199. New Year's events
Yin Zhen let out a noncommittal "um", and asked lightly: "In your opinion, who should Hongyang raise?"
Shu Yierha said: "It stands to reason that the affairs of the elder brothers should be decided by the master, and the concubine should not say much, but when the master asked, the concubine will talk about her thoughts, what is inappropriate, and please don't blame the concubine for the sake of not knowing enough...... According to the concubine's humble opinion, this child is not as good as following his own mother, no matter how good the adoptive mother takes care of, it is still a layer worse than the mother, not to mention others, just say that the concubine is on Mianmian, the concubine has no daughter, when she is raised, she is really treated as her own daughter, and it is not an exaggeration to say 'as if she is her own child', but after all, if she is not her own, the concubine is always different from her and Hongxuan and Hongfang...... From the child's point of view, it is most secure to be by his own mother's side, and he doesn't have to think about it......" Speaking of this, Shu Yier came to an abrupt end.
said it too smoothly, almost said the phrase "balancing the relationship between the adoptive mother and the biological mother", Yinzhen just didn't handle the relationship between the biological mother and the adoptive mother, so the relationship with Concubine De continued to deteriorate, if she said her views on Shengen and Yang'en, it would not touch Yinzhen's sensitive nerves and poke people's sore spots, which would never be done.
Before Shu Yier finished speaking, Yinzhen was a little strange, raised her eyes and glanced at her, she turned her brain, and then said: "When a biological mother educates her child, she doesn't have to think too much, she can let go and do it, which is good for both the mother and the child...... What do you think?"
Yin Zhen looked at Shu Yierha thoughtfully, he still remembered that the two had discussed this issue before. That's what Shuyierha said, he also said at the time that he and many of his brothers didn't grow up with their biological mother, and they still grew up healthy. said that Shu Yierha thought too much, and Shu Yierha didn't argue with him at that time, but after he recalled his childhood, he realized that since he learned that Queen Xiaoyi was not his own mother, he had been lost for a while, and since then, he didn't dare to be as willful as before in front of Queen Xiaoyi. I was afraid that she would not be satisfied with what she had done badly, but I was still relatively ignorant at that time, and now I want to come. Probably missing the "sense of security" that Shuyilha said.
Yinzhen has not had many children so far, and he cherishes every child as a father. Naturally, he didn't want the suffering he had suffered as a child. Let his children experience it again, Shu Yierha's words unconsciously entered his heart, and he heard Shu Yierha say how careful Geng's treatment of Hongday was, and how well he took care of Hongday, the balance in his heart was unconsciously a little off.
Yinzhen has always had a knot in his heart for Concubine De, he always feels that Concubine De is partial, and Concubine De is indeed partial. Compared with the fourteenth prince, he is nothing in Concubine De's heart. Compared with Empress Xiaoyi, who did her best to him back then, between her biological mother and her adoptive mother, Yinzhen undoubtedly favored her adoptive mother, and there was a matter of the fourteenth prince assassinating Honghui, in this case, Concubine De still asked him to take care of the fourteenth prince, plus Concubine De was extremely cold to his children a few years ago, and the total sum of zero and zero, Yinzhen's affection for Concubine De was almost exhausted, and he unconsciously pinned his thoughts on his mother on Queen Xiaoyi.
However, after talking with Shu Yierha, and then thinking back to some things when he was a child, Yinzhen had a different feeling, maybe Concubine De also loved him when he was a child, but both of them were stubborn, and some trivial things made the mother and son drift apart, and now that Concubine De is gone, he may learn to let go of those obsessions, anyway, that is always the mother who gave birth to him, even if she can't take care of the fourteenth prince as she wishes, it is time to let go of those resentments towards her.
No one knows Yinzhen's thoughts, even if it is because of Shu Yierha, Shu Yierha himself doesn't know, Yinzhen's ability to hide his emotions in the past two years has become more and more profound, as long as he doesn't want to, no one can see his emotions from his face.
Soon it was the New Year, on Chinese New Year's Eve, Nian's had a pregnancy reaction, vomiting at the delicious food on the table, the next day asked the doctor to diagnose the pulse, sure enough, there was joy, a month and a half pregnant, the faces of the next room of women changed, Shu Yierha also sighed in his heart, this Nianshi looked thin and weak, but it was really easy to get pregnant, how long did it take to give birth, and she was pregnant again.
Shu Yierha was in a good mood, and observed everyone's expressions very leisurely: Wu Lana had a smile on her face, but the smile did not reach her eyes, and it was obvious that she was not really happy; Niu Hulu's face darkened, and soon returned to normal, with a gentle and silent look; Song was exchanging glances with Geng, and I don't know what she was thinking; Guo's face was expressionless, and her eyes did not fluctuate, which was incompatible with the atmosphere of the whole room, except for Yinzhen and Si Gege, there was really no one in the house she cared about.
Shu Yierha observed others, and others were also observing her, but when they saw her smiling appearance, they gave her a higher rating in their hearts, and when they heard that Nian, who was the same as her, was pregnant, she couldn't even see the slightest unhappiness on her face, and those who noticed her felt that she was deep in mind and worthy of raising the level of attention.
After the New Year, Hongli is still raised in front of Niu Hulu's family, Hongday is still raised by Geng's family, as if the rumors some time ago do not exist, everyone gradually forgot about it, after all, compared with the trivial matter of which child who raises it, the emperor decided that the second abolition of the prince is a big deal, Yinzhen is busy and rarely has time to set foot in the backyard, women are eye-catching, although everyone can't do anything outside and can't manage it, and they don't even know much about it, but everyone can see that Yinzhen is in a bad mood, and no one will bother Yinzhen at this time, but one by one is well-behaved, for fear of accidentally getting sparked。
The emperor's tolerance for the crown prince finally reached the limit, and just after the New Year, he announced that "since the crown prince Yinren was restored, the previous arrogance has not been eliminated, so that it is a great disappointment, and the inheritance of the ancestors can never be entrusted to him" , But even if he said so, there are still some die-hard people who value the concubine and orthodoxy, and they are running for Yinren's intercession, the emperor was originally suspicious of the prince and the reason for the prince's power, and now he sees that he has clearly expressed his dislike for Yinren, but there are still people on his side, the emperor's suspicion is getting more and more serious, and he ordered to reprimand several ministers who helped Yinren speak, and some people were dismissed from office, Yinzhen because he has always been close to the prince, and he was also angry by the emperor, and his errands are gone, and he has to study at home to purify his heart. (To be continued......)