Seeing that Bian Xuedao was going to go out to drink, Shen Fu said "yes", got up and went downstairs with Bian Xuedao.

In a nearby supermarket, Bian Xuedao bought 20 cans of beer, bought two large bottles of canned peaches, bought a few candles, and took Shen Fu to the main building.

The two climbed to the top of the building panting, carrying four large plastic bags.

On the rooftop, Shen Fu bent over and said: "When I was in high school, I was surprised that I was worried about the elevator on such a high floor of the main building, but I didn't expect it to be like this until now." ”

Bian Xuedao glanced around, saw that there was no one on the rooftop, and said, "Because the school leaders don't work in this building." ”

Shen Fu said: "It's this reason. ”

Bian Xuedao's physical fitness was much better than Shen Fu's, he put the plastic bag in his hand on the ground, and went downstairs to bring up a table and two chairs.

Sitting on a chair, he used brute force to unscrew the can and looked at the peach flesh inside.

The two of them, you look at me, I look at you, and they both laughed.

Shen Fu asked: "No chopsticks and no spoons, how can I eat this?"

Bian Xuedao said: "Use your hands." ”

After speaking, he opened a can of beer, washed his hands with wine, and let Shen Fu wash his hands with the remaining half can, and each of them had a bottle of canned food, and ate it with his hands.

Sitting on the chair, blowing the night breeze on the roof, Shen Fu rarely began to speak loudly: "I didn't expect it to feel so good to eat with my hands." It's just that after washing your hands with beer, it tastes strange. ”

Bian Xuedao's speed of eating peaches was obviously much faster than Shen Fu's, he poured out the canned juice, took a candle and put it in the canned bottle, lit it, and immediately surrounded the two of them with a mysterious and warm light.

Shen Fu also wanted to do the same, but her candle couldn't stand.

It was still while learning to help that she lit her lamp.

Looking at this lamp, a trace of realization inexplicably appeared in Shen Fu's heart.

She looked at Bian Xuedao and found that Bian Xuedao did not look at her, but looked at the lights of thousands of homes in the city in the distance.

The two sat on chairs, looking at the glittering city, and one opened a can of beer and drank in silence.

When he drank the third can, Shen Fu asked Bian Xue, "Let's talk about it." ”

Bian Xuedao seemed to know what Shen Fu was asking, put his legs on the table in front of him, leaned on the back of the chair and said: "My parents were laid off when they were more than nine years old, and they don't have much money when they reach middle age. Before my freshman year started, I overheard them talking about selling their house so that I could go to college, and I thought, I can't let them sell it. ”

"When I got to college, I stumbled upon a way to make money online, but honestly, the money was grey. ”

"Every semester when I go home, I take two or three thousand yuan home, saying that I earn it from my part-time job, and I don't dare to take more, I'm afraid that they will ask where the money came from, and I am afraid that they will worry. I know them, and I know that they are not afraid of poverty, and they are afraid that their sons will break the law and commit crimes. They know me, and they know that I have some skills. ”

"In the beginning, I just didn't want them to sell their house, but then I made a lot of money, and I thought, when I graduate, I have a job and a stable income, and they are less suspicious, I can use the money to improve their lives. ”

Shen Fu asked Bian Xuedao, "It's gone?"

Bian Xuedao said: "No, it's as simple as that." ”

Shen Fu asked, "You make a lot of money?"

Bian Xuedao said: "Not a lot. ”

Flattened the beer cans that had been drunk, and turned his head to ask Shen Fu while learning: "I'm done, it's your turn." ”

Shen Fu shook the beer in his hand and said, "I don't have anything to say, I'm sure you've seen it on the Internet." When my husband was pregnant, the junior asked me to meet and asked me to give up, so I scratched her face with the knife I brought. In order to save me, my father gave up his cheeks to beg his classmates, friends, and students to get me a fake psychiatric certificate and save me from prison, but it cost a lot of money. ”

Shen Fu drank all the wine in his hand, threw away the empty wine jar, and landed three or four meters away with a "bang".

In this way, within a year, I went from a happy mother-to-be to a middle-aged crazy woman without children, husband, and father. ”

Bian Xuedao listened to Shen Fu tell the past in person, and he was speechless for a long time.

After that, he said, "At least you have freedom." ”

Shen Fu smiled, laughed hard, pointed to Bian Xuedao and said, "Little brother, at your age, you can boast of freedom." Do you know what freedom means to a woman my age?"

"Lonely, unsupported, unburdened. Shen Fu said word by word.

Bian Xuedao said: "Then what can we do? Three declines and six prosperity are inevitable for everyone. ”

Shen Fu suddenly stood up, faced the wind, walked to the edge of the rooftop, and looked at the world outside the building.

didn't turn around, just asked Bian Xuedao: "You say, is it a hundred if you jump?"

Bian Xuedao seemed to have drunk too much, and he didn't care at all what Shen Fu said or did.

Still throwing his legs on the table, he leaned back in his chair, looked at the dark sky, and said, "Of course." The blessings of several lifetimes of cultivation are exchanged for one lifetime of human beings. Some people say that people live one breath, I say that people live one life, and when their lives are gone, they can't do anything they want, of course, they are all gone. ”

Shen Fu said: "Don't do anything, don't think about anything, isn't it?"

Bian Xuedao said: "Of course it's not good. With this life, I can taste all the flavors of the world, see the warmth and coldness of people, experience love and hatred, and listen to the praises of elegance. With this life, I can make those who love me worry-free, let those who hate me retreat, make those I love happy, and let those I hate become lost dogs. ”

After listening to Bian Xuedao's words, Shen Fu turned his head and said to him: "In this world, there is only strength and no justice, only power and no fairness, why are you so confident?"

Bian Xuedao said: "My self-confidence comes from my vision. ”

"If you have a high enough vision, you will not be intimidated or even scared to death by the short-term difficulties in front of you. I can see the future far away, so I believe that one day I will stand in the center of a higher and more dazzling stage and become the object of worship and admiration of thousands of people, so I will cherish this life and go all the way to the height of my heart. ”

Shen Fu finally walked back and asked Bian Xuedao, "Are you so arrogant, or are you persuading me by changing the law?"

Bian Xuedao said: "Neither. I'm talking to myself, because at one point I had the idea of jumping from here, and at that moment I thought it must be cool to jump off a building. ”

Shen Fu said: "If a woman wants to jump off the building in front of you, you won't persuade her?"

Bian Xuedao said: "Of course you have to persuade, it is the following sentence." If you love, life is lovely everywhere. If you hate, you can hate everywhere in life. If you are grateful, you can be thankful everywhere. If you grow, you can grow in all things. It is not the world that has chosen you, it is you who have chosen this world. Since there is nowhere to hide, it is better to be silly. Since there is nowhere to run, it is better to rejoice. Since there is no pure land, it is better to meditate. Since it didn't get its wish, it's better to be relieved. ”

Shen Fu smiled and said, "Where did you hear it, one by one." ”

Bian Xuedao said: "That's not important. The important thing is that you laugh and don't want to jump, and if you don't jump off the building, I can recover the rent......"

That night, Shen Fu was carrying home while learning the Tao.

Bian Xuedao really didn't expect that Shen Fu was actually an alcoholic.

On Sunday night, Shen Fu pulled Bian Xuedao to the rooftop of the main building to drink, but this time he didn't drink much.

Before going, Bian Xuedao brought the ocarina at home, and on the roof of the building, he played a small half of "Millennium Elegance".

While learning to blow, a lot of sounds are floating, but fortunately, I can hear a rough idea.

Shen Fu listened to it and asked with great interest: "What kind of song did you play?

Bian Xuedao searched the Internet in the morning, and now "Millennium Elegance" has not yet been released, so he said confidently: "The latter part is still being created." ”

Shen Fu sneered.

"You're a little girl in Mengmeng University, it's okay, at your level of ocarina, you're a complete beginner, and your rhythm foundation is very thin, you can't make such a song. ”

Shen Fu continued: "Say, where did you hear it?"

Bian Xuedao insisted: "I really made it, give me a year, and I'll give you a complete work." ”

Shen Fu said: "Okay, little boy, you still drink bars and play musical instruments in front of me, you will be very shameless." ”

At this moment, Bian Xuedao felt that the original Shen Fu had finally returned. Little by little, the confidence in her personality began to emerge.

The two drank a few more cans of beer, and Shen Fu said, "You just blew it, blow it again for me." ”

Bian Xuedao said: "You can blow, you have to tell me about the development history of the ocarina, and you have to teach me to play the ocarina in the future." ”

Shen Fu said: "No problem. ”

The night talk in the main building is elegant for a thousand years.

……

Bian Dad and Mom came to Songjiang, and the landlord who looked at the side of the Tao was very safe, the two of them had never gone to college, and they didn't know that the Lu Dao thesis was to be set by the tutor, so they called after arriving home, and persuaded Bian Xuedao: "There is nothing to do on vacation, you don't have to go home on vacation, and you will sleep and eat when you come back, and you will graduate next year, and you can prepare in advance for the thesis." ”

Bian Xuedao agreed.

It's not that he doesn't want to go home, it's not that he doesn't want his parents, but there are a lot of important things waiting for him to do.

Originally, his plan was to send Shen Fu to the Philharmonic Studio, and he would come back after going home for a week.

It's already a luxury to be home for a week.

The gymnasium has just opened, many things need to be adjusted at any time, and some personnel are not yet in place, if he is not there, Wu Tian and Liu Yisong dare not let people go to work directly.

And, with the opening of the Athens Olympics, a new, more expensive campaign is about to kick in.

Moreover, I have the impression that the acquisition of hao123 was completed in August. However, by the end of July, hao123's ranking had fallen outside the 90th, and my123's ranking had not yet entered the top 50.

Because the rankings of the two navigation websites are not as dazzling as in the previous life, whether the acquisition in the previous life will still appear, Bian Xuedao is not a little sure in his heart.

In Bian Xuedao's heart, there has always been a guess that the reason why no one has contacted him to talk about website acquisition may have a lot to do with not ranking in the top 50.

Perhaps, the top 50 is a psychological expectation for many potential acquirers.

Hold on for another year!

As long as I graduate next year, I will take my parents to Songjiang, and if I have any debts before, I will improve them all at once.