Throughout the winter, Lu Shengnan was wrapped like a brown bear and Xiao Rui walked one after the other or sat five meters away as a dutiful light bulb, and later the roommate also wanted to pull Lu Shengnan to the sorority ball, Lu Shengnan refused, she thought that it was more comfortable to sit there in a daze than to be in a daze in the classroom or lie on the bed in the dormitory reading a book in a daze;

After the Spring Festival, school starts, in the spring, Lu Shengnan prefers to sleep in English class; she is not tall, more than one meter six, because she doesn't like to talk, she takes the initiative to sit in the last row of the classroom, which is convenient for reading martial arts novels and more convenient for sleeping.

That afternoon, both classes were in English, Lu Shengnan had just finished reading the borrowed book and was lying on the desk in a daze, when he saw a person standing outside the window behind the classroom, rubbing his eyes and looking carefully, it was not Xiao Rui. Still standing outside the window in a denim suit with his arms crossed, when he saw Lu Shengnan looking over, he raised his hand and pointed in the direction of the playground and turned to leave; Lu Shengnan stayed for a moment and reacted that he should have told himself to go to the playground, and looked up to see what the English teacher was writing on the blackboard, Lu Shengnan quickly jumped out of the window.

When I came to the playground, Xiao Rui was standing under a weeping willow, in early spring, the branches had not yet sprouted, and there was a light breeze blowing, Xiao Rui's black hair looked a little messier than before. Seeing Lu Shengnan coming over slowly, he said impatiently: "Lu Shengnan, why are you so slow?"

Walking up to him and standing still, Lu Shengnan whispered: "Aren't we in class, I'm skipping class, I have to take advantage of the teacher's inattention." After speaking, he looked around, there were several classes on the playground in physical education class, and after looking around, he couldn't find his roommate and Xiao Rui's classmates, Lu Shengnan asked strangely: "Huh, aren't we here to be a light bulb as a cover?"

"Don't look at it! I'm looking for you myself. ”

"Oh, you're looking for me, what's the matter?"

"Lu Shengnan, do you know that I am about to graduate?"

"Ah, yes, I didn't know you were going to graduate yet. ”

Xiao Rui couldn't help but flick a hateful voice on her head and said, "Lu Shengnan, where is the focus of your attention? It's that I'm about to graduate and take the college entrance examination." ”

"Well, I wish you the title of the gold list!"

"Lu Shengnan, do you have a boy you like?" Xiao Rui asked her in frustration.

"No, where would a boy like me look. Besides, I don't even remember a few of what my classmates looked like, and where I liked boys. Speaking of this, Lu Shengnan is really distressed, she has a good memory, but she can't remember the looks of many people.

"And what kind of boy do you like?"

"I don't know, I've never thought about this question, it feels so far away from me. Xiao Rui, aren't you about to take the college entrance examination? Skip class and ask me such a boring question?"

"Lu Shengnan, you are a pig! your head is so stupid, what do I like about you?" Xiao Rui patted her head on the head after saying hatefully, and left in anger, Lu Shengnan stood on the edge of the playground for a long time and couldn't come back to his senses.

When the bell rang for the end of class, the students who had dispersed their physical education classes on the playground walked past her one after another, Lu Shengnan slowly reacted, and walked slowly towards the classroom; Looking up and down at himself, Lu Shengnan confirmed that Xiao Rui had a problem, and it was estimated that he was about to take the college entrance examination and was stimulated by various tests and exams; Thinking so, Lu Shengnan went back to the classroom with peace of mind, and thought that he should borrow some books after school, otherwise how to pass the boring English and math classes.

On Friday night, the girls in the dormitory either went home, went out on a date, or went to the classroom to review by themselves, and Lu Shengnan lay on the bed and watched Gu Long's martial arts. Suddenly, I heard someone knocking on the glass of the dormitory, thinking that it was another boy who came to find his roommate, Lu Shengnan didn't care, and after a while, the knock on the door came, and Lu Shengnan shouted impatiently: "The beauties are gone, go to the classroom or the playground to find them." ”

"Lu Shengnan, you pig, come out for me!" Xiao Rui's impatient voice came in.

Hurriedly got off the bed and put on a coat, Lu Shengnan opened the door and looked, Xiao Rui's thick eyebrows were tangled and stood at the door of the dormitory, and the girl in the dormitory next to him opened the door and stretched out her head to look;

"Lu Shengnan, you have eaten well and slept well!" Xiao Rui asked her grinding her teeth.

"I will be able to get by in my studies, and I am the most obedient student, without the trouble of the teacher, of course I eat well and sleep well. Lu Shengnan added with disdain in his heart: This is not nonsense.

The two walked to the edge of the playground, and Xiao Rui suddenly asked her: "Lu Shengnan, didn't you understand what I told you that day? Why didn't you come to me to ask clearly?"

After reacting for a while, Lu Shengnan asked him: "Xiao Rui, do you really like me? Aren't you stimulated by the quiz and exam?"

"You were stimulated! Lu Shengnan, do you think I'm sick to like you for a long time?"

Lu Shengnan silently replied in his heart: It's not sick!

Just walked around the playground, Xiao Rui looked away and said: "Lu Shengnan, I haven't been in love either, I don't know if I like this, but I really want to stay with you, although you are bored to death." My classmate and your roommate have already established a relationship, and I should be happy that we don't need to be light bulbs now, but I always want to see you, and I think I like you as if I'm used to having you by my side. What about you? Can you like me?"

Lu Shengnan froze, opening his mouth to react to what he said; Xiao Rui waited for a long time and didn't hear her answer, and when he turned around, he saw her standing in place with that stupid look, and couldn't help but turn back to her and take her hand directly and said, "Anyway, you don't have a boy you like, it just so happens that I like you, so let's start falling in love!"

Lu Shengnan didn't remember what he said later, and she didn't react until she was taken back to the dormitory by Xiao Rui's hand: she was so inexplicably in love.

It seems that the days of love always pass quickly, Xiao Rui is a student who lives in the city and does not need to study at night, but he will always accompany Lu Shengnan to study at night, will collect all kinds of books for Lu Shengnan to read, and will also take her to improve the food outside the school, knowing that she likes to write a diary and buy all kinds of diaries, will take her to the movies, and ride a bicycle to send her back to school at night······

At that time, Lu Shengnan felt that she was very happy, the first time someone noticed what she liked when she was so big, the first time no one disliked her for being fat, the first time she went to a restaurant to eat, the first time she knew what a movie theater was like, and many times she would giggle in a daze, feeling that she was also a lucky girl.

It wasn't until after the college entrance examination that Xiao Rui suddenly disappeared; Lu Shengnan never asked where his family lived, what his phone was, and there was no mobile phone at that time, so she didn't know where to find Xiao Rui. Later, her roommate helped her ask Xiao Rui's classmate, and she learned that Xiao Rui's arrangement at home went to the capital, saying that it was more conducive to Xiao Rui's growth.

Lu Shengnan couldn't figure out why Xiao Rui couldn't talk to her, didn't she want him to grow better?

After that, Lu Shengnan stopped trying to find Xiao Rui, she was also in her third year of high school, and the heavy tests and exams were overwhelming; maybe it was because Xiao Rui disappeared inexplicably, maybe it was because of the aggravation of study, Lu Shengnan suddenly lost weight in his third year of high school, and teased her at the same table, "Lu Shengnan, it turns out that you are also very good-looking, why didn't you find it before?" Lu Shengnan smiled, continued to bury his head in reading, and said less.

After the college entrance examination, Lu Shengnan was admitted to a university in the capital as she wished, and her father persuaded her with a sad face that she might as well go to work, and her relatives arranged a good job for her, so that she could save money to let her younger brother go to college.

Lu Shengnan talked with his father for three days, promising that he would work and study part-time in college to solve his living expenses, and that he would take care of his younger brother and family after working in the future; it was the first time she insisted on one thing in front of her family, and her father agreed with a long sigh that she would go to college.

In the four years of college, Lu Shengnan had almost no leisure time, except for class, the rest of the time was spent part-time, worked as a cashier in a fast food restaurant, also went to a shopping mall as a shopping guide, and worked overtime at night to sell the new discount cards that came out at that time.

After graduating from university, Lu Shengnan came to H City to become an assistant designer of a design institute, working day and night with various drawings and a bunch of numbers; slowly she began to emerge as the main designer of the unit, and then left the unit to set up a design firm by herself; the ability to read books since childhood became her biggest help, she explored a set of feng shui layout methods through self-study books such as "Zhou Yi" and applied them in her own design scheme, so the more her customers turned out, the identity of the customers became higher and higher.

At this time, twelve years have passed since her sophomore year of high school, and Lu Shengnan will soon be the age of three.