Seeing that Lin Wan was so sad and sad, Lan Ziyu couldn't help but sigh softly, her voice was low and sad, and she said slowly: "Although I have forgotten what happened in Xiling Kingdom, in my dreams, there is often a man in white like an immortal, and I know that he is His Royal Highness the Crown Prince of Xiling Kingdom." Before going to Xiling Kingdom to participate in the banquet of choosing concubines, when the palace discipline grandmother taught us, she repeatedly warned us that we must not have real feelings for an emperor, otherwise, we will be defeated and never recovered. I think that when I was in Xiling Kingdom, I may have really fallen in love with him, and it is precisely because of this that I did those things that I shouldn't have done, but I hurt myself and almost lost my life. Fortunately, you saved me, fortunately I was sent back, and fortunately I did not become the crown princess of Xiling Kingdom. Otherwise, what should I do when he marries a concubine? If I don't really fall in love with him, it's fine, but if I'm really in the mud, how can I bear the man I love to share a bed with another woman?"

Lin Wan raised her eyes and looked at Lan Ziyu, she didn't expect that she still had some memories of Ximen Yuqing, and she had such deep feelings for Ximen Yuqing.

Lan Ziyu is right, how many originally simple and kind women have become vicious and hateful because of jealousy and resentment for a man they love deeply. Originally, Lan Ziyu's heart was not bad, but in Xiling Kingdom, she did those crazy things because she hated Lin Wan.

Lin Wan didn't know how to comfort Lan Ziyu, although she could understand Lan Ziyu's mood and feelings. However, they can't agree to do things that go against their conscience and original intentions for the sake of love.

Lan Ziyu seemed to be caught in the memory, frowned slightly, and said indignantly: "Although I was saved by you and returned to Nanyue from Xiling Kingdom safely, I lost all my martial arts and memories and paid a painful price. When I first came back, I was stupid all day long, and I didn't even remember the Holy Aunt, but I only recognized Senior Brother Xu alone. Later, it was Shizun who personally healed me, my aunt took good care of me, and after Senior Brother Xu came back, he patiently enlightened me, and I came out of those dark years, slowly recovered my martial arts, and remembered some things when I was a child. ”

Lin Wan was stunned, Lan Ziyu had never told Lin Wan about this, probably because this was her most painful memory, so she was reluctant to mention it. But now, in order to make Lin Wan wake up, she actually tore those wounds open again, so that Lin Wan could clearly see the fate of falling in love.

Lan Ziyu gently held Lin Wan's hand, frowned, and continued bitterly: "Senior sister, I know that your sweetheart is the young general who came to save you last time, and the cousin of your childhood sweetheart. But, you see, after all this time, he didn't come back. Even if you are not the crown princess of Xiling Kingdom, he may not be your good match. Maybe he's forgotten about you altogether. Senior sister, the matter of love is really unbelievable, it is better to live this life here calmly and steadily like the sisters in the Holy Palace. Don't worry, the Holy Aunt will protect you, and I will protect you for the rest of my life when I become the palace master in the future. You have me and Xuecao, we still have stones, and when we get old, we won't be lonely. ”

Lin Wan hooked her lips slightly, smiled bitterly, and said, "Senior sister, thank you." I know that you are saying all this for my good, and you don't want me to be hurt and trapped by love. You want me to stay in this quiet and secure place, and live my life in peace with the Holy Aunt, with you, and with all the women in this Holy Palace, right?"

Lan Ziyu nodded, frowned at Lin Wan, and asked with concern, "Senior sister, isn't this good?"

Lin Wan smiled faintly, shook his head, and said, "No, that's good, if I can be selfish, I don't care about anything, I don't care about anything, I just think about my own good years." So, I can live a happy life here like you said. However, I can't. Senior sister, I have a lover, I have a family, and I have friends. I believe that they are also worried about me all the time, and I believe that they are trying to do what they should do to save me and reunite with me. Senior sister, I am going to leave after all, please forgive me, maybe I will finally live up to your love for me. ”

A trace of disappointment flashed in Lan Ziyu's eyes, she sighed, nodded, and said lightly: "Senior sister, everyone has their own ambitions, and I won't force you." If one day, you can really marry your sweetheart and lover, I will also be happy for you. I just, I don't want you to be hurt, I want you to be happy and happy. ”

Lin Wanwan smiled, nodded heavily, and said, "Senior sister, of course I understand your intentions, and I also hope that you can be happy and get your wish." If you can be with someone you like, I will be happy for you, and if you like life here and are willing to become a holy aunt and take charge of the holy palace, I will also support you. No matter what decision you make, I will support you unconditionally. ”

Lan Ziyu chuckled and shook her head, and said, "The people I like are already with other women, and it's not uncommon for me to work with other women." I don't care if we can become a holy aunt or not, as long as no one dares to bully us in this holy place, it is enough. ”

Lin Wan nodded with a smile, picked up the chopsticks, and said, "Senior sister, since we have all figured it out and have already made a decision in our hearts, what else is there to be sad about? There are many things that we can't do, but we can do what we can and wait for the good news. ”

Lan Ziyu saw that Lin Wan had so much confidence in her sweetheart, and she didn't want to continue to splash her cold water, she shook her head with a chuckle, didn't say anything more, picked up the chopsticks, and said in a brisk tone: "Senior sister is right, what we should do now is to eat well." ”

Lin Wan naturally agreed, immediately put aside all his worries, and didn't think about anything anymore, and ate happily.

After the meal, Lan Ziyu personally sent Lin Wan back to Ziyu Garden, and by the way, brought goat's milk to Shi to drink.

After more than half a month of careful care, Shi's body has improved a lot, and the bruises on his body before have gradually faded. His eyes are big, his eyelashes are long, his nose is straight, his lips are red, he is white and fat, he smiles when he sees people, he is very beautiful and very cute.