Chapter 110: A Choice After Hesitation
Chen Xuan didn't feel any discomfort, it was much more comfortable than bumping his arms around, but what was wrong was that Chen Xuan had to slow down his pace and adjust the distance between his steps, otherwise he would have to drag Zhao Fengying forward. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
Zhao Fengying's pace was getting slower and slower, Chen Xuan involuntarily cooperated with Zhao Fengying, half of Zhao Fengying's body leaned on Chen Xuan, and her head gently leaned on Chen Xuan's shoulder.
is very down-to-earth, and an inexplicable sense of security made Zhao Fengying find support in an instant, just like a boat that has been drifting for a long time has found a sheltered harbor.
Zhao Fengying said in a low voice: "I don't understand the big things you men talk about, I just feel a little sorry for you, you have to bear such responsibility and pressure at such a young age, I can't share it for you, I blame myself......"
Chen Xuan smiled and said: "You have already shared it for me, just say that this matter of making up the class, that is my biggest stone, you look at you, you can easily help me solve it, I thank you too late." ”
Zhao Fengying was very happy after hearing this, and leaned her head on Chen Xuan's shoulder, "I can only do this, if, I mean, if you have something to say in your heart, find me, I will be your best listener." ”
Chen Xuan nodded, "Don't worry, I talk a lot, as long as you don't annoy me." ”
The two of them walked on campus next to each other, as if no one was around, and they didn't care about the surprised eyes of the students.
In fact, people can't care less about the opinions of others, but if they care too much about the world's gaze, life will become constrained and boring.
Zhao Fengying is accustomed to the gaze of secular prejudice, and has even become unscrupulous because of resistance.
Chen Xuan is a human being, and he naturally lives more freely, except for his relatives and the people he cares about, he will also care about other people's opinions of himself.
All beings in the world think they are gentlemen, but in fact, there are so many gentlemen, and there are so many villains!
Whether it was in his previous life or in this life, Chen Xuan knew that he had never been a gentleman, and he didn't want to be a so-called gentleman.
In fact, that person doesn't want to stop being hypocritical, no longer have scruples, and can do whatever he wants, as Confucius said, the villain is alone and does everything, what a wanton and happy feeling.
Peeling off his disguise and doing what he wants to do without fear has become the strongest desire in his heart.
However, the real society makes everyone have to wear a mask, this is the rule of the game, and no one can do anything.
The difference is that some people bring more, some people bring less, some people take a long time, and some people need to carry a short time.
As far as the eye can see, real life has become a huge masquerade ball, and people never tire of it, and they can't stop shuttling through it.
It's just that some people are more active, some people are more passive, and more often, no matter how tired they are, they would rather change a mask than take off the mask.
At least in terms of emotion, Chen Xuan and Zhao Fengying are not traditional people, they both care more about their own feelings and care more about the present.
Unconsciously, he walked downstairs to Building 1, Chen Xuan hesitated slightly and stopped, Zhao Fengying exerted a slight force, Chen Xuan involuntarily followed Zhao Fengying upstairs.
When he walked past the door of Du Yuzhou's house, Chen Xuan couldn't help but look at it with a weak heart, people, deep down in his heart, he always had his own uncontrollable awe.
Zhao Fengying obviously didn't care, looked at Chen Xuan and smiled, opened the door of the room and let Chen Xuan in first, so as not to make Chen Xuan worry.
The new slippers, Chen Xuan found out, they were still two pairs, obviously specially prepared for himself.
When I walked into the living room, I found that it had also been fine-tuned, there were more pillows on the sofa, and there were more neck supports, which needless to say were prepared for myself.
Zhao Fengying asked Chen Xuan to take off his scarf and coat, walked over and put it on the hanger in the living room, greeted Chen Xuan and entered the bedroom, and came out a few minutes later and changed into home clothes.
The time was actually almost ten o'clock, Chen Xuan looked at Zhao Fengying, who was full of temptation, and his heart began to itch again, and he "caught" himself to the house in the middle of the night, if something didn't happen, he would be sorry for Zhao Fengying.
Zhao Fengying had just sat down beside Chen Xuan, Chen Xuan grabbed Zhao Fengying's hand, Zhao Fengying's nervous body immediately tensed, but she had no intention of breaking free, and her obedient handle was just in Chen Xuan's hand.
Chen Xuan took advantage of the situation and pulled Zhao Fengying gently, Zhao Fengying leaned in Chen Xuan's arms, her body began to tremble, and the trembling Chen Xuan was full of blood and dry mouth.
Chen Xuan's hands obviously began to be dishonest, and he tried to climb to the peak very directly and rudely.
Zhao Fengying nervously grabbed Chen Xuan's hands, "Don't, don't ......"
If you say don't want it, don't want it, Chen Xuan will agree, and with a little force, he broke free of Zhao Fengying's hand and covered the firm and slippery mass.
After Zhao Fengying's body seemed to shake spasmodically, Huo Ran sat up, and after retreating, he hid far away, his face full of panic.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"
Chen Xuan couldn't hang up on the "old face" that Zhao Fengying said, the slippery feeling on his hands had not dissipated, it was obvious that he was trying to "violate" her, why did he apologize to his "pervert", is it completely putting the cart before the horse!
"It's time for me to say I'm sorry......" Chen Xuan said embarrassedly.
Zhao Fengying stood up, sorted out her clothes, and didn't dare to look at Chen Xuan, "It's not that I'm unwilling...... I...... I just wasn't ready...... It's true...... I'm not ready to ......."
A warmth rushed to his heart from his heels, and Chen Xuan felt warm all over his body, and he was so comfortable that he even moaned.
"Come and sit, I'll never do anything more, I promise. Chen Xuan said to Zhao Fengying.
Zhao Fengying was very obedient, she really sat next to Chen Xuan, pulled away a little and refused, she still didn't dare to look at Chen Xuan, if there were outsiders at this time, they would think that this was originally Chen Xuan's family, and Zhao Fengying was here to be a guest.
It's just that this guest is like Xi'er who was sent to Huang Shiren's house by Yang Bailao!
The atmosphere was a little awkward, whether it was for Zhao Fengying or Chen Xuan, Chen Xuan had to talk about it, hoping to break this embarrassing atmosphere.
"Feng Ying, I think it's too hard for you to run around for these two children every day, or you can just get the two children to tutor together. ”
In fact, Chen Xuan had already had this plan, but it was just that Shen Yun was not at ease with Ji Peng's child, so he simply mentioned it and didn't say anything more.
Now that these two children are in charge of Zhao Fengying, Chen Xuan feels that it is necessary to put the two children together, not to mention the hard work of people in this way, in fact, the effect may not be good.
Zhao Fengying didn't know the story between Ji Peng and Du Juan, and whispered: "I listen to you, do what you say!"
Zhao Fengying really has no opinion, she can stand up to help the two children with tutoring, filling her time is on the one hand, and more for having more contact with Chen Xuan.
Now that she has completely achieved her goal, not only has she had more opportunities to contact Chen Xuan, but she has also brought Chen Xuan to her home to sit on a regular basis, and she is already very satisfied.
Chen Xuan looked at Zhao Fengying, who was still very restrained, "You don't know much about me, our family is indeed very poor, I didn't lie to you and Liu Liquan......
Chen Xuan briefly told Zhao Fengying about the situation at home, but it took nearly an hour to make it simple.
Chen Xuan next told Zhao Fengying why he did so many things, just to change the lives of himself and his family.
He smiled and said that he didn't want to show his greatness, he just wanted to do what he could, just to make his family feel more happy and live a more decent life.
For himself, what he can actually solve is to stop his brothers and sisters from worrying about hundreds or thousands of dollars in the future.
He didn't say anything about himself, nor did he say anything about his future plans, Zhao Fengying didn't seem to care, she didn't distinguish between what Chen Xuan said was true and false.
Chen Xuan can talk to himself about so many things about himself, Zhao Fengying is happy for no reason, ordinary things, ordinary thoughts, not out of people's hearts.
The kindness in Chen Xuan's nature made Zhao Fengying extremely happy, a person who only thinks about himself will not be too happy in the end.
I don't know when it started, Zhao Fengying leaned on Chen Xuan again, and this time Chen Xuan didn't move his hands and feet.
The two of them chatted until late at night, and no one seemed to be sleepy, especially Zhao Fengying, Miaoman's beautiful eyes were wide and clear.
Chen Xuan saw that the time had passed midnight, and insisted on it for another hour, Zhao Fengying kept adjusting her posture, and finally found the most comfortable position and lay on Chen Xuan's lap.
Chen Xuan pretended to be tired and pretended to yawn, Zhao Fengying immediately got up, "It's too late, you better hurry up and rest......"
Rest, of course you have to rest, Chen Xuan's mind began to move again, and he looked at Zhao Fengying with ambiguous eyes.
Zhao Fengying's face turned red, her shy appearance was very good-looking, and Chen Xuan inevitably began to feel like a pit again.
Zhao Fengying glanced at Chen Xuan, turned around and left into the bedroom, covering the door, and the light in the room came through the crack in the door.
Chen Xuan began to think crankily, is this leaving a door for me?
Chen Xuan involuntarily got up from the sofa, thought about it with his arms in his arms, walked over from the living room, and quietly approached Zhao Fengying's bedroom.
Standing at the door of the bedroom, Chen Xuan felt his heartbeat also happy, banging like a bell, and his hand couldn't help but put his hand on the handle of the door.
Is this a bit of a beast, Chen Xuan couldn't help but ask himself secretly, people obviously said that they were not ready.
But after thinking about it, if this is just Zhao Fengying's reserve, people are just trying to show a woman's false prevarication, if he is so serious, he may end up being considered inferior to a beast.
After hesitating for a while between beasts and beasts, Chen Xuan decided to choose beasts, and raised his hand to push open the bedroom door...... (To be continued.) )