, she could understand, she could understand, these four words were repeated in her heart, as if telling her that it was all her fault, and she couldn't blame anyone, if Yang Qingqin was still there, would she be slapped in the face? If Zhang Runhui woke up, would he be disgusting to her?

"Yes, what you said is, I am this kind of person, you have always exalted me too much, I'm sorry to let you hurt me for so many years. It is undeniable that Mu Jia's forced question was like a slap in the face, and she finally admitted in a whisper, as he wished.

Mu Yan roared angrily: "How can you be so cheap?"

Yes, she's cheap, she's known it for a long time, so what can she do? What she's worried about now is his body, will it be affected, will the wound be cracked, will she care more about him, will she hate her more because of it.

Zhang Yanran silently turned around and went upstairs, she thought, she had no way to quibble about this matter, every sentence was true, the facts, she couldn't deny it, she didn't have the shame to face it, the only thing she could do was that she chose to leave here!

Mu Yan didn't stop her, but let her go upstairs, he was too disappointed in her, he was challenging his bottom line again and again, wasn't he good enough for her?

Zhang Yanran went upstairs and pressed on her mobile phone, and a text message entered, showing that the news had been suppressed, and "someone" used the relationship to suppress it, but it had been pushed in a big way, including printed magazines and newspapers, which had already been sent to every household, and now it was pressed down, and the effect was not great, after all, the people who should read it had already finished reading it.

And this person, naturally, is Yan Yiling himself, he used his relationship so late, isn't his purpose just to stir up the heat? As long as everything is beneficial to the Zhang family, she can sacrifice this bad reputation, isn't she already out of reputation, so what's the fear?