Li Xinran's sudden words surprised me, or rather, I didn't understand a little, didn't understand what she meant by these words.

But after thinking about it for a while, I finally reacted.

I see, that's the case... It turns out that these are the reasons?

I have always felt that Li Xinran's attitude towards Zheng Jiayue is very strange, I remember when I first met Li Xinran, she seemed to be looking for Yu Qian's stubble at that time, but later when Zheng Jiayue helped Yu Qian speak, this Li Xinran's attitude towards Zheng Jiayue was hi.

Later, when I started to contact her, she also expressed her opinion of Zheng Jiayue, which was a good evaluation anyway.

Now that she thinks about it carefully, she should have been very envious of Zheng Jiayue from the beginning, right? She is very envious of Zheng Jiayue's life, Zheng Jiayue's attitude, she is envious, Zheng Jiayue's optimistic appearance, right?

I remember that she told me a few days ago that she was envious of Yu Qian, which shows that Li Xinran is looking forward to those beautiful things precisely because her life is a mess.

It's not just her, it's probably everyone...

Maybe speaking of which, Zheng Jiayue is really a dream she once had, maybe Li Xinran has thought countless times that it would be good if she could live like Zheng Jiayue, right?

This is also why, Li Xinran will ask me to pretend to be her boyfriend for a day, firstly, to test my feelings for Zheng Jiayue, and secondly, I can finally experience the life that I have not lived...

After thinking about this, I don't know whether I should be happy for Li Xinran or feel sorry for her behavior...

It turns out that Zheng Jiayue and I are really what Li Xinran is looking forward to, this kind of life without waves that I originally thought was peaceful, but it turned out to be the object of envy of others, which seems to really confirm that sentence, you think that your life is very bad, but in fact, you live in other people's dreams.

After a while, I sighed at Li Xinran and spoke

"So, it turns out that you did this on purpose, right?"

"Deliberately trying to make me pretend to be your boyfriend or something?"

Li Xinran nodded when she heard me say this, and soon she shook her head again and spoke

"It's not, it's not.. I always feel that I have to give you so much more money for no reason, and I don't talk about the past. So.."

"It's better to test you and feel what kind of experience Zheng Jiayue usually has."

Seeing that what Li Xinran said was similar to what I guessed, I couldn't help but laugh again, and after a while, I still looked at her and spoke

"Okay, I'll just say, you just said you were going to have sex with me or something. It's also to test me, right?"

What I didn't expect was that Li Xinran heard me say this, and suddenly looked at me again, and after a while, she said seriously

"It's okay if you think it's tempting you, but..."

"I don't really mind, because look at the way you look... I don't mind being in front of her and giving you a good experience, right?"

Although Li Xinran said so in her mouth, I still know very well that she said so...

So I smiled at her again and said

"Then, it's decided, the matter of money.. But.."

"I'm still quite curious, if, I mean if, if in the end, Zheng Jiayue and I are not together, wouldn't it be your money with hope or something, just give it in vain?

I guess Li Xinran didn't expect me to say such a thing, she looked at me, and said again after a while

"Well, if it's because of you."

"You can help me donate all this money... How?"

I didn't expect Li Xinran to have such a suggestion, I looked at her and couldn't help but ask

"Donate?"

Li smiled happily, looked at me again and said

"It doesn't matter, donate to, hope for the project, donate to the environmental protection, in short.."

"If I do give you that money then, and you're sorry for it, you're going to donate it, and I'm sure you can do that."

Hearing Li Xinran say this, what I thought to myself was that I could do your grandmother's legs, be an idiot, although I am a caring and caring person for the environment, but I will never donate so much money when I say donate? And more importantly...

How could I be sorry for Zheng Jiayue! She just said that she wanted to sleep with me, but I vetoed it with righteous words, what else is there to worry about!

Thinking of this, I looked at Li Xinran and nodded, and spoke

"Uhhh Don't worry, I won't be sorry for Zheng Jiayue.."

"Besides, now that the two of us are talking so much, the money has not seen a shadow, and it is useless!

Hearing me say this, Li Xinran nodded again, she looked at me, and spoke again

"I went to Lu Mao's house just now, and found that the door code of his house should not have been changed, so I plan to ask Xiaokai to come out tomorrow and tell him, if there is no problem, it is best to do it immediately.."

I've heard Li Xinran say this many times, and sure enough, it's because I'm too cautious, knowing that if I fail, I may not be so lucky as last time, so Li Xinran can't do it for a long time..

Thinking of this, I nodded and spoke again

"Well, it's good if you think about it, but are you really sure that Kai can follow your wishes?

"In case... What if he really has a dead heart on my Zheng Jiayue or something? He probably knows what I look like, and he also knows that Zheng Jiayue is with me, so he doesn't seem to have any economic strength, right?"

I said this to remind Li Xinran to pay attention, and Li Xinran looked at me and said without care

"Don't worry, I have other ways, in short, you don't have to think about these things.."

After saying this, Li Xinran suddenly stood up, only to see her stretch her arm again, and then spoke

"Okay, the meal is over, the words that need to be said are finished, and I'm also.. It's almost gone.."

I didn't expect Li Xinran to open her mouth and say that she was leaving, I looked at her, and I couldn't come back to my senses for a while.

After a while, Li Xinran actually showed a strange smile at me again and asked

"What? don't want me to go, want to sleep with me?"

I was embarrassed and spoke

"What to say, don't talk nonsense, that.. Are you leaving?"

Li Xinran nodded and said

"Otherwise, you're not my real boyfriend, can I still spend the night with you?"

"That's enough, by now, it's okay, the conditions between us, just go here.."

It seems that Li Xinran has no other plans... I didn't know what to say, so I just stood up and said

"Well, that.. I'll get you out, actually."

"It's so late, it doesn't matter if you want to go or not, I can sleep on the sofa if you sleep in the bed.."

As a result, Li Xinran was only stunned for a moment, and soon spoke again

"No need, I'm causing you trouble, isn't it... If it's okay, you'll be willing to take me downstairs."

I nodded when I heard her say this, and motioned for her to wait for me, and I washed my face and left..

After a while, I followed Li Xinran downstairs again, it was strange to say, I didn't expect that Li Xinran would appear at my house at such a late hour.

At this time, it was already very late outside, and it is estimated that if Li Xinran went back, she would have to take a taxi, I don't know how she came, but it was already very surprising that she could come to me.

On the way out of the community, neither of us spoke much, she carried her clothes, until she reached the side of the road, Li Xinran looked at me and said, "Okay, that's it, I'll take a taxi back."

I nodded, thought about it, and instructed

"Then you pay attention, safety first.."

Li nodded happily, and at this time she beckoned, just as a taxi came to a stop.

At this time, she stepped forward, and was just about to get into the car, and as if she had thought of something, she turned her head and spoke

"By the way, I forgot to say it, I was happy today, although everything is fake.. But.."

"It's been a long time since I've been so happy."

After saying this, without waiting for me to speak, Li Xinran turned around and got into the car.

When I saw Li Xinran getting into the car, I had a feeling in my heart that it was not a taste...

Even though it's all fake, you can still feel happy..

What kind of life does it take for a person to become like this?

I stood alone in the night, watching the taxi in front of me drive farther and farther, slowly leaving my sight...

I don't know why, a particularly bad premonition came out of my heart, but after a while I shook my head, turned around and walked towards the community behind me...

———— tomorrow

Hearing Yu Qian say something like this... I was stunned...

I looked at her in front of me and felt as if something in my heart was beginning to decay.

yes, that's how it feels...

Is that how it feels?

When I expressed my affection for Qian, wasn't it just like she is now, in this situation?

When I expressed my affection for Yu Qian, I knew that she was with Lu Mao, not even me, but the whole company, so I didn't take into account her mood at all, I just felt that Lu Mao was not worthy of her, and she shouldn't be with Lu Mao.. But now that I think about it, isn't my situation the same now?

It can be said that it is the other way around... I am with Zheng Jiayue, and I also feel Yu Qian's good feelings, although I am very eager to enjoy this indescribable feeling, but I will not give up Zheng Jiayue at all...

Presumably Yu Qian was under the same pressure as me at that time.

She has also been secretly entangled in countless nights.

Thinking of this, my heart seemed to be missing a corner all of a sudden, and countless sorrows kept surging out from that gap...

I looked at Yu Qian like this, and it took a long time before I spoke

"Hmm.."

"I see... Now, there it is.."

My answer made Yu Qian raise her head and look at me again, she stared at me for a long time, and finally moved again.

I saw her break free of my hand and stumble out the door a little.

I stood in the bathroom for a while before walking out again...

After going out, Yu Qian was already lying on the bed, she was lying on her back, her eyes were tightly closed, and she seemed to be resting.

I feel that Yu Qian really drank too much today, even if she didn't drink too much, at least she was not in a good mood...

So after looking at her for a while, I still spoke

"If you want to sleep, put on the covers, I..."

"I'll go back first."

I didn't mention what happened just now, I just think that it is a good choice to leave by myself now...

As a result, I didn't expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yu Qian's voice came...

"Don't go.. Stay with me.."

"Stay with me... One night.."

Although the sound was small, I could hear it clearly.

I was stunned, I never thought that Yu Qian would say this...

Do you want to stay with her all night?

Although I wanted to crook for a second, I quickly understood what she meant...

After all, it's not safe to leave her alone to stay here at night... And it's so foggy outside, it's not convenient for me to go home, and I can't hang up on the way and become a ghost or something...

So at this time, I looked at Yu Qian again, and then asked tentatively

"Is it convenient? There's only one bed."

Yu Qian immediately opened her eyes again when she heard me say this, and she seemed to be really much more awake after she vomited. She struggled to sit up again, then looked at me and said

: "Previous... Didn't you do the same?"

"So, there's nothing inconvenient about it.."

Yu Qian's words reminded me of the fact that I went to Yangtian Mountain with her, and that night, we did spend the night in the hotel bed.

Thinking of this, I didn't say anything, and finally nodded at Yu Qian...

Seeing me nodding, Yu Qian rubbed her eyes, and soon she looked at me again, and then spoke

"Let's just sleep in bed, I'm a little uncomfortable, so I'll sleep first, one and a half.."

After saying this, Yu Qian walked to the other side of the bed again, she took off her shoes, took off my coat and her own coat, put it aside, and then the whole person got into the bed...

I saw Yu Qian's move, so I thought about it again, and then walked into the bathroom on the side...

After I went in, I washed my face and looked at myself in the mirror, I actually felt that I was not like myself anymore.

Which self am I?

In the end, in my heart, what kind of thoughts do I have about Qian, and what do I think about Zheng Jiayue?

I took a deep breath at this thought, then turned off the light and walked out of the bathroom.

When I went out, the lights were still on in the house.

The rooms in this hotel are very good, at least worth the price.

I turned off the lights and soon it was pitch black...

I fumbled in the dark for a long time, and finally crawled to the side of the bed.

I don't know when it started, sleeping in the same bed with Yu Qian has become so easy...

Perhaps, this is a feeling that Lu Mao has never experienced, right?

At this time, I suddenly had such an impulse, an impulse to ask Yu Qian clearly, what was going on between her and Lu Mao, to ask her if she knew Li Laogou, and to know what she had always disliked Lu Mao and being with him again.

But this thought only swirled around in my head a few times, and then I rejected it again...

Because even if I ask, Yu Qian may not tell me, and she is estimated to be in a state of half-drinking now, so it is very likely that she will not say anything I ask, but it will make her more nervous and concerned, and there will be less chance of knowing in the future.

Thinking of this, I still sighed lightly, and then opened the corner of the quilt and gently got in...

After lying down, Yu Qian next to me was facing away from me, she didn't know if she was asleep, but it was quiet and motionless.

I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, and after a while, that feeling in my heart returned.

Obviously, she was always so close to her, but she couldn't shorten the distance by a little bit.

Obviously, many times as long as you stretch out your hand, you can touch her, but because of various reasons, you can't do so...

Perhaps, this is the so-called fate without separation... Perhaps, it is destined that Yu Qian and I can only stay in this distance.

Thinking of this, I was sad again, and finally closed my eyes, thinking that it would be better to sleep.

When I wake up from sleep, I guess everything will be fine, Yu Qian will return to normal, and her trembling heart will calm down again.

However, such a thought did not stay in his mind for long, and suddenly he felt that Yu Qian turned around again.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that she was looking at me too.

Although it was pitch black, my eyes and her eyes seemed to be intertwined in the darkness.

It was a very subtle feeling, it was a feeling, there are no good words to describe it.

Lying in bed and looking at each other with the girl you liked, or rather, the girl you once liked...

Obviously, I can't see each other's faces clearly, but I don't want to look away at all.

At this time, I couldn't help but start to guess in my heart.

What kind of thoughts does she have now?

What was she thinking at this time?

Is it the same thing as what you think? Or is it that you are not looking at yourself at all, and you are just thinking too much about it?

Such thoughts were racing in my mind, and suddenly Yu Qian moved...

Her face became clear in her field of vision.

As soon as my back stiffened, I felt it.

There was a temperature in front of him, and the face slowly leaned towards him.

Before I could come back to my senses, I felt a hand gently placed on my waist.

And in his arms, a petite body, leaned over...

My head buzzed, and my eyes turned into a white expanse...

My heart sank rapidly at this moment, I lowered my head, Yu Qian's face was hidden in the darkness, but her eyes were clearly shining brightly.

After a brief pause, her thin voice came from her arms

"Just one night.."

"Just give it to me. Such an evening ...

Her voice sounded so small, but it seemed to explode in my body, and the sound resounded in every corner of my body. This voice, down my veins, slowly rushed towards my heart...

I don't know why, I can't speak anymore.

Zheng Jiayue's smiling face flashed in front of him, but it was only a short second, and it disappeared.

What reappeared was Yu Qian's lonely figure, Yu Qian... That heartbreaking figure...

That's how I started it, and I don't know where the strength came from.

hugged her tightly in his arms...

The moment he hugged Yu Qian in his arms, a feeling that he had never felt before poured into his heart.

It seems to be the first time, the first time to hold her tight like this...

For the first time I felt her mood, and then, with her consent, hugged her tightly...

I can't describe my mood now, and I can't find a good word to describe this excited and insecure mood now...

Yes, it is very exciting to be able to lie on the bed and hug Yu Qian tightly.

At the same time, I am a little uneasy, I don't know where this uneasiness comes from, but it should be because it has something to do with Zheng Jiayue...

Because I was still thinking about Zheng Jiayue in my heart, I felt a little guilty, and I felt that I was very sorry for Zheng Jiayue for a while

..

But he couldn't control it, and hugged the person in his arms tightly.

I hugged Yu Qian tightly, completely from the bottom of my heart, and hugged Yu Qian tightly.

Maybe it's because of the kind of liking I used to like her.,Or, because all along, how much unwilling...

In short, he hugged her tightly, as if he was going to use all his strength.

And Yu Qian leaned on my arms like this, her head was tightly pressed against my chest, and there was no sound in her mouth.

The two of us just lay on the same bed, hugging each other tightly.

The two of us, like a couple, leaned on each other tightly.

Seriously, in a way, I kind of enjoy it.

Because this gave me an illusion, an illusion that I was already with Yu Qian...

A long time ago, being able to be with Yu Qian was almost one of the things I looked forward to the most... But nowadays, that feeling isn't so good...

I know that I can't be with her, even if I know that she doesn't like Lu Mao at all, even if I know that she has a good impression of me, but I still can't be with her.

Because, I already have Zheng Jiayue, I already have Zheng Jiayue, by my side...

This is an important thing and there is no way not to think about it, I have no way to betray Zheng Jiayue's liking for me, and it can also be said that for so long, my liking for Zheng Jiayue is not such an easy thing to give up...

However, my current actions are completely sorry for Zheng Jiayue, but I have no way to control myself, maybe just like Yu Qian said, only tonight, it is special, only tonight, it belongs to her, between me...

So at this time, I could only hold her tightly, there was no thought in my brain, a blank piece, and my body kept holding Yu Qian...

Yu Qian was motionless in my arms, she also hugged me tightly, I could still feel the temperature of her hand around my waist, her hand was gently on my waist, her head rested on my arms, tightly pressed against my chest.

I can't think of how I can describe my feelings at this time.

In short, there is a warm feeling in my heart, I don't know if this warmth comes from Yu Qian's body, or from the feeling in my heart.

In short, at this moment, I am snuggling up to each other like Yu Qian... Neither of us said anything more, as if the voices of the world had all disappeared...

Later, I don't know how long it took, and Yu Qian in her arms heard a thick breathing sound.

It seems that Yu Qian is asleep, she leans on my arms, breathing steadily...

This made me can't help but look at her in my arms, only to see Yu Qian's eyes tightly closed, she seems to be asleep, as if she doesn't know what the situation is now.

I just looked at Yu Qian's sleeping face quietly, looking at her, with a quiet face.

For the first time, look at her like this.

For the first time, with such a mood, such a form, looking at her.

Yu Qian slept soundly, as if no sound could wake her up.

I just watched her quietly, and after a while, my eyes couldn't help but fall on her lips.

Although it was pitch black, Yu Qian's red lips could still be seen.

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