Chapter 35: Self-Blame and Release

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"No !!!"

Yang Yun yelled, but Zheng Zhe, who was discussing the battle plan with Xiao Honglu, was startled.

"What's the matter, Yang Yun, are you okay?" Seeing Yang Yun wake up, Zheng Zha hurriedly came over and asked.

Yang Yun settled down, and then he realized that he was in the bell tower, and Zhang Jie, Xiao Honglu, Zhang Heng and others were also there. At this moment, they were all the same as Zheng Zha, looking at Yang Yun worriedly.

[Original...... Is it a dream?]

Yang Yun breathed a sigh of relief, looking at the current situation, he seemed to have had a dream unconsciously, and he hadn't fought with the Yinzhou team yet.

[Fortunately, it's a dream, Zero and Qi Tengyi should still be alive......]

Yang Yun's gaze swept around the crowd a few times, but there were no two of them.

"Zheng Zhe, where are Zero and Qi Teng?"

"......" Zheng Zhe turned his head with a sad face and did not answer.

Xiao Honglu next to him saw that Zheng Zha didn't speak, and sighed and said, "Zero Point and Qi Tengyi were attacked by members of the Yinzhou team when they were sniping, and they are already dead. ”

"Bang!"

With a loud bang, Yang Yun jumped up from the ground, grabbed Xiao Honglu's neckline, and pressed him against the wall. Because the action was too fast, Zheng Zha and the others didn't react at all.

"Impossible! They won't die! Are you lying to me!" Yang Yun shouted viciously at Xiao Honglu.

Xiao Honglu spat out blood and said, "They're already dead...... You know this better than I do, so why can't you accept it? We've got a big win this time, thanks to your layout. ”

"you, big victory!" Hearing Xiao Honglu say this, Yang Yun immediately yelled at the little boy: "Zero and Qi Teng are dead! They died because of my layout mistake, you actually say this is a big victory?"

Xiao Honglu pulled out a head, put it in the palm of his hand and played with it, and said for a long time: "From the perspective of the overall situation, this is indeed a big victory, we sacrificed two veterans and a newcomer, killed two veterans of the other party, abolished one, and blew up the protective props of the captain of the Yinzhou team...... That's why I say it's a big win. ”

"As for the matter of Zero Point and Qi Tengyi, I can only say that if there is a battle, there must be sacrifice, and the thing of the dead is often born. ”

"Mixed ......" Hearing Xiao Honglu's words, Yang Yun couldn't help but be angry. Where there is a battle, there will be sacrifice? Dead people often live? Why do you say that?

Thinking like this, Yang Yun's hands suddenly burst into a layer of extremely faint black light, this black light was so faint that even Xiao Honglu didn't feel it, but he felt that it was suddenly difficult to breathe.

"Enough! Yang Yun, what are you doing!"

Zheng Zha didn't see that Yang Yun was emitting black light, but he saw Xiao Honglu's red face, and pushed Yang Yun away in a shocked way and saved Xiao Honglu.

[Me, what am I doing?]

was pushed away by Zheng Zha, and Yang Yun's brain suddenly cleared. He felt as if a negative emotion had surged up from the bottom of his heart just now, and at that moment, he even had the idea of strangling Xiao Honglu......

"Hug, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. Sobering up, Yang Yun hurriedly apologized,

"Ahem...... Xiao Honglu clutched his throat and coughed a few times, waved his hand to show that he didn't take it to heart, and continued: "Why did you react so much? Do you want to kill me to avenge the two of them when they die......?"

"But they were killed by me! They died by my misplanning!" Yang Yun shouted, as if this would be able to shout out the guilt in his heart as well.

β€œβ€¦β€¦ It turns out that you are struggling with this. Xiao Honglu stared at Yang Yun strangely for a few seconds, "It was the Yinzhou team that killed Zero Point and Qi Tengyi, what does it have to do with you?"

"Yang Yun, it's not your fault. Zheng Qi sighed and put his hand on Yang Yun's shoulder, "None of us knew that the assassin would sneak behind Zero......"

"That's my fault!" Yang Yun interrupted Zheng Zha's words, "If I could have thought about this earlier, I could have made a targeted layout, originally the Zhongzhou team didn't have to die alone!"

Xiao Honglu's expression was even more strange: "Why do you have such a strange idea? There can be no absolutely perfect layout in the world, unless the person who lays out the layout has completely abandoned the human sense, pain, touch, taste, smell, only such a person can look at things purely from the perspective of a third party, as long as such a person has strong wisdom and reasoning ability." Then he is definitely the most perfect wise man, the strongest wise man...... It's a pity that there can't be such a perfect person in this world, and if it's too far from perfect, there can only be self-destruction. ”

"Besides, even the strongest wise man I am talking about cannot achieve the kind of realm you are talking about, which is already out of the realm of the wise man and can be called an all-knowing and all-powerful god. ”

"All-Knowing and All-Powerful God......"

Yang Yun was stunned, even if he was a time-traveler and knew all the plots of infinite horror, it was impossible to be omniscient. Because the future is always changing, isn't that assassin of the Inzhou team a clear proof of this?

If you want to be omniscient and omnipotent, then I'm afraid only the sixth order can do it. How can you be virtuous?

"Yes, you and I are not gods, so it's normal for you to make a layout mistake, and your mistake is not a mistake at all...... At least if I were to do it, I wouldn't be able to do this kind of thing for you. Xiao Honglu plucked the root again: "If you really think that you are at fault, then kill two more members of the Inzhou team." The hundred-legged insects die without stiffening, and if they are not wiped out, they may bite us back. ”

Yang Yun was silent when he heard this.

Zheng Zha saw that Yang Yun had obviously not come out of his self-blame, and sighed secretly.

"Yang Yun, do you have time to go out with me for a cigarette?"

―――――――― Dividing Line――――――

Outside the Clock Tower......

"Zheng Zha, do you think this incident is my fault?" Smoking Zheng Zha's cigarette, Yang Yun asked with a sullen head.

"You're not wrong, but I have to say thank you...... Thank you for the layout this time. Zheng Zhe also smoked his cigarette.

"Thank me?"

"Yes, actually, after coming back from the curse, I think you've changed. Zheng Qi took a hard puff of his cigarette: "You have become confident, just like you did when you were in Resident Evil." ”

"Yes? Maybe it's not self-confidence, it's complacency. Yang Yun smiled bitterly.

"Whether it's self-confidence or complacency, it all has something to do with Chu Xuan anyway. I don't know why, I feel like you're afraid of Chu Xuan...... Although I'm also afraid. Zheng Zha also smiled bitterly, "Maybe that guy's intelligence is too scary, so that you, a wise man, dare not let go of the layout......"

Wait a minute...... Chu Xuan: Complacent?

Yang Yun was suddenly stunned, as if he had figured out something.

Although he doesn't feel it on weekdays, after cursing, Yang Yun has indeed entered a state of semi-complacency.

Look, Chu Xuan died in the curse, although it was half suicide, but I was able to survive, and I also got divinity, two A-level side plots and a lot of reward points, doesn't it prove that I am stronger than Chu Xuan?

Human psychology is always wonderful, and Yang Yun's heart planted a seed of pride and complacency.

As the Yinzhou team stepped into Yang Yun's game step by step, this mentality reached its peak......

As a result, Zero Point and Qi Teng died for a while, and this situation was ultimately caused by Yang Yun's own pride and complacency. Zheng Zha and Xiao Honglu didn't know, and in turn comforting Yang Yun would make Yang Yun's guilt even worse.

[Huh...... I'm just a supporting actor now, and I don't have the capital to be complacent, it's so stupid. The way to make up for this guilt is not to blame yourself, but to learn the lesson and avoid the recurrence of this kind of thing......]

Yang Yun hooked the corners of his mouth, and Zheng Zha also said, "...... Although I am also sad about the matter of Zero Point and Qi Tengyi, we have no time to grieve, but to continue to fight, defeat the enemy with the desire of the surviving and live, because when we die, there is nothing. ”

"Is it unacceptable? Then vent your hatred on the Inzhou team. ”

"Understood, Captain, next time I will never let my partner die in front of me. Yang Yun said firmly: "My Life Heart bloodline is strengthened for this...... The meaning of life is not death, but salvation. ”

"Next time...... I will definitely make a truly perfect layout!"

Before Yang Yun finished speaking, there was a sound of footsteps in the darkness, as if a person was running here.

When this person ran closer, the two saw that he was O'Connor, and as soon as O'Connor saw Zheng Zha and Yang Yun, he hurriedly said: "Damn, this world is crazy! Several families in Cairo City have died, and all the corpses that died have been resurrected, and some of the people who are still alive have also died suddenly and then resurrected, and the whole city of Cairo is full of living corpses!"